Chapter 38 He hurts so much

"Is the patient of 4168 awake?" On the nurse's desk, several nurses were chatting. It was already eight o'clock in the evening, and it had been a long time since last night's operation.

"No, such a major operation, how can you wake up so quickly?" The long-haired nurse shook her head. She was the nurse who managed the patients in Ward 4168.

"Ah~ this is too pitiful..." Another nurse also exclaimed.

If someone passes by at this time, they may not understand what these nurses are saying, and the person they are discussing is lying in the intensive care unit of St. Ann's Hospital at this time. There is no one in the intensive care unit, lying on the bed The young man was wearing an oxygen mask, his eyes were tightly closed, but occasionally he could see the trembling of his eyelashes. His hands under the quilt had already been tightly clasped together, as if he was enduring something.

The pain in his body attacked Bai Jianuo all the time, making him want to die immediately, but he was not reconciled, why? Why are some people born with everything, physical health, family care, social status, and inexhaustible money, but themselves? He was born in an orphanage, had congenital heart disease, and was abandoned by others. He tried so hard to please anyone, but those people never paid the slightest sincerity to him, and all his concern was for taking advantage of it!

He smiles so hard to face life, but what about life? But it never made him feel better.

The corner of Bai Jianuo's mouth, who was lying there, showed a slight sarcastic arc. He didn't want to open his eyes, he didn't want to hear the hypocritical cares of those people, the pain in his body had already tortured him and he lost his reason to think. Everyone thought he was the heart. He was sent to the hospital only when he was sick, but he knew that it wasn't like this, it wasn't like this from the beginning...

Gu Yingying, who was in the ward here, was about to go to sleep, but her heart was suddenly numb and painful, making her curl up in the quilt, and her whole body became very painful. That feeling made Gu Yingying feel Like dying, his face has become very pale, and his hair is soon wet with cold sweat.

Ji Ran really didn't expect that he just washed one face. After calling Sister Wang to ask for leave, what he saw when he came back was Gu Yingying's appearance. He was startled, and hurried over to hug her in his arms.

"Yingying, are you feeling uncomfortable? Are you uncomfortable?" He hugged Gu Yingying in a hurry, then stretched out his hand and rang the bell. As long as the bell rings, the doctor will come over immediately.

Gu Yingying gritted her teeth and was almost speechless in pain. She was held by Ji Ran in her arms. Although she really wanted to show her brother a smile and tell her not to worry, a mouth can be seen from any corner of the body. The stinging pain that came, made Gu Yingying feel uncomfortable and wanted to cry, and almost the next second, the tears fell.

Best was also hurriedly walking around at the end of the bed. For the first time, he felt that his body seemed a little useless. If it was a human body, he would definitely help!

Qin Yusen took care of Gu Yingying for a day, so he went to the next lounge to take a bath. He hasn't come back yet. After thinking about it, Best jumped off the bed, ran towards the door, and then jumped up. He opened the door of the ward and ran out quickly.

After the doctor received the call bell, he also rushed over with the nurse. He remembered that the girl in this ward had a high fever before, and it finally came down. What happened now?

Coming to the ward, the doctor saw Gu Yingying's condition at a glance, and then began to conduct a detailed examination. At the same time, Best had found Qin Yusen who had just taken a bath, and there was a meowing meow towards Qin Yusen.

Qin Yusen doesn't like cats, but his sister likes it, and it doesn't seem to be so unbearable. Seeing Best's azure blue eyes looking flustered, his heart suddenly shuddered.

Sakura Sakura! Did something happen to Sakura?

Thinking of this, he didn't even have time to change his clothes, so he rushed to Gu Yingying's ward wearing the pajamas he wore after taking a shower. As a result, he saw his sister who was trembling in Ji Ran's arms. Ji Ran cried out, he was only a 22-year-old child, he was scared to death when he saw Gu Yingying's condition, his eyes were red, and when he saw Qin Yusen, his eyes were full of fear and confusion. expect.

"Doctor, what's the matter with my sister?" Qin Yusen looked at Gu Yingying's teeth and shed tears in Ji Ran's arms. He only felt distressed and just wanted to know what was going on.

Dr. Meng has checked Gu Yingying's physical condition and found that her physical condition is normal, but Gu Yingying's reaction is the feeling of pain all over the body, which is very similar to post-operative stress disorder, or It was a stress reaction after something happened, but Dr. Meng was very sure that Gu Yingying was healthy and could not have any wounds, and according to the scan results in the instrument, it was impossible for Gu Yingying's kidneys or the like. The problem, this is simply impossible...

In the end, Dr. Meng took Qin Yusen outside and said inquiringly.

"Mr. Qin, I don't know if the patient has any special experience before? The patient's situation now seems to be a reaction of post-operative stress disorder, but this kind of reaction is usually found in the person undergoing surgery. Otherwise, there are other The possibility of earthquake stress, and pain stress are possible..."

This kind of thing involves psychiatry. The meaning of stress disorder is probably mental damage. For example, the body is not damaged, but people can feel it. It is the first time that Dr. Meng has seen such a case in reality. Just look at the teacher's case.

Qin Yusen pondered with a cold face, but felt that he knew too little about his sister. Post-operative stress disorder, or other diseases, he really didn't know anything about her. It would be nice if he cared more about her. , otherwise Sakura wouldn't be like this...

"Doctor, I'm sorry, I also got my sister back two months ago, so I don't know much about what happened to her before, but is there any way to make her less painful now?"

Seeing her sister's pain in cold sweat and her struggling pale face, Qin Yusen could not wait to endure all this for Gu Yingying.

The doctor did not expect such a result, but the patient was probably reluctant to tell others about this kind of thing, and finally nodded.

"For the time being, there should be no good way to prescribe some sleeping medicines for the patient to take, but in this case the sleeping medicines are likely to have no results. If the painkillers are used, the patient has no wounds, but only mental pain. I recommend trying sleeping pills for the time being, but it may have some impact on the patient's thinking..."

This is the best way. In fact, this stress response is a mental illness. If you can't find the source, there is no way to solve it.

Qin Yusen immediately thought of the Nightfall Pill that Gu Yingying had made for him. He naturally knew that sleeping pills would affect a person's spirit, but he calmed down now.

"Doctor Meng, don't use sleeping pills for the time being. I'll take another look. If it doesn't work, I'll arrange sleeping pills."

Yingying said before that the night pill is suitable for any group of people, so it must be ok for Yingying.

After talking to Dr. Meng, Qin Yusen walked into the ward and took out the night pill from the cabinet in the ward. Since he started eating this, Qin Yusen almost always carried it with him. As for the night pill, he is know best.

She took one out and brought it to Gu Yingying's mouth.

"Sakura, come on, will you eat this?"

At this time, Gu Yingying's eyes were slack with pain, and she could only hear her brother's voice. She opened her mouth slightly, and Qin Yusen fed the medicine into her mouth. The pill soon melted in her mouth, although her body The pain came in waves, but the pain was gradually decreasing, and Gu Yingying could even feel this despair and cry for help.

On the one hand, she desperately wanted to die immediately, on the other hand, she seemed to be asking for help, making Gu Yingying's tears keep falling.

She wanted to say who you were and what exactly you suffered, but she couldn't say a word. The magic mirror on her chest kept getting hot, but Gu Yingying gradually fell into the dark under the influence of the Nightfall Pill. in sleep.

Seeing that Gu Yingying finally fell asleep, Ji Ran, who was so anxious and sweating profusely, seemed to be relieved, but she was reluctant to put Gu Yingying down, and still hugged her like this, her eyes full of distress .

Qin Yusen was finally relieved. Looking at Yingying sleeping peacefully in Ji Ran's arms, he went to the bathroom to wash the towel, and came over to carefully wipe the cold sweat on Gu Yingying's face. As she spoke, she quietly looked at Gu Yingying, who seemed to have suffered a catastrophe just now, feeling uneasy in her heart.

If they could, they really didn't want such pain to happen to Gu Yingying, they would rather replace her.

In Renai Hospital, which is some distance away from St. An's Hospital, Zhao Zehan lying on the hospital bed also opened his eyes. Just now, the girl's sobbing in pain and the pitiful cry like a kitten made Zhao Zehan's heart ache. He didn't know why it was so messy in his heart, it reminded him of the energetic voice of the other party when they were talking before, soft and cute, with a bit of cuteness.

But what happened to her now? Are you sick? Why are you crying all the time? Why are you crying so hard?

Does Zhao Zehan think he is crazy? He clearly felt that this world was a conspiracy of the Lord God, but after hearing that cry, he still felt an inexplicable fear and distress in his heart, as if... as if he was afraid of what would happen to this girl.

Zhao Zehan, who was lying on the hospital bed, was in the dark at this time. The ugly face that made everyone look at him was in deep contemplation. He was thinking about the meaning of existence in this world, he was thinking about the conspiracy of the Lord God against him, and His dark space, why? Why was the Lord God able to take away his dark space?

Reaching out, Zhao Zehan worked hard to drive his spiritual power, trying to call out his dark space, but there was no way to do it, even if he tried to drive it, it was completely useless.

Just when Zhao Zehan was about to give up, suddenly, something appeared in his hand. Zhao Zehan was very sure that this thing was not his dark space.

Holding the thing in his right hand, Zhao Zehan turned on the light in his ward, and then found that there was a mirror in his hand that seemed to be used by girls.

Behind this mirror is a golden phoenix with many gems inlaid on it. It looks a bit bells and whistles, but the clean mirror is projected on Zhao Zehan.

The grim-faced self appeared in the center of the mirror. Zhao Zehan knew that this thing must belong to that little girl without even thinking about it. Even if he had never seen that Gu Yingying, Zhao Zehan was still very sure that this thing must belong to that little girl. thing.

Zhao Zehan's face in the magic mirror was an angel and a demon. His eyes, which were the same color as Gu Yingying's, looked more like a demon, without any innocence at all.

"Where's your master? Why did you come to me?"

Zhao Zehan could see at a glance that this thing was definitely an artifact. It's a pity that he has already recognized the master, but the master is stupid, and his words are a little out of his mind...

The magic mirror is naturally impossible to speak, and it is impossible to react. It falls into Zhao Zehan's hands, and it is like an ordinary mirror.

This kind of thing is the master, Zhao Zehan knows it, but what about that little girl? How is she?

"Is your master sick?"

To be honest, Zhao Zehan felt that he hated the cry of little girls. This was the case when he was in the main god space, and it is the same now, but when he heard Gu Yingying's cry, why did he feel a little uncomfortable?

Even... even more wanting to destroy all of this.

The magic mirror still didn't respond, as if she fell into a deep sleep like her master. Zhao Zehan knew that he couldn't ask anything, but the thing was still there, the person must be all right, and he felt that he would see the girl one day.

For many, this night was a sleepless night.

Zhao Zehan got the magic mirror and wanted to find Gu Yingying through the magic mirror.

Bai Jianuo is still enduring his painful and futureless life, dragging a weak body that seems to die at any time. No one knew about his pain before, but now, his pain has been felt.

He didn't know that in this world, there was a person who would suffer because of his pain, and he had already heard his despairing wailing and painful survival.

Qin Yusen and Ji Ran had seen Gu Yingying's 'sickness' with their own eyes, and they were even more worried. The two big men chose to stay silent and guarded Gu Yingying like this, for fear that they didn't know it. At that time, Gu Yingying fell ill again.

But fortunately, the Nightfall Pill is really a good thing. After Gu Yingying fell asleep after eating it, she never woke up. It wasn't until six o'clock in the morning that Gu Yingying woke up.

For one night, Ji Ran and Qin Yusen didn't close their eyes at all. When they saw Gu Yingying wake up, they were immediately excited.

As soon as Gu Yingying saw Qin Yusen, tears fell and she reached out to Qin Yusen.

"elder brother……"

Qin Yusen hurriedly stretched out her hand to hug Gu Yingying in her arms and gently stroked Gu Yingying's back. At this time, the person Gu Yingying wanted to rely on was Qin Yusen, because in her heart, Qin Yusen is so powerful.

"It's alright, it's alright~ Does it still hurt?" While stroking her sister's back, Qin Yusen felt uncomfortable when she saw Gu Yingying crying. Ji Ran on the side was also very anxious, thinking that Gu Yingying was in pain.

"No, it doesn't hurt anymore..." Gu Yingying raised her head from her brother's arms and said, crying and aggrieved.

"Brother, do you believe me? No matter what I say, are you willing to believe me?"

There were still tears in her light brown eyes, but she was full of trust, like grabbing the last straw, and her voice was pleading.

"Of course, I believe everything you say." Qin Yusen nodded. He didn't know that his sister was a person with secrets, but everyone has secrets. It's not a good idea to go deep into other people's secrets. Qin Yusen never asked why Gu Yingying could make medicine or how she made medicine. He just supported Gu Yingying, she could do anything.

Since they are family members, family members must trust and support each other.

Hearing Qin Yusen's words, Gu Yingying's tears fell again. Thinking of what she had carefully concealed before, she finally burst into tears.

"Brother, he hurts so much... he really hurts..."

She didn't say herself, but him. Such a word made Qin Yusen and Ji Ran stunned, and then heard Gu Yingying continue to cry.

"I, I can feel it, he really hurts, his heart hurts, his kidneys hurt, his chest hurts, his hands hurt, his hair hurts..." I don't know who that person is, but as long as Gu Yingying thinks that another person who is related to her has endured so much pain in this world, she can't help crying, and tears fall from her cheeks. , as if it fell on the apex of Qin Yusen and Ji Ran.

Qin Yusen didn't know what the doctor said that his sister might have a stress reaction, but the situation seemed a little bad.

"Yingying, who are you talking about? Good~ don't cry, tell my brother, okay?"

Could it be that someone else suffered from pain, so Yingying felt it?

Thinking of this, Qin Yusen's black eyes flickered and he fell into contemplation.

Ji Ran on the side also looked at Gu Yingying in Qin Yusen's arms, and hurriedly took a handkerchief to wipe Gu Yingying's tears, although the tears still fell quickly.

"He's my brother, another brother... Big brother, I can feel it, he's in so much pain now, what should I do? I don't know how to save him, I don't know where he is, but he really is It's so painful...Yesterday, last night, I had a fever because I felt everything about him, his chest was ripped open, those people, those people grabbed his heart..."