Chapter 42 (6.18 two more)

Chu Yu didn't speak.

She was silent, suppressing her emotions. For a moment, she was afraid that she would have an impulse to jump up and stab the person in front of her.

He let her go with him.

What does it mean?

This sentence means that he is frivolous, denying her six years of hard work, six years of suffering, and a full twelve years, all of which have been completely denied by this sentence.

She loved him for twelve years, and wished she could give all her heart to this person, just for this sentence. But he didn't give it to her. On the contrary, in the whole life of rebirth, when she never gave him anything, she gave this sentence to her.

Is she wrong?

God let her be reborn, just to slap her on the head and tell her that she was wrong?

It's not that Gu Chusheng didn't love her when he was young, it's that she negotiated Gu Chusheng's love?

But what did she do wrong?

She tried so hard to protect him and was scarred. She smoothed the edges and corners in the years and became the Mrs. Gu of the year.

She was the one who could knock a woman with a broken mouth off her horse with a whip and turn back to boil ten military sticks, but she learned hypocrisy around him, learned to smile calmly, and fight with others like a back house woman. .

She was originally a person who drank and sang songs around the bonfire and the soldiers patted the wine jar after the war, but after marrying him, she pulled out her claws like a tiger and became a cat that has always been obedient.

He always said that she was not good, and he was not used to her behavior, but if he really went to see it, how could he not see it, Mrs. Gu and Chu Yu were simply two people.

She lost herself for love, and it's no wonder that others look down on her.

Looking at Chu Yu's silence, Gu Chusheng felt a little uneasy, and said a little uneasy: "Ayu..."

"Don't call me that."

Chu Yuti suddenly interrupted him, Gu Chusheng's face was pale, Chu Yu looked up at him.

The juvenile Gu Chusheng did not have the arrogance that he had later on. Later, Gu Chusheng was an official for twelve years. In the officialdom, he no longer had the arrogance and blood he had when he was a teenager. At this moment, she looked at Gu Chusheng, he was still clean, she took a deep breath, suppressed all her emotions, took a few steps back, and sat down on her knees again.

"It's my fault that I don't know the world's affairs when I'm young, and I take the liberty to ask the emperor."

She looked at him quietly, her eyes resolute: "However, now that the concubine's heart is clear, please Lord Gu, please take that young man's joke as a matter of fact."

Hearing this, Gu Chusheng slowly clenched his fists: "The concubine's heart is clear? It's a joke? Some people take this as a joke, and some people take the elopement as a joke?!"

"You like me, don't you know it yourself?!"

"Clear." Chu Yu looked at Gu Chusheng's complacent appearance, but she calmed down. She looked at his red and swollen eyes and said in a calm tone: "Concubine knows that I liked adults when I was young, and when I was twelve years old, that person became popular. Yi came on horseback, and the concubine was not very happy."

Hearing this, Gu Chusheng's tears could no longer be stopped and slowly fell.

When was twelve...

At the age of twelve, when the city was broken, he was supposed to go out to report, but he saw the girl from a distance.

It was the first time he held a girl's hand and the first time he hugged a person.

After her death, he recalled that scene countless times. At that time, Gu Chusheng was still the eldest son of the Gu family. He was high-spirited and complacent as a teenager. At that time, it was probably the best time in his life.

He trembled slightly, pursed his lips, and burst into tears.

He wanted to stop her words behind, and stopped all his words at this moment. However, he knew that he had to listen, and only by listening would he understand what he could do.

"Chu Yu's request was nothing but tenderness. Since he was born, his father and brother never regarded Chu Yu as a woman, and his mother never regarded Chu Yu as a woman, so when the son stretched out his hand, Chu Yu's being a son was salvation, so what I love is not the son. , it's just Chu Yu's fantasy."

After speaking, Chu Yu smiled slowly: "It wasn't until she married the prince that Chu Yu knew that the so-called relationship is not like this."

"You've only seen him once."

Gu Chusheng reminded hoarsely: "Then he died."

Chu Yu smiled lightly: "Although there is only one side, but he is very good to me. What Gu Gongzi gave me was just like a person treats an ordinary woman, and what the prince gave me is like a jewel like a jewel. After the battlefield, no matter how busy you are, the prince will not forget to communicate with me. I admire the heroic pride of the prince. Although he died in the battle, he will always live in the body and mind of the concubine."

Gu Chusheng was speechless, he clenched his fists and trembled all over.

It hurts, why does it hurt so much?

Why did he have to be reborn, why did he come back? He heard Chu Yu say that her love for him was always just a self-righteousness.

Did she think he didn't know?

He knew, but he had been deceiving himself. For so many years, he knew that what she admired was the heroic man who stood above the ground, and he had never been a politician and villain who hid in the dark and played tricks. If she yearns for the fierce sun, he is the yin moon.

She sees the wrong person, she thinks she is right, but she has always been persistent and stubborn, and can only be persistent for six years.

After six years, she finally couldn't take it anymore, and finally wanted to make up with him.

He had been waiting for that day, her love was like a castle in the air, how could he not know that it was just a fantasy.

One day she will wake up and one day she will see clearly.

But he had no choice but to spin around in this pain, unable to get out again.

So how many times he told himself that he hated her, how many times he told himself that he hated her, when he was young, he thought it was true, until she died, and he could no longer say such hurtful words, he dared to be slow Slowly open the heart paper that you are holding tightly in your hand, and see your heart clearly.

But why tell him?

Why drag him over after he died with a fantasy, so late?

He looked at her clear and gentle eyes, and said nothing.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Chu Yu just shed tears, sighed, and said softly: "Young master, please forgive me for what a young man has done. The sky is high and the sea is vast, and people's livelihood is difficult. The son has the talent to learn from the world, and he also has the ambition to reach the clouds. , I hope that in the future, I will show great plans and become an important weapon in my great Chu, and protect my great Chu Liming people." As she said that, she looked up at him and said slowly: "Prosperous times."

"I do not!"

Gu Chusheng made a loud noise. He stared into Chu Yu's eyes as if he was a child, gritted his teeth word by word, "I don't."

Why did her wish come true?

Why did she leave so calmly and ask him to do this and that? Who is she to him? Why does she point at him like this?

Gu Chusheng seemed to be back when he was arguing with Chu Yu back then. She couldn't stand his villain's behavior and filled him with disregard for the overall situation. He was always arguing with her, and he hated her arguing with him for others.

He waited for her to convince him and scold him.

However, after Chu Yu heard it, she was only stunned. After a while, she nodded: "Yes, this is the choice of the adults, and the concubine is just a casual statement, the adults don't need to think about it."

After speaking, Chu Yu got up and said, "If there is nothing else, the concubine will retire."

Hearing this, Gu Chusheng was stunned for a while. He watched Chu Yu walk out and said in a hoarse voice, "Why don't you scold me?"

Chu Yu was a little strange. She stood by the door and looked back at him: "Everyone has a personal choice. Do you have anything to do with me? What do I scold you for?"

"What do you mean," his eyes were a little dull, "you don't like me anymore, I have nothing to do with you, so I'm a good person and a bad person, and it doesn't matter to you?"

"Perhaps there are still some?" Chu Yu sighed and chuckled, "If Lord Gu is a bad person, it might take a lot of trouble to kill Lord Gu."

"You want to kill me?" Gu Chusheng laughed slowly when he heard this. He supported himself and walked down, took out the sword hanging by the bed, and handed the hilt to her: "Then come here."

Chu Yu frowned, Gu Chusheng looked at the tip of the sword pointing at him, his heart was full of joy, he laughed loudly: "You come and kill me!"

Chu Yu didn't say anything, she looked at him calmly: "You haven't done anything wrong, why should I kill you? If you did something wrong," Chu Yu raised her hand and put her hair behind her ear, and looked into the distance: "It should be me to kill, and of course I will not be soft-handed. If I should not kill, naturally someone will kill you."

"Let's not say anything else," Chu Yu laughed with some thoughts that she hadn't noticed herself: "If you bring disaster to the country and the people, our little Seven's temperament, I am afraid that the first person will do it."

The author has something to say: Wei Yun: I'm sorry for the traffic jam, I haven't arrived at the crew at 6 o'clock, everyone wait a minute, I will definitely come at 9 o'clock