Chapter 60

Su Qian lowered his eyebrows and looked at the young man. The lights in the room were not turned on, and the curtains were drawn. In the dim vision, he could not see Su Yuzhou's expression clearly at the moment.

However, he could hear the trembling in the youth's voice.

He pursed his lips, and in the darkness, his expression showed deep pain and struggle.

This month, he is undoubtedly happy, but he has not forgotten the injustices he has encountered in the past 27 years, the discrimination and unequal treatment he has received because of his Omega gender.

Obviously he is better than those Alphas, obviously he is the stronger one, but because of Omega's gender, he is always despised and ridiculed, and he loses the opportunity that should belong to him.

He needs to put in much more effort than Alpha to be recognized by others.

Because, he is an Omega.

Su Qian hates his own gender, just as he hates those Alphas who are arrogant and take their natural privileges for granted.

In addition to emotions, there are benefits.

Because he is an Omega, even though he worked so hard to save the company from the brink of bankruptcy, even though he created countless wealth for Su Shi.

In the end, it may just be a wedding dress for others.

There was no way he could accept such a thing.

Therefore, as long as the Omega glands are removed, others will no longer be able to force him to marry and have children, and he will no longer be affected by any Alpha pheromones.

Those who play tricks behind their backs, don't even think about starting from this aspect, trying to use the Alpha mark to control him.

This matter was a decision he made after considering it for a long time. The disorder of the erotic period due to the abuse of the inhibitor was just a reason for him to actually implement it.

He didn't want to lose all his strength and be left to be slaughtered by others when the lust period broke out.

He can't take it, even if...

After the removal of the Omega glands, he may no longer be able to smell Su Yuzhou's alpha pheromones, and there is no way he can smell the coconut fragrance that reassures him...

Su Qian didn't speak, just stretched out his hands and hugged the young man tightly into his arms.

He sniffed the fragrance of Su Yuzhou deeply and smelled the fragrance of the coconut, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Su Yuzhou was held in his arms. He didn't hear the man's answer, but he had already sensed his decision from his actions.

Tears flowed out involuntarily.

He bit his lower lip tightly, trying to say something, but nothing came out.

Because he knew that this was Su Qian's decision.

With Su Qian's character and way of doing things, he must clearly understand what this decision will cost him, but... he still insists.

He has his own reasons for having to do this, and he must have finally made this decision after a lot of pain and consideration for a long time.

He'd known about it since a month ago, didn't he? It's just that at that time, he didn't have such deep feelings for Su Qian.

It was only at this time that Su Yuzhou realized that it turned out that all the sadness he felt for leaving this place today was nothing at all.

He buried deep in Su Qian's arms, sniffing his body, his favorite chestnut fragrance.

Will you never smell it again...

Su Qian felt Su Yuzhou's trembling, and also felt the dampness gradually coming from his chest. It was so hot that he couldn't bear it.

He reached out and patted the young man's back lightly, trying to appease him, but his throat seemed to be choked by something, and he couldn't say anything.

At night, it was silent, and it seemed that something was lurking in the darkness, brewing turbulently.

In the end, Su Yuzhou didn't know when he fell asleep. This night, he slept very unsteadily.

He began to have nightmares again. This time, the people who abandoned him in the dream were no longer his parents in the previous life, but...

Su Yuzhou suddenly opened his eyes.

It was already dawn, and the room was filled with morning light. Because of crying, both of his eyes were swollen, and he felt that his eyelids were hanging down like something was hanging.

But he didn't care about the discomfort, and quickly glanced to the side.

The bed next to me was empty.

He reached out and touched it, and found that there was no temperature.

Where has Su Qian gone? Did he go to the hospital alone for the operation? The young man sat up in a panic, and was about to open the quilt and get out of bed when he saw Su Qian walking out of the bathroom.

Su Yuzhou breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to run towards him, hugging him in shock.

"Brother Su..."

He called him softly, with a strong sense of unease and dependence.

Being hugged by him, Su Qian couldn't help but stop.

"Zhouzhou?"

He hugged him back, reached out and rubbed the top of his hair, feeling his unease, and probably understood what he was thinking, Su Qian couldn't help sighing deeply in his heart.

"I thought you left me and left..."

Su Yuzhou was buried in his arms, and his voice was hoarse when he just woke up, sounding full of sadness and sadness, "I'm afraid..."

Su Qian felt his whole heart twitched.

He could only kiss Su Yuzhou's forehead and whispered, "I'm sorry."

This is not what Su Yuzhou wanted to hear.

He wished he could give up the operation, give up the removal of the gland, but... reason told him that he should respect his decision.

He felt very painful, and he had no way to deal with this conflicting mood.

Su Yuzhou closed his eyes forcefully, took a few deep breaths, and finally managed to stabilize his emotions.

He didn't speak any more, slowly let go of his hand, and gently pushed Su Qian away.

"I'm going to brush my teeth."

He lowered his head to prevent him from seeing his red eyes again, and walked into the bathroom with his feet up.

Su Qian looked at his back, felt the gradually disappearing temperature in his arms, and felt inexplicably empty in his heart.

He couldn't help but start to wonder.

This decision by myself...is it really right?

He stood at the door of the bathroom and kept looking at Su Yuzhou.

However, Su Yuzhou didn't look at him. He brushed his teeth earnestly, rinsed his mouth earnestly, and finally picked up the water earnestly and wet his face.

He seemed to have regained his composure.

However, when he picked up the Alpha facial cleanser that Guan Suqian bought him, his hand trembled slightly.

He paused, then continued to squeeze the facial cleanser into the palm of his hand. After lathering up, he carefully washed his face.

When he raised his head with drops of water all over his face, a towel was handed beside him.

Su Yuzhou looked at the towel and the hand holding the towel. After two seconds, he took it over, carefully wiped the water droplets, and then looked at Su Qian next to him.

"I'm fine, let's go eat."

The young man seemed to have completely recovered his calm, but his attitude towards him seemed to have also cooled down.

Su Qian, who experienced the Cold War for the first time, was a little at a loss.

He went downstairs with Su Yuzhou, his eyes kept staring at him, and he felt very uncomfortable.

And Su Yuzhou was already sitting at the dining table.

The housekeeper put breakfast on the table, and was about to greet him when he saw the redness and swelling of his eyes, and then felt the strange atmosphere between the two, and immediately closed his mouth.

Su Qian sat down opposite Su Yuzhou.

He watched him.

The young man looked very calm, except for the reddish eyes, there was nothing unusual, but the speed of eating was much faster than usual.

He ate very seriously and was very focused, so focused that it seemed like a hard wall had been erected to keep him out.

"Eat, don't look at me."

At this time, the young man said without raising his head.

Su Qian's heart trembled, he pursed his lips slightly, picked up his chopsticks and started to eat his breakfast.

However, when the delicious food was imported, it made him a little bit ignorant and tasted like chewing wax.

Finally, he couldn't help saying: "Today... I'll just go by myself."

Su Yuzhou froze, then he looked up at him, he squeezed the chopsticks in his hand, and whispered, "I want to go with you."

Su Qian looked at him and felt uncomfortable all over.

He doesn't like the atmosphere at the moment, he wants everything back to yesterday...

Finally, he nodded.

Su Yuzhou stared at him, and he actually realized that there was something wrong with his mentality.

He doesn't just have a soft belly, he also has a hard shell, which is how he protects himself when the damage comes.

Su Qian's removal of the gland is not only a great harm to himself, but also to him...

Su Yuzhou lowered his eyes and continued to eat.

After dinner, the two drove to the hospital together.

Along the way, Xu also felt the strange atmosphere between them. He tried to say something to enliven the atmosphere, but in the end he failed.

He had to shut up and leave the problem to them.

After all, little couples, how could they not quarrel?

Because today is a working day, there are not many people in the hospital, and it will soon be the two of them.

Su Yuzhou's physical examination is a relatively routine one, while Su Qian's is a bit more complicated, and many items are done separately.

It was a medical examination project that was done before, but Su Qian stood in place with the medical examination sheet, watching the young man turn and leave, and finally disappeared in the elevator, with a rare look of dazed expression on his face.

This is his today...

For the third time, looked at Su Yuzhou's back.

Su Qian felt as if his heart was empty, and the fingers holding the medical examination sheet could not help tightening slightly, and the fingertips were a little white.

He didn't understand why Su Yuzhou reacted so much.

Omega's glands, Omega's pheromones... are they so important? Could it be that he is not Su Qian if he loses his glands?

The man pursed his thin lips, a trace of paranoia flashed in his eyes, and finally lifted his foot and walked into the medical examination project room with determination and determination.

The physical examination was carried out in the morning, and the report could be issued in the afternoon at the earliest.

Instead of going back, they ate nearby, took a lunch break at the hotel, and prepared to wait until the appointment time before going back to the hospital.

Hotel room, they booked a double bed suite.

Su Yuzhou was lying on his own bed, but he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.

Although he decided intellectually to respect Su Qian, emotionally, he really couldn't do it, watching Su Qian hurt himself and being indifferent, let alone sending him to the operating table with a smile.

In the end, he simply sat up and took out his mobile phone. He originally wanted to play games to adjust his mood, but in the end he unknowingly searched for information about gland removal.

Maybe...the removal of the glands wasn't as serious as he thought? Maybe... what else could it do?

The young man who originally had this idea gradually widened his eyes.

Losing glands hurts a person a lot, and it turns out, much more than he imagined...

At three o'clock in the afternoon, they went to the hospital on time.

Su Yuzhou's eyes are no longer so swollen, but his eyes are still not bright.

He felt that it would not go on like this.

When he followed Su Qian to the door of the hospital and was about to walk into the hall, Su Yuzhou couldn't help reaching out and grabbed him.

"Brother Su, let's talk."

Su Qian stopped and looked back at the young man.

The young little Alpha couldn't hide his emotions at all. Although he tried his best to keep calm, sadness always appeared in his red eyes, which made him feel depressed.

At this moment, there were tears in his beautiful dog eyes again, and he looked at him pitifully, Su Qian couldn't say anything to refuse.

He sighed lightly and could only nod his head.

Su Yuzhou took a step closer, took the initiative to hug his arm, and then pulled him to the courtyard where the patients walked in the hospital, and found a secluded place.

Even, he unconsciously released a rich alpha pheromone, full of possessiveness and aggression, and issued a warning to everyone who tried to approach.

Nearby Alphas, even betas, when they felt the top Alpha pheromone, they stayed away from here for the first time and gave this place to them.

Su Qian also felt this pheromone.

This alpha pheromone did not attack him, but was full of possession and protection, which made his mood more complicated.

but……

As for his willingness to communicate with him, to be close to him again, isn't he?

He stared at him deeply and said softly, "Zhouzhou, what do you want to say?"

"Brother Su..."

As soon as he opened his mouth, Su Yuzhou pursed his lips. He tried hard to hold back, looked up at him, and said seriously, "Don't I have ten more requests?"

"Um."

"I want to trade these ten requirements for the last one."

Su Qian looked into his reddish eyes, knowing what he was going to say, he still replied, "You say it."

"You don't want to remove the glands, okay?"

Su Yuzhou's voice suddenly burst into tears, tears fell down, and he began to choke when he spoke.

"I know this request goes against your principles and bottom line, but...but...will you promise me?"

Su Qian stared at him.

In the end, he reached out to hold his face, wiped his tears with his fingertips, and whispered, "Even if I remove the Omega gland, I will still be me, and nothing will change between us."

"Or...for you, my Omega pheromone is really so important?"

Thinking of this, Su Qian felt very, very uncomfortable.

If it was another Alpha, he could laugh it off.

But Su Yuzhou...

Is he like everyone else?

Su Yuzhou tried his best to control his emotions. He bit his lip and said in a thick nasal voice, "You don't understand."

"I like your chestnut scent. If I can't smell it in the future, I will regret it, but I will not be so sad. What I really care about is..."

He stretched out his arms to hug Su Qian, rested his forehead on his shoulder, and closed his eyes tightly, and said, "I went to check it out. Removing the glands is very harmful to the body."

"On current records, no omega has managed to live past the age of 50 after losing a gland."

And no matter which case, whether it is domestic or foreign research, it is shown that the loss of glands has different degrees of damage to Alpha, Omega, and even beta.

In a world where the average life expectancy has reached 150 years old, 50 years old is definitely considered an untimely death.

In other words, after the glands are removed, he and Su Qian only have about twenty years left...

Thinking of this, Su Yuzhou couldn't accept it.

"I don't want to lose you." He said with a choked voice, "You are already so much more than me... If you do this operation again, won't you leave me soon?"

"I don't want this!"

He whispered, "If... if you are worried about the disorder of the erotic period, I can continue to help you."

"Whenever you need me, I can help you."

When Su Qian listened to his words, he was a little moved, and at the same time he didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

The annoyance that was pressing in his heart also disappeared.

Calm down slowly.

What Su Yuzhou said was indeed correct.

In the past, he didn't care so much about reducing his lifespan. Fifty years old was enough for him. There wasn't much in this world that made him nostalgic.

But now he is different.

He... With Su Yuzhou, he has someone who wants to be together forever.

Was he willing to leave him so early?

Su Qian asked himself.

It's true, can't bear it... Twenty years later, Su Yuzhou is only 38 years old, the best and most powerful age for Alpha.

He is so good, many people should like him...

Thinking of this, Su Qian's lips pursed into a straight line.

Is he going to give up such a Su Yuzhou for the sake of those disgusting guys and the opinions of those people?

He frowned and thought, when what he could get by removing the gland was compared with Su Yuzhou on the same scale, he instantly had the answer.

Thinking about it now, compared to the happiness and warmth that Su Yuzhou brought him, the pressure and pain from the outside world did not seem so difficult to face.

At this moment, another kind of enlightenment appeared in his heart.

If he removed his glands in order to fight against those people and chose to give up Su Yuzhou, wouldn't that be another kind of surrender and compromise?

Why would he give up his near-close happiness for the sake of those he hates?

Although removing the glands can be done once and for all, and can make some troubles disappear, but those things, as long as they are placed with Su Yuzhou, are of little importance.

Su Qian suddenly felt a sense of clearing the clouds and seeing the sun, which enveloped him, and the haze that lasted for two days disappeared.

The hands that had fallen weakly on both sides were lifted slowly, and finally, they firmly hugged Su Yuzhou back.

He pressed against the young man's cheek and whispered in his ear, "Okay, I promise you."