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Chapter 126 (8.27)
Chapter 126 (8.27)
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Chu Yu's mind was a little dazed, she stared blankly at Wei Yun at the end of the corridor, he didn't say anything, just stood there quietly, his eyes were neither sad nor happy, but his body trembled faintly.
Gu Chusheng held her hand. A second before she stepped forward, he suddenly realized something. He held her tightly and said hoarsely, "Ayu, don't go, don't leave me."
Chu Yu didn't speak, she lowered her head and looked at Gu Chusheng's face full of pleading.
After a long time, she finally came back to her senses and said with difficulty: "How dare you?"
How dare you say it? How dare you tell her?
Did he think that all injuries can be solved with a single word of apology.
All the pain can be dissipated by kneeling.
She was trembling, tears were about to fall, she wanted to pull her hand out, but he was stubborn, he knew what she wanted to do, but he couldn't let him do it.
He lost all his cards, he tried everything possible, if she left, he really had nothing to do.
So he could only clumsily pull her, she wanted to pull her hand in pain, he repeated: "I was wrong, I was really wrong, Ayu, I won't do it again. I know what you want, I know how I love you, I can treat you better than anyone, Ayu..."
"Let go." Chu Yu's voice was trembling, she had tried her best to restrain it, but those emotions that exploded still reverberated in her heart. She burst into tears, but the young man who had always been calm, seemed to have let go of all his self-esteem.
The sound of the rain started to get louder, and under the lights, the two of them were embarrassed.
Wei Yun stood not far away, he looked at them quietly, he felt that he was standing very close, but no matter how they looked at them, they felt so far away. They seem to have an invisible world that isolates him.
He had already dismissed the servants and all the surrounding guards. There were only three of them in the entire courtyard. He had always been praised by others for his bravery and resourcefulness. He was more than calm in the face of thousands of troops. I felt as if I had lost my way.
He didn't know what to do, so he couldn't do anything but stand.
He looked at the two and felt the surging emotions between them. After a long time, he finally said: "Master Gu, enough is enough."
Gu Chusheng was stunned for a while. He saw Wei Yun put away his umbrella and walked to the two of them.
Wei Yun raised his hand and gently placed it on Gu Chusheng's hand.
"Master Gu," he said calmly, "everything has boundaries. You've already reached that point. If you can't make it, you should let go and turn back."
Gu Chusheng didn't speak, he looked at Wei Yun quietly.
"She is," Gu Chusheng said with difficulty, "she is my Madam Gu."
Wei Yun lowered his eyes, he held Gu Chusheng's hand, he didn't exert any force, but said, "Please let go."
"She was the one who I slept in the same bed for 12 years, entered my Gu family's ancestral grave, and was buried with me, Mrs. Gu."
"Please let go."
"Wei Yun," Gu Chusheng finally felt the force on his wrist, and the pain made him tremble, but he stubbornly didn't let go. He stared at Wei Yun and said word by word, "She is my wife."
Wei Yun squeezed his hand slightly loose, his eyelashes trembled, and then he controlled his strength and tried to drag Gu Chusheng's hand off Chu Yu's body little by little.
Gu Chusheng struggled frantically, Wei Yun didn't move, he punched and kicked, Wei Yun didn't fight back, he just pulled out his hand little by little.
Just like his feelings, one by one, he was dragged out of that person's life.
Gu Chusheng throbbed and howled, while Wei Yun held himself steady. Gu Chusheng finally couldn't hold back and roared.
"What kind of thing are you?! Wei Yun, she is your sister-in-law. In the past life, she was the wife that my Mingmi was married to. In this life, she is the wife of your elder brother Mingmi. What's your status to take care of me and her here?"
Wei Yun didn't speak. He protected Chu Yu behind him, looked at Gu Chusheng who was pushed away by him, and said calmly, "Master Gu, go back, do whatever you need to do."
Gu Chusheng sat on the ground and looked at them panting. Wei Yun looked at Gu Chusheng with pity in his eyes, but he didn't know whether to pity him or himself.
"Go back," he said hoarsely. "You are a cabinet scholar. There are many things in the world waiting for you, and many people rely on you. Don't pester a woman here, it's indecent."
Hearing this, Gu Chusheng laughed lowly.
"Wei Yun... I really didn't expect that I could hear the word decency from your mouth in this lifetime."
Wei Yun folded his hands between his sleeves, listening to the wind and rain, and listening to him say: "Wei Yun, in my last life, I cared about my body and too many people. On the day she died, I sat in the mourning hall and reviewed documents. "
"But do you know," Gu Chusheng's voice was mixed in the rain, and he slowly lowered: "Then you will find that you have been polished with a youthful spirit, and without the fresh and romantic love that the world loves, everyone will only Farther and farther away from you. There are fewer and fewer people who love you, and the road is narrower and narrower. Finally, you are offered on the altar and live like a tablet."
"Why do you think I lost to you?" Gu Chusheng laughed, he propped himself up and stood up slowly, he stared at him, and laughed wildly: "I didn't lose to you Wei Yun, I lost to time, I lost I gave it to myself. I've walked too much..." He hoarsely said, "I don't have her favorite cleanliness, I don't have the courage, I don't have it purely."
"When she loved me the most..." Gu Chusheng said hoarsely. He looked at Chu Yu with a blank look in his eyes: "When she loved me the most..."
Also when he was young.
He was wearing a red coat and a golden crown, and he was in high spirits. He served as the county magistrate of Kunyang and took the people to evacuate; as a civil servant, he shuttled through the battlefield.
When she loved him the most, he came on a horse, bright and magnanimous; he came with the grain and grass, even if his whole body was covered in scars, he would raise his head and say to her, "Don't worry about me, take care of the grain and grass."
"Wei Yun," he said in a low voice, "you are destined to fail to protect her if you take this road. You will only waste her, so let's go."
Hearing this, Wei Yun smiled slowly.
"Gu Chusheng," his smile was full of bitterness: "she was never mine. If you want, you should ask her if she is willing, not let me let go."
"The biggest difference between you and me," he looked at Gu Chusheng, said sternly: "That is, you love someone, you think you are both, so you don't have yourself. I love someone, but I never feel, She belongs to me, or I belong to her."
"I'm Wei Yun, the Marquis of Zhenguo, and the current King Ping. I have my responsibilities and the way I want to go. So does she."
Listening to his words, Chu Yu slowly raised her head and looked up at the young man beside her.
The wind and rain blew in, his face was calm and calm, he restrained his emotions, which was completely different from her and Gu Chusheng's gaffe. He came from the wind and rain, and his clothes were already wet by the rain, but it didn't affect him even half. He looked at Gu Chusheng, his voice was calm and calm: "She is Chu Yu, the eldest lady of the Wei family, the first-class official, and the general Beifeng in the army. Her life is far more than you and me. She doesn't belong to anyone, who she loves, no I can't control who I love; I can't control whether she wants to stay at Wei's house, go to Huajing with you, or travel around the world."
"You asked me to let go," Wei Yun said with a hard smile: "How can we start?"
"You never gave her what a relationship should look like," Wei Yun looked at Gu Chusheng quietly: "You didn't let her learn to be self-reliant in a relationship, and you didn't let her feel that it would be the best for her. Barriers, to this day, you haven't been able to understand that to have a good relationship, you have to be a good person first. So, don't entangle. "
He bent down, picked up the umbrella next to him, and said lightly: "Go back, be good to Gu Chusheng first, and then love someone."
After speaking, he raised his hand and held Chu Yu's hand.
His hands were very warm, and at the moment when the temperature surged over, she felt as if she was someone who was submerged in deep water and was suddenly salvaged.
If Gu Chusheng's love is to drag her down the suffocating swamp, this person is like a boat, dragging her to the other side.
She followed him quietly, passing the place where it was raining heavily. He held an umbrella and tilted it down to cover the heavy rain. When they walked into the house, he asked someone to prepare ginger tea, and then brought her clothes, lowered his eyes and said, "Let's change first, don't get cold."
Chu Yu responded in a low voice, his demeanor was so peaceful, so peaceful that she could also settle down.
After she changed her clothes, Wan Yue brought the ginger soup, Chu Yu held the bowl, Wei Yun took the handkerchief, and stood behind her, wiping her hair lightly.
She slowly calmed down and regained her sense of reason in the warmth. The person behind her moved gently and carefully. After drying her hair, he took the drinking bowl from her hand and whispered, "Go to sleep first. Well, I still have a lot of things to do, so I'll go back first."
"Xiao Qi," Chu Yu finally said, "Is there anything you want to ask me?"
Wei Yun turned his back to her, and after a long time, he finally said, "Let's do it another day."
Chu Yu responded in a low voice, Wei Yun took a few steps out, and stopped again.
"Ayu," his voice was hoarse, Chu Yu raised his head, looked at his back, and listened to him: "I will be sad too."
No matter how well he did, he pretended to be calm and calm.
But people are people after all.
Chu Yu stared at him blankly, and the young man in front of him turned around. He smiled with difficulty and said hoarsely, "Can you come here?" He seemed to be like when he was a teenager, but he said these words so hard, So slowly, he said, "Can you come over and give me a hug?"
Let me know that I am not working on this relationship alone.
Let me understand that this feeling will have a response.
Chu Yu looked at him, the other party waited for a while, but nothing happened, Wei Yun lowered his head and chuckled, seemingly returning to his usual calm and calm appearance, he turned around, and said gently, "It's alright, I'll go back first. ."
However, as soon as he finished speaking, he was suddenly rushed from behind and hugged tightly in his arms.
Chu Yu was behind him and pressed his forehead against him. Her warmth came from behind him. Wei Yun stared blankly at the shaking lights outside the door, and for some reason, tears fell.
Chu Yu hugged him behind him, Wei Yun didn't dare to look back, didn't dare to blink, he opened his mouth slowly with a hoarse voice.
"I don't know what's wrong, I don't know what to do."
"Ayu," he said hoarsely: "Actually, Gu Chusheng is right, everyone loves young people, I sometimes think, when I was fifteen years old in Beidi, you carried me through thousands of mountains and rivers, and at that time I felt that the world was special. It's beautiful. At that time, Wei Qiu and Wei Xia would still play with me, and Shen Wushuang talked more than now, and my mother would not be uneasy when facing me. At that time, you would still hold me and call me Xiao Qi. "
"But now, I don't even know what happened."
"Wei Qiu and Wei Xia rarely joke with me, and Shen Wushuang has also become respectful. Mother has something in her heart. She never told me that it was you..."
Wei Yun looked at the swaying lantern and said hoarsely, "It has also changed."
"I asked myself what I did wrong, I tried my best to protect everyone, I learned to be restrained, patient, tolerant, and decisive," Wei Yun slowly closed his eyes, with a faint cry in his voice: "But everyone still leaves I am getting farther and farther, respecting but not loving, rewarding but not kissing. But what did I do wrong?"
Wei Yun's voice trembled, he seemed unable to restrain himself, in Chu Yu's arms, he slowly stooped down, he raised his hand, covered his face, and burst into tears: "I just grew up. ."
He just grew up.
As a person grows up, every word he says becomes meaningful, every motive for him is seen as containing ambition.
He has worked hard, he tried hard to make everyone around him have a good life, he tried hard to hug the person behind him, all her worries, fears and unease, he was solving for her, but the world still hasn't become him the way you want.
But what did he do wrong?
She once gave the best of herself to Gu Chusheng, she could let go of all Ye Yu and eloped to find Gu Chusheng, she could love the person who would not love with the courage to never look back, and then Gu Chusheng made a mistake and knelt down and prayed, You can also get her soft heart.
He was careful to give her all the good. He asked Zhao Yue for the position of General Beifeng. He tried hard to catch up with her and wanted to shelter her from the wind and rain. She didn't like him enough, so he waited for her, but she still went further and further, he didn't know how to keep her, and he didn't even dare to ask Gu Chusheng to keep her.
Because he knew that if he kept her, she would stay.
So he didn't dare to say anything, he could only hold her hand and cry loudly in her arms on this rainy night.
He hadn't cried like this for many years, Chu Yu hugged him tightly, sharp pain surged up, and she gritted her teeth.
This was the first time she truly felt that Wei Yun had a harder and harder life than she imagined.
It's just that some people never show their wounds to others, so even if they are pus and rotten, others will think that he is light.
She remembered that in the sand five years ago, Wei Yun was soaked in the potion given by Shen Wushuang, he struggled and cried, hugged her and called her, sister-in-law, I hurt.
When he was young, he could still say such words, but when he grew up, he couldn't even say the word "I hurt". Instead, he just asked her, what did I do wrong?
There's nothing wrong with it.
Chu Yu gritted her teeth, listening to his cry, she remembered that she was young.
She is not fair.
Even though he never spoke, she clearly realized that this relationship was too unfair to her. She left all the wounds Gu Chusheng gave her to Wei Yun. Gu Chusheng restrained her, so she lived in the Wei family as the first lady of the Gu family, but she forgot the three conditions that Wei Yun gave to Zhao Yue when he returned from Beidi. So he asked for a military post for her; Gu Chusheng let her down, she was uneasy, waiting for Wei Yun to let him down one day, but she didn't see Wei Yun put this feeling in her heart for five years, and it never faded.
She gave the best of herself to Gu Chusheng, who had done wrong, but gave the worst of herself to Wei Yun, who had done nothing wrong.
A relationship will have suffering no matter what, pain and sweetness go hand in hand, tolerance and freedom go hand in hand. Wei Yun had paved all the way for her, but she didn't even have the courage to go up.
She took a deep breath and tightened her arms.
She suddenly thought, if she went back to the age of fifteen, if she had never married Gu Chusheng, had not experienced years of trial and error, what would she have done when she met this person in the best years?
When this thought flashed, she lowered her head and bit the man's lips fiercely.
Crying and tears were intertwined in this kiss, she pressed Wei Yun under her body, slid her fingers into his hands, and clasped them together.
She had never kissed him so indulgently, without the slightest skill, reckless and passionate. Wei Yun was under her and slowly clenched her hand.
"Wei Yun," Chu Yu straightened up and looked at him seriously, "I'll confess to you, I've lived my whole life."
"I just heard it."
Wei Yun looked at the person sitting on him, he tensed up, he was a little afraid of what she was about to say, Chu Yu quietly stared at the person under him, and said calmly, "I've been married and had children."
"I know."
Wei Yun lowered his eyes and unconsciously clenched the ten fingers that were intertwined with her, but he seemed to think of something and slowly released it.
Chu Yu leaned over, her hair fell down beside him, she looked at him quietly, and said gently, "I used to treat you badly."
"No..." Wei Yun said hoarsely, "I asked too much."
"What you should ask for," Chu Yu raised her hand and put it on his face with a gentle expression: "I used to look good, I was brave back then, what you want, as a lover, I should give You. But I gave it to others, not to you."
"Stop talking!" Wei Yun seemed a little embarrassed. He wanted to get up, but Chu Yu raised his hand and pressed him down suddenly. She looked at him with a solemn expression.
"So Wei Yun," her eyes fell on his eyes, intertwined and entangled, she looked at him quietly, and said calmly, "Let's start over, okay?"
Wei Yun was stunned for a while, she didn't seem to understand, Chu Yu raised her hand and took the hairpin off her hair. The blue silk fell like a waterfall, and there was still water vapor in her eyes, but there was a smile on the corners of her eyes and brows.
"If I were fifteen years old, I would like you," she raised her hand, took off her belt, Wei Yun looked at her blankly, saw her clothes unravel, and leaned down: "If you like me, then It's because there is a drink today and I'm drunk, do you think it's good?"
Wei Yun didn't speak. He turned his eyes to the side, opened his mouth, and seemed to say something. Chu Yu put his hand in his hair and said softly, "Do you like me?"
"I like it." The sound of liking came without hesitation, but with a cry and grievance, Chu Yu laughed softly. She lowered her head, held his lips, and said softly, "That's enough."
That's enough.
The rain hit the autumn leaves, and the corridor was cold. They hugged and kissed, from the ground to the bed, hearty.
When the orgasm came suddenly, he hugged her tightly, burying everything in her body.
He trembled and hugged her tightly.
He hugged her, he felt her, and he suddenly realized at that moment that even if she said she was leaving, he was not afraid.
Because he knew that Chu Yu at this time really loved him.
The author has something to say: It must be that the aunt came so turbulently that I couldn't stop crying.
This chapter is clearly not cruel.
But when I wrote that Wei Yun paused, asked Chu Yu if you could come and hug me, and cried and said, "I just grew up", I remembered when Wei Yun killed seven generals with a silver horse, a young hero, and Xian Yi was angry. Ma was in high spirits, and this was probably the best time of Wei Yun's life, but it really couldn't happen again. Because people grow up, they learn to hide their wounds in their hearts, learn to be patient, learn to be prudent, and learn to sit on the high hall and approve every document even if they want to cry. Because no one will ask what's going on behind your back, everyone will only ask, lord, what to do next.
Ah... no, my tears are worthless...
No matter what I say, I will always love General Wei!!!!
In fact, Xiaoqi really never thought about restraining Ayu. When he negotiated with Zhao Yue, the second condition was to make Chuyu a first-class official, and to add military merits in the first battle of Fengling City and give him a military position.
From many years ago to now, Wei Yun wanted to give Chu Yu a piece of the sky. It's just that all women are used to being restrained. When Chu Yu became the eldest lady of the Wei family, she thought about becoming the eldest lady; Liu Xueyang and Jiang Chun, every woman thought she had given herself a shackle.
Wipe away your tears, the war is about to begin!! Let's go, fuck it!!!