Chapter 142 The Protagonist

Jin Yu didn't respond here yet, but instead, she choked and coughed several times.

Although it was a child's speech, it was a bit shocking. He took a breath and stretched out his hand to pinch the child's nose.

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"Of course I know," the child raised a finger and looked serious, "Marriage means that two people must be together all the time! I like to play with Uncle Yu, and we can be together forever after we get married!" After coaxing Tuantuan to sleep, Feng Yan came out of the room and saw Jin Yu smoking on the balcony.

He turned his back to this side, Feng Yan couldn't see Jin Yu's dangerous expression clearly, and only saw thin smoke wafting around him, trying to melt into the night.

For a moment, he felt that this person did not belong to this world.

Feng Yan took a step forward. When Jin Yu heard the movement, she turned around and saw that it was him coming, holding the fine cigarette between her long and beautiful fingers, and gracefully shaking off half a string of ashes.

"Fell asleep"

Feng Yan snorted, walked over and took the cigarette from his hand: "You smoke too fiercely." Jin Yu raised her eyebrows and showed a meaningful smile: Feng Yan was stunned for a while, then she reacted. He was talking about what happened just now, and laughed a little helplessly.

He took the cigarette he grabbed with his fingertips and took a sip to his lips, and also looked up at the night sky outside.

"It's obvious that I'm my uncle, how come the fire that kissed the cigarette butt with you more than me was bright and extinguished. Jin Yu looked at Feng Yan's lips, lost her mind for two seconds, smiled lightly, and raised her hand. Feng Yan felt a little The cool fingertips rubbed the corners of his lips, and he was stunned for a while, but before he could react, Jin Yu had already snatched the cigarette back and put it out in the ashtray.

"You still have children, what are you smoking?"

"It's not you who started smoking first." Feng Yan pursed his lips.

"There's been a lot of work in the company recently, so I'm refreshing." Jin Yu suddenly remembered that there was another matter to deal with. She put on her coat and was ready to go back. .

In the end, it was just a word to stop smoking. When Jin Yu returned to the company, she was busy all night, until the sky turned white, and she finally finished her work.

He squinted and leaned back in the chair, habitually took out the lighter and lit the cigarette, with no expression on his handsome face.

It wasn't until thought that Tuantuan said last night that he wanted to marry him when he grew up, Feng Yan's stunned expression was on his face. Jin Yu exhaled a cigarette and laughed.

Laughing and laughing, he suddenly coughed.

The cigarette between his fingers fell to the ground, and a few strands of long hair slipped messily, soaked in cold sweat. Jin Yu clasped on the edge of the table with one hand, her knuckles turning white due to the force, and pressed the other hand on her mouth, coughing for a long time before she stopped.

He tried his best to adjust his breathing, put the slipping hair behind his ears, took out a piece of paper and wiped his hands as if nothing had happened, and threw it into the trash can in the corner.

Afterwards, Feng Yan found that Jin Yu was getting busier and busier and couldn't see anyone.

On his thirty-sixth birthday, he passed the building of Jin's headquarters and suddenly wanted to say a happy birthday to Jin Yu in person.

He went to the front desk to inquire, and the staff there told him that Jin Yu had completed the handover of work as early as half a year ago, and now he no longer works for Jin's. Feng Yan was stunned when he heard it, he didn't know anything about such a big thing.

There was an uneasy premonition in heart. called Jin Yu right after came out of the building. didn't get through after the first call, and called the second time.

Just when he was about to hang up automatically for the second time, the person opposite finally picked it up slowly.

The familiar voice of "Feng Yan" eased the anxiety before Feng Yan a little. He walked to the side and watched the people coming and going on the street. First, he said a happy birthday to the other party, and then asked him if he had an appointment at night. Would you like to come out for a meal together?

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I have something to do." Jin Yu stood by the window, looking at the crowd of people under the high-rise building, she curled her lips and smiled, "I have a lot of work, so I can't keep my hands free. "The feeling of unease in Feng Yan came up again.

Especially in the next second, he vaguely heard someone on the opposite side say something about a ward round. She pursed her lips lightly, and asked in a casual tone: Jin Yu smiled and said that of course she was in the company, and told him that she was busy now and would call him later.

About three hours later, Feng Yan finally received another call from Jin Yu. The latter's tone was the same as before, saying that he would invite him to dinner with Tuantuan at night, and send him the time and address later.

After Feng Yan got the address, he glanced at the map and found that the restaurant was not far from a private hospital. The two finally met in the evening. Jin Yu was dressed in a formal suit, with long black and smooth hair tied behind her back. She had an elegant and noble temperament, which did not seem to have changed much from what he had seen before.

As soon as Tuantuan saw him, he jumped up and hugged his leg, his voice was soft and glutinous, but Uncle Yu didn't come to see him recently, did he not like him anymore? Jin Yu didn't pick up the child like before, but just raised her hand and rubbed Tuantuan's head, smiled and said how could it be.

Aware that Feng Yan was looking at her, Jin Yuman slowly raised her head and asked the other party what was wrong with her eyes. Feng Yan hesitated a little in his heart, but in the end he didn't show anything on his face. He smiled and wished the other party a happy birthday.

Jin Yu didn't eat too much, and when the meal was almost over, she told them that she had a job change and would go abroad in a while.

Tuantuan pulled Jin Yu's sleeve:

"I don't know either," Jin Yu smiled gently, with a relaxed tone, "Maybe in a few years, maybe ten years, or maybe she won't come back."

Feng Yan heard the words for a while, and then suddenly raised his head to look at the other party.

Hearing that he couldn't come back, Tuantuan's eyes suddenly turned red, biting his lips, holding onto Jin Yu's sleeve and not letting go.

"Can't you not go? Don't wait for me to grow up? Don't you want to be with me and my uncle all the time?" 912439795

Jin Yu didn't speak, but just touched the child's head again.

After calling the driver to send them back. Feng Yan took Tuantuan home, the child cried in the car, and then fell asleep when he was tired.

After hesitating for a while, he took out his phone and called his friend.

This time, he picked it up quickly, and asked him what was wrong with a smile. Feng Yan was silent for a while, scratched his hair a little irritably, and finally said, "I passed by your company today."

When he said this, he didn't say anything else. It's just that the two have been together for so long, and some words don't need to be said in full to know what the other party means.

Jin Yu didn't expect that he would go to the company to find him, so he was silent for a while, then smiled helplessly.

"I have been so stupid before, how can I suddenly become so sharp"

The next day, while Tuantuan went to school, Feng Yan and his workplace took leave and went to the private hospital.

Although he was already mentally prepared before he came here, seeing his friend lying on the hospital bed really wasn't enough. Jin Yu was lying on the bed, wearing only a thin hospital gown. She originally looked out the window, but when she heard the voice, she turned around and looked at Feng Yan and smiled softly.

"coming."

It took him a while to regain his senses, trying his best to control himself to the chair beside the bed and sit down, answering softly.

"Well," Feng Yan slowly clenched his fist on his side, and his voice was very soft, "Come on. Jin Yu smiled, with a very relaxed tone: Feng Yan lowered his head and didn't answer.

After a long time, he suddenly opened his mouth.

"I seem to be bringing misfortune to the people around me all the time."

He raised his hands to hold his head, grabbed his hair, and his voice was a little painful.

Jin Yu didn't speak, just turned her head to look at him quietly, and put her hand on the back of Feng Yan's hand.

"Are you feeling pain and sadness because of me?" Feng Yan didn't look up, but instead grabbed his hand, his fingertips visibly shaking. Jin Yu finally saw what he had always wanted to see.

He closed his eyes, bent his lips slightly, and felt the warm warmth from his fingertips, warmer than the sun falling on him.

Just look at him like that.

Then his whole mind was on him. Only him.

After that, Feng Yan would come to the hospital to see him every day without telling Tuantuan.

Sometimes they would talk to Jin Yu, but sometimes the two of them didn't say anything, just sat there quietly and stayed together.

It snowed outside the window today.

Jin Yu put on a dress and walked to the window, looking at the snowflakes falling from the sky, turned her head to Feng Yan and said that he wanted to go out and have a look. Feng Yan was still a little hesitant, but Jin Yu looked at him and laughed, opened the door and ran out. Jin Yu reached out to pick up a piece of snow, watching it slowly melted by body temperature in the palm of her hand, shook off the water droplets on her hand, and went to pick up another piece again.

The outstretched hand was suddenly grasped and retracted. Jin Yu looked back and found that Feng Yan also followed.

They didn't stay outside for too long, and they returned to the ward after a while.

Feng Yan let go of Jin Yu's hand, but he didn't expect to be held back by the other party in the next second.

Said he was empty every day when he went home from school.

He said that when he was in school, he also worked hard to get a good place.

It was said that when he first took over the company, he had been accustomed to it for a long time before getting started.

Maybe was a little tired talking, so put head on the shoulders of the person next to me and continued to speak, but the voice became lighter and the articulation gradually became less clear. Vaguely seems to be saying that he has liked someone for a long time. The voice in ear disappeared.

Even the sound of breathing disappeared completely.

Feng Yan was stunned for a long time, and then gently tightened the cold fingertips in his palm.

Maybe Jin Yu is just a supporting role in Feng Yan's story.

But in her own life, Jin Yu is the real protagonist.