"Ah!" I hurriedly grabbed his little hand, but I didn't dare to use any force. His little hand was also soft, and I was afraid of hurting him.

At this moment, the second sister came. She picked up the little prince and sat by the pool, then pulled off the collar to reveal her huge breasts. The little prince closed his eyes and started sucking. .

It turns out that the little prince has not been weaned yet, and was looking for milk just now.

I blushed and watched the second sister breastfeeding, because the second sister breastfeeding is picturesque. It is a warm picture that can instantly make your heart feel at peace like never before.

I don't know how long I watched, the second sister put the little prince in my arms again, I looked at her blankly, I saw that she had something to say to me, but she still flew away alone.

I stood by the pool with the sleeping little prince in my arms and watched the second sister fly away. I seemed to understand the second sister's thoughts. She hoped that during my stay, I could be with the little prince and let the little prince learn from me. How to be human.

I hugged the little prince and went back to Xingchuan's bed, and gently put the little prince down. The little prince stretched out his limbs comfortably and lay down on the bed. He snored, and the snoring was quite loud.

The ghoul guards sat aside and stared at the little prince and Xing Chuan.

"Sister..." Suddenly, a vague babble came from Xing Chuan, I looked over, but saw Xing Chuan's face turn red.

I ran onto the waterbed, knelt down beside him, reached out and touched his forehead, and sure enough, I had a fever!

"Sister..." He frowned tightly, with a look of pain and sadness on his face that he had never had when he was awake, "Don't...Sister Elena...Elena...Sister...Don't ..." His head swayed, his body began to tremble slightly, and tears poured out of his eyes, slid down his cheeks, and stained the water bed below.

Elena... is the little sister he once loved deeply.

I still remember the blandness and indifference when he mentioned Elena's death, as if he didn't care about Elena's death at all.

But now, he is sadly like losing a mother and a child...

It turned out that what happened at that time, the sad and fearful Xingchuan was sealed in his heart by him, and he completely disguised himself with an emotionless mask.

Camouflage... is also a form of protection.

Xing Chuan is trying to protect himself.

It turns out that this is the real one, the Xingchuan who has been buried in the bottom of his heart, the Xingchuan who is afraid of loneliness, afraid of the dark, afraid of losing loved ones, and insecure.

Xing Chuan, is that why you are so dependent and pestering me?

I seem to be starting to understand your heart.

"Old monster...old monster..." he mumbled, tears streaming down his face.

I saw that Xing Chuan had never seen such a vulnerable side, he was crying, afraid, and suffering...

He actually...is more afraid of loneliness than I am...

I turned around and got out of bed and went to the supply cabin, took out the anti-inflammatory mask, then took out the thermal blanket, and returned to him in Xingchuan's painful dream, put the mask on his face, and the anti-inflammatory aerosol was generated immediately. into his breath.

He began to calm down slowly, but tears still fell from under the mask.

I took off the mask, the tears from the corners of his eyes gradually dried up, his pale lips moved lightly, and he spat out weak words: "Luo Bing...don't leave me...don't..." His hand stretched out into the air.

My heart aches because of that weak hand and the tears on his pillow. I frowned and pressed down on his hand, covering him with a thermal blanket.

I lay beside the little prince, unable to sleep for a long time.

My heart is always pressed against a huge boulder, unable to breathe.

Those nasty words he said echoed in my ears, those words that once made me sick and disgusted, but betrayed the most real desire in his heart.

"My body is warm," he said.

Because... he longs for warmth, he misses Elena's warmth like a mother...

He said he wanted to get deep into me...

Because... he longs for a relative who only belongs to him and will only accompany him...

He said he was going to get up until I fell in love with him...

Because...he really longs for love...

This is heart disease, the dark spores that the man who ate Elena planted in his heart.

That picture must be terrifying and tragic.

The thirteen-year-old Xing Chuan watched his closest and dearest person at the time, being sucked by others and vanishing in front of him. That feeling of powerlessness, that kind of hatred, was deeply buried in his heart and turned into midnight. Nightmare, making him unable to sleep peacefully...

That's why he needs someone to sleep beside him...

I tossed and turned, couldn't sleep, sat up and looked at the flying corpse: "Please bring the men's clothes."

One of the flying ghouls immediately walked out of the palace and flew through.

The east is gradually turning white, and the water curtain completely covers the balcony of the palace, like natural glass, very beautiful, as magical as living in a water curtain cave.

I also saw the heating button by the water bed, unfortunately there is no energy here.

My eyes fell on Xing Chuan's sleeping face again. His eyebrows were still stretched out. Even if the fever subsided, he still couldn't sleep peacefully.

Xing Chuan always said, I am strong and bring him a sense of security.

I didn't understand it at the time, it felt weird.

Now I understand that he didn't lie, he really needed a sense of security.

It's just the long-standing disguise that made him force himself to become numb and indifferent to the fear he once had. He also won't admit the fragility in his heart. Because, he is Xing Chuan, the Highness of Yinyue City, how can he have a vulnerable side?

He really needs my power to make him feel safe enough to sleep peacefully.

His domineering and monopoly on me should also come from this...

Because I long for this sense of security in me, and I have this sense of security exclusively, I am even more afraid of losing me. Xingchuan's monopoly on me should be the most primitive, the child's monopoly on his mother.

I seem to find the reason for all this, but I still don't know how to face Xingchuan or heal Xingchuan.

Because, I can't be with Xing Chuan because of this, I will not leave Harry, Lesius, and the person I love for him.

Moreover, Xing Chuan's monopoly on me is too strong, so strong that every time he is with me, he will love me, how can I succumb? !

He is pitiful, but I can't give him the love he wants...

Suddenly, the little prince started tossing and turning, and the little wings deformed when he tossed and turned. I was so worried that the little wings would be crushed by himself. When I wanted to pat him, he stood up, rubbed his eyes, and hurried. The ground staggered and ran out of bed and ran to the pool.

I chased after him immediately, and then saw him standing by the pool, showing the bird and starting to pee!

what! I just swam in it last night!