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    There was a mess in the house, Shen Xinyan stepped forward with Mammy Xu to help her up, and loudly ordered the servants to go to the imperial doctor immediately.

    Wei Junxian, Mrs Yang and the juniors from various houses hurried over when they got the news.

    The eldest princess is already old, how to withstand such a heavy blow, the imperial doctor carefully diagnosed her for a long time, and sighed that her condition was not optimistic.

    The expressions of everyone present changed immediately.

    Shen Xinyan's heart was twisted like a knife, not only worried about the eldest son whose whereabouts were unknown, but also worried about the illness of the eldest princess.

    The eldest princess had experienced such a situation once in her previous life. It was when the news of Wei Junhang's accident came back, and the eldest princess, who had been sent by the white-haired man to the black-haired man again, couldn't bear the illness. Half a year after Wei Chenglin got married, he left.

    In this life, because Wei Junhang was safe and sound, Shen Xinyan thought that her lifespan would be longer than the previous life, but she thought that people were not as good as heaven, and the eldest son had an accident, and the eldest princess fell again.

    When Wei Junhang hurried back from the palace when he got the news, the eldest princess had been diagnosed and treated by the imperial physician, but she was still in a coma.

    "Is the news true? Brother Lin is really missing?" After he had seen the Eldest Princess in the room, Shen Xinyan grabbed his arm and asked hastily as soon as he stepped out.

    The juniors headed by Wei Chengzhao looked at him, waiting for his answer.

    Wei Junhang's face was heavy, and after a while, he nodded slowly, his voice hoarse: "It's true."

    Shen Xinyan's body swayed, and she almost fell to the ground. Fortunately, Wei Chengqi, who was beside her, reached out and helped her in time.

    "Second uncle, what's going on? How did the eldest brother disappear? The words outside are inexplicable, isn't the eldest brother guarding? Going to suppress the bandits will inevitably bring a lot of people, how can they disappear?" Wei Chengzhao follow up.

    Wei Junhang helped Shen Xinyan to sit down, looking at the worried eyes of his nephews, a trace of grief flashed in his eyes.

    Just now, he also received a letter from Lai Lu, who was quickly sent back. A month and a half ago, a bandit rebellion broke out in Xiyan. Not to mention the heavy casualties of officers and soldiers, he himself was seriously injured and eventually fell off the cliff and disappeared.

    But these taught him how to dare to tell his mother and his wife.

    Today's Xiyan City has long been in chaos, mountain bandits are rampant everywhere, people are struggling, officials do nothing, only the soldiers trained by the eldest son for more than a year are stubbornly resisting. Unfortunately, Yijiang Xiaoguo, not far from Xiyan, was also taking advantage of the chaos.

    Seeing that he didn't speak, Shen Xinyan concealed a guess in her heart, and said with grief, "You can tell it straight, you can hide it for a while, but you can't hide it for the rest of your life. No matter how bad the news is, I can withstand it."

    Wei Junhang thought about it for a while, and in the end, he slowly came up with the contents of the letter sent by the future Lu Lu.

    Shen Xinyan's face was pale, her lips trembled, but she couldn't say a word.

    "Now that Your Majesty has dispatched troops to the neighboring provincial government to suppress the bandits, Yunfu also asked His Majesty to extend westward in the palace." Wei Junhang said slowly.

    Wei Chenglin's whereabouts are unknown, the eldest princess fell ill in bed, Wei Junhang has been leaving early and returning late for the eldest son, and some people in the house gradually became more and more popular. Shen Xinyan not only had to worry about the whereabouts of her eldest son, but also had to take care of the eldest princess in a disorganized manner, and everything in the house could not be separated from her. In just a few days, she quickly lost weight.

    When Yunfu came to say goodbye to her the day before his departure, she just told him a few words with tears in her eyes, but she couldn't say anything else.

    "I'm going here, I'll just come back after finding Brother Chenglin. During my absence, Ying'er will ask my mother-in-law!" After speaking, he bowed deeply to Shen Xinyan, then turned and strode away. .

    Emperor Yuanyou and Concubine Ruigui in the palace also personally asked about the eldest princess' illness, and sent imperial physicians from time to time for diagnosis and treatment. However, the eldest princess was caused by a heart disease. Unless Wei Chenglin returned safely, it would be difficult for her to have it. improvement.

    Naturally, many people in the mansion came to visit the eldest princess in the name of visiting. Except for the close family, the rest of Shen Xinyan were sent away one by one.

    When the third prince and his wife came to visit, Shen Xinyan was waiting for the eldest princess to finish drinking the medicine. These days, the eldest princess is sometimes awake and sometimes in a coma, but more often than not, when she wakes up occasionally, she just grabs her hand and asks, 'Where's Brother Lin? Brother Lin is back? ’.

    Shen Xinyan reluctantly suppressed the grief in her heart and persuaded her softly, but Brother Daolin would be back soon, the eldest princess was groggy, and she didn't know if she had listened to her words.

    As soon as heard that the maid came to report, it was said that the third prince brought the third prince concubine to visit the eldest princess. If someone else came, Shen Xinyan planned to get rid of them, but it was the third prince who came, so she naturally couldn't keep them out of the door, she could only reluctantly cheered up and went to greet them.

    "What happened to Big Brother Wei? How could he disappear and his life and death become a mystery?!" After everyone in the room retreated, Zhou Wanning grabbed her arm and asked.

    How could Shen Xinyan bother to pay attention to her again, she simply said "no news at the moment".

    "How could this be..." Zhou Wanning's pretty face turned pale, and she fell weakly on the chair, after a while, she raised her head suddenly, with strong resentment in her eyes, "It's all your fault, if you didn't force him to send him away , how could he encounter such an unexpected event! How can you be so cruel, he is your own son!"

    Shen Xinyan was already a little exhausted, but now she just cheered up and greeted her, listening to her accusing herself like this, her face sank, and she said with a flick of her sleeve: "If the third prince and concubine come to accuse me, then forgive me. Compassion!"

    After speaking, she turned around and planned to leave.

    Zhou Wanning quickly grabbed her and said, "You can't go, you can say it clearly! Why do you want to do this? You must be blaming him for sending you to the temple in your previous life, so you have no intention of staying well in this life. He is not?"

    "Let go!" Shen Xinyan flicked her away, listening to her accusing her every word and every word, and had no intention of arguing with her about past and present life, she just sneered: "How is our mother and son, what does it have to do with you? Third prince The concubine is now a new wife, but she has been thinking about other men, is this too unfair to the third highness!"

    "Do you dare to admit it? Do you dare to admit that you don't have any grudge against him at all? Do you dare to admit that you have loved him as much as you have been in this life?" Zhou Wanning refused to let go of her, staring at her firmly, stepping forward. Step by step.

    Shen Xinyan's headache is splitting. Recently, because of the affairs in the house, she rests for less than three hours a day. This morning, she was busy taking care of the eldest princess. She hadn't even eaten a few bites of breakfast. Immediately angry.

    "I ask myself that I have a clear conscience in everything I do, and I don't fear anyone. There is no end to it, but now, what status are you blaming me for? Because of those strange and fragmented dreams you had?"

    "Did you admit it, did you admit that you also have those memories? Did you do it on purpose? Because you want revenge! You want revenge on us!" Zhou Wanning said with excitement.

    "Vengeance? Why should I take revenge? What's worth taking revenge on me? You? Who are you and you? If I want to take revenge on you, I will invite the Third Highness to come and see how his new wife is doing for you. The other men are worried and worried and sleepless all night!"

    Zhou Wanning's face was pale, and she couldn't say a word.

    Yes, now she is someone else's wife, and she is no longer qualified to worry about him.

    Realizing this, she fell weakly onto the Taishi chair.

    "Anyway, you must have resentment against him in your heart, and you must admit it." After a long time, she said slowly.

    Shen Xinyan calmly said, "Yes, I have a grudge against him! Why can't I? It's you, your second brother Zhou Zhuo, and your Zhou family. I hate you to the extreme."

    "So, Zhou Wanning, if you want to hate, then you will hate God for making me have memories that I shouldn't have. In this life and this life, I can't keep my heart against you. If you want revenge, just come to me. Yes!"

    "Madam, Your Highness is awake!" Ziyan hurriedly came to report.

    Zhou Wanning, whose face was as pale as paper, immediately carried her skirt and walked out.

    Zhou Wanning was stunned for a moment, but he followed suit.

    Shen Xinyan walked to the bed with a stride, holding the eldest princess' waving hand, and before she could speak, the eldest princess who recognized her asked anxiously, "Where is Brother Lin? Is Brother Lin back? You? Let him in now!"

    "Mother, he is already on his way back. It's just a long way to go, and he hasn't been able to return to the mansion yet. Mother, please take care of yourself first. When you get well, Brother Lin will come back." Shen Xinyan's hand It was always painful to be caught by her, but her face did not show any signs, and she comforted her softly.

    "Really? You're not lying to me? Is he really on his way back?" The Eldest Princess stared at her closely, her pale and haggard face full of suspicion.

    "Yes, I didn't lie to you? Yunfu has already gone to pick him up. If you don't believe me, I'll call Ying'er. Can you ask her carefully?" Shen Xinyan's voice became softer and coaxed patiently.

    "Grandmother, what mother said is right, Yunfu went to pick up my brother a few days ago, and it must be on the way back now, you must take good care of yourself, if your brother comes back to see you like this, you will feel uncomfortable. Great." Wei Yingzhi walked in at some point.

    Zhou Wanning stared blankly at the eldest eldest princess, who seemed to have aged several years overnight, and was speechless for a long time.

    Although the memory in the dream is not very complete, she still remembers that after she got married, the eldest princess never looked at her directly. Although she was not treated harshly, the ignorance between her words and deeds was even more embarrassing.

    Fortunately, her husband has always stood by her side, and no matter what happened, his tenderness towards her has never changed from beginning to end. She thought that in this life, she will never find a person who treats her as well as him.

    And half a year later, the eldest princess passed away...

    He walked out of the room in a trance, and suddenly, he saw Chun Liu, the maid next to Shen Xinyan, leading a woman hurriedly towards this side.

    She took a closer look and recognized that the woman was Shen Huiran, her heart tightened.

    This Shen Huiran was the best candidate for a daughter-in-law in her mother-in-law's heart in her previous life, and even the eldest princess praised her more than her legitimate grandson-in-law. If it weren't for the fact that her husband never had her in his heart, I'm afraid she would never be able to sit in the position of the lady of the country in his last life.

    Later, Wei Yingzhi died unexpectedly, Shen Huiran committed suicide by hanging on the beam, and her mother-in-law died in the family temple. What about later? Although she didn't dream about what happened next, she thought, with her husband's affection for her, she thought that they would live in harmony and beauty, love for a lifetime, and grow old!

    People all over the house came and went, walking in a hurry, and no one paid attention to her. Occasionally, a respectable old woman loudly passed down the instructions of the wife or the fourth aunt, and the servants followed the order and left.

    It turns out that she is the one who has been in charge of the Guogong's mansion in this life, isn't it Fang Shi in the long room? Zhou Wanning bit her lips lightly, and saw a three or four-year-old child running all the way to the courtyard of the eldest princess, the grandmother behind him anxiously called out, "Slow down, little son, slow down."

    She was even more astringent, and her heart was full of unpleasantness.

    This child who did not exist in her previous life, is it that God compensated her former 'mother-in-law' in this life?

    She didn't know how she got out. When she turned around, she saw the anxious face of the third prince, her husband in this life. When her eyes met her, surprise suddenly appeared on her face.

    "Where have you been? Let me find it." The third prince breathed a sigh of relief and reached out to hold her.

    She subconsciously wanted to avoid his touch, but in the end she stood still, letting the big hand hold hers.

    "Go and see the Eldest Princess." She whispered.

    "How is my aunt? Is it better?" the third prince asked with concern.

    "It doesn't look good..."

    If you follow the trajectory of your previous life, in a few months, the eldest princess will pass away...

    Wei Junhang has also been very busy recently. He has sent groups of people out to find the whereabouts of the eldest son, but he has never been able to find the whereabouts of the eldest son. Every time he meets the expectant eyes of his mother and his wife, he feels a throbbing pain in his heart. Teach him to be speechless for a long time.

    After another half a month, the Rong and Di people suddenly raised their troops south and broke through two cities one after another. The news came back, and the government and the people were shocked.

    The bandit rebellion in Xiyan was not yet settled, and the Rong and Di people raised their troops to invade again. Today, the Great Chu Dynasty is full of internal and external troubles, and people are panicked.

    A heated debate broke out among the courtiers over who should be sent to lead the troops to defend against the Rong and Di people. After much consideration, Emperor Yuanyou issued a decree and ordered General Murong and the British Duke Wei Junhang to lead the troops.

    "Madam, don't worry. Although the will says so, it is still up to General Murong to lead the troops to fight. I'm just carrying the general's reputation." Seeing that Shen Xinyan got the order, Zhong Zhong was worried, and she couldn't rest assured at all. , Wei Junhang quickly comforted.

    In fact, his name is to lead soldiers, but in fact he has other errands.

    The bandits in Xiyan and Rong Di went south. These two incidents are too coincidental. Rong and Di are aggressive, but the generals of the Great Chu Dynasty are not the ones who eat for nothing. How can they be allowed to attack two cities at once? There must be something odd about this.

    In addition, it was discovered not long ago that Prince Cheng had appeared in Rong Di, Emperor Yuanyou suspected that this series of incidents must be a conspiracy of Prince Cheng, so he took advantage of the opportunity of leading troops to go on an expedition and asked Wei Junhang to investigate. .

    Shen Xinyan reluctantly suppressed her inner worries, and packed his luggage for him in person, Wei Junhang held her busy hands, pulled her to sit beside her, thought for a moment, and said, "I'm going here, I'm afraid I won't be back in the short term, Mother and everything in the house are entrusted to you."

    "Don't worry, I know what to do." Shen Xinyan nodded and replied in a hoarse voice.

    "If you are too busy, let Ying'er come back to accompany you more often." Wei Junhang warned again worriedly.

    Shen Xinyan shook her head: "That's not necessary. Although Yunfu is not in the mansion now, she is also the mistress of the Zhongyi Hou mansion. There are many things in the mansion. How can she get away completely."

    "This time, Murong little general Murong Tao is also in the army?" The husband and wife reluctantly exhorted each other. For a moment, Shen Xinyan thought of this and asked hurriedly.

    Wei Junhang nodded: "He is the son of General Murong, so naturally he will go with him."

    Is it? Murong Tao will also go!

    For some reason, Shen Xinyan always felt uneasy and didn't trust Murong Tao. After all, in his last life, in order to get Zhou Wanning, he even pretended to be a traitor to kidnap people.

    "General Murong is fine, but this Murong Tao, I'm not at ease. Anyway, this time you go, you have to be wary of this person." After all, she was worried and said seriously.

    Wei Junhang didn't understand why she had such an idea. Although Murong Tao had some conflicts with his eldest son, he would not be confused in matters of the family and the country.But seeing her so solemnly admonishing him, he didn't want her to worry, and nodded in response: "Madam, don't worry, I have written down everything you said."

    A few days later, after sending Yun Fu away, Shen Xinyan sent her husband away again, watching Wei Junhang in military uniform kowtow a few times in front of the eldest princess' bed, then abruptly got up and left, walking slightly when she walked to her side., but in the end he didn't say a word, and strode out.

    Shen Xinyan subconsciously wanted to chase, but after taking a half-step, she stopped, watching his figure with tears in her eyes, and finally disappeared from sight.

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