In the dimly lit bar, Zhou Zebei sat at the corner table, and the table was full of wine bottles that were thrown around.

His friend sat across from him, looked at him helplessly, and finally couldn't help but hold his hand and said, "Stop drinking." Sad, I could have a harmonious love activity with my girlfriend tonight, but now I have to come to drink with a lovelorn guy.

Zhou Zebei glanced at his friend, let go of the wine glass in his hand, and leaned back on the chair slumped. He didn't know why he did this.

He thought that Xie Lan liked him, but after going through yesterday, he was not sure again. If she really liked him, how could she be with others so quickly, and how could she be willing to deal with such heart-piercing words? he?

Such ruthlessness made him unable to believe that conclusion...

What are you thinking about?

The friend looked at Zhou Zebei's dying look, and it is estimated that he will not be able to go home for a while. His girlfriend is going to be angry... He can't wait to grab Zhou Zebei's collar and shake it desperately. How to do it in the end!

But in reality, he still said comforting words that he felt perfunctory, like an old aunt selling chicken soup: "There is nothing that can't be overcome, the sky will fall and you'll be fine, or I'll take you back to rest. ?"

Zhou Zebei suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed his friend, "Tell me, does Xie Lan like me?"

The friend was startled and looked at Zhou Zebei's bloodshot eyes, which was extremely fierce and terrifying. He thought that he had suddenly thought of something, but when he asked such a sentence, he was going crazy, so he said... You've slept with her for a few years now, and you're only thinking about it now?

Brother, is your reflex arc a little too long? ? ?

The friend took a deep breath. In order to go home as soon as possible, he said earnestly: "Why do you think a woman willingly slept with you for three years, not asking for money, not for profit, not for fame?"

Zhou Zebei frowned and thought for a long time, why? Isn't it the same as him, just because we are happy together...

My friend felt that his rhetorical question was very esoteric and compelling, with a demeanor that everyone outside the world was drunk and awake, and looked at Zhou Zebei expectantly.

Zhou Zebei paused: "In order to relieve desire?"

Friend: "..." Let him kill him!

Calm, Calm, Calm, Calm.

Friend: "Then let me put it another way, a big star with countless suitors can beckon a group of flower-guarding messengers at any time as long as they want, with various styles of height, short, fat and thin, and they can sleep in different styles every day. Such a woman , rejected everyone and only sleep with you, for what?"

"What about you? Have you ever slept with her alone and rejected everyone else? Is she like you?"

He stared at Zhou Zebei, a little contemptuous, a little proud, although you Zhou Zebei are indeed first-class in body and appearance, but you can't say that you are the most handsome in the universe, and make the world's women fall for you, right? So a little self-aware?

Zhou Zebei was taken aback.

In fact, apart from Zhou Zebei's fans, who knows Xie Lan's mind after so many years? Although Xie Lan is a good disguise, but an unreasonable thing, if you think all the reasons are not, then the only impossible reason is the answer.

These days, there are fewer such infatuated people.

The friend sighed, not knowing whether it was for Xie Lan or Zhou Zebei, and said bitterly, "Besides loving you, why else?"

He really can't stand it!

Zhou Zebei's face was pale, and his expression was a little dazed. Looking at his friend's face, he felt that everything in front of him was a little blurry. Why... When he didn't even know the reason, others said this answer so easily, just As if the question was so simple that it didn't require thinking at all.

Isn't it that everyone knows it, but he is the only one who doesn't?

only him...

don't know her mind.

Zhou Zebei's voice was a bit bitter, he couldn't believe it, he seemed to want to make an excuse for his stupidity and cowardice, but it was so pale and weak, he said, "But she never said it... and doesn't care if I am not. with others."

The friend looked at him and finally got a little angry. Today, he really lost his blood and wanted to talk about relationship issues with this bastard, but this is really unbearable, and I have to break it up with him today!

Although Zhou Zebei is his friend, in ten years, who can be indifferent to Xie Lan's efforts, even bystanders feel a pity.

He said, "What would you do if she said she liked you?"

Zhou Zebei was startled, and his heart was numb.

The friend sneered: "Look, even now, you don't know how to deal with her feelings, so what did you tell her to say? According to your character, wouldn't you leave her if you feel trouble? You have always been Isn't that what it does?"

Zhou Zebei's face turned even paler.

The friend said again: "If she controls you and prevents you from interacting with other women, what will you do?"

Zhou Zebei understood a little now, and his expression became more and more ugly.

The friend answered him directly: "You will think she is very troublesome and nosy, and you don't love her, her feelings will only be a burden to you, she knows this and won't say it, but now you ask , why didn't she say it?"

Zhou Zebei's voice was harsh: "I..."

The friend sighed and said, "Because she loves you and doesn't want to lose you, she doesn't say anything. But you don't love her. If you don't love her, why bother with these things? Is it bad to let her go?"

In today's entertainment industry, how can there be such a woman, those who are beautiful on the surface are actually slut-women everywhere, all of them are guys with different appearances.

But there is still a woman who has reached this position in the materialistic world, but still maintains her original intention, loves someone and waits for someone, and now she finally sees it, because the person she loves is going to become someone else's lover ...she finally decided to let go.

He felt really good.

Have a good time together, can't you?

Therefore, Zhou Zebei's confusion and pain at this moment made him feel extremely ridiculous. He would rather Zhou Zebei never understand and let go of it candidly, so that he would still look at him and think he was scumbag and cruel, but... ... Zhou Zebei looked confused and unwilling to give up.

It's as if he's only now realizing his feelings.

You already have someone you like, and you want to start a new life with others, but you still refuse to let go of Xie Lan. It is hard to hope that she will be a 'confidante' like you all her life.

That would be too selfish.

Zhou Zebei's mind went blank. He looked at his friend's face and listened to what he said. The truth, which had been in the fog, lifted the veil and revealed the cruel truth, which made him collapse.

It's such a simple truth that everyone understands.

Only myself, I haven't understood it after using it for so many years.

Now he finally understands.

But she doesn't love him anymore.

Zhou Zebei looked forward blankly, suddenly grabbed a bottle of wine on the table and poured it into his mouth! The degree of alcohol was a bit strong, and he coughed violently after drinking it!

His friend folded his arms and watched, he was a little annoyed, why would he drink with this bastard here?

Wouldn't it be okay to wait until he wakes up?

Zhou Zebei coughed, and suddenly felt a little sore in his eyes.

He remembered the years he had been with her, the bits and pieces, and the company she had always had without any regrets. She gave him all her best things... but she didn't talk about love.

Since he didn't want to lose her, he should have been happy when he got this answer.

But now he feels that the pain is countless times more than before. When you are ignorant, you can use ignorance to cover up your cruelty, and it doesn't matter if you hurt others as it should be. He has always been like this before.

But now he knows, he knows how painful she is when he talks about other women in front of Xie Lan.

He knew how painful it was for her when he told her that he was in love with Feng Siyan.

he knows...

But no matter how painful she was, she never showed it from beginning to end. She just smiled and encouraged him, comforted him, and even helped him with advice. She loved him so much that she didn't even want her own dignity.

But she broke her heart after all, so she didn't want to love him anymore, and finally wanted to let go.

But he was like a fool, questioning her again and again, accusing her, thinking that she was not friends enough, continuing to do cruel things ignorantly, and thinking that she was too cold to him.

He waved his hand violently, and the wine bottle fell to the ground, smashing into pieces!

Just like the false illusion that was broken before him and her.

There is no such friend!

She loves him.

He couldn't lose her either.

This is no friend at all!

The friend looked at Zhou Zebei. He was very angry just now, but now he has a little pity. After all, this guy has always been used to being romantic, and it may be difficult for him to accept this fact for a while, and he doesn't seem to have no feelings for Xie Lan.

He sighed slowly: "If you want to understand, don't go to her anymore, it's good for you and her."

In his opinion, Zhou Zebei was confused before because he didn't understand Xie Lan's feelings. Now that he understands it, he naturally knows to avoid suspicion. After all, there can't be the best of both worlds in this world. Since you choose someone else, don't bother anymore. Xie Lan is gone, and she is also entitled to her own happiness.

But the next moment, he heard Zhou Zebei let out a roar, his eyes were red: "No!"

My friend was terrified.

Zhou Zebei's eyes were red, he was fierce and decisive, and it seemed that he had finally made a painful decision.

If Xie Lan and Feng Siyan could only choose one of the two...

He already has the answer.

Someone who can't be lost...

The one who was always by his side.

Can't bless her, can't watch her with others, can't lose her, can't be without her...

She is him, the most important person!

He couldn't lose her at all!

[Ding, Zhou Zebei's favorability value +10, the current favorability value is 90]

………………

A few days have passed since the dinner party that day.

Zhou Zebei has not contacted Feng Siyan again in the past few days. Feng Siyan didn't care about the thick lines at first, but after two days, he felt that something was wrong. When he recalled Zhou Zebei's abnormality that day, he had a faint premonition in his heart.

Although she has a rough mind, she is not stupid, and a woman's intuition is still a little bit...

So Feng Siyan called Zhou Zebei.

The call was quickly connected this time, but Zhou Zebei didn't speak.

Feng Siyan couldn't stand the silence, and said, "Are you busy recently?"

Zhou Zebei's hoarse voice came: "Fortunately, Siyan, let's meet."

Feng Siyan was startled: "What's the matter?"

Zhou Zebei said, "I have something to say to you in person."

Feng Siyan frowned, she realized that something was wrong, and that bad intuition reached its peak at this time, she resolutely agreed, "Okay, see you in an hour."

Zhou Zebei said yes.

An hour later, the two met at a coffee shop they frequented.

Zhou Zebei had already waited there first, just like countless times before, but this time, Feng Siyan knew that the content of the conversation would probably be different from before.

Zhou Zebei sat there, looking at the youthful girl sitting in front of him, with puzzlement in the girl's beautiful eyes.

Thinking of what he was about to say, he felt very guilty and painful in his heart, but... he would not regret it, nor would he retreat.

In the past few days... He has confirmed his intention countless times. Even without Feng Siyan's call, he originally planned to ask her out and make it clear in person.

It was he who was sorry for her, so make it clear face to face, this is the respect she deserves.

And he could no longer escape.

He used to like this girl very much, but until now, he realized that this is not love, to love someone is to never lose her, but now he and Feng Siyan are sitting here, but there is no remorse in their hearts, only guilt and self-blame.

so……

Zhou Zebei closed his eyes and said, "Let's break up."

Feng Siyan was a little shocked, but he didn't seem to be so shocked. Probably rationally thought that Zhou Zebei could not be like this, but he had a vague premonition emotionally. ...but that didn't stop her from getting angry.

Because she was dumped out of nowhere!

Anyone would be pissed!

Feng Siyan took a deep breath and said, "Why?"

Zhou Zebei looked at her apologetically, but did not back down and face his mistakes calmly: "Because I love others."

Feng Siyan was finally angry! She stood up suddenly, stared and said, "You love someone else, yet you are chasing me? Is there something wrong with you?!"

Zhou Zebei looked painful.

I'm sorry because I didn't know my heart before.

I also know now that I love her.

It's my fault that innocent people suffer.

Zhou Zebei was even more sad in his heart. He pursed his lips tightly and said hoarsely, "I'm sorry..."

Clap!

Feng Siyan raised his hand high and slapped Zhou Zebei!She's going crazy!

This scum has someone else in her heart but she's still chasing her!What do you take her for?What a shame!Feng Siyan was almost speechless.

Zhou Zebei turned his face to the side of the beating, and turned his head slowly, with a gesture of not fighting back and scolding.

Feng Siyan suddenly felt that his fist hit the cotton, and he was even more angry!She wanted to turn around and leave, but she felt unwilling when she thought about it. She still doesn't know who the person in Zhou Zebei's heart is!Thinking of this, there is a kind of vague feeling of death, no!Be sure to figure it out!

Feng Siyan said coldly, "Who is she?"

Zhou Zebei moved his lips, but made no sound.

He looked at Feng Siyan's bright and angry eyes, and after a while, he finally showed a bitter smile.

Yes, you are entitled to know the answer.

Zhou Zebei tightened his hands, slowly opened his lips, and uttered two words: "Xie Lan."