Wu Julan was silent, just looking at me. His eyes were not the same as before, the indigo brilliance shone in the darkness, as if thousands of stars had melted in his eyes, more dazzling and beautiful than the vast starry sky.

I asked nervously, "You, you...what are you thinking?" I was already too afraid of his ruthlessness, for fear that he would say something hurtful.

He asked calmly, "Is this your choice?"

I said firmly: "This is my choice!"

He asked calmly, "Even if it will cause you pain?"

I said firmly: "Even if it causes me pain!"

He asked calmly, "Even if it will cause me pain?"

I said firmly: "Even if it will cause you pain!"

Wu Julan smiled slightly and said decisively, "Okay!"

I don't know what he means by "good", but his smile makes me forget everything, I just feel that the dark night has turned into a bright day, and it seems that a warm sun is pouring down, surrounding me, bringing me Here comes the warmth.

Wu Julan said, "Let's go back and stay here, you're going to catch a cold again."

His tone was so gentle that I completely lost my ability to think, and only nodded obediently.

Along the way, he kept holding my hand and never let go, and I was always in a state of brain freeze.

I returned home in a dizzy state. When he let go of my hand and let me go upstairs to rest, I realized that I didn't seem to know what he was thinking.

I stood at the top of the stairs, reluctant to go upstairs.

Wu Julan asked, "What's wrong?"

I gathered up my courage and stammered, "On the beach just now, what did you, you say 'good'...what do you mean?"

He turned and went into the study, came out with a notebook, and handed it to me.

It was the notebook in which he drew three sketches. It was really something I remembered very deeply! I couldn't help shivering, gritted my teeth, and took it.

Wu Julan lightly stroked my head and said gently, "Don't be nervous, this time it's not..." It was nothing, but he didn't say anything.

"Yeah!" I promised in my mouth, but I couldn't relax at all.

With the heart of a brave man going to death, I took a notebook and hurried upstairs.

As soon as I closed the bedroom door, I opened my notebook. After turning over the three sketches, the next page was filled with graceful and graceful words.

After reading two sentences, I breathed a sigh of relief. It was not some cold and hurtful words, but a prose poem "On Love" by Gibran:

When love calls you, follow him, though his path is difficult and difficult.

When the wings of love embrace you, obey him, though the blade hidden in the wings may hurt you.

When Love speaks to you, trust him, though his words will shatter your sweet dreams, like the north wind has devastated a garden.

When love crowns you, it will crucify you.

Love can grow you, but it can also prune you.

Although love can climb up and caress your branches and leaves swaying in the sun, it can also reach down and shake your roots deep in the soil.

All of these are the tempering of love for you, so that you can know the secrets deep in your heart, your cognition will become a part of your life, and your life will be complete.

But if you just seek the peace and joy of love out of fear. Then, you'd better cover up your true self and avoid the trials of love. Enter a world of no seasons, where you can laugh, but not laugh; you can cry, but not all the tears in your heart.

Don't think you can guide the direction of love, because when love finds you qualified, it will guide you.

After reading it several times in a row, I hugged the notebook tightly, leaned against the bedroom door, closed my eyes with tears in my eyes and smiled.

Just now, as soon as Wu Julan entered the study, he immediately walked out with his notebook. Obviously, it could not have been written tonight. I can't guess when he wrote it, maybe he wrote it that night after he questioned me, maybe he wrote it while thinking about it these two days.

In any case, in this feeling, it is not just me who is thinking and choosing painfully. He is torturing me, and he is also torturing himself.

No matter what the process is, the result is that we all make the same choice, let love be love! As for the pain, we are willing to bear it! Because that's part of love!

Chapter12My Boyfriend

As long as you are in my heart for a day, I will be nervous for a day, nervous that you are hurt by others, nervous that I accidentally wronged you, nervous that you are not happy, these have nothing to do with your strength or vulnerability.

When I received a call from Zhou Buwen saying that he was coming to stay for a few days, he was already on the boat to the island. Fortunately, no one lived in the room, and it was cleaned very well. I just need to prepare clean bath towels and toiletries.

More than three hours later, there was a knock on the door, I went to open the door, and saw Zhou Buwen followed by Zhou Buyan. I was very surprised. After the last breakup, I thought that Miss Zhou Buyan's daughter-in-law would never step into my place again. I didn't expect that she would come with Zhou Buwen again.

Zhou Buyan smiled sweetly and took the initiative to greet me: "Sister Shen, the four characters on the plaque are so well written, which great calligrapher's pen and ink are they?" She spoke, took out her mobile phone, and pointed at the plaque Two photos were taken.

Since she can not hold any grudges at all and take the initiative to show her kindness, I am not a person to hold a grudge, and said with a smile: "Thank you for the compliment, it was written by Wu Julan."

Zhou Buwen and Zhou Buyan both looked at Wu Julan in astonishment. Their eyes were as if they saw a poor child who came out of a deep valley could speak fluent English.

I suddenly felt uncomfortable, took two steps, blocked their eyes with my body, and said, "Wu Julan not only writes well, but also plays the guqin very well."

Zhou Buyan said in disbelief: "I have also watched the two videos circulating on the Internet. Grandpa is most interested in Chinese traditional culture. I wanted to let Grandpa watch it, but those videos were all deleted. Someone posted that it was fake and it was just a hype for doing business."

Zhou Buwen probably felt that Zhou Buyan's words were too straightforward and sharp, and hurriedly said, "Buyan means propaganda and marketing methods, and it is normal to exaggerate in business."

I asked in puzzlement: "All the videos have been deleted? Some people say we are fake hype?"

Zhou Buwen said in surprise: "Don't you know? I thought you asked the website to be deleted!"

I was about to open my mouth to defend, when Wu Julan, who had been silent, suddenly said, "I did it, Xiaoluo doesn't know."

Since it was Wu Julan who did it, I don't bother to pursue it any further, and he has a special status, so he can really show less of the limelight, but I didn't expect him to change his attitude suddenly, and he still has patience and involvement with the website.

After a second thought, I became calmer, why should I care what Zhou Buyan thinks of Wu Julan? No matter how good my Wu Julan is, I don't need to prove it to her!

I smiled and said to Zhou Buwen and Zhou Buyan, "There will be time to chat in the future, so let's go upstairs to see your room first!"

I took Zhou Buwen and Zhou Buyan upstairs. I thought that Zhou Buwen would live in the large suite that he lived in before, and Zhou Buyan would live in his adjacent guest room. Unexpectedly, the two of them didn't communicate much, Zhou Buyan stayed in the suite, and Zhou Buwen stayed in the adjacent guest room. Obviously, it has become a habit for Zhou Buwen to take care of Zhou Buyan, and Zhou Buyan has long been accustomed to being taken care of. The small movements and eyes between the two are very tacit, and they seem very warm.

I stood by and watched silently. After they had chosen a place to live and made sure there was nothing missing, I let them rest first and went downstairs and left.

I walked into the kitchen, Wu Julan was standing in front of the sink washing dishes, I hugged him from behind, put my face on his back, and said nothing.

Wu Julan said jokingly: "The phone was warm and welcoming, why did people really come and look unhappy again, do you think Zhou Buyan is an eyesore?"

I said, "That's not it! I just think...it's a little weird."

Wu Julan comforted: "The big brother who originally belonged to me was taken away, it's normal to be jealous and sad!"

I got angry and opened my mouth to bite Wu Julan's shoulder.

Wu Julan said, "Be careful of your toothache."

The muscles on his shoulders are so hard, it's really hard to bite! I hummed and said, "It won't hurt!"

"The tooth doesn't hurt, it should be distressed."

"Why does it hurt?"

"If your tooth doesn't hurt, it means it hurts me. I hurt, shouldn't you feel distressed?" Wu Julan said as he fished the vegetables into a basin and put them away, so serious that he couldn't be more serious.

I'm stupid, am I being molested? what! what! what! My iceberg Wu Julan actually molested me!

Wu Julan turned around and put two empty vegetable bowls in my hands, "Under the eaves of the kitchen are chrysanthemum, bean sprouts, spinach and lettuce, all of which have been washed for me. We will have hot pot in the evening."

"Oh—" I was still in the state of the motherboard overheating and I mechanically walked out of the kitchen with the vegetable bowl.

I sat on the small bench and smirked as I recalled what Wu Julan said just now, while holding a few stalks of chrysanthemum, I rinsed it at the tap. After rinsing for a while, put it in a clean basin, then pick up a few stalks of chrysanthemum from the bluestone ground, and then rinse.

Zhou Buwen's voice came from behind, "What are you doing?"

"Wash the vegetables!"

"Wash the vegetables? Can the vegetables be washed too?" Zhou Buwen came over and turned on the faucet.

The water splashed into my hands, and I finally woke up, but the faucet didn't turn on.

I looked at the dirty dishes in the pot and poured them back onto the bluestone floor as if nothing had happened, and said calmly, "We eat hot pot at night, what does Zhou Buyan like to eat? If there is none at home, give Jiang Yisheng a call and ask him to come. When, by the way, bring a little."

It's a pity that Zhou Buwen and I have been together for more than three years. We are all too familiar with my tricks to surround Wei and save Zhao, "Buyan likes to eat fish and vegetables, you should all prepare."

Zhou Buwen took a small bench and sat beside me, and while helping me wash the vegetables, he asked, "What were you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking about what those people want," I said calmly.

Zhou Buwen asked with a smile, "Those people? Who?" As if waiting to see what I made up.

"People who rob my money, people who come to my house to steal things, people who attack me at night."

Zhou Buwen stopped smiling and looked at me in surprise, "What do you mean?"

I compared myself to a scissors hand in my heart, thinking proudly, he understands me, why don't I understand him? Sincerely want to deceive can always be deceived!

I smiled and told what happened recently and my speculation, and also told Zhou Buwen about Jiang Yisheng's pursuit of the two thieves, and asked him to inquire from the lawyer. Of course, I didn't tell him about some things related to Wu Julan. It's not that I think Zhou Buwen is unreliable, but that the fewer people know about some things, the better.

Zhou Buwen said solemnly, "Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing earlier?"

"It's not too late to tell you now!"

Zhou Buwen asked, "Have you thought about the reason?"

"No! So I'm still thinking hard!"