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23. Obsession
Bai Cang has been trapped in this realm for a long time.
In the Western Wilderness, if you can keep getting stronger, sooner or later you will die somewhere else.
He needs a thousand-year-old blood vine.
Bai Cang personally went to see the master of Zhanyun Mountain. The master of Zhanyun Mountain was a reckless demon. He said that he could give a thousand-year-old blood vine, but he exchanged it with a pure yin furnace-cauldron.
Bai Cang asked if he could exchange his treasures for him, but Zhanyun Mountain Master only used a pure yin furnace - a cauldron.
Bai Cang did not give an answer on the spot, he returned to Wuya Teaching.
Qing Xun was waiting for him as usual, and when he saw him coming back, he showed a bright and pleasing smile, and there was a light of admiration in those beautiful eyes, as if just waiting for him, he pinned all his expectations, and he softened. The appearance of softly calling his own master, like a clear spring, gently swayed through his heart.
There is no need for him to hesitate in Japan today. He is just a furnace-cauldron. Although it is extremely rare, he has already played a great role in him...
But he did not directly agree to Zhanyun Mountain Master. At that moment, Xu remembered the appearance of the young man waiting for him, so he hesitated.
That night, Bai Cang ordered to cook a table full of food.
The young man was overjoyed when he saw the food, and every time it was time to eat, he was the happiest time...Xu was very hungry when he was a child, so he changed his habit of eating. He eats everything cleanly, even if he eats enough, he is not willing to waste it. After eating, he will suck his fingers clean... As if he can only eat enough, it is the most satisfying thing for him.
Obedient, sensible, and always asking for more.
Clearly living in such a world, yet maintaining such simplicity.
For a moment, Bai Cang even thought, forget it.
Without the thousand-year-old blood vine, I can still find him... It's rare to have a playmate with a heart, and it's a pity to lose it.
Three days later, Bai Cang received a secret report.
A demon sect in the Wasteland Mountains has been secretly in close contact recently, and they are recruiting troops.
Bai Cang's expression was solemn, that devil, and he had no one to fight alone, but it was really difficult to unite, and his cultivation base had been stagnant for a long time. I'm not sure how to deal with that one. If I can break through quickly, I and the entire Wuya Religion will be doomed.
He doesn't have much time left.
After a long time, Bai Cang has understood a truth. If you want to live here, you have to stop and become stronger. If you want to kill you, you can only kill others. You can rely on your own strength, and everything else is illusory.
Strictly speaking, there is no difference between him and Qing Xun. Here, they both cherish everything in order to live. The only difference is that Qing Xun can rely on him, but he can rely on Ren.
Yes, it can.
Bai Cang took Qing Xun to Zhanyun Mountain.
Bai Cang rarely takes the young man out. The young man snuggled up beside him and looked at everything outside cautiously and curiously. He really yearned for the outside world, but because he was weak and weak, he was dependent on others, so it was rare for him to do so. Taking him out, he would be so happy... He never thought about what he might face.
Bai Cang looked at the young man with admiration and admiration, and forbearably abandoned the vague pity in his heart. This kind of emotion, he would definitely have.
Once it starts to weaken, it means death.
As long as he can survive, he can give up everything, just like in the past - he can come out without hesitation, break Bai Zhou's neck, and watch him die in front of him in one step.
Abandon any obstacles that are holding him back, and crush any obstacles that are trying to kill him.
There has never been a moment of soft-hearted hesitation that has allowed him to come to this point.
The master of Zhanyun Mountain was very happy and warmly welcomed him. At the end of the dinner, Bai Cang said to Qing Xun: "You stay here, I will go back when I go."
The young man seemed very safe, and wanted to leave him for a moment. For him, the outside world was too dangerous. He was afraid and grabbed the corner of his clothes, with a pleading emotion in his eyes.
He was begging him to leave him alone.
But Bai Cang was moved, he just looked at the boy coldly.
The young man flinched. Although he was very scared, he finally retracted it timidly and gave him a flattering smile. He hoped that he would dare to make himself quicker.
He hoped that he would hate him.
Come back to pick him up.
But at this moment, Bai Cang knew in his heart that after a perfunctory remark, he would come back again.
He turned around and left there.
Like throwing away an irrelevant game, in fact, he should have made this decision in three days.
Now I'm back on track after a while.
Bai Cang got the thousand-year-old blood vine, and he began to refine the blood vine to prepare for his breakthrough.
When his subordinates saw that there was no one around him, they gathered a beautiful young man and gave it to him. Bai Cang originally thought about it, but looking at the admiring and fearful eyes of the young people, he suddenly I think of Qingxun. I recently lost Qingxun, and there is nothing around me. It's a bit of a habit.
At Yu, he pointed and said to stay.
He needs double repaired furnaces and cauldrons. These wastes are also 1% of the greenery, and they are of no use to him, but it is wrong to keep them to relieve boredom.
The teenager who was left behind was ecstatic. For him, this hope of living, he tried his best to please himself, just like Qing Xun...but just like Qing Xun.
Bai Cang said it was the same as where it came out.
Then gradually thought about it.
Nothing is more important than a breakthrough these days.
However, just ten days later, he saw someone he thought he would never see again.
The boy who was abandoned by him had mud and blood on his bare feet, his clean clothes were tattered, his thin body was crumbling, and he looked like he was going to die at any moment... but he was stubborn, tenacious and persistent. With a sigh of relief, he stood in front of himself again.
The teenager crossed the thorns, covered with scars, and returned from the place where he might have escaped.
He looked at himself with such joyful and hopeful eyes, as if he could see himself again, his deepest persistence... But the hope in his eyes, when he saw the young man beside him, instantly shattered into pieces. piece by piece.
Bai Cang saw Qing Xun's despair.
In a trance, as if to see the former self.
When he was stabbed in the chest with a knife by Baizhou, was he also so desperate? He understands this feeling, and is willing to believe and admit the truth. For this reason, he regrets to deceive himself and hide his ears, thinking that if only he knows the truth, he can keep the illusion. .
Did he really know nothing about what Baizhou did?
Maybe not.
Maybe he is the only one who is willing to admit the reality, and even if he maintains the last-minute falsehood, he still wants to cherish that warmth.
Warmth, the most extravagant thing here...
But fakes are fakes, and they deceive themselves more than a coward's self-evasion.
Bai Cang suddenly smiled, he looked at the young man lightly, and said in a calm tone, "What are you doing here?"
The boy staggered back and looked at him with unfamiliar eyes.
Bai Cang just thought it was funny.
Do you believe in me like this, believing that I will abandon you?
How could it be possible that he would simply believe him, just because he gave him food and clothing?
Don't you know that you only have one of my furnace-dings?
Bai Cang had a sneering look in his eyes. He not only introduced the last trace of trust in the young man, but also crushed it cruelly, so that he would no longer have any expectations for himself... His kindness to him, because accepting the cruel facts early is often more useful than having false dreams, because you can at least live clearly and die clearly.
Give it a chance not to deceive you.
Bai Cang also scorns to deceive Qing Xun.
Although Qing Xun came back, it seemed as useless as he thought, but... a person he had abandoned and held a grudge, Bai Cang will stay by his side, even if Qing Xun It looks very weak, but big and arrogant are the biggest enemies of survival.
After all, Bai Zhou never thought that he could kill him, right?
But Bai Cang didn't expel Qing Xun. Since he came back by himself, then let him go. After all, he also has a pure Yin Furnace-Ding physique. Maybe one day it will be useful.
Because of Qing Xun's special characteristics, although Bai Cang had reunited with him, there was no other demon cultivator who dared to do so, so Yu simply stayed at Wuya Sect and became a low-level handyman.
Two months have passed, the refining of the thousand-year-old blood vine has come to an end, and Bai Cang is ready to retreat and break through.
This day, when he was passing by the teaching center, he saw the young man. After a mere two months, the young man was back to his former bright and bright face, his face was pale and gray, his eyes were full of frostbite, and his clothes were tattered. The clothes are so thin that they can be blown by a gust of wind. It can be seen that there is no shortage of hunger during this period.
The young man seemed to have returned to the beginning, timid and timid, and dared to go to him again, and knelt down with his servants on the ground. Maybe he didn't realize it at all, and he had been watching him all the time.
But that's about it.
Bai Cang turned and left.
What he throws away, he picks up.
Everything is ready, Bai Cang is ready to retreat.
He built a secret room under his residence. When he broke through, when he was at his weakest, he could not be disturbed. He also trusted him, so this secret room was a secret room. His strongest fortress can only break through into the realm of true demons, and there are very few opponents in this Western Wilderness Region.
"Fairy Wood"
But other things happened.
At the critical moment of his breakthrough, the secret room was breached. In order to understand Meng'er, he replaced the young man who was beside Qing Xun, and brought the magic cultivators from the Wasteland Mountains to kill him.
He looked at him arrogantly and said that you also have today, just kill you and I can take your place.
The young man looked at him in fear, with a greedy light in his eyes. He hid behind those demon cultivators. Although he said a word, he obviously got a few benefits.
There is also the Shao Wuya Sect, they all betrayed him, and there was a light of fear and disgust in their eyes...
Bai Cang didn't care about their betrayal, because he didn't trust them either, he just didn't think that this group of trash had colluded with the outside world, and the secret room would be broken so fast, it was hard to become them Do you think the magic cultivators of the Wasteland Mountains will fulfill their promises to them?
madness.
Five great demons joined forces to besiege Bai Cang. This battle almost flattened half of the mountain. Bai Cang's retreat was interrupted in the middle. He turned into a streamer and escaped.
fall to the ground.
He knew he was going to die.
The slightest mistake in deeds will lead to a thousand calamities.
Death is terrible, and he has been waiting for this moment all the time along the way... He will die in the end, only to die in such a group of stupid guys, making his hard work appear There's a lot of wit and hilarity that makes his ending seem absurdly scribbled.
But this is probably his destiny.
He came to this world in a small way, and left absurdly, just like everyone in the Western Wilderness Region.
Above the sky, countless magic cultivators scattered, and Bai Cang knew that he would be found soon.
But he wanted to run away again.
In his life, in order to survive, he killed a lot of people, his brother, his father, his subordinates, his friends... But he regretted it because they betrayed him.
Every one of them wanted to kill him.
Only at this moment, he suddenly had a kind of confusion, what was he doing so persistently in living for?
The obsession to live, his innate instinct, was engraved in his bones, allowing him to escape from death again and again and come out of desperation... This was the first time he began to think, this Obsession finally took him to the place...
This is an endless road.
There was nothing he wanted on the road.
He is alive, but he is only a walking corpse manipulated by fate.
As he killed, every one who was willing to die.
Bai Cang closed his eyes.
Decided to accept his ending happily, so that he would be manipulated by fate again.
The sound of the magic cultivators flying through the sky came from the sky...
Getting closer.
At this time, a pair of filthy scorpions suddenly grabbed him fiercely and dragged him into a dirty and narrow hole. The gray boy covered the hole with weeds, and then turned back timidly. look at him.
Bai Cang was silent for a moment, but quickly regained his calm expression.
Yes, get revenge on me, kill me, this is your only chance for revenge.
Bai Cang waited peacefully, waiting for Qing Xun to take revenge on him, waiting for Qing Xun to show his fangs... When he was weak, he was enslaved by the strong. If there was a slight chance, he would counterattack without hesitation and kill them. The enemy, kill those who have hurt them, this is the rule of the Western Wilderness.
The nature of revenge.
Hatred is an innate instinct.
Died in those demon cultivators, and also died in Qing Xun's, Bai Cang even thought that the latter was wrong.
Bai Cang waited patiently, but after waiting for a long time, the boy did not move.
He thought, maybe the young man thinks that such an opportunity is rare, thinking that it is cheap for him, he can torture himself slowly and then kill him, and he can also knock off his bones one by one and pull out his meridians , let yourself kneel in front of him like a dog.
Bai Cang still has many torturers who are terrifying and cruel... but he feels that with Qing Xun's vision and ability, he can only do this.
We can only vent our grievances and achieve our goals, but we can't take it seriously.
Time passed by minute by minute.
The magic cultivator in the sky was unable to find Bai Cang, and finally left, and the outside gradually became quiet.
Just when Bai Cang thought the boy finally moved, he suddenly turned around and got out of the hole.
A quarter of an hour later, he climbed back holding two moldy and smelly steamed buns.
The young man held the steamed bun, and was anxious, struggling for a long time, and finally cautiously, tentatively sent the steamed bun to Bai Cang's family, and the little one said: "I only have this, sorry, I am too useless. sorry...
Those pitch-black pupils, like a timid little animal, tried their best to approach the ferocious beast.
He took out the food he tried so hard to find, but he was still worried that it would fit his stomach...
At this moment, Bai Cang felt absurd emotions for the first time.
Qing Xun came to take revenge on him, and he came to save him.
Why?
This is the first time in Bai Cang's life that he wants to understand one thing, even when Bai Zhou killed him, he was never so confused.
He didn't understand why Qing Xun saved him.
He treated Qingxun well, and sent him out in exchange for a thousand-year-old blood vine. Even if he escaped after all the hardships, he was ruthless and let him be bullied and tortured...
No matter what, do you all hate it?
Why does he hate himself?
Or even risk saving yourself?
Seeing that he had been eating all the time, Xu became more and more embarrassed and humbled, shrank a little, trembled, and took back his...
Bai Cang fixedly looked at him, his eyes were full of emotions, he suddenly stretched out, grabbed the boy's wrist, and said coldly, "What else would you say other than talking about it?"
The young man was so ashamed that he was reprimanded like this, he closed his eyes in fright, his slender wrist trembled in his heart, it was extremely pitiful.
Bai Cangyi will always sympathize with Ren Ren. He has no sympathy, because he pretends to be poor, and his purpose is only to win your mercy and sympathy. If you believe it, you will pay the price. They will kill you, they will give you a fatal blow when you are ready... Bai Cang is not in the mood to distinguish who is really pitiful and who is false pitiful, the kind of compassionate and compassionate Emotions he needs.
But at this moment, he looked at the sad and frightened appearance of the young man, and for the first time a strange emotion appeared in his heart. The dense, clearly soft needles easily penetrated into his hard heart, making him unable to stop. Speak ruthless words.
But he never comforted him, and he knew how to comfort a man. When the last words came to his lips, there was only one cold and blunt word left: There is nothing to complain about.
Hearing these words, the young man looked at him in disbelief, the light flashed in his eyes, something Bai Cang had never seen before, bright and dazzling.
With a stern face, Bai Cang took the steamed bun from the boy.
Eat slowly.
You don't need to be sorry, because I can eat anything, and you don't even know that I have eaten something more filthy and disgusting than this.
I, your god, have been nothing but a living corpse just like you.
There are magic cultivators flying by from time to time outside.
Those magic cultivators did not completely give up searching for them.
In the narrow cave, the young man curled himself up into a ball, but even so, he carefully touched his body, which made the young man look very frightened, and Bai Cang wanted to say that he needed to be Scared, it didn't matter, but he ended up saying nothing.
Because there is no need to.
Although delayed by three days, the final result will not change.
He has only once died, but now there is a weak boy. When the boy gathers the courage and chooses to drag himself into this dog hole, it means that he chooses to live with him die together.
Live and die together...
Bai Cang smiled lowly. In his life, even when his trust had not been annihilated and he still had hopes for his sexuality, he dared to have extravagant hopes that one day there would be someone who would live and die with him.
He thought he would come alone, and then go alone, but at the last moment of his life, there was a young man who he thought was the most useless and timid, and plucked up the courage to accompany him. beside him...
This time, Qing Xun chose him.
No food.
no water.
Bai Cang's injury became more and more serious, because he was interrupted halfway through the breakthrough, his body was seriously injured, and his qi and blood were disordered. He could feel his life passing by. Even if those magic cultivators were not found, he insisted on it for a long time. .
If possible, he would like to send the boy away, because it is worth dying to accompany him to death...
There is no meaning.
Both are dead, and one is alive.
But no matter how powerful he is, he can take the young man under his wings just like in the past. This is the last thing he wanted to do when he died, but he was destined to do it...
Must?
I am worthy of your help.
fool.
Bai Cang's consciousness gradually became blurred.
In a trance, he saw the boy leaning over.
In the past, he was always timid like a small animal. From the young man who dared to approach him, he seemed to finally let go of his courage. He reached out and touched his face lightly, and then retracted it like an electric shock. .
Bai Cang opened his eyes and looked at the young man in the face.
The young man's eyes glowed with tenderness, firmness, and determination, and there was a shallow smile on his face, which was so relaxed that Bai Cang had never seen before, as if he was about to be liberated...
Then he heard the young man say: Lord, use me.
Bai Cang was stunned for a moment, and instantly understood what the young man was thinking, and the young man also realized that if this continued, both of them would end up in a dead end, so he thought of taking him by himself as a supplement to restore his body. Cultivation.
The young man leaned over, his thin body conveyed a faint warmth, like a ray of flame in the dark, flickering on and off, but the last hope... He looked at himself so intently, his expression bright. Concentration, there is still a hint of joy, as if to say, Lord, look, I am also useful.
Bai Cang wanted to push the boy away, his expression was cold and angry, and he wanted to scold him for letting him go!
Even if I die, I should also die.
But he was too weak, he was so weak that even the young man could easily suppress him, the young man held up his face, and greedily and presumptuously placed a light kiss on his lips.
In the end, the eyes that stayed in Bai Cang's eyes, those bright and bright eyes, were the most beautiful color that he had never seen in his entire life.
………………
Bai Cang's consciousness gradually lost, and he fell into a state of confusion. His magic power felt the source of energy coming to his door, and he instinctively grabbed it without restraint... When he woke up, the boy had no breath.
The boy's skin was shriveled, and his eyes lost their luster, like a skeleton wrapped in a layer of skin.
But there was no pain in his face.
As if happy to accept such a result.
Bai Cang hugged the corpse of the young man, he felt the mass in his body, the weak vitality of the young man, like a ray of fire in the darkness, brought him hope of life, and he survived once.
But this time, he would rather not survive.
He knew what kind of feeling this was.
He thought it was absurd...but this feeling was extremely real.
It turns out that there are also people in this world who are willing to die for him and give everything for him. He will always betray himself and hurt himself. In this ruthless world, he is like the only light.
It turns out that there is such a thing as sincerity in this world.
It turns out that in this world, there are also people you can trust.
For the first time, Bai Cang was here, and in this boundless darkness, he saw the light of the stars passing through the eternal night.
But at the moment he saw it.
Yes, it's like a shooting star that disappears forever.
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