Chapter 80

Su Qian, who was pushed away, was a little confused.

It was an expression that he rarely showed, but at this moment, he really felt overwhelmed.

Not just because of being pushed away, but also because of... Su Yuzhou's reaction.

The young man sat on the edge of the bed, covering his face with his hands.

Su Qian could clearly feel the estrangement from him for a moment, as if he had returned to the day when he was going to go to the hospital for a medical examination.

"Zhouzhou..."

Su Yuzhou raised a hand to stop him, his eyes were red, and his low voice was filled with deep disappointment, grievance, and anger.

"Is that what you wanted to say to me?"

He asked, "Have you figured this out in half a month?"

"I……"

Su Qian frowned slightly, the words he just said flashed through his mind quickly, but he couldn't tell which sentence made Su Yuzhou so angry.

What he just said was indeed his true thoughts...

Does he not want to be with him?

Su Yuzhou waited for him to explain, but what he saw was the man's bewildered look.

He couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, revealing a self-deprecating and embarrassing smile.

It turns out that what boyfriend and why Su Qian likes him are all his own wishful thinking. What Su Qian has done in the past two weeks is just to sleep with him...

Su Yuzhou raised his hand and covered his face.

Probably from the beginning, he was wrong.

It's him who wants to like him and promises to be this tool person. Isn't it normal to have such a result?

Su Qian just wanted to ease the passion, but what he wanted was his heart.

Now the two of them are indeed a step further, but the situation seems to be worse for him.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to continue like this." Su Yuzhou took a deep breath and tried to calm down.

"What I promised you, I will do."

It was he who asked Su Qian to keep the glands, and he also promised to help solve the trouble of his disordered passion. He would not regret it, but...

"No promise, no."

"Zhouzhou, I..."

"Mr. Su, can I ask you to leave first? I want to be alone now."

Su Qian's words were interrupted by Su Yuzhou.

He heard the call that he had become strange and alienated again, his face paled.

"Zhouzhou, if I did something wrong, you can tell me."

Su Qian squatted down in front of him, raised his eyes and looked up at him, "Please don't use this way... push me away."

Su Yuzhou bit his lower lip, he wanted to speak, but his throat was choked.

Perhaps after the lust period, he was no longer affected by hormones, so no matter how much he liked him, he couldn't cry with him like before.

There was nothing he could do...and he didn't want to make it too ugly.

"You go first, I'll calm down myself." Su Yuzhou exhausted all his strength and said in a low voice.

There was exhaustion in his voice.

Su Qian was confused. He didn't know what to do now, but he didn't want to leave. He felt that there might be some misunderstanding between them, and the misunderstanding had to be explained clearly...

However, Su Yuzhou did not give him this time.

Su Qian froze when he saw the door of the rental house closed in front of him—

He was kicked out by Su Yuzhou.

Obviously, they were so close a few minutes ago, and he was still wearing his house clothes.

But at this moment, he was swept out of the house.

Su Qian stared at the door panel in front of him.

He'd never been like this before - being kicked out of the house by an alpha, or after he showed love...

He felt his heart torn in two.

Half is his self-esteem, and the other half is his love. The two halves are tore at each other, leaving him stuck in place, but he can't say a word.

Why? Su Yuzhou...

If you didn't want to be with me, why did you tease me like that before?

Why on earth are you doing this...

in the room.

Su Yuzhou leaned his back against the door, lowered his head slightly, and the shadow cast by the bangs covered his eyes.

He stood in place for a while, until the sound of footsteps leaving in the corridor outside, he raised his hand and wiped his eyes dejectedly.

The back of his hand was full of water stains, shining with crystal light.

But it's back to being alone.

Su Yuzhou bit his lip, and unconsciously the past beauty of the two appeared in his mind, his vision gradually blurred, he raised his hand again, and wiped away the tears forcefully.

He was right to do so.

It was a mistake in the beginning, he's just getting everything back on track now.

Su Yuzhou forced himself to lift his feet and shuffled towards the house.

Looking up, inadvertently saw the living room window.

It was wiped so brightly and cleanly, and the sun poured in, but it couldn't dispel the haze in his heart.

Moving to a new home is supposed to be fun.

But now, looking at this room, Su Yuzhou felt so heavy and tired.

He went back to the bedroom.

The small room was filled with a faint chestnut fragrance.

Su Yuzhou's footsteps paused for a while, and finally turned around and walked away. When he came to the study, he smelled the scent of chestnuts again.

He gritted his teeth and turned to the kitchen.

This is the place where Su Qian didn't set foot today, so he shouldn't smell his breath...

Then, he remembered something, and hesitantly reached out to open the cupboard, which contained a box.

In the box is the last piece of chestnut cake, which he has been reluctant to eat.

Su Yuzhou took out the box.

He wanted to throw it away, but in the end he couldn't bear it. He opened the lid, took out the last piece of chestnut cake, and stuffed it into his mouth.

While eating, tears kept pouring out of his eyes, and he didn't wipe them away.

He needs to vent.

Otherwise, he might go crazy.

He is not unloved, and now he, as well as his parents and sister...

They all love him... Su Qian...

Su Yuzhou sighed helplessly.

He went to the bathroom to wash his face well, then hugged the pillow to the living room, and lay down on the sofa.

I sent a message to Dad Su and the others, then turned off the phone, hugged the pillow, closed his eyes, and buried his entire face in the pillow.

It's just a lovelorn, it'll be fine after a sleep...

he thought to himself.

In the evening, the orange light came in from the living room window and hit the young man, making him look more and more vulnerable.

The sun is slowly setting in the west.

Night fell, and the house was plunged into darkness.

Outside the house, footsteps sounded again.

Su Qian looked at the door in front of him, took out his mobile phone, looked down for a while, and finally called up the address book and clicked on Su Yuzhou's number.

"Beep-beep-"

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been switched off."

Su Qian pursed his lips, cut off the call without saying a word, and sat down cross-legged at the door.

He remembered the scene when Su Yuzhou came to S country to find him that day, and to this day, he can still remember his heartbeat at that time.

Su Yuzhou...

It is impossible not to have feelings for him.

Su Qian wiped his face hard, and vaguely guessed that Su Yuzhou seemed to have some knots in his heart...

He really wanted to ask him to clarify immediately, but with Su Yuzhou's state, maybe he really needed to calm down first.

Su Qian leaned his back against the door panel, the moonlight shone on him, his figure was a little lonely, but also revealed a kind of firmness.

The next morning, Su Yuzhou opened his eyes uncomfortably under the action of his biological clock.

Looking at the unfamiliar environment, he was stunned for a few seconds.

Finally, he sat up with his head covered, sat for a while, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash.

In the mirror, his face was reflected.

The eyes were red and swollen again, like light bulbs, as ugly as they were ugly.

Su Yuzhou pouted, brushed his teeth and washed his face, then went back to the living room to pick up his phone.

After turning it on, they found that there were two unread messages, which were sent by Su's father. Because he reported before turning off the machine, they didn't worry too much.

In addition to unread messages, there are...

Su Qian's missed call.

It was about twelve o'clock last night, and only one call was made. It is estimated that he did not continue to call after hearing that he turned off.

Su Yuzhou looked at his phone, leaned back on the sofa, and unconsciously recalled everything yesterday in his mind.

He couldn't help but think...

Did Su Qian really do everything for him just to sleep with him?

Su Yuzhou closed his eyes and forced himself not to think about this problem that made him sad.

The young man patted his cheek, stood up, prepared to pack his things, and went home after breakfast.

He kept himself busy.

Not only did swept the floor again, mopped it inside and out again, even wiped the table again, and then went into the bathroom to get the dirty clothes to wash.

As a result, he saw the clothes Su Qian had changed last night.

The heart suddenly tightened again.

Su Yuzhou pursed his lips, and finally walked over, picked out the man's clothes, prepared to take them for dry cleaning, and mailed them back to him.

"Snapped"

Something fell on the bathroom tiles and rolled under the sink.

Su Yuzhou had no choice but to put down the clothes in his hand, crouched down, and stretched out his hand to pick it up.

He thought it would be something like a keychain, but when he touched the little thing, he couldn't help but startled slightly.

He withdrew his hand and looked down at what was in his hand.

A small box that contains...

ring.

Su Yuzhou opened the lid of the box and looked at the diamond ring that was safely stored inside. His eyes slowly widened, and he was caught off guard. His heart was hit a few times by a heavy object.

He was stunned for a while, and finally, with trembling hands, he took out the ring and put it on the ring finger of his left hand.

Just right, not too big, not too small, as if...

is for him.

In Su Yuzhou's mind, details that he hadn't thought about yesterday suddenly flashed -

After Su Qian said that, he reached out to touch his pocket, does he... want to take this?

Su Yuzhou got up in a hurry, went back to the living room, and called up the missed call and played it back.

However, the other party turned off.

Su Yuzhou hesitated for a while, then hurriedly picked up his backpack and stuffed the phone keys into it.

He is going to find Su Qian and ask him to find out!

"Whoa-"

He opened the security door of the rental house, Su Yuzhou wanted to run out, but saw a figure leaning against the door.

He couldn't help but widen his eyes.

The man was still wearing his home clothes, sitting by the door with his head lowered, the tall figure curled up, sleeping there pitifully.

"Su Qian..."

He stayed here last night?

Su Yuzhou was shocked by this realization, he hurried out of the room and squatted in front of Su Qian.

And Su Qian was also awakened by the movement of his door opening.

He looked at the young man in front of him, looked at the worry in his eyes, and couldn't help but suspect that he was dreaming.

He raised his hand and stroked the young man's cheek.

That soft touch made him feel a little dazed, as if it were true...

"Zhouzhou?"

Su Yuzhou looked at him, helpless and distressed, and at the same time a little angry.

Su Qian, this big idiot...

He stretched out his hands to hold the man's face and leaned over to kiss him directly.

Su Qian couldn't help widening his eyes, and finally realized that the young man who kissed him in front of him was not his dream, but...why?

Did Su Yuzhou think clearly?

The kiss didn't last long.

Soon, Su Yuzhou released him.

Su Qian stared at him puzzled, watching him gently bend the corners of his mouth, revealing a gentle smile.

"Su Qian, I like you."

The young man said solemnly, his eyes were full of bright light, soft and so bright.

Su Qian felt that his heart was beating very fast. He looked at Su Yuzhou, opened his mouth slightly, and reached out to touch him, only to see a mist of water appearing in the young man's eyes.

"This is the correct way to express myself," said the young man.

Su Qian was stunned, a little stunned.

He stared at Su Yuzhou, his dark eyes staring at him deeply.

The light in the corridor is not bright, his eyes are slightly swollen, and his haggard face makes him feel infinite pity.

Although there are still doubts that have not been resolved, but...

Su Qian held the young man's face, leaned over to kiss his forehead, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry...and, I'm happy..."

"I love you, Su Yuzhou."

Chapter 81

"Brother Su..."

Su Yuzhou's eyes widened slightly, and surprise was written in his light chestnut eyes, he didn't expect...

Su Qian will use the word "love".

Su Qian kissed his forehead lightly, then let go of him. He was about to speak, but when he lowered his eyes, he caught a glimpse of the man's diamond ring that the young man was wearing on his finger.

Aware of his sight, Su Yuzhou lowered his eyebrows slightly, and when he saw the ring he was still wearing on his hand, he blinked, and somehow became a little embarrassed, and quickly took off the ring.

"This is what you left in my house... give it back to you."

He took Su Qian's hand and wanted to put it in his palm, but the man took his hand back and took the ring.

"This is for you."

Su Qian held Su Yuzhou's hand and firmly put the ring on his left ring finger.

Su Yuzhou looked at the diamond ring that had returned again, and there were ripples on the tip of his heart.

Guessing it is one thing, and being really put on his hands is another.

He raised his eyes and looked into the man's dark eyes.

He thought that Su Qian would say lines like in a TV series, but he heard him whisper, "Zhouzhou, can you tell me...why were you so sad last night?"

Su Yuzhou was slightly startled.

Recalling what he said last night, he couldn't help lowering his eyelashes, "I just misunderstood..."

"What's wrong?"

Su Yuzhou stretched out his hand, and after a little hesitation, he hugged him tightly, as before, he put his forehead on his shoulder intimately, and whispered, "Can you not say it?"

Looking back now, it's kind of embarrassing.

He seems to be too sensitive...

"I want to hear it."

However, Su Qian insisted unexpectedly, "I want to know all your thoughts."

"Zhouzhou, I'm also a novice when it comes to love."

"You know how repulsive I used to be against Alpha, it's you, let me know that there are still special Alphas like you in the world."

"It's also you, let me start learning how to love someone, but maybe the time is relatively short, and I really don't have the talent in this area, so... Sometimes I may accidentally hurt you."

At this moment, Su Qian's expression was extremely serious, and even his tone showed infinite sincerity and solemnity.

"I hope you can tell me, Zhouzhou, what are your real thoughts?"

"Only when I know it can I think of ways to improve. I don't want what happened last night to happen again."

Su Yuzhou listened to what he said, and finally relaxed, he said, "I just thought you just wanted to sleep with me..."

"Why do you think so?"

Su Qian couldn't help but doubt himself, could his words really produce such a big ambiguity?

"You used me as a tool person before, so I just..."

"What tool person?" Su Qian frowned.

Su Yuzhou paused for a while, then muffled his voice: "From the beginning, didn't you use me as a tool to relieve lust?"

Their relationship started with an accident and continued with a deal... Wouldn't it be natural for him to think so?

"Zhouzhou, I have never used you as a tool."

Su Qian looked serious. This was an unexpected accusation. He never expected that Su Yuzhou would have such an idea.

He held the young man's face and whispered:

"In the beginning, I did take you home with the idea that you could help me relieve my passion, but from the next day, I fell in love with you."

What Su Yuzhou wanted to argue with him suddenly got stuck at the bottom of his throat, and he felt his heartbeat start to stall.

"You... what did you say?"

He felt that Su Qian must be lying to him, how could he fall in love with him so early?

The next day... how is this possible?

"At the time, I probably didn't realize it."

Su Qian also temporarily put down the awkwardness and analyzed it seriously.

He felt that if he didn't make it clear to Su Yuzhou today, this little fool might continue to maintain such absurd ideas, which would definitely become an obstacle between them.

"When I found out that I fell in love with you, and then I looked back, I would have a very clear understanding."

"From the moment you asked me to kiss you, I was moved."

Su Qian stared at him tenderly, and every word he said struck Su Yuzhou's heart.

"Zhouzhou, if I didn't like it, I couldn't have kissed you."

Su Yuzhou felt very unreal, his heart was beating fast, and his thinking was also confused.

He wanted to cry a little, but so much joy came to him.

Yes, he was persuaded by Su Qian.

Although those were all his initiative requests, but Su Qian's character is so unapproachable, if he has no feelings for him in his heart, he will definitely not agree to it, right?

Why hasn't he realized it?

Seeing his red eyes again, Su Qian caressed the corner of his eyes lovingly, and said softly, "Don't cry, your eyes are swollen."

"Um……"

Su Yuzhou took a deep breath, and there was a thick nasal tone in his voice, which sounded obedient and soft.

However, he quickly said again: "Then why did you never tell me?"

He always wanted to hear Su Qian's confession.

From the beginning of this relationship, he was the one who took the initiative to approach him.

Because he didn't want to leave any regrets, he was always trying to open his heart and express himself to him, but when the erotic period was over, as hormone levels returned to normal, this indomitable courage also disappeared.

Before the military training, he didn't want to take this opportunity to try it out. When he stopped, would Su Qian wait for him, or... come to him on his own initiative.

So when he saw him in the lecture, no one knew how excited he was.

"Am I not being obvious enough?"

Su Qian looked at him innocently, "Cooking for you, peeling shrimp for you, rubbing your stomach, eagerly finishing work early and going home, but you went to play by yourself..."

"Zhouzhou, if I really treat you as a tool person, I can't do these things."

Su Yuzhou was speechless by what he said.

After a long time, he finally mumbled: "Peeling the shrimp and rubbing the stomach, obviously I exchanged it with conditions..."

It's just that a pair of eyes have become bright, the haze on his body has disappeared, and the smile at the corner of his mouth can't be stopped.

At this moment, he suddenly thought of something and hurriedly asked, "Then when did you find out that you fell in love with me?"

He looked at Su Qian expectantly, but Su Qian didn't answer him, but changed the subject and said, "How about we go into the room and talk?"

Only then did Su Yuzhou come back to his senses, realizing that they were still in the corridor, while he was sitting on Su Qian's lap.

His ears were slightly warm, and he hurriedly stood up, while Su Qian...

Of course my legs were numb.

He leaned against the wall, stood up staggeringly, and was pulled into the room by Su Yuzhou, slamming the door.

There are surveillance cameras in the corridors!

Fortunately, they didn't do anything out of the ordinary just now, otherwise they would have died directly.

Su Yuzhou supported Su Qian, asked him to sit on the sofa, and then diligently helped him squeeze his legs and unclog his meridians.

"Did you sit outside the door last night?" Su Yuzhou asked, "Why didn't you ask me to open the door?"

He felt a little distressed, just sitting outside for one night, would he catch a cold?

"Didn't you say keep calm?"

Su Qian rubbed the top of his hair, then leaned back on the sofa and slowly closed his eyes.

He didn't sleep for almost the whole night last night, and did not sleep until three or four in the morning.

Su Yuzhou looked at him and couldn't help but ask, "Would you like to sleep in my room? It will be more comfortable to sleep on the bed."

Su Qian lifted his eyelids, and his tired Jun face showed a bit of laziness. He curved his lips slightly, and said lazily, "No, so as not to be told that I just want to sleep with him."

Su Yuzhou choked.

When did Mr. Su learn the yin and yang weirdness!

"Then I'll get you a blanket." Su Yuzhou stood up and walked into the bedroom, but Su Qian grabbed his hand.

He stopped, and Su Qian pulled him to sit beside him, then put his arms around him and let him lie on his chest.

The body temperature of the two people staggered with each other, and there was a faint fragrance of coconut and chestnut in their breath.

"That's good." Su Qian sighed contentedly.

Su Yuzhou didn't struggle, and let himself relax, lying on top of him, tilting his head slightly, listening to his heartbeat quietly, he only felt a kind of happiness that was about to overflow in his heart.

After quietly enjoying the time that belonged to the two of them, the voice of the young Alpha sounded again in the small living room.

"Brother Su, you haven't told me yet, when did you fall in love with me?"

Su Qian didn't lift his eyelids, he pressed the young man's raised head back into his arms and said, "Be good, sleep."

Su Yuzhou pouted, did not bother him anymore.

It's just that he couldn't sleep.

Feeling his restlessness, Su Qian sighed in his heart, and finally opened his eyes.

He lowered his eyes slightly, suddenly took Su Yuzhou's hand, and gently rubbed the ring on his left ring finger with his fingertips.

"Zhouzhou, are you agreeing to me?" he said.

Su Yuzhou was stunned.

What? What did he promise him?

"Let's get married." Su Qian said softly, "Zhouzhou, I want to sleep with you every day, and I want to watch you wake up in the morning every day."

"We will live together. After breakfast every day, I will personally take you to school, and wait until the afternoon to pick you up and go home together."

"If you don't want to go to the villa, then continue to live here. We can also take the snowflake cake and the kitten over... Zhouzhou, what do you think?"

Su Qian was thinking about life after marriage. Su Yuzhou was speechless at first, but slowly, he was attracted by the future he described.

It's very plain, but it makes him feel very happy when he thinks about it.

As long as you are with the person you love, you will be happy no matter what you do.

But……

"Would it be too soon to get married?" Su Yuzhou wrinkled his nose, "We've only known each other for two months."

"The length of time says nothing."

Su Qian said seriously, what happened yesterday made his sense of crisis even more serious, and he still had to take advantage of Su Yuzhou's liking for him, to get people locked up first.

Su Yuzhou was about to say something when the phone in his pocket rang.

It was Papa Su who was calling.

Su Yuzhou answered the phone, ah ah ah, after hanging up, he looked at Su Qian and said, "I think we still have to pass the level of my parents first."

According to the original plan, it was originally planned to invite Su Qian back for dinner today.

And Su Qian finally remembered meeting his parents.