"Harry! Luo Bing is already very disgusted with our boys now! She just said this to not want everyone to worry! She doesn't want Harry and the others to see that she is a girl!" Lesius tugged at Harry's collar angrily, Staring at him angrily, "How can a boy be so awkward like this! He looks like a girl! Do you know that! Others will see that she is a girl!"

Harry's expression tightened immediately and looked at me blankly.

Lasius shoved him angrily again: "You knew that Luo Bing let that bastard come close to us, do you think she would be willing?! Do you think she is not disgusting now! You Don't want to know what she's thinking now? Go and see for yourself!" Lesius angrily slapped a piece of paper on Harry's chest.

"Don't!" I hurried to get it, but Harry had already picked up the piece of paper and looked at it, my face immediately burned, and Harry also stood there, his face starting to explode red!

I hurriedly snatched the paper from his hand, "Ree! Ree! Re!" I shredded it and threw it into the lake, and the white fragments were gradually engulfed by the purple-red lake water.

I turned away, clenched my fists tightly, and looked at my more boyish face in the lake: "I'm fine now, I just met for the first time and was scared. I'll be fine in the future, I'll work hard Be more like a boy!" I raised my fist and encouraged myself, without any distractions in my mind, "I won't show any flaws again, I'm so pretentious and childish now, isn't it funny?" I pretended They looked at them lightly and chuckled, but they all kept their faces down and made no sound, as if they had no intention of listening to any of my words.

The quiet lake breeze stirred up the slightest ripples, and before you knew it, the moon marks on the lake had disappeared, and the far east began to turn pale.

"I'm going back to kill that man, whore!" Suddenly, Harry was leaving with murderous intent.

"Harry!" Lysius pushed against his chest.

"Get out of the way!" Harry pushed Lesius away, and Lesius was pushed to the ground.

I immediately went up and grabbed Harry's sleeve: "Harry! Don't leave me!" I blurted out anxiously.

Harry was stunned, and Lysius, who was sitting on the ground, stared at me and Harry, and I took Harry's hand.

Harry turned slowly and looked at me.

My mind was in a mess again, I took a deep breath, tried to calm myself down, and lowered my face: "Actually... I was not only frightened by that boy, but also by my own ability... Since I left, That boy's rotten face, and a handful of falling hair always appear in front of my eyes..." My hand that grabbed Harry's sleeve began to tremble, and because of the trembling, I could only hold his hand tighter. Sleeves, "And the scent on his body, I can't forget... I can't forget..." The heavy stone that was pressing on my chest, a little, a little, loosened in the conversation, turned into water, and rushed over me eye sockets, moistened my eyes.

"I can't sleep...I really can't sleep! I always think of their rotting faces, smelling his scent, and the sour smell of carrion they spit out..."

"Luo Bing..." Lesius stood up and walked beside me...

"But...but being with you, talking to you...smell the oil on your body, can make me forget all this for a while...forget about the rotting person, their screams of pain, and the putrid smell in the air smell, forget them..."

"Stop talking!" Suddenly, Lasius hugged me tightly, his chest stagnating as if suffocating, "Stop talking, Luo Bing... you are our girl, Noah's girl. Son, it's because we didn't protect you well...it's because we don't have the ability..."

"I'm sorry..." Suddenly, Harry also turned around and hugged Lesius and me, hugging both of us tightly in his arms, and hugging me like Lesius and hugging me, I am well protected between him and Lysius.

Tears stained Lysius' chest, and I secretly wiped them off. I didn't want them to see me cry again. I finally threw this filthy, smelly stone that was stuffed in my chest all night to them, and at the same time that I became relaxed, I gave them this pain.

If I can comfort myself by helping them get rid of their pain, and convince myself that killing is a just act by helping them get rid of their pain, what about this time?

Although, I understand that everything has its first time, but this first time made me suffer, as if the darkness took root in my heart, and gave birth to barbs and hooked my heart.

I don't want to be a bloodthirsty ghost eater, and I don't want to be a murderous and numb Silvermoon City person. I don't want to make myself completely a person in this world.

If I must destroy the enemy, I hope I can kill them with a headshot, or kill them with a sword, instead of torturing them like this, making them cry in pain in front of me, and gradually rot from the outside to the inside. , for myself, is undoubtedly a kind of torture.

I underestimated my own abilities. Originally, I just wanted to scare them. I thought I would have blisters on my skin like Harry, but I didn't expect that it would hurt them so much.

My abilities are telling me not to treat radiation as child's play.

Slowly, I stretched out my hand and hugged Lesius who was right in front of me. For a moment, please let me put down my strength and rely on them a little, so that my heart can rest for a while , like a little sister hiding under her brother's wings, sheltering from the wind and rain for a moment.

The strong smell of engine oil also covered the fragrance of the orchid on Lasius, which was strong and pungent.

"I'm fine..." I said softly, letting go of Lysius. .

Harry and Lysius let me go together and stood silently in front of me.

I raised my face and smiled at them under the gradually whitening sky: "Thank you for letting me lean on."

Their expressions became complicated, and Lysius blushed and turned away hastily.

Harry glanced at him with a smile, and resumed his usual innocence, but Amber's pupils carried a bit of seriousness: "We said that we will take care of things together, and we can talk to Lysius first if we have any concerns in the future." HeHe slapped Lysius with a palm, and Lysius turned away increasingly annoyed.

Harry picked up Lesius' long hair wickedly: "He's like your confidant sister, how about me~~" Harry smiled at me, "It's your elder brother, whoever bullies you, tell me, I'll beat it upSmack him!" Harry raised his fist, stretched out his hand to embrace Lesius, and smiled at him, "Lesius, how about we two get married, how about being Luo Bing's parents?"

"Pfft." I burst out laughing, Harry is not only my good brother, but also everyone's happiness.