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    Chapter 60

    Su Jingyang began to worry about Lingli since he knew that the old emperor had passed away. Although Lingli didn't express his attitude clearly when he came to Rongcheng, he faintly realized that Lingli was not willing to get involved with the imperial palace.

    He thought so, so when he knew from Rongci that Lingli's wish was to bring Ah Xuan into the palace together, he stayed for a long time without reacting.

    Su Jingyang still couldn't believe it, and hurriedly asked Rongci: "Ali said it himself?"

    Rong Ci nodded and said, "Rong Hua went to talk to him after hearing the news, he said it himself." Rong Ci pondered for a moment, then said to Su Jingyang, "You can also wait for him to come and ask for yourself."

    In fact, Rong Ci is also a little bit incomprehensible to Lingli's thoughts. He and Rong Hua knew very well what Lingli had done when he first came to Rongcheng. At that time, Lingli's attitude was very clear and decisive. If he really wanted to enter the palace, why would he do this? very firm.

    It was as if there was some reason why he had to do it.

    If Rong Hua couldn't ask for this reason, Su Jingyang certainly could.

    If even Su Jingyang couldn't ask, then, no one in this world would know why Lingli did this.

    Rong Ci selfishly hopes that Ling Li will stay here, and he will definitely help Ling Li who wants to stay. He knew that Su Jingyang and Lingli had a special relationship. If the two separated, Su Jingyang would definitely feel sad.

    Rongci asked Su Jingyang to ask clearly, and Su Jingyang naturally thought the same. In the afternoon, when Ling Li came over, Su Jingyang rushed to the door like a gust of wind. He couldn't wait to pull him in, closed the door, looked at him eagerly and asked, "Ali, I heard Rongci say... "

    Ling Li smiled lightly, his expression looked peaceful, "You already know that."

    Su Jingyang nodded and waited to speak again. The child's cheerfulness rang out in the room—the sound of humming, the movement should not be underestimated, and Ling Li followed the sound and walked inside, "Is it A Yu calling?"

    Su Jingyang followed up and said, "Who else is there besides him, who hangs his voice every day."

    "Ayu is like you, with a lively temper." Ling Li walked to the bed and sat down, looking at the two children with gentle eyes.

    Dafan is kicking his legs to practice his voice, and he calls out twice from time to time, while Xiaofan is asleep. I don’t know if it’s a coincidence or not.

    Ling Li couldn't help laughing, stretched out his hand and touched the feet that were disturbed and moved, and after sighing softly, he said to Su Jingyang with some regret: "I never hugged these two little guys, I knew earlier, just now Hugs and hugs from birth."

    As soon as Su Jingyang heard him say such words, he felt a little downhearted, and his mind was confused. He sat next to Lingli, pulled his shoulders, and let him look at himself.

    Su Jingyang's face was solemn: "Ali, tell me honestly, do you really want to enter the palace voluntarily? If you don't want to go back, Rongci will definitely be able to help you, you..."

    Ling Li answered quickly, without the slightest struggle on his face: "It's voluntary."

    Su Jingyang stared at him for a moment, remembering that he was drunk and insane the day before yesterday, and he couldn't help but feel uneasy in his heart, he carefully examined Ling Li's face, while cautiously testing: "Ali, did I treat you the day I was drunk? Say……"

    "Jingyang, you don't have to worry too much. In fact, I've been thinking about this for a long time." Lingli held Su Jingyang's wrist with his backhand, without interrupting his words without a trace, looking at his eyes full of gentle power as always, "I I didn't tell you at that time, His Highness promised me the position of Crown Prince and Concubine."

    Su Jingyang was very surprised. He really didn't know about this. The position of the concubine? Ming Zhan didn't seem like someone who likes to coax others. If he said that, then he must really have this heart.

    Ling Li continued, "How can I not be tempted if he values ​​me so much? But at the same time, I also have some concerns, after all, I have no identity... But after thinking about it, when people walk high and water flows low, I have such concerns. Good opportunity, why don't you fight for yourself and Ah Xuan? Ah Xuan is no different from a normal child now. He also wants to stay by his father's side. His Highness also has feelings for me, even if he becomes emperor in the future , should also keep the promise, give me a place in the harem, and will not treat our father and son lightly."

    Su Jingyang stared at Lingli intently, feeling a little confused. He always felt that something was not right when he heard these words from Lingli's mouth, but he couldn't find any flaws.

    "Ali, is this really what you think? You must tell me the truth! Don't hide anything from me."

    "I didn't hide it from you, this is what I think in my heart." Seeing that Su Jingyang still didn't quite believe it, Ling Li narrowed his eyes and sighed silently, "I said, Jingyang, don't think of me too simple and beautiful. , I'm not so indifferent to the world... After staying in the world for a long time, I want to go to a bigger and more expansive place, and I will also yearn for that kind of life."

    Su Jingyang's heart was stagnant for a long time, "But Li, it's not that easy to survive in the palace, have you really thought about it?"

    Lingli said: "Of course, I have been thinking carefully these days in Rongcheng. I am no longer a child, and I know what kind of place the palace is... However, I finally made this decision."

    Lingli's eyes turned red as he spoke, he pulled Su Jingyang's hand down and held it tightly, his lips trembled, his expression looked extremely uncomfortable, as if the calm just now was disguised, and his voice suddenly choked badly. "It's just that I can't bear you, can't bear... It's about to separate, and then I realize that our time together is so short. Jingyang, in the future... no matter where you are in the future, even... even if you go home, you can't forget me, okay? ?You promised me."

    "What nonsense are you talking about, of course I won't forget you." Su Jingyang felt extremely sad when he thought of the upcoming parting, his eyes were wet, and he whispered to Lingli: "Even if we are not together, we can still care about each other. , how can you forget? A Li won't forget me, right?"

    Lingli nodded vigorously, his face was covered with tears, and he was speechless.

    Su Jingyang held back his tears, rubbed his wet eyes with his hand, and said softly: "Besides, the crown prince is just about to ascend the throne, so there must be a lot of things to do, and it will take some time until the arrangements are made. We won't do this. We will be separated soon. Also, even if you go to Jincheng, if I have a chance in the future... I can see you too."

    Chance... Ling Li reluctantly bent the corner of his mouth, nodded again, and said softly to Su Jingyang, "Okay."

    Tian Lingli stayed with Su Jingyang for a long time, he seemed to be cherishing something, and he said a lot.

    In the evening, Lingli got up and left. Su Jingyang always had a knot in his heart because he was interrupted and did not finish his question. He thought about it, but he chased after and grabbed Lingli who had just walked outside the dormitory, and asked: "Ali, the day I was drunk... didn't I really say anything to you?"

    Lingli's eyes widened slightly, as if he was recalling, he said, "Speak... I probably shouted a few words and wanted to go home."

    Su Jingyang's scalp tightened, and he quickly asked, "Then what?!"

    Ling Li took his nervous look into his eyes and said in a normal tone, "Then? Then you kept crying until Rongci came back."

    Su Jingyang watched Lingli silently for a long time without speaking. Lingli looked back at him with a puzzled look in his eyes, "Jingyang, what's wrong with you? You just got drunk and cried in front of me, why do you care so much? What are you afraid to say? What shameful words?"

    Su Jingyang scratched his head and smiled, "It's okay, I'll ask."

    Ling Li said: "Then I'll go back and urge Ah Xuan to study. I'll come back tomorrow."

    Su Jingyang said, "Okay." Release his hand.

    Only then did Ling Li walk outside. The moment he turned around, the faint smile on his face was almost shattered in an instant. He quickened his pace and did not dare to stay here any longer. He narrowed his eyes slightly, covering his eyes and restraining himself Unceasingly churning thoughts, he left in a hurry.

    *

    Sure enough, letting Dafan Xiaofan fall asleep in bed at night is just a delusional dream.

    This night, Su Jingyang walked around the bed with the child again, and his legs were about to break, so he coaxed the two little ancestors to sleep. Su Jingyang lay on the bed exhausted, and did not have the strength to take a bath. did, but didn't feel comfortable if didn't wash the sweat off body.

    The mind struggled for a while, but in the end the thought of not wanting to get up won, and he continued to stand still, wanting to lie down like this until the end of the world.

    In the end, Rong Ci brought the water to the bed, wiped his face, body and hands, and served him personally.

    Su Jingyang blinked sleepily and stared at Rong Ci who was carefully wiping his hands. He couldn't help recalling the dream he had, thinking that fortunately, although the two children did not let Rong Ci touch his hands, he had been trying his best to share the burden. , before going to bed, he often presses his legs and shoulders, which can be said to be very considerate.

    If he really had no conscience as in his dream, he didn't do shit, and he kept a bunch of snarky remarks, Su Jingyang would really cut people with a knife when he was irritable!

    After Rong Ci wiped Su Jingyang's fingers, his black eyes glanced at him twice, his eyes flickered slightly, he suddenly leaned down and kissed his lips fiercely, pressing his nose against his, and asked in a low voice, "What did you just do? There is murder in his eyes. Say, what bad idea are you thinking of?"

    The breath of his words touched Su Jingyang's lips, itching, Su Jingyang couldn't help but let out a short laugh and pushed his face away.

    Rong Ci grabbed his hand, lowered his head and kissed him for a while before letting go.

    Su Jingyang watched Rong Ci take off his coat, and found that he took off the Pixiu jade pendant and placed it on the edge of the pillow. He couldn't help but snorted, "A broken jade pendant, I wear it every day."

    Rong Ci lay beside him and said, "You gave it to me. Of course, I wear it every day, for a lifetime, or else?"

    When Su Jingyang heard the words, he couldn't help but snorted: "The ones that were obviously disgusted at the beginning were going to die, but now I will pick up the nice ones."

    Rong Ci raised the corners of his mouth and said, "You just like to listen to something nice, and say a few words to coax you."

    "……Bye-Bye."

    Su Jingyang turned his back, Rong Ci immediately reached out to hug him, what he thought of, turned around and hugged Rong Ci, burying his head in his arms.

    Rong Ci touched his hair and said softly, "Sleep in peace, I will listen to the movement, child. I will call you again if I can't figure it out."

    Su Jingyang hummed vaguely, and when he guessed that it was time for Rongci to fall asleep, he slowly opened his eyes again, his eyes filled with indelible contemplation.

    After Lingli left today, Su Jingyang has been thinking, if Lingli and His Royal Highness are really the protagonists of the system, if the two of them are really together as in the original plot, but if there is no factor that he contributed, So can he still collect 90% of the energy at once?

    System No. 1 didn't come out, and he had nowhere to ask. But he guessed that most of it is possible. After all, if the protagonists are consummated together, then it is the greatest meaning of this world.

    If he can really collect it and fill up the rest of the progress bar, he can really get rid of the dog system and go home.

    go home.

    Demonic obstacles haunted him in his heart for so long, such a simple yet profound word, is it about to be realized?

    Su Jingyang imagined this possibility, but for a while he was in a trance and couldn't believe it, and he didn't want to jump up as excited as he imagined.

    Back home, there will be no Rongci, there will be no children, there will be no A Li, A Xuan and Rong Hua.

    He can return to a normal life, go to get off work and play games every day, no need to be shackled by the system, no longer need to be emotionally entangled, and no need to take care of the child every day. The sleep is seriously insufficient.

    This kind of life should really belong to him.

    He slowly raised his eyes, just to see Rong Ci's lower jaw and the curvature of the corner of his mouth, he subconsciously raised his hand to touch it, but his heart suddenly choked, and his hand stopped in the air.

    After leaving, in that world, there won't be this warm embrace that he's used to and is somewhat attached to.

    There will be no more.

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