She said it calmly, just like when she told me before that she liked rainy days, because every drop of rain had flowed by him.

"He told me today, don't contact me anymore. I know what kind of choice he made. In fact, I already knew that, you see, so many days, fifty days and nights. If it was the former Ash , not fifty days, not five days, not five hours, not even five minutes, when he saw me, he would immediately hold my hand without any hesitation.

"But he remained ambiguous, he was hesitant, and I was too cheap to leave... Send myself up like a fish and put it on his cutting board."

"Beautiful..."

"Xiaoxin." She interrupted me, "I had a dream."

"Ah?" The topic jumped so fast that I couldn't react for a moment.

She looked at the wine glass as if she were looking at her dream.

"I dreamed that I was still the same as I was back then. I was held in his arms by him, and the embrace was so warm." She shook the wine glass, her eyes blurred, "He lowered his head and kissed my forehead lightly, I heard him Tell me, I love you, stay with me."

Meimei laughed, her eyes curved, so beautiful.

"But he didn't let me answer, he said, shush, don't talk, you sleep peacefully in my arms for a night, and when it's dawn tomorrow, if you want to, just nod your head. So this time, I sleep It was so stable. As a result... I waited until dawn and opened my eyes, but suddenly I woke up, ah, it turned out to be a dream. "

She raised her head and took another sip of wine, as if the spirits were paired with ice to suppress the feelings in her body.

"Xiaoxin, do you know how lost I was when I woke up, how much I wanted to go back to my dream and sink into that embrace again, I hope the sky will never be bright."

I was silent for a while, and tentatively grabbed Meimei's hand, her hand holding the wine glass was cold. Like sashimi sliced ​​open and served on ice.

"During this time, I really experienced a lot of feelings that I have never experienced before." Meimei said with a smile, "'I miss you', do you know how to express this euphemistically?"

She stretched out her fingers and counted them one by one: "Are you up, have you eaten, what are you doing?" She paused, "Everything I said is because I miss you. And I think it's justified and straightforward. I miss you by saying something to him, but there is only one sentence, only this one, I can't say it. Because I have no position."

When Meimei was talking to herself, I couldn't get a word in.

I only had to accompany her, watch her drink, wait for her to get drunk, and then carry her back with Li Peipei.

Of course, it was Li Peipei who carried it, because although Meimei has lost weight now, my strength is still not enough.

On the way back, Meimei was a little annoying to accompany me, not because she was drunk, but because she kept repeating the same sentence over and over in her mouth.

"The love of his life is not me."

"I know, I know! Stop talking about it!"

I only sighed and persuaded me to accompany me: "Just let her say a few words."

The two of us sent Meimei home, and Li Peipei opened the door and went home to sleep. I thought that there seemed to be some sheets I was drying on the roof, so I went upstairs first. Thinking of what Meimei said just now, she couldn't help humming the tune of "The Love of My Life".

"The sea of ​​bitterness... Turn up love and hate, in this world, it is difficult to escape fate..."

I put down the sheets, and suddenly saw a person standing on the edge of the roof behind the sheets, Li Xiaoran holding his hands, wondering what he was doing alone on the roof in the middle of the night.

I held the sheets and looked at him, he looked at me, and it was a little quiet at night.

"Did someone say you sing well?" Li Yanran asked me suddenly.

I blushed in an instant, and my heart skipped a beat.

"No... no."

"Then what else do you sing?"

"..."

If I hadn't known he could fly, I would have pushed him off right now, I'm definitely not kidding!

Chapter 27

I think only people who are full of hostility in their hearts will always be ready to fight the air, such as Li Yanran.

I put away my sheets in annoyance, rolled my eyes at him angrily, and asked him angrily, "Your boss doesn't go to work in the middle of the night, so are you free to be a thief on the roof?"

"Heh." Li Xiaoran snorted in a low voice, but it was cold and innocuous with a 100% disdain, "What do you guys have to steal?"

"us……"

I really want to help myself, help Peipei, help Meimei and Xiaolang to argue, but the word poverty is really a pain that can't be refuted.

We really have nothing to steal.

Although I have increased the manuscript fee, the manuscript fee that has just increased this month will not be settled until the next month, and the withdrawal can only be realized until the next month.

Last month's manuscript fee was lent to Meimei. Last month, was lazy and didn't draw many paintings. This month, withdraw 3,500 yuan. used 1,500 yuan to pay Li Yanran's rent for one month, and still owe him two months. For the rent, kept a thousand for living expenses, and a thousand for Wei Wuchang to pay the rent...

Yes, in such a poor situation, I also helped him pay the rent...

When Wei Wuchang said he would live in, I never expected him to live for so long.

Even Wei Wuchang himself did not expect that he thought he would find the time traveler soon, but he searched for a month to no avail...

Ever since the old man in our building showed up and gave me a gift of "unbelievable love", he disappeared without a trace along with the news he had, and he didn't know where he went. So Wei Wuchang didn't bump into him either.

Last month, as a very responsible general, Wei Wuchang couldn't bear to do nothing, owe me money and favors, and was ridiculed 360 degrees by Li Peipei... Finally at the Chongqing Association of Non-Human Committee Members. With help, he got the national ID card of the People's Republic of China, and he went out to find a job for himself.