"Lesius, you're right, I don't have amnesia, because I don't know what to say, and I didn't dare to say it at first..." The memories flooding in my head and the pain of being separated from my family made me unable to breathe. .

I lowered my face, tears began to fall uncontrollably: "I don't even know why I came here... What did I do wrong... Let me come to this dark world..." Pretending to be strong is to prevent defeated by reality. Pretending to be strong is to prevent yourself from breaking down in this reality.

However, I'm just a person, a girl, pretending for too long... will get tired...

I also have too much confusion and confusion.

Why would it be me?

Why am I here.

why why why……

"It's to bring us light..." Gently choked words and a warm hug pulled me back from the memories and pain that kept pouring out.

I deeply smelled the fragrance of the good-smelling orchid on his body, just like the last time I was in Harry's arms, just for a while, let me lean on a little, so that I can regain my calm. I really held back this secret for too long...for too long...

I really miss, miss home...

But, I really can't go back, can't go back...

I don't know how long I cried secretly in Lysius' arms. Even if I stopped crying, I didn't want to leave his warm embrace. I continued to lean in front of him and temporarily let go of the strength I had always pretended to be.

Only by not facing the past can you survive without being strong?

But today, I can face it, I can finally face it.

I feel that when I tell this secret and I can face the past, I am stronger, really, stronger.

He held me tightly in front of him, and the tightness filled me with peace of mind, as if it had soothed my long-standing unease and loneliness, and made me feel the warmth and reassurance that only family members can give.

The night wind was no longer cold, and the surrounding air was stained with Lysius' body temperature and fragrance, and I once again had a sense of comfort and peace of mind at home.

I finally calmed down and could face the world again, Ming to Lysius.

I wiped my face and left Lysius' embrace, hiding enough, I would become weak after hiding too long: "Do you want to see the evidence?"

"Evidence?!" He looked surprised.

I raised my face: "Why, you don't believe me? Do you think everything is my hallucination?"

"No no no." Lasius waved his hand hurriedly and looked at me with pity, his gray-blue eyes were also filled with a little tear, and his tears-drenched eyes were exceptionally clear in the moonlight.

I was a little surprised, but my heart was moved by his tears: "You cried..." I reached out and gently wiped the bright tears from his eyelashes.

He gently held my hand, a warm hand that could withstand the cold of the night. He lowered his face and choked sadly: "I am very distressed... I really didn't expect you to go through all this... I didn't expect you to be, come from another world... There is only one person who fell from a beautiful and magical world. In our world where there is nothing..."

I also lowered my face. After telling this secret, I finally no longer feared to recall the past, no longer afraid to think of the faces of my parents. Before all this, I had only been deeply sealed in my heart and dared not touch it. I was afraid that once I touched it, I would Opened Pandora's box, the pain inside will turn into darkness, engulfing me completely.

He gently took my other hand, stood opposite me, and held my hand tightly: "Xiaobing, I will always be by your side in the future, and I will not leave you alone."

His soft words crashed into my heart instantly, making my last tears well up in my eyes. I retracted my hand and kept wiping my tears: "Thank you...Lesius..."

"Don't cry, Xiaobing..." He also choked up, reaching out to wipe my tears together, "I won't let you cry again in the future."

I nodded gratefully and happily, this time, with tears of joy.

"By the way, what's the evidence you're talking about? Is it this?" He stretched out his hand and pointed to the sandalwood beads on his wrist, his voice trembling but he seemed to be trying to make me happy, "No wonder you have so many good things on you, and watermelon too. And the apple, that time you took out the apple, all of us went crazy!"

"Chi..." I wiped my tears and raised my face, smiling, "I'll show you the evidence, it's more convincing evidence."

He looked at me with trembling eyes. I took his hand and ran to Noah City under the clear moonlight. I felt my whole body become lighter, and I felt like a little ice. They fly like...

I grabbed Lesius and ran back to my room in one breath.

In the corridor, I stopped and looked at Harry's room opposite. It was very quiet. I didn't see him and Asuna when I ran back. Have they returned to the room?

"What's wrong?" Lysius walked up to me, blocking my vision.

I looked at him: "I also want to tell Harry that you and he are my best friends."

Lasius was slightly startled and lowered his face, "Yes...it should tell him..." His voice was a little low, with a bit of loss.

What happened to him and Harry today? The two always looked a little lost.

Lasius turned to look at Harry's room: "There is a mission tomorrow, Harry may have already slept..."

"Then I'll tell him next time." I also hesitated.

I hadn't told Harry before, but when suddenly started talking to him, it became a bit abrupt, and didn't know where to start. Would it scare him?

Unlike with Lesius, who said this secret naturally, a lot of times to tell a secret, it also needs some foreshadowing and coincidence.

Next time I will find a chance to tell Harry, I will always be with them, and there will be opportunities.

"Okay." The corners of Lasius' mouth raised slightly, like a blooming orchid at night, sweeping away the loneliness just now.

I pulled him in the door.

He sat on my bed and looked around my room, he hadn't been in my room for a long time.

I took my bag out of the closet again, and the evidence I was going to show him wasn't some chocolate, apples. These things can also be said to be antiques, just like the beads on Lesius' hands, they are not convincing.

I sat beside him with my bag, his body tightened slightly, showing a bit of cramp, but he was not as nervous as before.

He peeked at me slightly sideways, and slowly relaxed his body.

I took my own wallet out of the bag, it was a yellow wallet with a vintage cat printed on it.

"This is..." Lysius' eyes were drawn to my wallet.

I let go of the bag, and then slowly opened the wallet in front of him. Inside, there were family photos of me and my parents. Our family stood in front of the Guilin landscape, happily talking about eggplant.

"It's so beautiful..." Lesius took the wallet from me and was deeply attracted by the beautiful Guilin landscape in the photo.