Chapter 33

Xia Tingwan suddenly received a call from Su Yan on the road.

He glanced at the time in astonishment before pressing the answer button. He heard Su Yan's voice in a low voice: "Where are you?"

Su Yan's tone was a bit gloomy, and he rarely asked directly without even calling his name.

Xia Ting couldn't help feeling a little nervous at night. He cleared his throat. Since he had just met Zhang Xueqiao, he subconsciously wanted to temporarily avoid this question: "Su Yan? Why did you get up so early today?"

Su Yan said directly: "I'm in Xiangshan."

"Ah?" Xia Tingwan was taken aback for a moment. He opened his eyes wide and stammered: "You, didn't you say you won't be back in a week?"

"How long are you going to lie to me?"

Su Yan suddenly asked directly, "The reality show."

He was clearly angry.

Xia Tingwan knew Su Yan too well, and even a slight change in his tone, he could feel the change in his emotions.

"You know all about it?"

Xia Tingwan's voice suddenly decreased in a guilty conscience.

He straightened his back subconsciously like a primary school student who was about to be reprimanded: "You've been too busy recently, I'm afraid you'll be worried and want to deal with it first, but it's actually not that serious, just..."

When he said this, he didn't know how to explain it, and asked cautiously, "Su Yan... Did you fly back as soon as you got the letter?"

"Um."

Su Yan was silent for a while before answering.

Xia Ting took a deep breath.

"I miss you very much, Su Yan." He said without end.

When it came to the ending, couldn't help but choked up again.

He had just finished crying, and his eyes were still red, but his heart felt as if he was being gently clenched by a gentle hand, and it felt a little warm.

As soon as his attitude softened like this, Su Yan suddenly stopped talking.

They just listened to each other's steady breathing through the phone until Su Yan finally let out a soft voice: "Tingting, go home."

Su Yan has never changed.

Whenever he needed it, Su Yan would always travel back and forth to stay by his side.

Su Yan is his hero, the silent hero.

...

When Xia Tingwan hurried back to Xiangshan, her heart was full of joy.

His life has been up and down lately.

Being hacked to the point of mental breakdown, he made compromises in front of Zhang Xueqiao, until finally the truth of the marriage contract five years ago was finally revealed.

But those impetuous people and things suddenly became vague and distant in front of the word "go home".

After getting out of the car, Xia Tingwan didn't care about anything, greeted Zhao Nanshu and rushed into the house.

The hall on the second floor was brightly lit.

Seven or eight suitcases were opened, and Aunt Rong and another servant were sorting out the contents.

Su Yan looked like he had just taken a shower and was sitting on the sofa reading a document when he heard footsteps and raised his head slightly.

Perhaps because of his busy work, Su Yan seems to have lost a little weight.

But because of this, the facial features are even more sharp and angular, and when a pair of narrow light gray eyes look over, there is a faint majesty.

When Xia Tingwan saw Su Yan, her nose suddenly became sour.

He didn't care that Aunt Rong and the others were still there, so he walked over quickly and threw himself into Su Yan's arms.

As soon as he hugged Su Yan, he didn't let go, buried his face in Su Yan's chest, and presumptuously smelled Su Yan's cool breath like a small beast.

He had only been separated from Su Yan for less than a month, but he felt that his thoughts were about to drown him.

Su Yan stroked Xia Tingwan's back and asked in a low voice, "Have you eaten dinner? Are you hungry?"

Xia Ting shook his head late, he actually didn't have time to think about that question, he just subconsciously didn't want to do anything else.

He didn't want to eat, or even move a finger.

He just wanted to hold Su Yan tightly like this and stretch this moment indefinitely and indefinitely.

But the body's reaction couldn't be concealed. After a while, his stomach made a grunt. Xia Tingwan's face was a little hot, she raised her head slightly, and saw Su Yan was also looking at him deeply, and there was a hint of helplessness in her eyes. smile.

Su Yan took Xia Tingwan's hand around his neck and put it in the palm of his hand, sighed, and said to Aunt Rong: "Aunt Rong, make him a bowl of hot soup wontons, it's cold outside, take the little one Paws are freezing cold."

Auntie Rong couldn't help laughing when she heard it. She stood up and asked Xia Tingwan softly, "Then make your favorite fresh shrimp wonton, okay?"

Xia Tingwan's face flushed, but he nodded vigorously. He ate lunch late, and he was already hungry before he ate at night.

Su Yan put Xia Tingwan down, walked aside, picked up the teacup, and took a slow sip of the hot tea.

Xia Ting looked at Su Yan at night, looking very carefully, afraid of missing something in the blink of an eye.

Su Yan is probably the kind of man who is a bit cat-like, and his tongue is naturally afraid of being hot.

So always be careful when drinking it hot, because it looks extra elegant.

He is so charming.

Xia Tingwan suddenly felt a heartbeat like love.

His admiration and love for this man seemed to come up from his empty stomach, and he couldn't restrain his purring because of hunger and thirst.

At this moment, Su Yan turned to look at him and said calmly, "After eating, explain everything to me during this time."

Although his expression seemed to be calm, the ending sound involuntarily increased when he spoke, and there was a hint of deep displeasure in his eyes.

It's like a reserved old cat. Although he tried his best to suppress his anger, his whiskers couldn't control his trembling.

Xia Tingwan knew that Su Yan must be annoyed. What he did in "On the Road" was on the one hand, and his concealment added fuel to the fire.

A man who seems to be gentle but is actually very domineering at the core, I am afraid that he cannot bear the secret grievances of the people he protects.

But strangely, unlike the previous five years, he doesn't seem to be afraid anymore because of Su Yan's anger.

Perhaps it was because love finally took root firmly in his heart.

Looking at Su Yan with a sullen face, he has a complicated feeling of wanting to kiss this man's brow lovingly.

He blinked his eyes and responded very obediently: "Okay."

...

Xia Ting ate a large bowl of hot shrimp wontons late, and sweat dripped from his forehead, and then took a hot shower, feeling his body relaxed with pleasure.

He blow-dries his hair in the bathroom, then slips loosely into a black bathrobe.

Just as he was about to go out, he suddenly remembered something. He turned around and rummaged through the cabinet beside him. He found a bottle of cold water from Davidoff, and spritzed lightly on his neck twice.

Davidoff was the first bottle of perfume he used in his youth. Although the price was very economical, it was an uncompromising luxury for him at that time.

Maybe it's the smell of memories, even after he became famous, he always liked the beautiful cold fragrance like fresh clothes just washed.

Su Yan was leaning on the big bed in the master bedroom and waiting for him. He seemed to be thinking about something, so he was a little lost.

Xia Ting went barefoot and quietly crawled between Su Yan's open legs.

Su Yan narrowed his eyes and looked at him with his head half-supported.

Xia Ting lowered his head silently in the evening and took off the bathrobe. The bed was very warm and didn't feel cold at all.

He knelt down between Su Yan's legs.

The white body is like a beautiful and vivid fish on the bottom of the sea in the night.

Su Yan's eyes darkened and asked in a low voice, "What are you doing?"

"Be honest about everything during this time, and then admit to you that you were wrong."

Xia Ting raised her head late, her ears were flushed, but her eyes were bright.

"Oh?" Su Yan raised his eyebrows suspiciously: "Just like this?"

Xia Tingwan's face turned red all of a sudden. He confessed that his attitude of being lenient was serious.

Kneeling naked in front of Su Yan, there was a sense of taboo ritual.

The erotic feeling of waiting for admonition made him uncontrollably excited.

"and also……"

Xia Tingwan's heart was beating so fast, he lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembled, and said softly, "I love you, sir."

"If you're not tired, I want to give you a mouth, okay?"

Su Yan's expression fluctuated slightly when he heard those three words, and then stared at Xia Tingwan with a pair of eyes, like a cat hunting.

Xia Ting was a little disappointed when he saw that he didn't answer in the evening, but he still lowered his head and thought about it, and decided to start talking after the divorce.

He knew that although Su Yan hadn't asked so much, what he wanted to explain wasn't just the plight of the reality show.

Talking about the lack of money awareness and excessive spending, coupled with the embarrassment of a series of luxury cars bought for Zhang Xueqiao, and the panic of finding out that he was short of money when he suddenly found out that he had to take care of Yin Ning, and then he made it to participate in a reality show. embarrassing decision.

As he spoke, he couldn't help rubbing his fingers impatiently.

It's really hard to admit your incompetence and naivety to the man you love.

Su Yan didn't speak, but when Xia Tingwan said that he was beaten in the car by Ye Bingwen in the parking lot, he suddenly sat up straight.

"Where did you hit?" Su Yan asked in a low voice.

"..." Xia Ting hesitated for a while.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Su Yan suddenly put his foot under Xia Tingwan's ass.

The kneeling position was not so comfortable. Xia Tingwan was caught off guard and was hooked forward with his foot, and suddenly fell down in panic, but immediately landed firmly in Su Yan's arms.

Su Yan asked again: "Where did you hit?"

Xia Tingwan was hugged tightly by Su Yan, he raised his head to look at Su Yan's serious face close at hand, and whispered, "Face."

"He slapped me twice." His voice trembled, but he couldn't help saying it.

When thought of being dragged into the car forcibly and confronting Ye Bingwen in a cramped space, the fear and helplessness, the hot and shameful pain of being slapped on the face, felt lingering fears.

In fact, he is no longer so weak, he can face Ye Bingwen alone, and he is no longer afraid.

But in Su Yan's arms, a long-lost soreness suddenly appeared in his heart.

The little canary, who was thrown out of the house abruptly, knocked off a gorgeous feather in an unfamiliar world.

He didn't hurt his bones, but when he finally fell back into Su Yan's palm, he couldn't help but arrogantly and coquettishly complained.

"Ye Bingwen, is it?"

Su Yan repeated the name slowly and word by word.

At that moment, a very gloomy and violent look flashed in his light gray eyes, like a large beast that was provoked, releasing a dangerous aura.

Although it quickly subsided, Xia Tingwan instinctively felt her back soften.

Su Yan stretched out his hand to hold his chin and stared at it seriously, as if he wanted to see the traces of a few months ago through time.

After a long time, a vague sadness gradually appeared in his eyes, and he said in a hoarse voice, "It's my fault."

He shook his head and continued: "I didn't expect you to know about Yin Ning, and I didn't expect you to have such a big financial burden because of it. It's my fault. I..."

"I do hope you can have a little pressure, in life and work, and want you to grow up a little, but..."

His eyes were filled with anger and pain, he took a deep breath and shivered when he touched Xia Tingwan's fingers: "but I can't stand you suffering like this, Tingting, did I really do something wrong? ? I'm always not perfect and always hurting you."

"no."

Xia Tingwan shook his head vigorously. He covered the back of Su Yan's hand with both hands: "Su Yan, no, listen to me."

His voice trembled a little: "You can't blame everything on yourself."

"In the days when you left me, I did experience a lot of setbacks and turmoil that I never thought of before. When I decided to tell you all about it today, I think back on those things, and I don't feel so wronged and sad. .Su Yan, I just want to tell you every step I have taken. My heart has never left you."

"After the divorce, in the beginning, I always acted recklessly by instinct. Every time I saw you, I wanted to save it, but when you refused, I flinched in fear, and then I couldn't stand it anymore and came back to beg you. Repeated several times. It feels silly to think about it now, but in fact, I feel a little bit grateful to myself for being so cheeky, because I really never gave up—I never gave up my desire to be with you again ."

"Because I didn't want to give up, I had to force myself to think over and over - why did I come this far, what should I do, how should I grow up, what should I do to make you feel at ease with me. Yes. , The pain and entanglement I have experienced in the past three months is even more than all of the past five years. The decision to participate in the reality show was wrong, and I was arbitrarily edited and broadcast like this, which attracted so much criticism, It was also designed by Ye Bingwen to compensate a huge amount of liquidated damages, and even I can't afford to pay the money..."

When Xia Tingwan said this, she lowered her head and took a breath in shame, but then she raised her head again, revealing a shallow smile.

"I know you will definitely feel sorry for me, but I still told you honestly. Because I feel that all this is nothing, really, after five or ten years, and looking back at all this, I will definitely I think it's just like passing by.... During this period of time, I have re-understood my life and met many people. Thinking about it carefully, in fact, everyone's life is full of lameness and helplessness. Ji Zhan works so hard, but still needs to Bear the loss of being dissatisfied with his music; Xing Le, Xing Le, he must have too strong a desire in his heart, so he is willing to endure cruel sexual abuse and let Shaoguang support him. Everyone lives like this, In the midst of pain and setbacks, find a way forward and work hard to keep going.”

"Su Yan, you love me too much, but you are not a god. You can't reverse the laws of the world. Everyone's growth is accompanied by pain, and I can't be an exception."

Su Yan looked at Xia Tingwan silently, he seemed a little speechless.

After a long time, he just stretched out his hand and hugged Xia Tingwan tightly in his arms.

The hearts of the two were pressed together, and the beating sound gradually covered and overlapped.

"Are you still short of money?"

Su Yan didn't ask anything else, and said in a low voice.

"lack……"

Xia Tingwan nodded frankly: "It's very short, I can't pay the liquidated damages, and I can't even hire a public relations team."

"What then?"

"Borrow it from you."

Xia Tingwan broke out of Su Yan's embrace, blinked, and then whispered in Su Yan's ear: "First pay with meat, and then pay back after you make money."

Su Yan laughed, and the lines on his chin became beautifully deep.

He also whispered as if whispering: "That's why you said you want to give me a mouth? There is a purpose, right?"

Xia Tingwan smiled shyly, lying on Su Yan's chest: "Also,"

"I almost never gave you a word," he lowered his head and muttered a little aggrievedly, "I don't want you to remember someone else."

He seemed a little worried that Su Yan thought of something else, and immediately shook his head again, explaining: "I don't mind, I just..."

He gritted his teeth, his face suddenly flushed with light red, and he mustered up the courage to say seriously: "Sir, you are mine alone. From now on, you can only plug me in, no matter where you plug it - I want to start over. Divide my territory."

Su Yan did not speak.

Xia Tingwan is weak, but in his weakness, he has the tenacity of a vine.

Perhaps a direct confession is better than everything, and his eyes were stimulated with intense lust.

Xia Tingwan knew that there was no need to wait for a reply, so he obediently knelt down between Su Yan's legs and took off Su Yan's underwear with his hands.

The huge hot part pops out at once, because the excitement is full of aggressiveness.

Xia Tingwan's face suddenly became hot, and her body also became hot.

He leaned down on Su Yan's thigh, and instead of opening his mouth immediately, he carefully brought his face close - as if he could jump, the fresh and hot breath merged with his rapid breathing.

After the divorce, he never had such intimate contact here.

In any case, he was ashamed to admit that he missed Su Yan, and also... Su Yan conquered his thick parts.

Su Yan stretched out his hand, inserted his fingers into Xia Tingwan's soft hair, and pulled it up roughly.

Xia Tingwan had to raise her head weakly and looked over with wet eyes.

"Will it be?" Su Yan asked in a hoarse voice.

Xia Tingwan nodded vigorously.

He crouched between Su Yan's legs again, first licking the plump top with the tip of his tongue, then gradually descending, burying his face deep, and rubbing the base with the tip of his nose affectionately.

After several repetitions, he finally supported the upright avatar with one hand, took a light breath, closed his eyes and swallowed it.

Su Yan groaned involuntarily.

Xia Tingwan could feel Su Yan's body tense with sudden excitement.

He was a little anxious, but Su Yan was not of a size that could easily fit in. When the giant object suddenly filled his mouth, he was a little breathless.

Su Yan reached out and stroked Xia Tingwan's cheek, and whispered, "Relax."

Xia Ting frowned sadly.

He really wanted to be obedient, but it was still too jerky. As soon as he relaxed, he was pushed into the depths of his throat by Su Yan's huge clone. The sudden suffocation made him instinctively scared, and he couldn't help but put the whole All vomited.

His body trembled and retched from his throat, his face flushed from choking, and he couldn't help but look at Su Yan helplessly.

Su Yan narrowed his eyes with a depressed expression, and was spit out just after being swallowed into his warm mouth, probably not feeling well.

Xia Tingwan hated herself a little bit.

He had never realized it was so difficult before.

He really can't be regarded as a qualified sexual partner. Su Yan has spoken to him countless times, but he has never asked him anything.

He only knows the taste of enjoyment.

He couldn't help but feel a vague sadness, and lowered his head again, trying to get the somewhat scary thing in again.

Still very exhausting.

The roots of Xia Tingwan's eyelashes trembled wetly, and the two delicate butterfly bones on her white back also arched nervously.

Because his mouth was ruthlessly stuffed, Su Yan only moved his waist a little, and he felt the dry and bitter taste coming back from his stomach.

Xia Tingwan swallowed subconsciously, the corners of his eyes were red and he wanted to cry.

I can't tell what it's like, although it seems to be tortured to the senses, but the body feels throbbing because it is completely occupied by cruelty.

Xia Ting was inhaling with his nose late, feeling a little hypoxia in his head.

Between the ups and downs, he couldn't help but touch his lower body, and he was extremely stiff.

At this moment, Su Yan suddenly squeezed his chin and forced him to open his mouth, then pulled the thing out.

Xia Ting was in a drowsy night, until he felt his face sticking to the sheets abruptly, and then he realized that he had been turned over by Su Yan and knelt under the man's body.

"Rise your ass."

Su Yan supported his waist.

The always calm and self-controlled man's hoarse voice now carries a deep uncontrollable desire, and his hands are so hard that Xia Tingwan feels her skin hurt from being pinched.

Xia Tingwan felt that the part with the more amazing size in the excited state was intimidating against the entrance between the buttocks, and wanted to climb forward in panic.

"Don't run,"

Su Yan forcefully dragged him back and pressed him under his crotch, repeating word by word, "Raise your butt for me."

Xia Tingwan suddenly realized the fear of being pressed under the paws of the cat. He shuddered and lowered his waist and raised his butt, but he still instinctively shivered because of the fear.

"My little peacock, I'm going to fuck until you open your screen."

Su Yan leaned down and whispered meaningfully in Xia Tingwan's ear.