I think this is probably the difference between like and love.

I was restless in my heart, and she was desperately depressed.

I closed the cabinet and sat down at the computer desk. While refining the Meimei story that I had conceived before, I thought, no matter how much I look for it during this time, it will be difficult to find everything. There is no news about all odds and that mysterious unbelievable love.

For the next month or two, life was pretty normal. The temperature in Chongqing ignored the spring from winter, and jumped into summer. Some people on the street wore short sleeves and shorts.

In the past two months, I have finished drawing the story of Meimei I imagined. During this period, I stopped updating for a while because of laziness. After being scolded by editors and readers, I woke up and started to update intermittently.

During this period, was urged to update countless times and threatened to send the blade countless times, but it was still serialized.

At the beginning, the 24-page storyline was expanded to 48 pages at the urging of the editor. After the side story was finished, Meimei's story got a good response.

The editor told me that my manuscript fee could be about twenty dollars per page.

I am very happy and told Jijijiang the news.

Jijijiang is a cartoon author I met on Weibo during this time. Although her name is dirty, she is a very soft and cute girl.

She and I serialize different comics on the same website. She draws horror and suspense. The style of painting is completely different from mine, but she likes to read my comics. She said that my comics look cute, but they are actually sugar. There is ice ball in the middle, no matter how you look at it, there is an indifference of being out of the way.

I was speechless for a moment. There is even a feeling of being seen through my life through comics.

Because I do seem to be... a little indifferent.

I live under the same roof with Li Peipei, Li Peipei and Meimei, but I always feel that there is a layer of film. Maybe Li Ruan's rules are too good. He told me from the first day I entered the apartment, "We are different."

I have never forgotten the expression and gesture of his words.

My friendship with Jijijiang also started when she said this.

Because I think I have met my soulmate.

Every day when I wasn’t painting, I started to brag, gossip and gossip with her, and occasionally played a few games of King of Glory. As “colleagues” who were not in the same city, our relationship grew stronger day by day.

During this time, I had long since given up running with Meimei.

Yes... At the beginning, I vowed to accompany Meimei to lose weight, but insisting on this matter is probably the natural enemy of mankind. After the three-minute heat passed, I watched Meimei continue to run alone with guilt, and in the end, I was accustomed to being lazy and continued to lie at home.

Meimei is holding on.

She lost a lot of weight, and in two months, her and Ash's progress... There was also a lot.

Occasionally when we eat together, Meimei will show me the chat records between her and Ash.

From the very beginning of Meimei's perseverance in saying good morning and good night, until Ash began to reply early and good night, they chatted more and more. When Meimei arrives at the dishes she eats in his store, she will tell Ash about which ones are delicious and which ones are bad.

It was obvious that Ash was very concerned about other people's comments on the dishes. Every time mentioned this, Ash's reply would become more and more.

After going back and forth, the topic is not limited to the comments on the dishes.

They began to share their lives. Meimei talked about what she encountered on the run today, and the weather. Ash replied with some precautions for work and exercise, so that Meimei should not fast.

Later chat records, Meimei rarely showed me.

But they never mentioned one person in their chat, that is, the "beautiful baby" in Ash's phone.

I know the development of this matter, which puts Meimei in a very delicate situation, but what can I say, I have seen Meimei's dream, and I can't judge what Ash's situation is. As a bystander, I could only keep silent.

Until one day, Meimei offered to say, "Xiaoxin, let's find a bar to have a drink."

I was startled and looked at Meimei who had lost a lot of weight: "Aren't you going to lose weight today?"

"Occasionally a day is fine."

The door next to me was pushed open. Li Peipei was wearing underwear and stood at the door wearing a pair of pajamas. He didn't wear any underwear, but the chest was covered by the pajamas, which made me and Meimei have a momentary relationship silence.

Li Peipei stretched, half leaning against the door, holding his hands: "I think I heard the word drinking?"

So the three of us packed up and set off.

It is the small bar in Jiefangbei again.

Li Peipei went crazy after drinking, so he went to find a man.

Me and Mei were sitting next to the bar. She raised her head and took a gulp of wine. I bit the straw and sipped the juice. I was shocked to see her cup of Long Island iced tea, which had lost more than half of it in an instant.

"A Xu told me today that I should stop contacting him." She smiled, "Yesterday, when I went to sit in his shop, I saw his girlfriend coming."

I was choked by the juice, and after I swallowed it hard, I looked at Meimei and was thinking about my words.

I don't know if I should persuade her to say, "Let go, he's already a different person." Better, or "Do whatever the hell, as long as the hoe swings well, there's no corner." Better.

Because this is her business, I have no right to help her make any decisions. And I know that the current Meimei and I are saying these words because she wants to seek a support that is consistent with her inner decision.

I didn't know what kind of decision she wanted to make, so I had to listen to her.

"Her girlfriend seems to have found something." Meimei said, "I sent him a message last night, but he didn't reply. This is the only day in these days when I sent me goodnight and he didn't text me back."