Chapter 49 (End of 6.21)

However, Chu Yu was wrong about Gu Chusheng's perception of the eldest princess.

When Gu Chusheng saw the eldest princess in his last life, he had already returned from the battlefield and served as the head of the Ministry of Finance. The eldest princess respected him very much. In Gu Chusheng's heart, the eldest princess was an excellent ally. Although he did some absurd things, also know the size. The eldest princess called him over, and it was estimated that there was something serious to discuss.

Moreover, he really wanted to see Chu Yu.

Although Chu Yu was in the same yard with him now, Wei Yun was strictly guarding it, and did not give him a chance to spy on him.

So he made preparations early and started picking clothes at night.

Zhang Deng watched Gu Chusheng compare his clothes one by one, and asked with some doubts: "What is your son doing?"

Gu Chusheng was afraid that Zhang Deng would see his naive intention of trying to be as good as possible in front of his sweetheart, so he pretended to be calm and said, "Tomorrow, I will go to the eldest lady's palace for a banquet and find a suitable dress."

Zhang Deng didn't feel any difference, but instead picked out clothes with Gu Chusheng.

The next day, Chu Yu went to find Wei Yun and told him about yesterday's results. Wei Yun listened to the eldest princess' plan, nodded and said, "This is easy to handle, then I will send a group of people to chase from under your majesty. Just kill Gu Chusheng in the past."

"I ran like this, I'm afraid this scene is not real." Chu Yu thought about it, and after thinking about it, she said: "I will ask him in the afternoon if he can make some scars on his body, and if it can be cut in an unimportant place. A knife is better."

Hearing this, Wei Yun's heart trembled. He raised his head and glanced at Chu Yu. Seeing that Chu Yu was thinking about this matter seriously, when he thought that Gu Chusheng was Chu Yu's ex-lover, Wei Yun felt that this was probably revenge.

He didn't say anything, he just felt that what Chu Yu said was as expected, a woman's revenge is extremely terrifying.

Chu Yu explained some details to him again, and decided to go back. Before leaving, she suddenly thought: "Xiao Qi, what do you think of this face-raising head?"

Hearing this, Wei Yun immediately said anxiously, "That's why I said sister-in-law, don't get too close to that eldest princess!"

So Chu Yu understood that raising her face in front of Mrs. Wei is not feasible, she sighed with emotion and shook her head: "That's it, I also said that if I can't find a suitable marriage in the future, Let's see if I can stay in Weifu for a lifetime."

raise two...

Chu Yu didn't say anything to stimulate Wei Yun. He just shook his head and walked away.

Wei Yun stared blankly at Chu Yu's back, and he kept that sentence in his mind, staying in the Wei residence for the rest of his life.

He didn't take the initiative to think about how to stay in this life, just listening to this sentence, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips.

After lunch, at the time appointed by the eldest princess to send the post, Chu Yu called Gu Chusheng out the door.

Gu Chusheng was at the door early.

He dressed up today, deliberately wearing a crimson robe, a pure white fox fur, a golden hair crown on his head, and a jade hanging from his waist. When he stood at the door, many young girls stopped.

Gu Chusheng remembered that Chu Yu liked him to wear red very much. In the past, most of the clothes he prepared in his wardrobe were of this color. Every time he wore it, she always looked at him and smiled, as if she couldn't see enough of it. .

After she died, he liked to wear this color. Later, when he got old, he also worried in the mirror. On Huangquan Road, Chu Yu would probably dislike his appearance.

But now that he is a teenager, wearing such a color is perfect.

Even though he has grown old in his heart and has long disliked things that are too gorgeous, Chu Yu is the only one he likes, and he never refuses.

Chu Yu saw Gu Chusheng from afar, and she was stunned when she saw him dressed up like this. When he got closer, he found that he even had incense on his body, and a jade pendant on his waist. This kind of attention, for Gu Chusheng, who has always been simple, was afraid that he was wearing a dress.

She was amazed that Gu Chusheng was so eloquent, and then felt that this person was indeed able to bend and stretch.

She couldn't tell whether she should hate it or admire it. She glanced at it and hurriedly looked away. Without even waiting for Gu Chusheng to greet him, she walked past Gu Chusheng and ordered, "Get in the car."

As she said that, she got into her own carriage, came forward in the evening, and respectfully invited Gu Chusheng to the carriage behind.

Gu Chusheng looked at Chu Yu's indifferent appearance and frowned. After seeing that Chu Yu didn't even look at him getting into the carriage, he felt helpless, shook his head, and got into the carriage behind.

The two went to the princess' mansion together. After getting off the carriage, Gu Chusheng followed Chu Yu half a step away, and was led by the housekeeper into the courtyard with her.

He found an opportunity to talk to Chu Yu, so he picked Chu Yu to be official and said, "This time the eldest princess called me, but to sue the imperial court?"

Chu Yu didn't want to lie to him, so she said directly: "I don't know."

Gu Chusheng thought she was still angry and blamed him for refusing to elope.

After the period of panic because of liking, Gu Chusheng calmed down and noticed the difference. Chu Yu's feelings for him were so firm back then, how could she marry Wei Jun? It's just that she kept her distance from him because of her identity as Mrs. Wei. And this sometimes even brought a bit of malicious alienation. He thought about it, and it was probably the girl's blame for him.

Thinking of it this way, he actually thought that fifteen-year-old Chu Yu was really cute.

He looked at her quietly, and saw that Chu Yu was a little chilled behind her back. She finally couldn't help but stop, turned her head to look at him, and said, "You..."

But before she finished speaking, she stopped again.

Ask what?

Why do you obviously refuse to run away, but you like me again? Or, why do you like me now?

But what's the point of asking this question? What if he gave 10,000,000 reasons?

It's not like he likes him anymore, but to blame, what's the point of blaming such a young man who has done nothing?

Gu Chusheng waited quietly for Chu Yu to speak, and when she saw her silence, he even said softly, "Don't worry, speak slowly, I'll listen."

He has never been so nice to her, but the more so, the more uncomfortable Chu Yu is, feeling that she seemed to be extremely stupid in her previous life.

She calmed down and said calmly, "It's nothing, let's go."

Saying that, she turned around and led Gu Chusheng into the lobby. Gu Chusheng frowned, finally realizing that something was wrong. However, he didn't say anything, just watched silently.

The two entered the hall, and the eldest princess was already waiting inside.

It is winter now, the charcoal stove is burning in the house, but the eldest princess is still wearing a long skirt of cherry-colored gauze, holding a small golden fan, sitting in the whole hall, smiling and saying: "It's coming. ."

Looking at her clothes, Chu Yu couldn't help laughing: "The princess saw me yesterday, and she was still wearing a jacket and quilt. Is the wind cold today?"

The eldest princess heard the stealing in Chu Yu's tone, but she was not embarrassed. Xiao Fan waved it and said, "Today is ahead, all illnesses are gone, and the eldest lady underestimates me too much."

Gu Chusheng was taking his seat, and when he heard the voice of the eldest princess, he frowned and felt something was wrong.

He raised his head and glanced at Chu Yu, and saw that Chu Yu's expression was flat, chatting with the eldest princess. Although the eldest princess and Chu Yu were talking, they glanced at Gu Chusheng from time to time. Gu Chusheng was imbued with temperament by her, but his face was not obvious.

What the eldest princess and Chu Yu should talk about were discussed yesterday, and what they can talk about at the moment is just some rouge gouache, which is short for parents. Gu Chusheng couldn't bear to hear it, the eyes of the eldest princess made him feel like sitting on pins and needles, he finally couldn't hold back, he wanted to end the conversation and leave early, so he looked up at the eldest princess, and said seriously: "The princess invites today, but I have something to tell the lower official. ?"

Hearing this, the eldest princess laughed, she lowered her head to look at Chu Yu, a small fan covered half of her face, and said with a smile, "Ben Gong just heard that Lord Gu is very handsome, and specially invited to come here, Lord Gu. There is no need to be so restrained, and you can treat this palace as a friend, drink and chat, and you can feel free.”

The eldest princess has never been a cover-up person. Gu Chusheng understood what she meant when she said this.

He quietly glanced at Chu Yu and saw that the other side was drinking calmly, as if he was out of the way. Gu Chusheng felt anger rising from his heart, but he knew that he should not be presumptuous in front of the eldest princess now, so he suppressed his temper and became cold. face, without making a sound.

The eldest princess saw that Gu Chusheng was angry, and seemed to feel that it was inappropriate. She coughed lightly, raised her glass and sent it to Chu Yu: "Come on, madam, you and I have another drink."

However, when the wine was sent out, the eldest princess suddenly bumped into Chu Yu's toasting hand, and the wine was sprinkled all over Chu Yu. The eldest princess hurriedly said, "Ah, it's cold in winter, how can this be good?"

Chu Yu already understood the meaning of the eldest princess. She originally wanted to invite Gu Chusheng today, but now she is afraid that she wants to have a few words with Gu Chusheng alone. Chu Yu was not a sensible person either. She smiled hurriedly and got up and said, "It's all right, there is always a change of clothes in the concubine's carriage. Please trouble the princess for a while, and the concubine will come after she has changed her clothes."

With that said, Chu Yu got up, bowed and said to leave.

Why didn't Gu Chusheng understand that they were singing together? He clenched his fists, and his eyes fell on Chu Yu's calm back.

She really has no emotions.

She clearly knew what kind of person the eldest princess was and what kind of thoughts the eldest princess was holding, but she left without any fuss.

If you really like him, how can you be indifferent to this situation?

If he really likes him, how indifferent is he so cold-hearted?

Since his rebirth, unprecedented pain and humiliation flooded Gu Chusheng's chest. He lowered his eyes, his body was tense, and his eyes were lowered, fearing that others would see the huge waves in his heart at the moment.

After Chu Yu walked out, the eldest princess waved her hand, and everyone in the room also walked out. The eldest princess was silent for a moment. Seeing that Gu Chusheng kept her head down, she took a small fan and came to Gu Chusheng, half squatting. Come down and look at him.

"Young master is really good-looking," the eldest princess exclaimed in admiration: "Young master just came in, and the concubine's body is full of radiance. The son is like the sun and the moon, and it is really radiant."

The eldest princess did not use "Ben Gong", but "concubine body", which is a courtesy.

However, Gu Chusheng still did not speak, the eldest princess knew that these rhetoric were useless to Gu Chusheng, looked at him with a smile and said, "Young Master Gu is still the magistrate of Jiupin now, right? I don't know what happened in Kunyang, did Lord Gu ever miss it? Huajing is beautiful?"

Gu Chusheng was still silent, and the eldest princess felt a little boring. She returned to her place, propped her chin, turned her little golden fan and said, "Young Master Gu, do you know that if it weren't for a special occasion, because of your father's sin, no matter how talented you are, I'm afraid you will stay in Kunyang for the rest of your life. Well. Why don't you find a shortcut for yourself?"

Saying that, she leaned forward: "Young Master Gu, why don't you look at me? I'm not ugly, right?"

This time, Gu Chusheng finally raised his head.

He looked at the eldest princess quietly, with a calm expression: "It's clear that that person has never been changed by his side, why should he pretend to be affectionate and provoke him everywhere?"

Hearing this, the princess' complexion changed dramatically.

Gu Chusheng Shi Shiran stood up and said in a calm tone: "Today's banquet, Gu is very grateful. The eldest princess is not someone who is difficult for life. If it is not for other things, Gu will leave."

With that said, he walked out. The eldest princess looked at the back of this man who seemed to be suppressing some emotions, and laughed mockingly.

He stabbed her, and she naturally wouldn't make him comfortable. She curled her lips and said coldly, "I explained to the eldest lady what you are doing today."

Gu Chusheng stopped, and after a while, he said hoarsely, "I know."

After saying that, he walked out quickly. The eldest princess grabbed the gold cup at hand and smashed it towards him.

Gu Chusheng kept walking and walked straight out. It didn't take long for a man in a water-blue wide-sleeved long shirt to walk in. He had clear eyes and a soft expression.

He walked up to the eldest princess, bent down to pick up the wine glass, and said with a smile, "Is anyone keeping it?"

The eldest princess snorted coldly and said to the outside: "It's Ben Gong who thinks he's boring, don't!"

"Then what about the promise to Mrs. Wei?"

The man put the wine glass on the table of the long princess, and the long princess waved her hand: "I don't have a hard time with money."

The man laughed out loud, ignoring her duplicity, put the fox fur on her, and said gently: "Next time, wear more, it's cold, you wear something furry, it looks good."

The eldest princess smiled coldly and turned her head away, but didn't say much.

Chu Yu changed her clothes and stood at the door waiting. It was raining lightly outside. She was wearing a feathered crane cloak and holding the heater in both hands.

There were footsteps behind her, but she didn't look back, she asked, "Does the eldest princess have any intention of holding a banquet? If so, tell her that I will leave first. Gu Chusheng don't care..."

She turned her head and saw Gu Chusheng stopped in front of her, she was slightly stunned, and slowly opened her eyes: "Why are you here?"

Gu Chusheng looked at her quietly, his eyes seemed to be burning with fire. Holding the heater in her hand, Chu Yu slowly reacted and said with a smile, "You dressed up so well today, I thought you knew what the eldest princess meant and came here on purpose. But I misunderstood."

Gu Chusheng didn't speak, Wanyue held up her umbrella, Chu Yu put on clogs, walked into the rain, and said indifferently, "Then go back."

Gu Chusheng clenched his fists and looked at the man's calm back, feeling the sweetness in his throat.

He restrained all his impulses, followed Chu Yu out of the mansion, got to the carriage, and got out of the carriage. Just as he was about to set off, he saw a pair of hands suddenly resting on the side of the carriage, and then the curtain was lifted, revealing Gu Chusheng had a stern face.

The cold wind swept over, Gu Chusheng did not hold an umbrella, and the winter rain slammed on Gu Chusheng, smashing his carefully prepared body into a mess.

Chu Yu looked at him quietly, went up to Wanyue, and said coldly, "Please, Master Gu, go back to your carriage, otherwise don't blame the slaves for being rude."

Gu Chusheng didn't speak, he just stared at Chu Yu. Although he didn't say anything, Chu Yu also knew that he would not get out of the car.

She sighed, a little helpless: "If you have something to say, come in and say it. You don't look good."

Wanyue frowned, glanced at Chu Yu, and saw Chu Yu leaning on the carriage holding the heater with a calm expression, she also understood what Chu Yu meant, got off the carriage, and went to another carriage.

Gu Chusheng finally came in and sat in the farthest corner from Chu Yu. Chu Yu closed her cloak and looked up at him: "If you want to say something, just say it?"

"You... know what the eldest princess means."

He opened his mouth hoarsely, and when he said these words, he suddenly realized that this was not his questioning her.

It was clearly that she stabbed him. He held the knife and pulled it out little by little. The blade slashed through his lungs, and it hurt even to breathe.

Chu Yu replied calmly, "En."

"Why not tell me?"

"I thought you knew."

"I don't know." Gu Chusheng raised his head, he stared at her, word by word: "I don't know what she means, I'm wearing nice clothes to show you. I'm here to talk to you more. If so, I'm here for you, not for her."

Chu Yu was slightly taken aback. She had never faced Gu Chusheng like this before. She suddenly felt a little embarrassed, turned her head unconsciously, and said calmly, "I see."

"Didn't you know that before?"

Gu Chusheng sneered, he stared at her as if he was going to swallow this life.

"I said I like you, I want to take you away, I want to marry you, do you think I'm joking with you?!"

Chu Yu didn't speak, but Gu Chusheng said he liked her, but she always felt like she was dreaming.

Even, she would think, this is really a rebirth, not that she came to a dream?

In the dream, she learned to let go and learn to be non-attached, but her obsession began to be desperate.

Everything she wanted was fulfilled, and it was even somewhat illogical.

She couldn't help but chuckle, looking at Gu Chusheng in front of her, she couldn't help but say, "What's the matter with me?"

This is what Gu Chusheng said back then.

When she said to him seriously, "Gu Chusheng, I like you", he did the same, folded his hands on his chest and sneered: "What's the matter with me then?"

Speaking of which, her tone was much better than his.

Gu Chusheng also remembered this sentence, so when Chu Yu said it, he couldn't help being stunned.

Looking at the girl in front of him, he felt that everything in his previous life seemed to be turned upside down.

He mocked her back then, but now she mocks him.

He slowly closed his eyes and clenched his fists.

"Yes, it has nothing to do with you," he said with difficulty, holding back his anger and blood. "But even if you disdain this friendship, you shouldn't practice it. You know that I like you, how can you..."

"spoil?"

Hearing this word, Chu Yu couldn't help laughing out loud.

Once the memory is opened, it cannot be closed. Chu Yu looked at the familiar face of the person in front of her. From the sentence "I like you", countless memories poured down.

Those memories made her hands and feet cold, she stared at him, and for a while, she couldn't tell whether it was a past life or this life.

The wine in the Princess Mansion was too strong, and she felt that her emotions were expanded. Looking at Gu Chusheng in front of her, it was as if she was watching someone from a previous life sitting in front of her.

She squeezed the stove tightly, trembling slightly.

Gu Chusheng looked at her attitude, and his mind was full of doubts.

Why is this attitude?

Even if you don't like him, even if you hate him, how can you dislike him to such an extent? As if you can't control yourself, you will draw a sword to kill him anytime, anywhere.

The look he had seen, when Chu Yu was dying, when she said, "There will be no entanglement with you in the next life", her eyes contained such anger and hatred.

Gu Chusheng's hands and feet were cold, and he always felt that he had overlooked something.

But Chu Yu couldn't hold herself back, she turned to look at him, and smiled coldly: "Gu Chusheng, do you like listening to stories?"

He wanted to say no, but he couldn't say it, so he stared at her blankly, listening to Chu Yu smiling and saying, "Didn't you say I'm going to violate your friendship? I'll tell you a story, just listen, I Tell you what constitutes real practice."

"There was a girl who fell in love with a person. That person was in distress and was banished from the capital, so she abandoned her wealth and wealth, traveled thousands of miles at night, and finally found him. Do you think this friendship is profound?"

Hearing this, Gu Chusheng's brain exploded!

He was banished from Beijing and ran thousands of miles at night.

He stared at Chu Yu with disbelief in his eyes. However, Chu Yu was so caught up in her emotions that she couldn't care about Gu Chusheng's expression at the moment.

"If it's nothing to run for thousands of miles at night, then she later scattered all her money, put on all her martial arts skills, and protected him to become the head of the Jin Department, can it be considered a kindness?"

Scatter all the money, the head of the gold department.

Gu Chusheng slowly closed his eyes.

The sound of rain outside was crackling, and in his mind was that year again, the night rain on the official road in Kunyang, the girl's red dress was stained with mud rain, carrying a long sword in her hand, riding a horse alone, rushing thousands of miles.

"Don't be afraid," she smiled outside the carriage, her face stained with rain, and the smile was enough to drive away the clouds, rain and fog. She looked at him with friendship in her eyes.

"Gu Chusheng, I'll see you off."

This gift will give him a lifetime.

He was sent to Kunyang, and he was promoted from Jiupin County magistrate to the head of the Jin Department, and then promoted to the Minister of Household Affairs, entered the cabinet as a scholar, and finally, the official worship the first assistant.

She accompanied her all the way for twelve years.

He thought he was reborn to start anew with her, but he finally understood at this moment.

——He came back just to accept this belated trial.

He owed her in his last life, and he will give it back to her in this life.

The carriage swayed, and she used someone else's tone to tell the life of the two of them.

"When her maid died, she begged him hard," she said in a tired voice. "She never regretted her feelings. He didn't like her, and he didn't want to be nice to her. She was the one who forced her. Until then, she didn't feel that , she regrets it. She shouldn't like it, and she shouldn't force it."

Gu Chusheng heard the weakness and exhaustion in her voice, he raised his head and looked at her quietly.

Chu Yu didn't see him in his eyes.

Her voice was calm, and she seemed to have lost her temper.

"Later she left the capital and went to the man's hometown to serve his parents. Later, her mother-in-law died, and she stayed there alone. I don't know how many years later, she fell ill and wanted to go back to see her father. At that time, there was no one around her, and she wrote him one letter after another, and until the end, she did not see her father."

"Gu Chusheng," she finally looked at him, like a Bodhisattva Buddha, with no sadness or joy: "You said that I will abuse you, but now you know how far one person can abuse one's feelings. It's okay if you don't like it, but you don't like it. It is disgusting to be alone, but not letting go of a single person. You must drag her by your side until she is forced to die. So, don't force it if you like it or not."

Chu Yu felt that her sanity finally came back, and she smiled.

"Don't put your heart at the feet of others, and it won't be trampled."

Gu Chusheng didn't speak, why doesn't he know Chu Yu's attitude now?

He had no chance. Once Chu Yu knew that he was Gu Chusheng from his previous life, he would have no chance at all.

Chu Yu knew him too well, and he couldn't let go of her.

But he could also understand how disgusting Chu Yu would be and how much he wanted him to die if he was reborn, looking at him at this moment with such thoughts towards himself.

Now he has not been stabbed in the opposite direction by Chu Yu, but it is because she does not know that she is the sinner.

He didn't dare to tell her, he didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that as long as he moved, he would be exposed.

Chu Yu ignored him. She lay on the carriage and saw the curtain rise and fall.

After a long time, Chu Yu heard people's voices outside, the carriage stopped below, and Wei Yun's clear voice came from outside the window.

"Sister-in-law, it's raining heavily today, I'm here to pick you up."

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【small theater】

Wei Yun: Do you know why you lost?

Gu Chusheng: Because I'm... old?

Wei Yun: This is not the main reason.

Gu Chusheng (frowning): What else?

Wei Yun: Because I am a little sweetheart who is dedicated to sending love and warmth (?( ????` ) compared to heart)

Gu Chusheng: Fuck!