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"Sit down and talk." Shao Yin was removing the hairpin ring in front of the dressing table, and said to her daughter without looking back.
Seeing that her reaction was calm, Su Yue didn't scold her in surprise, and her heart stabilized two points. She didn't sit at the table, but walked behind her mother, lightly unhooked her hairpin, and said in a low voice, "I want to practice medicine, but I don't want to get married."
She is very satisfied with her life now.
Studying medicine, seeing a doctor, doing experiments, living with my mother and younger brother, every day is full and happy.
It is hard for her to imagine that she is married, living in another place, surrounded by strangers, and she may be like the Yun family, one by one, who are at odds with each other, talking around the corner, and distorting her life. eccentric.
More importantly, she may not be able to continue practicing medicine.
Maybe she has to take care of family affairs and serve her in-laws, but there is no free time, maybe it is just that the family has strict rules and she is not allowed to show her face.
Since he was a child, he and his younger brother have been running around in the huge Xu mansion, exploring freely, and have never been constrained to learn the rules. Su Yue, who only needs to be polite and polite in front of the guests, can hardly imagine her life being confined in a mansion.
But she wasn't sure if her mother would support her. Although her mother loves her very much, all women in the world want to get married, serve their in-laws, and teach their children.
She was terrified in her heart, revealing her still childish face.
"It's up to you." Shaoyin said casually, because her daughter helped to remove the hairpin ring, she took a box of moisturizing cream, unscrewed the cap, dipped a little with her fingertips, and smeared on her face, "You are me Daughter, I didn't give birth to you to force you to live an unhappy life."
Su Yue was stunned.
He was holding a hairpin in his hand, half of which he had just taken.
She couldn't believe what she heard, her lips trembled, and there seemed to be a lot of thoughts in her mind, and it seemed to be blank. After a long while, she only called out: "Mother..."
"What's the big deal?" Shaoyin took off the hairpin instead of her, turned her head to look at her, and said indifferently, "If you want to practice medicine, then practice medicine. If you want to marry, then marry. I'm still alive for a day. , will protect you for a day."
She is like a hen with full wings and a strong body, spreading her wings domineeringly and defensively, protecting her children under her wings.
Her feathers are solid and dense, and the wind cannot blow through, and the rain cannot penetrate.
Su Yue opened her mouth and tried to say something several times, but she didn't make a sound. Looking at her mother's calm and indifferent face, tears flowed quickly, blurring her vision. However, the firm and powerful appearance of my mother was deeply imprinted in my mind and could never be removed.
"Mother!" She whimpered, raised the back of her hand to wipe her tears, couldn't help but knelt on the ground, buried her face in her mother's lap, and began to whimper.
What she cried was the anxiety and unease these days, how lucky she was to have such a different mother, who was willing to tolerate her and condone her deviant behavior.
"Mother, mother..." She cried while crying, her slender fingers tugging at her mother's skirt, her posture soft and attached.
Shaoyin lowered her eyes and gently stroked her long hair.
"I indulged you." Shaoyin said, "I have not restrained you and Sheng'er since I was a child. You have grown up like this, and you have such thoughts. I indulged. Since I indulged, I should do it for you. Responsible."
She knew what to do in line with the rules of the world.
But things like rules do not have the attributes of right or wrong. What is popular today may be abandoned and despised after thousands of years.
The rules will not make the children happy, and obeying the rules has no great value and significance. Therefore, after Shaoyin moved out of the Yun family, he mainly cared for the two children, letting them grow up according to their nature, and only taught them the skills of the body. and bottom line.
Now that her daughter doesn't want to get married, Shaoyin doesn't find it strange at all. She is only fifteen years old, and she has not matured physically and mentally. How could she want to marry? Not to mention Suyue, in the world, girls of this age don't want to get married, and when they think about getting married, everyone is worried and hesitant.
They have to get married. Everyone is doing this, everyone is doing this, and they think that this is justifiable, natural, and nothing more than correct. First of all, they think that this is right, should be done, and must be done. When the thought of "don't want to marry" arises, they will immediately suppress it and let themselves accept it.
"It's okay for you, or Sheng'er, I hope you are happy. If you don't want to get married, then it's up to you. If Sheng'er doesn't want to be an official in the imperial examinations, I won't force him." Shaoyin said.
Su Yue wept silently and hugged her mother even tighter: "Thank you mother."
How lucky she is to have such a tolerant and loving mother.
After receiving the reply from her mother, all the anxiety in Su Yue's heart dissipated. Not only was she no longer afraid, she also felt a surge of turbulence and surging, as if endless energy filled it. once again.
"Although we don't have a father, I have no regrets at all." Su Yue said.
The mother loved their siblings very much, taught them well, and protected them well. If my father was alive, I'm afraid it wouldn't be better.
Suyue also thought that if her father was alive, she might not condone and support her like her mother, and might force her to marry.
It's been too long, Su Yue's impression of Yun Cong has been very weak, and she only vaguely remembers that her father is not very reasonable.
She doesn't like unreasonable people.
"Mother is fine." Yun Sheng nodded.
He was two years younger than Su Yue, and when his father just passed away, he still had some impressions. But as he grew up over the years, the memories of his childhood faded, and his memory of his father almost disappeared without the slightest impression.
Therefore, he also does not remember his father's bad, and occasionally wants his father. For example, when practicing martial arts is too hard, he will think, if his father is still alive, then the responsibility of standing up the door should be shouldered by his father, instead of making him work so hard.