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Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty
In the evening, Xia Tingwan received a call from Su Yan. Su Yan didn't start the video, and his voice sounded very low: "I've been too busy these two days, so I didn't bother to reply to your message last time. Are you okay, Tingting? What happened to the feet?"
Xia Tingwan took a deep breath, not knowing what to say for a while.
He knew that Su Yan was busy, but in the past, no matter what, Su Yan had never contacted him for so long on a business trip.
What's more, Su Yan seemed to be completely unaware of such a big incident on his side.
He was a little lost, but then he felt even more abnormal and worried: "I'm all right. How about you, are you okay? I always feel like you are tired recently, and I, I can't say a few words to you either. ."
"It's nothing," Su Yan said with the same calm and calm tone as usual: "It's just that things at work are not going well, so I need to spend more time to solve them. It's not easy to explain to you for a while, but the impact is not that much. Big, just a little tired for a while."
When he said this, he seemed to feel a little grievance in Xia Tingwan's tone, lowered his voice, and said softly with a smile: "Baby..."
"Yeah." Xia Ting was lying on the bed late, even when he heard Su Yan's voice, he felt a numbness as if his body had been touched. He curled up in the quilt and his voice softened. Come down: "Su Yan, I miss you. I missed you all the time yesterday. If you don't reply to my WeChat, are you too busy to remember me?"
I want to get into Su Yan's arms and act like a spoiled child.
Sometimes he thinks, in fact, he can face a lot of setbacks and adversity by himself.
But in front of Su Yan, he still wanted to be a kitten with a soft belly.
"want."
Xia Tingwan felt that Su Yan smiled. He closed his eyes and imagined Su Yan smiling in a suit.
"We've been in meetings all the time, and there's only a little time before going to bed, when you haven't woken up yet." Su Yan said softly, "I used that time to write you postcards for two or three days."
"Write poetry?" Xia Tingwan asked expectantly.
"Um."
Xia Tingwan couldn't help rolling on the bed.
In fact, he used to quietly expect Su Yan to write him a love letter. Those words would make him fall in love with narcissism. He is like the only rose in bloom in the garden, and even every thorn is stretched and beautiful. .
But he was thin-skinned, and he never wanted to say anything.
But he kept every one of the 138 letters well. Sometimes when Su Yan was away, he secretly read it several times, and he could even memorize most of them.
Xia Tingwan didn't tell Su Yan about her predicament at work.
Su Yan was already so busy, and he didn't want to cause Su Yan any more trouble.
Whether it's a reality show or an audition, it's his battlefield after all.
He wanted to step over by himself, step by step.
When he does it, he will proudly show it to Su Yan.
...
Audition day came quickly.
Xu Zhe rented a loft that was in line with the original work of "Search". Although it was only an audition, he also tried to create the best state for the actor to enter the play.
Xu Zhe was very busy, and He Yanxi had to leave City H in a few days, so Gu Fei's four candidates were all scheduled to audition for one day.
Xu Zhe is very generous. He has previously notified the audition that they can observe each other, unless the actors themselves are unwilling and feel that it will affect their performance, but no one raised any objections at that time.
So that day, Lu Ping, Xu Luofei, and Xia Tingwan all arrived at the attic venue at the same time. After all, no one wanted to miss the audition process of others.
Only Shimiao has work arrangements in the morning, so have to come a little later.
This is the first time that Xia Tingwan has contacted He Yanxi so closely.
This 30-year-old double-gold actor is at a mature and masculine age, but his appearance has not lost the heroic spirit of a young man.
With slender sword eyebrows, deep eyes, and a warm smile on his lips.
When he sat lazily and watched the table book waiting, he had an indescribably confident aura, very determined and very relaxed.
After a short chat, Xu Zhe said very directly: "Before we start, I will reiterate two points. First, I do not require actors to be completely naked at this stage. It all depends on your own grasp of the play. I have been notified. My audition rules have always been like this, and I respect everyone's free will. Second, my staff will film the audition process. Except for the staff, no one is allowed to record. This part of the video is completely for me After further reference, it will never be leaked to anyone, not even investors. The supplementary agreement has also been signed with you. If there is no doubt about these two points, we will start quickly. "
Lu Ping was the first to audition.
He has gradually transitioned from an idol drama actor. In recent years, he has also had some good movie resources. He is still a bit powerful, but in fact, in Xia Tingwan's heart, he is really only so limited.
Lu Ping was quite open, and soon took off completely naked.
Of course, Lu Ping, who was born in an idol drama, has nothing to say about his figure or appearance. In the dim light, his body alone is enough to attract people's attention, but his acting skills are really too academic.
Every movement feels well-organized, as lifeless as a cat and a tiger.
Xia Tingwan just watched Lu Ping's performance for a while, but he didn't care at all. He knew that Lu Ping could not be his opponent.
He quickly focused completely on He Yanxi.
As soon as He Yanxi entered the role of Xu Rong, the self-confidence and dashing that belonged to a movie emperor disappeared completely.
He has very fine details. When painting, he occasionally glanced at Lu Ping's body in a panic, but immediately used his hair to cover up the throbbing.
In his eyes, the erratic nature that belongs to Xu Rong, as well as the surging of lust, are vividly portrayed.
These subtle scenes made Xia Tingwan's mouth dry, but Lu Ping couldn't take it at all.
The two of them played against each other, and it felt like all He Yanxi's amorous feelings were played by a blind man.
Lu Ping was next to Xu Luofei. Before Xu Luofei started acting, he nervously told Xu Zhe that he had changed his mind and wanted to act in private, instead of being watched by other actors.
Although it was embarrassing for him to make this request temporarily, and to be honest, it was not very fair to Lu Ping, but Xu Zhe was very gentle. After asking Lu Ping's opinion, he still respected Xu Luofei's idea and waved his hands to let everyone out.
Xia Tingwan felt a little pity, in fact, he wished to watch He Yanxi perform seven or eight times.
He was also a little nervous in his heart. After smoking a cigarette in the corridor, he wanted to go to the bathroom to wash his face.
This place is relatively old, and there is only one men's bathroom. Xia Tingwan thought there was no one there, so she didn't knock on the door, she pushed it and went in without saying anything.
But he didn't expect that as soon as he walked in, he saw a young man standing in front of the mirror with his upper body naked.
From the huge mirror, Xia Tingwan recognized at a glance that this person was Shi Miao.
Even though Xia Tingwan had been in the circle for so many years, the beauty of this young boy still made him take a deep breath.
He is so delicate, so delicate that in a sense it transcends the boundaries of men and women.
The tip of the nose, the chin, the corners of the eyes and the brows, every arc is beautiful.
Only those eyebrows floated upwards stubbornly, and the eyes below were dark, clear and cold.
Shi Miao originally seemed to be staring at herself in the mirror in a daze, and turned around after a few seconds.
With a confused expression, he glanced at Xia Tingwan, but he didn't say a word, picked up the clothes next to him and hurried out the door.
Xia Tingwan stood there, although this meeting was very embarrassing, but he did not expect that Shi Miao would leave without saying hello.
But soon, he suddenly thought that the moment when Shi Miao turned to face him, he seemed to see a very unique tattoo on the boy's left chest.
It is a blue crane.
Xia Tingwan had a hunch for no reason. He felt that Shi Miao had just looked into the mirror, and he should have been staring at the Qinghe.
After Xu Luofei finished, Xu Zhe let He Yanxi rest for a while, and then it was Shi Miao's turn to audition.
Xu Luofei was also very interesting. He didn't let others watch his audition, and naturally he wouldn't watch others again, so he left soon.
Xia Tingwan also sat back to her seat with a complicated mood.
In fact, he really didn't want Shi Miao to be the same as Xu Luofei, and temporarily decided not to let others watch it.
Shi Miao is the strongest opponent in his eyes. Even aside from the gossip that Zhou Yang said before, he really wants to see how this famous young actor plays Gu Fei.
Shi Miao never looked towards He Yanxi. He stood in front of Xu Zhe, hesitated for a long time, and finally asked in a low voice, "Director Xu, audition... I won't be naked."
Xia Tingwan was sitting not far from Xu Zhe, and naturally heard this sentence.
To be honest, he was a little surprised. He had seen "Mandate of Heaven". Although Shi Miao wasn't completely nude, there were quite a few half-naked scenes. He thought that Shi Miao wasn't someone who would care about such details.
Xu Zhe smiled gently, and said softly: "You decide, this is an audition, you should be sure how to present the best performance, I won't interfere."
Shi Miao looked down at her toes.
He still didn't take it off in the end, but walked over in a thin shirt and lay on the single bed in front of He Yanxi. He didn't look at He Yanxi, looked up at the lamp on the ceiling, and waited silently.
Xu Zhe turned his head to communicate with the photographer in a low voice, and then made a look at the reporter.
With a click, the room suddenly darkened.
As soon as the dim light turned on, Shi Miao seemed to have completely changed her personality.
Lying on his side on the bed, his long and narrow eyes met He Yanxi who was sitting in front of the drawing board beside the bed for the first time.
His eyes are so focused, there is no trace of previous escape.
Xia Tingwan stared at Shi Miao's face, and he took a low breath.
The boy's appearance is at the peak of his life, and once brought into focus under the light, it is impossible not to hold your breath in amazement.
He Yanxi held the paintbrush and drew stroke by stroke on the drawing board. As he drew, he said softly, "I don't paint much of the human body, especially men, because I always think..."
When he said this, his Adam's apple trembled slightly, and he raised his eyes to look at Shi Miao.
The micro-movement of secretly swallowing and spitting is really expressive to the extreme.
Shi Miao looked at He Yanxi without blinking and listened quietly.
He Yanxi looked at the dumb boy who said nothing, and his eyes floated away.
Shi Miao stretched out her hand, pulled the broken hair on her forehead behind her ear, and then leaned her shoulders forward towards Xu Rong.
He Yanxi subconsciously got closer to Shi Miao, but then he immediately shrank back and held the paintbrush harder, as if this was the only way to restrain his thoughts, he deliberately cleared his throat and said in a low voice: "Gu Fei, you're actually pretty, I, I..."
His voice stuttered because of timidity, but he couldn't help but look up at Gu Fei again: "The first time I saw you, I felt that way, and I've never been embarrassed to tell you. Have you talked about it? I mean, you have talked about it. girlfriend?"
Shi Miao looked at the cowardly young painter and shook his head silently.
One of his slender legs was slowly bent up, his right hand first rested on his thigh, and then he touched his raised buttocks from the outside of his thigh—
It was a slightly different action from the script.
His hands rested openly on his ass, his body full of suggestive caresses, even with an animal-like honesty and naturalness to desire.
Shi Miao's eyes are almost the same as Gu Fei's eyes in the original book, slender and dark as night.
Under the semi-dark light, Shi Miao looked at He Yanxi, the focus in his eyes no longer belonged to a naked boy who was depicted, his focus was predatory and destructive.
He Yanxi took a deep breath, and when he spoke again, he had unconsciously stood up from the easel, he stretched out his hand awkwardly, stroked Shi Miao's hair, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Gu Fei, Did you do it?"
Shi Miao raised his head, he didn't speak, but bit his lip with his teeth.
"I didn't, I didn't either, I'm just like you..."
He Yanxi muttered while taking off his pants with trembling hands.
At that moment, he was so embarrassed in front of Shi Miao, like a child who was at a loss for his own desires.
Shi Miao took the initiative to hug him.
He Yanxi grabbed Shi Miao's hair and groaned from his throat, but suddenly pushed Shi Miao away again.
He was panting heavily and turned his head in a tangled state. His expression was at the junction of light and shadow, and he struggled almost fiercely.
When Shi Miao's back was hit against the wall, he groaned in pain, but the light in his eyes suddenly came out again.
He grabbed the back of He Yanxi's neck and pressed it down heavily, the two of them fell on the single bed and kissed fiercely.
The entanglement of the two men's bodies was as if they were going to devour each other completely, and there was a bloody smell in the air.
Shi Miao hugged He Yanxi tightly, his legs rhythmically like a twisted snake, wrapped around He Yanxi's body, he made a sound for the first time——
Low, like a small beast brutally tearing its prey with its teeth, it let out a bloodthirsty and charming moan.
His temperament is so cold, but the strong lust that erupted at this moment, bright, like a little wildfire in the endless field, at that moment completely ignited a prairie, straight into the night sky——
At that moment, the lights suddenly came on.
Shi Miao let go of He Yanxi at once, his body shrank back, and the usual indifference on his face appeared again.
He Yanxi stretched out his fingers subconsciously, as if he wanted to touch Shimiao's hair, but then he suddenly seemed to wake up, and immediately retracted his hand and sat back to his original position in silence.
"Well done."
Xu Zhe couldn't help but admire: "It's really good."
"Thank you Director Xu."
Shi Miao got out of bed and carefully tidied up his shirt.
He didn't go to see He Yanxi again, but sat quietly on the sidelines seat.
Xia Tingwan felt his back suddenly tense at that moment.
He never thought that a boy five or six years younger than him could perform the most explosive play in front of him.
Shi Miao's Gu Fei - silent, but also so powerful.
When he bravely stroked himself and pressed He Yanxi down for a kiss, Savage was also charming.
Primitive, rough lust, stubborn and powerful longing, flames generally burned in Xia Tingwan's heart, and he almost forgot that Shi Miao was wearing clothes all the time.
He was nervous, but excited like never before.
Shi Miao is an unprecedented rival in his acting career.
This boy is younger than him, his acting is more explosive than him, and he is probably even more beautiful and charming than he is today.
But at this moment, he didn't seem to feel any fear in his heart.
Xu Zhe didn't waste much time, turned his head to look at Xia Tingwan, with a hint of worry in his eyes, and asked, "Tingwan, do you want to take off?"
Xu Zhe knew the scars on Xia Tingwan's body, and he was always more fearful and painful than others when he acted naked.
Xia Ting stood up late, he took a breath, smiled gratefully at Xu Zhe, and said softly, "Teacher, I'm naked."
When filming "Whale Talk" many years ago, Xu Zhe and Xia Tingwan had been working for a long time for the last nude scene of jumping into the sea.
During the shooting later, there were only a few photographers present besides Xu Zhe.
But he still cares.
At that time, he couldn't face his mottled appearance from a dark childhood.
When Xia Tingwan walked naked to the single bed step by step, He Yanxi's eyes swept to the scar on his body, and he couldn't help but stunned.
But Xia Tingwan's mood was very calm.
He didn't think about the scars on his body, nor the previous scenes between Shi Miao and He Yanxi, so he just lay on the bed with no distractions.
While waiting, he looked up at He Yanxi, and suddenly said softly, "It's hard work."
At that moment, Xia Tingwan was very sincere.
In fact, as He Yanxi's best actor, he didn't need to audition for another partner in person, let alone audition with four actors in one day. It's all very frustrating things.
He Yanxi seemed a little surprised, then she showed a very gentle smile and whispered, "It's okay."
The assistant's countdown voice came from a distance.
three two.
Xia Tingwan breathed steadily and looked at He Yanxi sitting in front of the easel from such an angle. The man's handsome face slowly swayed like a reflection in the water.
Gradually, it turned into Xu Rong's face.
one.
The light hit him.
Xia Ting took a deep breath, turned his body sideways, and looked at He Yanxi with one hand on his face.
The same scenario repeats itself again.
He Yanxi held the paintbrush and said while painting, "I don't paint much of the human body, especially not much of a man, because I always think..."
He then raised his eyes and looked at Xia Tingwan secretly.
Xia Tingwan looked at He Yanxi.
His eyes were also focused, but the placement inside was subtly different from Shi Miao. What he was looking at was He Yanxi's lips.
The one-off, thin, clear-cut lips whispered to him in a low voice.
The sound flowing from it was like a clear spring in a mountain stream.
Xia Tingwan pushed the broken hair on his forehead behind his ear, and he poured his shoulders towards He Yanxi, revealing half of his white auricle, as if he wanted to hear He Yanxi's words more clearly.
He Yanxi couldn't help but lean forward, but then she immediately pulled back with force.
He cleared his throat, "Gu Fei, you're actually pretty, I, I..."
His voice trembled uncontrollably.
Xia Ting listened in a trance, and when he heard the word "beautiful", his eyes dimmed involuntarily for a moment.
He turned his head sideways, his body couldn't help shrinking, and he timidly covered some of the scars on his right face with his hands.
The person in front of him is the one he loves.
When he praised him for his good looks with his beautiful voice, he suddenly panicked.
He was a speechless mute, and he had an indelible scar on his face.
At this moment, how he wished he was not like that.
He Yanxi looked at him in a trance, and suddenly stretched out his hand gently, rubbing the scar on his face tentatively.
It was an action that he didn't show at all when he was playing with Shi Miao, and it didn't appear in the script, but it was as natural as the clouds and water.
He Yanxi stammered and said, "Gu Fei, the first time I saw you, I felt that way, and I've never been embarrassed to tell you. Have you talked to me? I-I mean, have you... talked to your girlfriend? "
Perhaps the person in front of him had the same panicked heartbeat as him.
Xia Tingwan was relieved, he leaned against He Yanxi's warm palm, lowered his eyes and smiled shyly.
His hands slowly descended, slowly stroking his bare, curved thighs from his waist.
The position between the fingers was vaguely separated by only a few centimeters from the hidden part curled up between the legs.
He Yanxi looked down at him, the hand stroking his cheek couldn't help shaking, and murmured, "You, have you done it?"
Xia Tingwan raised his head, his eyes bright as if a flame had ignited in the silent night.
His five fingers suddenly clenched the soft flesh on the inner thighs fiercely. Due to the excessive force, a few red marks were immediately left on his fair skin.
He shook his head at He Yanxi, and a few chaotic dry voices came out of his throat.
The dumb answer had no meaning, like desire being stuffed in the damp sky.
He Yanxi's eyes moved from Xia Tingwan's face to his body, and then to his face...
His Adam's apple rose and fell uncontrollably, and for a moment, Xia Tingwan could almost feel the really hot temperature and breath on He Yanxi's body.
In He Yanxi's eyes, there was a beast-like crimson, and he murmured, "I didn't, I didn't, I'm just like you..."
The man's action of taking off his pants while muttering was impulsive and quick. Xia Tingwan leaned over and hugged him actively.
He Yanxi grabbed Xia Tingwan's hair fiercely, forcing him to look up, but the moment they looked at each other, she couldn't help but push Xia Tingwan against the wall. .
Xia Tingwan let out a groan, and He Yanxi, who had done violent acts, raised her head tremblingly and looked at Xia Tingwan.
There was a tenderness of pity in his eyes.
Xia Tingwan almost felt an uncontrollable moan in her chest.
He Yanxi was tall and handsome. Between the two of them, he was the more manly side.
But when only the two of them faced their own erotic world, when they faced their own monstrous desires sincerely for the first time, they were so embarrassed and helpless.
Xia Tingwan looked at He Yanxi with an unprecedented and delicate love and affection, and held him hostage at that moment.
He bit his lip in pain, but stretched out his hand, from top to bottom, slowly stroking He Yanxi's back, which he was trying to stop, like soothing a child who was at a loss.
He Yanxi held Xia Tingwan's face in both hands, and his eyes were full of fear.
Xia Tingwan's eyes gradually filled with tears. He wrapped his arms around He Yanxi's neck, and the two of them slowly fell onto the narrow single bed together.
He looked at He Yanxi's lips, raised his chin eagerly and kissed.
"Don't be afraid—"
He couldn't say what he wanted to say, only weird grunts and gruff moans came out of his throat.
His body is soft.
He is tender and almost charming, but at the same time extremely tolerant and powerful.
Don't be afraid.
I am the same as you.
Just as lonely, just as lonely.
The lust is so deep that it seems to drown and devour people.
But we'll dive in together
Go to the sky, go to the ground, go to the sweetest dream.
He Yanxi kissed him deeply.
At that moment, Xia Tingwan seemed to feel the throbbing of the real connection between them.
The man in his arms was Xu Rong, the only beauty in his life during the twenty years of loneliness.
He Yanxi's body was shaking violently, Xia Tingwan hugged He Yanxi's broad shoulders tightly, and he began to tremble uncontrollably.
Gradually, the trembling frequencies of the two seemed to merge into one, they kept kissing deeply, the light and shadow interlaced, Xia Tingwan saw He Yanxi's long eyelashes trembling emotionally.
Xia Ting closed her eyes tightly, and a tear slid down from the corner of her eyes.
Lust, a lingering, moist lust.
The torrential rain seeped densely drop by drop from the rubbing skin, passing through the thick clouds——
Descend into the world.
At that moment, the lights came on suddenly.
When the play was over, Xia Tingwan was clearly aware of this, but her body was still shaking uncontrollably.
He opened his eyes and looked at He Yanxi in front of him. He felt vulnerable like never before, and he almost couldn't restrain himself from crying.
A deep, moving light flashed in He Yanxi's eyes.
He didn't leave Xia Tingwan's body, but rubbed Xia Tingwan's thin back with his warm palms, and whispered in Xia Tingwan's ear, "It's okay, it's okay."
"sorry."
Xia Tingwan reluctantly squeezed out three words to He Yanxi, and finally got up and got out of bed.
The moment he stepped on the ground, he felt a sense of weightlessness, and the combination of exhaustion and excitement made him almost feel like he was about to collapse.
He knows that in terms of explosive power and beauty, he is not an actor who can surpass Shi Miao.
He is indeed no longer as young as a new star like Shimiao.
But the years, the passing years, have given him a richer and thicker emotional experience.
The acting has reached a point where it is difficult to say who is right and who is wrong.
An actor who has traveled thousands of miles in the world may be able to penetrate a ray of light from the sky.
The human heart is a labyrinth that cannot be exhausted by thin interpretations alone.
He is not playing Gu Fei.
He made himself Gu Fei.