He couldn't go back after all.

When Rong Xuan woke up, he was lying on the soft bed, covered with a brocade silk quilt. Maybe his tears were dry and his blood was cold. At this moment, he was calm and waited for Xiao Lu's arrival.

Xiao Lu didn't make him wait for a long time, and he came soon. The man in black uniform came to him step by step, silent, and there was self-blame and pain in the bottom of his eyes.

Rong Xuan looked at him, his voice hoarse: Your Majesty, my family is gone, isn't it?

Xiao Lu looked shocked and looked at him in disbelief.

Rong Xuan just smiled. He was simple, but not a fool. On the contrary, he was very smart.

To make his father so respectful, even his grandfather treats him politely, and the noble person with the surname Xiao, who else is there except the aloof emperor?

He had already guessed it, but he just didn't say it.

Everyone thinks he doesn't understand anything, they always want to protect him, they want him to be carefree, pure and happy, so he pretends to be what everyone wants, and lives a happy life without any worries. To think about the complicated things, not to meddle in the things they don't want him to meddle with.

Not only is he not strong, he is even weak, he can't even protect himself, he can't help his father and brother, and he can't help the world... But at least he won't be a burden and trouble for them, he's working hard to Live well and live happily, because this is the only thing he can do for his family.

But overnight, the towering tree fell, uprooting his world.

Everything he loved and held on to is gone.

His heart was full of anger and despair, and he couldn't keep pretending that he didn't know anything... Just like before, he lived a carefree, simple and simple life.

Although Rong Xuan never asks or speaks, and stays at home, it doesn't mean he doesn't know anything. He not only knows that Xiao Lu is the emperor, that the general of Zhen Guo is ambitious, but also knows that his father assists Xiao Lu, and that his grandfather grieves for the livelihood of the world. It is his duty to rectify the righteous path and eradicate the traitors.

The Rong family is full of loyalty and loyalty, and they are not upright.

he knows

who wants them dead.

Rong Xuan looked at Xiao Lu, his eyes were firm and clear, and he said word by word: Your Majesty, you will avenge us, right?

Xiao Lu looked at him sadly and said slowly and firmly: Yes.

Just like every time he asked him before, he agreed to him, this time Xiao Lu is still the same.

Rong Xuan knew that even if he didn't say it, Xiao Lu would still do it, but it would be more reassuring to ask in the end.

Perhaps because of his calm behavior, Xiao Lu told him the ins and outs.

ten days ago.

A disciple of Taishi Rong was reported for corruption-corruption and bribery, which was a waste of life. The case was investigated and investigated at the insistence of General Zhen Guo, and finally found on Taishi Rong's head. The disciple sued his teacher against the water, saying that this Everything was instructed by Taishi Rong. Over the years, he has been donating money to Taishi Rong in order to obtain the protection of Taishi Rong. ——Taishi Rong is the mastermind behind all the crimes, his actions are indescribable, and his expression is honest and upright, but he is actually filthy.

Rong Taishi naturally refused to admit such charges, but General Zhenguo thought that since he was innocent, he should not be afraid of rumors and investigations, and took Rong Taishi into the imperial prison when people were unprepared.

Three days later, Taishi Rong 'suicide in fear of crime' in prison.

After convicting Taishi Rong of the crime, General Zhen Guo did not let the Rong family go, but ruthlessly killed the weeds. He did so not only to get rid of an unsightly opponent, but also to give Xiao Lu a warning to let him go. He knew he couldn't turn his palms.

Let Xiao Lu know what the price is.

General Zhen Guo covered the sky with one hand. There were countless loyal ministers and good men who died in his hands over the years. This time it was finally the Rong family's turn.

When Xiao Lu got the news and rushed over, he only rescued Rong Xuan in the snow.

Rong Xuan listened to all this silently.

He saw the sadness in Xiao Lu's eyes, and heard Xiao Lu's low voice and asked him: Do you hate me?

The Rong family suffered a disaster because they chose Xiao Lu.

hate it?

He hates everything, hates unfair fate, hates the traitorous person in power... But he doesn't hate Xiao Lu, because he knows that the Rong family will make such a choice, and no one will regret it.

His father, his big brother...

They didn't regret the night they chose to stay.

So neither will he.

Rong Xuan looked at Xiao Lu seriously and said, "Your Majesty, I don't hate you.

Because, you will not let my grandfather, father, brother die in vain, right?

………………

Rong Xuan is the only survivor of the Rong family. Because of his frail health and inconvenience in his legs and feet, he stays behind closed doors all year round. Except for those close to his family, almost no one knows him. .

Rong Xuan no longer begged for death, and An Xin was the dead person in the eyes of others, because at the last moment, his father and brother chose to sacrifice his life to stay, but only sent him away, he could not live up to them.

He only hated his own weakness and powerlessness, hated the injustice of heaven, and let the traitorous and wicked in power and acted recklessly.

He hoped that Xiao Lu would win, and only in this way would the Rong family have a day to clear their grievances.

He had the chance to wait until the day of revenge.

One month later, Xiao Lu came to see Rong Xuan again, saying that everything was ready and he was going to send him out of the capital, but Rong Xuan didn't want to leave, he wanted to stay here and watch the end of the enemy with his own eyes.

For him, this is the only meaning of life that supports him now.

There is no way for him to escape like a bereaved dog.

Seeing that Rong Xuan insisted on not leaving, Xiao Lu was inevitably a little embarrassed. Now his foundation is unstable, and he can't leave the palace at will, for fear of not being able to protect Rong Xuan.

Rong Xuan is the last family member of the teacher and brother Rong. He cannot let Rong Xuan make any mistakes, otherwise how can he comfort the Rong family in the spirit of heaven.

But Rong Xuan had already made up his mind. After thinking it over and over again, Xiao Lu came up with a solution, which was to let Rong Xuan pretend to be a male pet and enter the palace, so that Rong Xuan was by his side, which not only made it easier for him to take care of him, but also the most dangerous place was The safest place, after all, who would have thought that his male pet would be the last bloodline of the Rong family?

It's just that this method really makes Rong Xuan a bit wronged. Xiao Lu thinks that Rong Xuan will not accept it. Even if Rong Xuan complains about him, he will send Rong Xuan away.

But Rong Xuan agreed very readily.

Everyone knows that Rong Xuan is dead. Even if he enters the palace, it is not a disgrace to his family. enemy.

Xiao Lu felt very guilty and blamed himself, but Rong Xuan comforted Xiao Lu instead.

Rong Xuan entered the palace like this.

But the hard road has only just begun.

………………

The Empress Dowager in the palace covers the sky with her palm. The Empress is the Empress Dowager's own niece and the daughter of General Zhen Guo. She has a jealous and ruthless personality. Although other concubines did not dare to offend the Empress, they fought hard in private.

After the collapse of the Rong family, Xiao Lu pretended to be disheartened, gave up on himself, obeyed his words in front of the Queen Mother, and was trembling in the face of General Zhen Guo.

As an emperor, without power, he can only indulge in pleasure and spend his days in a daze. Finally, one day, he brought back a male favorite, which became more and more ridiculous.

But in this way, the Chen family was relieved.

Xiao Lu brought Rong Xuan into the palace as a male pet, but he couldn't see Rong Xuan often. Not only did he have to pretend to be a loving couple with the queen, but he also had to stabilize other harem concubines, pretending to be wild and lustful, and to deal with the harem. If you want to care about Rong Xuan, you need to be careful.

Because if it is discovered, it will only harm Rong Xuan.

Xiao Lu was accustomed to disguise, and only in front of Rong Xuan would he show his true side.

In the eyes of others, he is just a puppet emperor who has no opinion, is cowardly, incompetent, lustful and absurd, and is easy to control.

Rong Xuan lives in a corner of the palace, an inconspicuous small courtyard. Although it is deserted, it is better at being quiet and far away from right and wrong. It is just a little regretful that, after all, from one cage to another...

But he looked at the corner of the sky above his head, and he believed that one day he could leave here and stand upright in front of the world, so that everyone knew that the Rong family was loyal and fierce, and they were wronged.

He believed so.

So you can live.

Xiao Lu couldn't help himself and couldn't come often. Rong Xuan was also very considerate. Although he couldn't do anything, he would never cause trouble for Xiao Lu.

Xiao Lu treated him very well, and he couldn't ask for more.

Although Xiao Lu didn't come many times, every time he came, he would still bring him some books, miscellaneous notes, or some gadgets to relieve his boredom...

Xiao Lu would talk to him about things outside, and occasionally reveal his worries... Rong Xuan would accompany Xiao Lu to talk, play chess, help Xiao Lu come up with ideas, and comfort him in a soft voice.

Except that the Rong family no longer exists, everything seems to be the same as before.

Two months passed like that.

One day, suddenly two vicious servant girls rushed in without a word and tied him to the queen.

The queen's makeup is noble, her face is bright and bright, and her phoenix eyes are sharp, but she looks at him as if she is a lowly thing that will stain her eyes.

The queen learned that Xiao Lu had brought back a male pet and placed it quietly. Although she did not show any special love, she still had to prepare some small gifts carefully every month, which made the queen jealous and dissatisfied.

Although Xiao Lu seemed to love her very much, and the gifts he gave were always very expensive, he never bothered to find some worthless and interesting things.

Women are always sensitive.

She has a distinguished status, and even Xiao Lu has to look at her father's face and be humble in front of her, but she knows in her heart that this does not make Xiao Lu truly love her.

And this humble male pet has something she doesn't have.

The queen originally wanted to kill Rong Xuan directly, but seeing his ill appearance, she suddenly changed her mind. With the weak body of the young man, if he only needed to be tortured, he might not survive for a few days. If Rong Xuan was himself When he died of illness, Xiao Lu would not find out that he was the one who took the shot and was dissatisfied with himself...

As the jewel in the palm of the general of the town, the queen came from a family of military generals. Since she was a child, she did not believe in evil, and she could not get the heart of a man.

And she looked at the clear and clean eyes of the young man, and for some reason, she just wanted to see him suffer.

On that day, the Queen just let Rong Xuan kneel on the icy ground for three hours, and then mercifully let Rong Xuan go.

In the end, Rong Xuan was carried back.

When he opened his eyes and woke up, his heart was fine, he was not dead, he had not seen the day when the enemy was put to death, he could not die... As for the coldness of the ground, it could not be colder than the snow on that day. night.

Xiao Lu was very busy and came here three days later.

There are not a few people in the court who are dissatisfied with General Zhenguo's single-handedness and are willing to be loyal to Xiao Lv. They have learned the lessons of Rong Taishi, and they have become more low-key and cautious in their actions. To do it, not only have to play an obedient emperor, but also secretly look for opportunities to counterattack.

He doesn't have much time for love.

Although Rong Xuan did not participate in these, he could see a thing or two from Xiao Lu's few words.

Xiao Lu now bears the humiliation and bears a heavy burden of humiliation, and can't make it clear that he is right with the Queen. Even if he says those things, it will have no effect except to make Xiao Lu worry and blame himself.

So when Xiao Lu came over, Rong Xuan just said apologetically, he was feeling a little uncomfortable recently, he was cold and couldn't get up.

Xiao Lu had no doubts, talked to him as usual, brought him the chess manuals he had collected recently, and when he was about to leave... Rarely said with excitement that that day would not be too far away.

Based on this sentence alone, Rong Xuan felt that everything he endured was worth it.

He will wait until that day.

No matter how difficult the process is.

Xu Shi God heard it and wanted to test him. Since then, every few times, the queen will have someone bring him.

The queen tortured him in a variety of ways. It seemed that she was venting all her anger at not being able to Xiao Lu on him. After all, she was just a lowly male pet. If she died, she died, it didn't matter.

In addition to his face, Rong Xuan's body was covered with scars. He knew that the Queen expected him to die. There were times when he thought he would not be able to survive, but in the end he survived again and again.

Rong Xuan occasionally laughs at himself and thinks that his life is actually very tough. You see, I have survived this way... So Dad and brother, you don't have to be so careful before, I really am not that delicate and fragile...

Even if you are a lowly male pet, you can still live.

And these things, Rong Xuan has never told Xiao Lu once. Facing Xiao Lu's worries and concerns, he only said that his body has always been so important, His Majesty need not worry.

………………

Suddenly one day, Rong Xuan was taken to the queen again.

But this time, instead of tormenting him, the queen had someone gag him and make him kneel behind a screen.

Vaguely, he heard Xiao Lu's voice.

The queen invited Xiao Lu to come over for dinner. It was rare to let go of her figure and prepare a table of meals for him in person. Xiao Lu was very surprised and said affectionately that the queen was working hard.

The Empress sighed suddenly and said: I heard that Your Majesty has recently acquired a new male pet, and he is very fond of him. He has a new love, and I am afraid that he will not remember his concubine.

Xiao Lu was silent for a moment, and then laughed disdainfully, "It's just a male pet, but it's just a lowly thing. It's used to relieve boredom. Isn't the queen degrading herself by comparing herself with such a thing?" If the queen doesn't like it, she will be alone in seeing him in the future.

The queen still seemed unhappy.

Xiao Lu coaxed and persuaded for a long time, and finally made the queen smile, a loving couple.

I ate this meal for a long time.

When Xiao Lu left, the sky was completely dark.

The queen walked behind the screen and looked at him condescendingly, showing a look of scorn and disdain, and said, "You have heard what Your Majesty said.

Rong Xuan said in his heart, you are really boring. It turns out that no matter how smart and noble women are, they are just the same when they are jealous.

He naturally wouldn't believe Xiao Lu's words. Xiao Lu said that just to stabilize the queen, not to make her suspicious, but also to protect himself. Rong Xuan knew everything, but he couldn't be known by the queen.

So he cried bitterly, shrank back, and looked at the queen in fear.

It was as if all of this made him suffer.

The queen was satisfied and let him go.

Rong Xuan returned to his courtyard, rubbed his unconscious legs, and his expression suddenly became silent.

He knew that what Xiao Lu said today was false.

He has nothing to be jealous of either.

But why, knowing that everything is fake, looking at that scene, a certain corner of my heart seems to be in pain.

Does he like Xiao Lu?

So even if you know that Xiao Lu doesn't love each other, watching him and other women love each other, and you can only kneel and watch, will you feel uncomfortable and unable to breathe?

After that day, Xiao Lu didn't come over for a long time.

Only let the eunuch in the palace secretly send him a lot of precious medicinal materials, let him take good care of his body, Rong Xuan accepts it all, and cooks the medicine for himself, he will definitely live...

Winter to spring.

From spring to summer.

The summer night was extraordinarily sultry. That night, Rong Xuan pulled down the curtains and prepared to rest early.

Xiao Lu suddenly opened the door and walked in.

Rong Xuan's eyes lit up for a moment, but he quickly returned to calm, just as usual, he smiled and said, Your Majesty, you are here.

Xiao Lu came to him quickly, looked at him intently, and said apologetically for a long time, was too busy to come here recently...

Rong Xuan said it doesn't matter.

He didn't care about that either.

But Xiao Lu seemed to feel very guilty, as if he blamed himself for not being able to come to see him. The gifts he prepared for Rong Xuan were the miscellaneous novels he had painstakingly collected, and Rong Xuan's favorite snacks that had just been released... …

Xiao Lu looked at Rong Xuan's face and asked worriedly: Your complexion has been getting worse and worse recently, have you used all the medicine I brought you?

Rong Xuan said, "Your Majesty's medicine is precious enough. It's because I'm not healthy, no matter how good the medicine is, it won't work."

Xiao Lu was worried, but didn't say anything more. It was late at night, Xiao Lu personally helped Rong Xuan to bed, and carefully pulled the quilt for him. When he was about to leave, he seemed to finally make up his mind, gentle and affectionate. Looking at Rong Xuan, he said, "When everything is over, let's be together in an open and honest way, okay?"

At this moment, Rong Xuan's heart skipped a beat.

His affectionate eyes towards Shang Xiao Lu were filled with undisguised fiery emotions. When he said these words, he was so serious and solemn.

At this moment, Xiao Lu was both familiar and unfamiliar.

Rong Xuan took a deep breath and asked Xiao Lu: Is this really going to end?

Xiao Lu said: Yes.

So Rong Xuan smiled, looked at Xiao Lu with clear eyes, and nodded slowly.

Xiao Lu's words made him see the light. He has waited for too long, and finally he has to wait until this day... When everything is over, he can leave here and watch thousands of miles of rivers and mountains with his beloved.

This is the extravagant hope buried deep in his heart that he has never told anyone.

Xiao Lu was pleasantly surprised when he got Rong Xuan's answer, he hugged him tightly and said, "I will definitely not let you down.

Rong Xuan has no doubts.

Xiao Lu left again.

Rong Xuan's heart was unprecedentedly calm and full. He was waiting for that day to come. Xiao Lu's promise was like the dawn before the darkness was about to end. The only thing he didn't expect was—

It came so suddenly.

In the early morning of this day, Rong Xuan was still in his sleep when he was roughly dragged out and brought to the Queen.

This kind of thing has happened many times before, and Rong Xuan has long been accustomed to it.

But today seems to be different.

The queen's palace was empty, the doors and windows were closed, sandalwood incense filled the room, the queen was wearing a formal dress with a crown and sash, sitting there looking down at Rong Xuan.

Rong Xuan keenly felt that something was wrong, but he didn't ask, just looked at the queen quietly.

In the end, the queen couldn't hold her breath anymore. She looked at him curiously and said, "Aren't you going to ask, aren't you afraid?"

Rong Xuan said: It's useless to be afraid.

The queen said: You seem to be a little different from before.

Rong Xuan said: You are the same.

Then the queen smiled, she rubbed her palms and laughed, as if she had finally realized it, her eyes were not as contemptuous as before, but with deep envy and jealousy, and said with emotion: So he really loves you.

The queen laughed at herself: Xiao Lu made compromises around Bengong and pretended to flatter him. It turned out to be all for you. I said he definitely likes you, but the two of you acted so well that even I hesitated, thinking that You are really just a male pet. I really underestimated you before... But his beloved has been tortured by me for so long, and I will not suffer even if I die today.

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Rong Xuan's heart sank.

The queen smiled and looked at him and said, "Just stay here and accompany Ben Gong. If Ben Gong's father and aunt died today, Ben Gong would set fire to this place. If you accompany me on Huangquan Road, I am afraid Xiao Lu will still need it. Jealousy and envy.

Sunrise and sunset.

At night, the quiet palace became noisy.

After a quarter of an hour.

The queen's confidant, the mammy, rushed in in a panic, saying sadly that the queen mother is gone, the general is gone, madam, you better run away, the dark guard will definitely protect you and leave!

But the queen raised her hand to stop the mother's words, she stood up, the phoenix-patterned clothes dragged on the ground, the candlelight reflected her bright face, arrogant and noble, she raised her chin proudly: who said that this palace is going to escape , Ben Gong is dead, and also the queen he is marrying.

The queen came to Rong Xuan, smiling wildly, as usual: Look, Ben Gong is his queen until death, but you are only a male pet until death, Ben Gong will not let you together opportunity.

What she can't get, she won't let others get.

This is her revenge against Xiao Lu.

Rong Xuan understood that he was destined to be buried with the Queen today.

He finally saw his enemy being put to death. It stands to reason that he should die without regrets.

Xiao Lu avenged him.

It stands to reason that there should be nothing unwilling and worth worrying about.

But……

After all, he couldn't wait for Xiao Lu's promise, and he couldn't watch all the mountains and rivers with his beloved.

Honestly, there are still some regrets.

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