Chapter 37

If Su Jingyang's regret and regret about Xiangcao's incident was "one step too late", then Su Jingyang felt a deep sense of powerlessness about Lu Qian's choice.

Lu Qian was depressed because he betrayed Gao Zhanfei and fell in love with Ling Jia. Lin Jia was born in a different environment, and his brain circuit was completely different from his. Ling Jia probably never thought that Lu Qian would leave him to die. After hearing what Lu Qian said, he thought that Yiyan would forgive him if he went to the kitchen to steam ten rabbit buns, so he excitedly called Xiao Er up early in the morning to help prepare the flour.

Gao Zhanfei's death, Ling Jia's miscalculation, and Lu Qian's sensitivity and thoughtfulness were all destined to have no good results.

Su Jingyang was stopped by Rong Ci that day and couldn't see Lu Qian for the last time, but when he knew that Lu Qian heard the truth that Gao Zhanfei was approaching him at the time before he died, he could no longer restrain his heart from throbbing. At that time, Lu Qian was so shocked and desperate. The good times and memories in his heart that even Ling Jia couldn't destroy was just a malicious scam! But he left it for the person who lied to him. The person you love is about to end the life of himself and his child, and can no longer be saved... This is really cruel.

Su Jingyang had a high fever for several days, Lingli silently helped to cook the medicine and porridge, and Rongci was doing all the close-up care. Su Jingyang was stupefied the day before and accidentally vomited Rong Ci. Later, he remembered that he felt very sorry, but Rong Ci didn't mention it and still took care of him.

Su Jingyang was in a drowsy state, waking up from time to time, and finally opened his eyes once and found that Rong Ci was standing by the bed again to put a cold towel on his forehead, and couldn't help but say, "Ayi, let's go... I really have no conscience, I won't remember your kindness to me, don't waste your time."

Rong Ci ignored his words at all, and found that he looked much better than before, his black eyes stared at him for a long time, and suddenly asked in a deep voice: "Su Jingyang, I ask you, you always like to match up. Others, is there any special reason?"

Su Jingyang's heart skipped a beat, and stared blankly at Rong Ci. After a while, he avoided his direct gaze, and said in a hoarse voice, "What could be the reason? It doesn't matter, I naturally like to take care of other people's affairs."

Rong Ci didn't believe it. In fact, he had always had a feeling that Su Jingyang had been trying so hard to stay out of this world, but he had to always be mixed in, as if he had to complete a specific task, not meddling. So simple.

However, he did not find any traces of being cursed or guzzled on Su Jingyang's body.

Rong Ci asked: "Have anything unusual happened to you before, or did you have any last resort..."

"No, no, no!! Nothing! It's just that I like to be nosy, don't ask, let's go!! I'm awake, and I don't need your care." Su Jingyang knew that he only asked because he cared about himself, but he was asked by him again. Feeling agitated for a while, he pulled the quilt to cover himself, turned his back, and stopped talking.

Wrapped in the quilt, Su Jingyang exhaled a few breaths of hot air, suppressing the turmoil in his heart, and he quickly realized that he was going too far.

Su Jingyang pricked his ears and listened for a long time, but did not hear the footsteps of Rong Ci leaving. After hesitating for a moment, he exposed his head from the quilt and turned his face, only to find that Rong Ci was leaning his head lightly on the side of the bed frame, his eyes closed, and he seemed to be asleep. Even though he was asleep, his face was still full of sternness.

Su Jingyang took off the cold towel on his head, got up from the bed, stared at him silently for a long time, and finally pulled a thin quilt from the bed over and gently laid it on top of him.

Rong Ci heard the movement of him lying down again, opened his eyes, and looked at the back of his head facing his hair, and his pursed lips were slightly raised.

When Su Jingyang's fever finally subsided, Xu Mi and Mu Jin had time to see him. Xu Mi heard what happened to Lu Qian, and was sighed. He wanted to take Su Jingyang out to relax, but Su Jingyang was not very interested, and he didn't want to disturb the interest of the newlyweds, so he smiled and said that he was just recovering from a serious illness and was not suitable for going out.

Xu Mei had no choice, so he chatted with him for a few words, and then left with Mu Jin.

Su Jingyang was still not sick and confused, remembering what day it was that night, he did not let Rong Ci take care of him, nor did he let Ling Li accompany him. Lingli knew that he had to sleep alone every few days, and although he was still worried about him, he didn't insist.

Rong Ci stayed for a while longer, his eyes locked on his face, and he didn't seem to want to leave. In the end, Su Jingyang got up and pushed him out step by step.

In the familiar dream again, Su Jingyang was actually able to move, but he seemed to have lost this desire, and lay there like a corpse, with a numb expression and let the person stick it on.

In fact, some time ago, the guy in the dream didn't entangle him for a long time like at the beginning, and it usually ended in two times. But don't know what's going on this day, not to mention the more intense movements, and made him stop until the middle of the night, and then hugged him and kissed him for a long time.

The sudden abnormality of a person who had already shown resistance made Su Jingyang only guess that that person either lost his willpower and surrendered to the control of the system, then... imagined him as someone else.

After Su Jingyang returned to his bed, he fell asleep exhausted, but even if he fell asleep, the irritable fire in his heart kept burning, he really felt that he was pitiful and pathetic!

He had another dream, no, to be precise, it was the ghost of the system. It directly transmitted some of the cases it had received into his mind, and those painful and real images were endlessly in his mind. play.

There are those who have been abused by endless domestic violence, but not all of them, like Xiang Cao, finally resolutely resisted. Some people were ruthlessly swept out of the house because they couldn't bear children, but not everyone was as lucky as Xu Mei to meet Mu Jin, and some people were deceived and cheated into marriage and jumped off the building with a big belly in despair.

There were also the hysterical screams and screams of various victims, and all kinds of cruel suicide pictures of jumping off the building and jumping into the sea to cut their wrists in his mind. This dream was full of depressing despair! Falling, he closed his eyes, sweating profusely, he wanted to wake up, but couldn't.

The voice in my head was replaced by the comments and ridicule of bystanders, "I don't know how to beat me back when I was beaten, I deserve to be beaten!" "Who is to blame for not being able to give birth to yourself? Which hen doesn't lay eggs?" You are stupid and blind, you don't keep your eyes open and see clearly before you get married, and you also implicate your children! Selfish ghost!!"

Su Jingyang was very angry. He wanted to refute that not everyone in this world is invincible, not everyone is born with a smart and transparent brain, and not everyone has strong willpower.

Why not scold the perpetrators and instead cover the victims with trumped-up crimes?!!

Su Jingyang's throat trembled, he slowly opened his eyelids, his eyes were full of red bloodshots.

He opened his mouth, obviously trying to suppress anger in his voice, "Xiang Cao, Xu Mei, and Lu Qian, you arranged for me to meet you on purpose?! Isn't it?"

The system sneered: "Do you need to be intentional? There are a lot of things like this around, there are countless, it's not uncommon for you to come across two or three times."

Su Jingyang raised his hand and pressed his head, which was about to split from pain, and the veins on his forehead jumped.

The system said again: "Besides, I just want you to experience having children. You scumbags, whatever you do, I will make you suffer the same way. Let you perpetrators also taste the taste of victims! It's not It's just for you to watch as a bystander!"

Su Jingyang only felt a surge of heat rushing to the top of his head. All the experiences during this period, plus all the grievances and injustices he suffered during the more than half a year of coming to this world, finally turned into monstrous anger and erupted!

He gasped and quickly got up and got out of bed, tossed everything on the table, and smashed it hard when he saw it. Perpetrator! What did I do wrong? I just asked one sentence! One sentence!!! What the hell did I commit!? Did I abuse my family? Did I cheat on my relationship?? Did I cheat on my marriage? Everything is just your imagination! I didn't do anything, why should I come here, why should I suffer this! Why do you have to see this?! Educating me?! What do you think you are? ?Messenger of justice??You are nothing but a stupid thing controlled by ill-will!! In fact, what is the difference between the perpetrators you speak of?!!!”

Everything that could be smashed in the room was smashed, Su Jingyang was full of pain, he held his head and shouted piercingly: "I want to go home, you let me go home!! I don't want to stay here! You fucking let me go home!!!"

When Su Jingyang shouted the last sentence, tears spewed out. He blushed and burst into tears, and his body suddenly knelt on the ground weakly.

The system hummed: "Do you think you can still leave now?"

Rong Ci and Ling Li heard the unusual movement here, and they rushed in one after the other, looking at the mess in the room, and Su Jingyang, who was kneeling on the ground and crying, and both Rong Ci and Ling Li were shocked. a moment.

The two of them went to help Su Jingyang up first, but Su Jingyang didn't even look at them, he broke both of their hands, wiped his face, the tears on his chin were still ticking, his eyes were blank , put on a casual dress, put on your shoes and go out.

Rong Ci and Ling Li followed silently, and when they reached the door of the inn, Su Jingyang turned around and roared like a furious lion: "Don't follow me!! Don't follow me!! All go! Go!"

Ling Li was overwhelmed with red eyes, Rong Ci frowned, "What the hell happened to you?"

The gloomy anger in Su Jingyang's heart was burning, his tearful eyes were full of sternness, as if he had changed his mind, and his words seemed to be completely out of the control of his brain, "I'm not very good! I don't care what happened to me. Your business! I have warned you a long time ago to let you worry less, I have to leave sooner or later, don't expect anything from me! Go away! Go away!!"

Rong Ci's eyelashes trembled fiercely, the corners of his mouth were as cold as ice, and he stared at Su Jingyang's pale face like a ghost.

Seeing that Su Jingyang turned around and was about to leave, Lingli wanted to follow him in a hurry. Su Jingyang used all his strength to suppress the violent anger in his heart, and said to Lingli with a tight voice: "Ali, let's go back first, I want to relax by myself."

Ling Li clasped his hands tightly, his face panicked and uneasy, looked at his trembling voice and said, "Then you, then you must come back, Jingyang, you must come back, I am here waiting for you, I …”

Su Jingyang has already strode far.

Su Jingyang put on his shoes, put on his clothes, and swayed aimlessly on the street with his messy hair, as if he had returned to the first day when he first came here. Absurd and ridiculous.

It wasn't until his legs became weak that he couldn't walk anymore, so he just found a place to squat down, raised his hand and touched his forehead, as if it started to burn again.

Su Jingyang let out a breath of heat, staring at the ants on the ground with his head down in a daze.

System No. 1 struggled to come out and chatted with Su Jingyang for a while.

After Su Jingyang's runaway all morning, the anger in his heart has gradually dissipated, leaving only an empty space.

"Just now, I heard that dog thing, let the perpetrators taste the taste of the victims, then... Xiangcao, Lu Qian and the others shouldn't be..." After Su Jingyang calmed down, he felt a chill down his spine because of the thought.

"No, a world can only invest in one

another world

, otherwise it will collapse completely. However, in other worlds, there are indeed people like them who were punished by number two, who removed their previous memories and changed their gender. Those who were abused by domestic violence would be abused by domestic violence, and those who scolded their wives out of the house would be punished. They will become abandoned people, cheating marriages, they will also be deceived and hurt, and they will never be able to escape such shackles. A tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye. System No. 1 sighed softly, "Although it is very relieved, it is not the right way to use violence to control violence. And it's getting more and more extreme, and more and more innocent people like you are involved. "

Su Jingyang was stunned, and he didn't know what it was like for a while.

Su Jingyang told him about the pictures in his dream, and System No. 1 said that they were all recorded.

It said: "It's far more than what you've seen. However, people are bad regardless of gender, but there are relatively more vulnerable groups of women, so I chose this path at the beginning."

Su Jingyang stared blankly at the crowd in the distance, and said softly, "Some people are really bad, but I'm innocent, really innocent. When will I... go home, when?" Know if you are asking the system, or you are asking yourself.

System No. 1 hesitated for a long time, and finally just said: "Now you... I'm afraid you can't leave for the time being."

Su Jingyang thought it meant that he was still a long way from finding the protagonist, and his heart that was already cold was more like ice, and it was so cold that it hurt.

System No. 1 soon went offline again. Su Jingyang sat on the ground when he was tired. He sat there in a daze, as if he could not feel the passage of time. It wasn't until his body became heavier and heavier that he realized that something was wrong with him. Just as he tried to stand up against the ground, his eyes darkened and he fainted.

Su Jingyang was completely dizzy, and when he woke up, he found himself lying on a very spacious and comfortable bed, and the sky was already bright outside.

Su Jingyang remembered that he had promised Lingli to go back, and panicked in his heart, he hurriedly sat up and wanted to lift the quilt and get out of bed, but his head was still dizzy.

He still struggled to get out of bed. He was wearing his shoes. Someone came in. Su Jingyang looked up and saw a man with a chilling look on his face. Let's go after the medicine."

Su Jingyang knew that he must have saved him, and was very grateful. He walked over and took the medicine and drank it, then thanked him.

The guard said, "You've been wandering beside our son's house for a long time, talking to yourself. You're lucky not to be caught and locked up. After drinking the medicine, let's go."

Su Jingyang was secretly surprised. He was in a mess yesterday, and he didn't even know where he had gone. Now from the guard's words, it seems that he must have met a big man. If he stayed for a while longer, he might be suspicious, so Su Jingyang didn't stop there, and hurriedly walked out.

This is a big mansion. Su Jingyang followed the guard who led the way and turned a few turns along the corridor. There happened to be a young man in a golden robe and a jade crown, surrounded by another group of guards.

His eyebrows are picturesque, the bridge of his nose is high, his complexion is fair, and he has an extraordinary noble aura, which is completely different from that of a young master like Liang Lu.

The guard hurriedly pulled Su Jingyang, who had been stunned in place, and told him to avoid it, but Su Jingyang was too shocked to react after a while, and quickly gave way, his head was in a mess.

"Young master asked you something." The guard pinched Su Jingyang hard, gnashing his teeth.

Su Jingyang hurriedly raised his head, met a pair of cold star-like black eyes, swallowed nervously, and asked what!? He didn't hear at all!

"I……"

"You were staring at me just now? You know me?" The young man looked at him, his tone was slightly slow, his voice was nice, even a little soft, but Su Jingyang's scalp was inexplicably numb.

Su Jingyang shook his head hurriedly, then pretended to smile naturally, "Of course I don't know, but I'm just wondering if you saved me, son, and want to thank you in person."

The young man curved his mouth and smiled, but there was a bone-biting coldness in his smile, "You lied, you had a shocked expression on your face just now."

Su Jingyang thought to himself, can I not be shocked that you and Axuan look exactly the same?!!

Su Jingyang had already speculated about his identity at this time, and it must be that Ah Xuan's biological father didn't run away. However, Ling Li said at the time that there seemed to be some misunderstanding with this person. Su Jingyang did not dare to easily reveal that Ling Li and Ah Xuan came out. Don't blame me, son."

The young man stared at him, but didn't play cards according to the routine, "If you don't say it, I must blame you. If you say it, I will look at it according to the situation, and blame you."

Su Jingyang had no choice but to scratch his head, pretending to be simple and honest: "That's right, I, I just came here from a small place, and this is the first time I have seen a good-looking person like you. Shocked."

"..." The young master stared at him for a long time, and was about to leave with an expressionless face, when someone suddenly came in and whispered a few words in his ear, he glanced at Su Jingyang unexpectedly, and said, "Let him come in. "

Su Jingyang didn't know the situation and was about to leave quietly, but the young man said, "Someone has come to pick you up."

To pick him up? Who will pick him up? Who would know that he is here? Su Jingyang was confused, and just when he was still confused, he saw Rong Ci, dressed in black, come in with his long legs.

As soon as Su Jingyang saw it was him, he immediately remembered the words he had roared yesterday, feeling embarrassed and uncomfortable in his heart, and hurriedly avoided his eyes.

Rong Ci came forward, first looking at Su Jingyang who turned his face away with an unpredictable expression, and then looking at Ming Zhan.

Ming Zhan said at Rong Ci with a smile: "City Lord Rong, after so many years of separation, his style is even more beautiful."

As soon as Ming Zhan opened his mouth, Su Jingyang felt as if his brain had been hit by a hammer. He slowly, little by little, turned around in an extremely stiff and awkward posture, and looked at Rong Ci in disbelief.

——What did that young man shout just now???!!

City Lord Rong?????!!!!

...fuck!!!

FUCK FUCK!!!

At this moment, Rong Ci had no time to take into account Su Jingyang's fire-breathing glaring. He was stunned for a rare moment after seeing Ming Zhan's face.

When Rong Ci saw him back then, he was attacked by Gu and his face was festering. He went to Rong City to find a solution, and Rong Ci did his best to help him. Ming Zhan had a special status and was inconvenient to stay in Rongcheng. After finding a solution, he quickly left Rongcheng and recuperated in the town where Lingli and the others were located.

Rong Ci never saw his real face from beginning to end. But now, one thing is clear at a glance... Rong Ci glanced behind him subconsciously.

Ming Zhan seemed to think that Su Jingyang's expression was very interesting, and said to Rong Ci: "It seems that I ruined your good deeds."

Rong Ci dragged Su Jingyang, who was glaring at him, to his side, wrapped his arms around his waist, and smiled at Ming Zhan, "It's not, thank you son for taking care of him, we won't be bothered, so we will leave first."

"—Jingyang!!"

As soon as Ling Li's crying voice sounded, Su Jingyang and Rong Ci's bodies froze at the same time.

Because Su Jingyang didn't return overnight, he was already panicking, he was afraid that something would happen to Su Jingyang, and he was afraid that Su Jingyang would leave. Rong Ci found Su Jingyang's whereabouts, brought him over, and asked him to wait beside the house now.

But Ling Li was too impatient. Not long after Rong Ci entered, he took the child in with him. For some reason, the guard at the door saw him and the child stunned for a while, but did not stop him. Ling Li quickly took the opportunity to run in.

Ling Li rushed in front of Su Jingyang and threw himself into his arms, hugging his neck tightly, tears dripping down, the sadness in his heart was about to overflow, he choked and said: "You say you go to relax. , why don't you go back, I'm about to die of worry, Jingyang, don't scare me like this in the future, okay? I'll accompany you wherever you go, I beg you..."

Ah Xuan also held Su Jingyang's hand, raised his delicate face like jade, looked at Su Jingyang with big eyes and begged softly, "Uncle, uncle, go back with us, okay?"

Su Jingyang's face was stiff, and his hands were stiff. He put his hand on top of Ah Xuan's head, forcing him to turn around, and was about to push Lingli out of his arms a little, holding his hand and leaving together.

But in the end, he was still a step ahead.

Ming Zhan strode over and pulled Lingli out of Su Jingyang's arms. He clenched Lingli's wrist tightly and looked into Lingli's stunned tearful eyes. There seemed to be an undercurrent in his black eyes. , gritted his teeth and raised his voice slightly: "It's really you!"