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    Bai Cang stared blankly at the young man in front of him.

    When the young man asked that sentence, his eyes were clear and his tone was sincere... The innocence and cruelty were invisible, as if he was really curious about why he loved him.

    Turns out, you don't remember anything.

    Since when?

    When I brought you back?

    ‌Is the first encounter, at that moment in Hualan Palace? Did you recognize me already?

    You know who I am from the beginning to the end, know that I love you, but you are indifferent, watching from the sidelines, just want to hide your identity and escape from me.

    I thought you wanted to leave because you had no memory, but no...you are my Qingxun, you have all our memories, but you chose to leave.

    The pain that had been deliberately suppressed in the bottom of my heart was now mercilessly opened, and the pain spread to the whole heart little by little.

    Bai Cang's eyes were dazed for a moment.

    He seems to have returned to nine hundred years ago, on that night of blood, he was dragged into a narrow cave by a dirty boy, his blood was slowly flowing, and death had never been so close to him... When he When he was ready and willing to accept death, it was this person he never cared about, a humble ant abandoned by him, who sacrificed his life to save him, and pulled him out of the endless darkness and despair.

    Since then, he has spent his entire life pursuing this elusive light.

    Until he finally thought he had caught it.

    Only then did he realize that the other party didn't want to stay by his side at all.

    This light never belonged to him.

    There is nothing more absurd and cruel than this.

    Yes, it's just a thousand-year-old blood vine...

    On that day, I knew what cruel things you would encounter, but I sent you out ruthlessly...

    You should hate me.

    Bai Cang slowly opened his mouth with difficulty, his eyes were blank, and his voice was hoarse: "If you hate me, why do you want to save me?"

    This is also something he can't understand. Since you hate me, why would you give your life to save me? If you killed me then, or let me die... it wouldn't be what it is now.

    Qiao Xuan shook his head, "When did I say I hated you?"

    Bai Cang raised his eyes suddenly.

    Qiao Xuan raised the corners of his lips: "I was born like duckweed, you are my master, you have given me everything I have never had, and you have given me shelter, so you just sent me out, I I don't have the right to say anything, just take it as the price I should pay. The Western Desolate Regions are originally like this... Hate the word, there is no way to talk about it.

    At most, it's just a little disappointed and sad..."

    Bai Cang's eyes were moved, and his expression was sad: "Qing Xun..."

    "My fault is that I don't have self-knowledge, and I have unreasonable expectations for you..." Qiao Xuan laughed at himself: "As for saving you, don't think too much about it, anyway, living is suffering, I just want to die before I die. Prove that I am of some use."

    Although what he said is now an understatement.

    But Bai Cang's throat was tight, and for a while, he didn't know how to deal with it.

    That's right, Qing Xun is so humble, he lives with the tide and is at the mercy of fate, as long as he is a little nice to him and a little charity, he can be admired and loved by him...

    All his life, at the last moment, he only felt that if he could use it a little...

    He asked for very little, but even if it was just such a little mercy, he couldn't give it to him, so how could he expect him to think of himself?

    It is reasonable to want to forget.

    Bai Cang laughed miserably and said slowly, "I understand."

    Qiao Xuan raised his eyebrows and looked at him, and smiled slightly: "So, is your honor insisting on marrying me as the devil queen?"

    Bai Cang: "Yes."

    Qiao Xuan said: "Why?"

    Bai Cang took a step forward, looked down at the young man, and said word by word, "Because in my life, I have met someone who wants to kill me, but there is only one person who is willing to save me."

    Qiao Xuan looked into Bai Cang's eyes, the persistence in those eyes... he lost a moment.

    He suddenly realized that Bai Cang's mood was not so difficult to understand, but that he had been away for a long time and almost forgot what kind of world the Western Wilderness was like.

    The Western Wasteland has everything that is ruthless.

    Intrigue and deceit, betrayal and fight.

    It is normal for people to kill-everyone to eat-talents. There is no morality, etiquette and shame. Everyone will do whatever they can to survive... But living in such a cold and piercing world, a little bit of dedication and warmth will make a difference. seem especially precious.

    It is unbelievable for ordinary people.

    It's also something that Bai Cang can't expect.

    This person, probably in the first half of his life, has never met a person who is willing to protect him.

    As for myself, at least there is a woman who is willing to stand in front of me before the fire, that woman named mother, even if she hates him and scolds him for beating him, she is willing to give her life for him... keep him in that place. In the world, there is a little bit of warmth after the ‌.

    But Bai Cang did not.

    When he died, he only met one person who was willing to save him, a fool who was willing to save him even after being abandoned by him, and that was himself.

    Qiao Xuan suddenly thought it was ridiculous.

    That one's self, Bai Cang, is actually no different in essence. Even if one is strong and the other weak, they are nothing but poor creatures struggling to survive in the dark.

    It will also fly moths to the fire for some unattainable illusions.

    So now all this is really done by himself. If he didn't do anything at the time, there would be Bai Cang now... That night, whether Bai Cang was dead or alive, he wouldn't remember himself anymore.

    The cause you planted, you can only end it yourself.

    "Okay, I'll be your devil queen and I won't run away anymore." Qiao Xuan showed relief and smiled at Bai Cang.

    Bai Cang was stunned and looked at Qiao Xuan in disbelief, his lips trembling.

    Qiao Xuan raised his eyes to look at him, smiled brightly, and said brightly, "Isn't this what you want? Why don't you look happy?"

    Bai Cang: "You, really..."

    Qiao Xuan nodded and said lazily: "Of course it's true, it looks like you won't let me go, what can I do other than promise? Do you have to ask yourself for trouble in a good life? After suffering, now I just want to enjoy life..."

    He paused for a while, and his eyebrows curled up: "And you will definitely treat me well now, won't you?"

    Bai Cang fixedly looked at the young man in front of him for a long time, then slowly said, "Yes."

    ………………

    Since Qiao Xuan agreed to Bai Cang, he really regarded himself as the master of this place and lived a carefree life in the magic palace.

    It feels good to be one person below ten thousand people.

    Qiao Xuan was wandering in the magic palace with nothing to do this day, and saw Kui Yuan again. This guy made him eat a lot and was frightened a lot. Now that the feng shui turns, Qiao Xuan naturally wants to give Kui Yuan some points. Look at the color... Seeing that Kui Yuan was eating deliciously with a roasted animal leg, Qiao Xuan waved his hand and immediately smashed the roasted animal leg in Kuiyuan's hand!

    Kui Yuan jumped up angrily, roaring who was courting death, when he saw Qiao Xuan on the opposite side, he immediately showed a sullen expression of eating flies.

    He didn't want to be beaten again.

    Kui Yuan turned his head and was going to eat in a place without this annoying guy. Who knew that Qiao Xuan would follow him wherever he went, just to not let him eat well, and finally couldn't help roaring: "Don't you dare? Follow me-"

    Qiao Xuan didn't wait for him to finish: "You want to eat me?"

    Kuiyuan: "..."

    Kui Yuan was stupid, so he went to Bai Cang to file a complaint, saying: "Your Highness, you can't marry Qiao Xuan as a demon queen, he, his villain's heart, is despicable and shameless, he will retaliate, he will bully me. …”

    Before he finished speaking, he saw Bai Cang staring at him coldly, his voice weakened, and the huge man looked very pitiful.

    Qiao Xuan walked in slowly from behind, folded his arms around his chest, jokingly glanced over Kuiyuan and looked at Bai Cang, "Can't I bully him?"

    When Bai Cang saw Qiao Xuan, his expression softened and he said, "Of course, if he dares to disrespect you, you can come and tell me."

    Kuiyuan: "..."

    Ji Xiao came over at this moment, gave Kui Yuan a pitying look, but did not say a word, and respectfully said to Bai Cang: "Your Highness, the gowns for the ceremony are all ready, you and your son should have a look. "

    Bai Cang nodded: "Bring it up."

    Soon two demon servants came in respectfully, knelt on the ground, their robes raised above their heads.

    Qiao Xuan looked at it. The black silk satin dress was embroidered with dark patterns and bordered with gold thread. It looked very luxurious. He didn't know what material it was. It must be very expensive. Yes, the workmanship is exquisite and there is nothing wrong with it.

    Bai Cang stood beside him, ‌: "Are you still satisfied?"

    Qiao Xuan smiled: "It's pretty good, but I don't like black, it's not festive, let's change it to red."

    Ji Xiao's expression changed slightly, and he said in a low voice, "This is made of Minghe blood silk. Blood silk is extremely rare. We have tried our best to create only these two pieces..."

    Qiao Xuan raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Then change to another silk, anyway, I don't like this color... Your Honor, what do you think?"

    Bai Cang didn't change his expression, and said lightly, "Then let's change it."

    Ji Xiao took a deep breath, and then just said, "Yes."

    The demon servant kneeling on the ground was even more frightened.

    Didn't even dare to look up.

    During this period of time, this young man has been domineering and domineering in the magic palace, and nothing else... Now he has bullied Mr. Kuiyuan, and he has to change his dress when the wedding is approaching. Everything was agreed, and there was no displeasure at all.

    The young man really put the arrogance and pride on his face.

    Bai Cang glanced at Qiao Xuan lightly, but he didn't understand that this was just his own temptation.

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    Although Qiao Xuan promised himself on the surface, but in reality he had a deep estrangement with him. Now he is a phoenix and has countless admirers. Naturally, unlike Qingxun, he can only rely on himself, and it is inevitable that he has a lot of dissatisfaction with himself.

    If he did not obey him at all, it would seem that his previous promise was not sincere.

    But if you think that I will give birth and alienate you, I will disappoint you.

    Soon Kui Yuan, Ji Xiao and the others all went down.

    Bai Cang looked at Qiao Xuan and smiled slightly: "If you have any other requests, you can ask Ji Xiao to do it, and he will listen to you."

    Qiao Xuan shook his head: "It's gone for now, I'll talk about it when I think of it."

    Bai Cang nodded: "Okay."

    Qiao Xuan raised his hand and yawned, squinted at Bai Cang, and smiled: "I'm hungry, I'm going to eat, by the way... Would you like to come and accompany me?"

    Bai Cang would not allow it.

    Qiao Xuan returned to his bedroom, and soon the table was filled with delicious food.

    Qiao Xuan picked up a glass of fine wine, lowered his eyes and took a sip, remembering that when he was arrested last time, he was frightened even when he ate something. Now that he thinks about it, he is too cautious, but how could he guess at that time, Bai Cang wanted Is it yourself who is resurrected?

    He couldn't help laughing, it was absurd.

    Qiao Xuan Yaoyao raised his glass to Bai Cang, hooked his lips and smiled: "Do it first as a respect."

    Bai Cang picked up the glass and drank it.

    Qiao Xuan stopped talking, he didn't eat much food, he just drank... Every day, the delicacies of the mountains and the sea, no matter how delicious the food was, would get tired of eating it.

    I don't know how much drank, it's halfway through the night.

    Qiao Xuan was faintly drunk, he took the wine gourd from his waist, leaned in front of Bai Cang, poured him a glass of wine, and narrowed his eyes: "This fine wine of mine is definitely something you have never drunk before, the Three Realms. No. 1 wine! Your wine from the Western Wasteland is far worse than that..."

    The boy's face was flushed red, his already handsome face, with a hint of coquettishness, leaned on his body lazily, his face was no longer alienated, but more presumptuous and casual.

    Bai Cang wrapped his arms around his waist, let him lean against his arms, lowered his eyes and said dumbly, "You're drunk."

    Qiao Xuan shook his head and said stubbornly, "try my wine, it's definitely better than yours!"

    Saying that, he just put the wine glass to Bai Cang's mouth.

    The edge of the cold wine glass touched Bai Cang's lips, his eyes darkened, he held the boy's hand in one hand, paused, and drank the glass of wine with his hand, "Okay."

    Qiao Xuan's eyes were slightly drunk, he hiccupped, and asked, "How is it?"

    "It is indeed the number one wine in the Three Realms." Bai Cang said.

    Qiao Xuan happily poured him another glass, ‌: "I'm right! My lord, I'm generous today. I'll give you a drink to your heart's content. I'd be reluctant to give it to others on weekdays."

    Bai Cang was silent for a moment, but in the end he didn't refuse anymore, drinking cup after cup.

    Qiao Xuan leaned against the man's arms, his chin twitched slightly, his hands lowered weakly, and he seemed to be drunk and fell asleep... Bai Cang sighed, he picked it up, and sent it back to the room.

    He raised his hand, lifted the silk on the side of the boy's face, and there was a look of sadness in the bottom of his eyes.

    I can't tell the difference between the fake and the real.

    I'm just a robbery for you.

    The robbery is destroyed.

    Even if you were there, even if you remembered, you're not the one I'm looking for.

    Bai Cang raised his hand and pressed his eyebrows, slightly dizzy, he shook his head, and the corner of his lips twitched.

    What you want me to drink, even if it's an enterotoxic drug, how can I refuse you?

    Bai Cang turned to leave here.

    His footsteps were a little unsteady, but as soon as he turned around, he found that his sleeves were being pulled. The young man closed his eyes, clutched the corner of his sleeves tightly, opened and closed his lips slightly, and whispered softly, "Don't go... …Owner……"

    Bai Cang paused, unable to move any longer.

    "Don't...leave me..." The young man frowned, as if helpless in fear.

    Bai Cang's hands were clenched tightly, clearly speaking in a light voice, but all his defenses were easily defeated and disintegrated. He lowered his eyes slightly, showing a gentle and doting look, with a hint of sadness and helplessness, and finally did not leave, but gently lay down on the side of the boy, the boy embraced him, word by word ‌: "I won't leave you again."

    That day...

    He took the young man to Zhanyun Mountain as a guest. The young man was so happy and excited, looking at the face with excited and curious eyes, but what he didn't expect was that he left him there.

    At that time, the young man pulled his sleeve and begged him not to leave with his eyes.

    I didn't look back.

    ‌The boy was left behind.

    Don't drop this sentence.

    Was it what you wanted to say then?

    Moreover, I didn't even give you a chance to beg you, so I pushed you into the abyss.

    Now that I think about it, if that day, I hadn't let go of you and held my hand, it would have been fine.

    Bai Cang closed his eyes in pain.

    He felt that all his obsessions seemed to be a joke, obsessed with a person who would not come back... Who would want to come back to him?

    There will be none.

    People like him don't deserve to be loved.

    It was in the past and it is now.

    Even being alive is a joke of God.

    I know you want to leave, but unfortunately, I never let go in my life... So, kill me, end your mistakes, and you can leave.

    I don't know how long it has been.

    Qiao Xuan slowly opened his eyes.

    Look at the face that is close at hand.

    The man's stern face, in the dim light, seemed to have a deep twilight, even if he fell asleep, he still hugged himself carefully.

    This was the first time Qiao Xuan saw Bai Cang's sleeping face.

    Because this man never lets himself fall asleep when there are other people around him.

    But this time, you stayed for me.

    Qiao Xuan gently pulled Bai Cang's hand away, pulled off the hairpin, and pointed the sharp hairpin at Bai Cang's throat, he should have killed this person.

    Not because he had to marry himself, but because of the gray flame in his hand.

    What kind of fire is it that can burn Shu Chen's sword?

    If this is really the fire of chaos...

    Qiao Xuan held the hairpin's hand so hard that it turned white. If this was really the fire of chaos, Bai Cang would have moved something he shouldn't have, and he did this probably because of himself...

    If he hadn't saved Bai Cang before.

    Bai Cang will not be obsessed with himself, will not live to the present, and will not use the fire of chaos...

    He didn't run away, he chose to stay.

    Just wanted to end this.

    Bai Cang, an unscrupulous lunatic, will destroy everything sooner or later...

    And I never want to, the ancient scene repeats itself.

    Qiao Xuan sent both hands forward.

    The hairpin pierced Bai Cang's skin, and a drop of blood came out, but he suddenly couldn't do it any more, and there was a struggle in his eyes.

    He was using Bai Cang's trust and Bai Cang's guilt.

    Does Bai Cang really know nothing about all this?

    Qiao Xuan's hands trembled slightly.

    His chest heaved violently, and suddenly, he suddenly withdrew his hand and looked at Bai Cang with a complicated expression.

    That's all, let's go back and find Master first!

    Maybe things haven't gotten to that point, and I can't make up my mind, but Master definitely has a way... Everything in the ancient times will never repeat itself.

    Certainly not.

    Qiao Xuan stood up, looked down at Bai Cang, and moved his lips slightly: "Don't let me, regret saving you..."

    After speaking, he turned around and pushed the door out, disappearing into the night.

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