chapter 14

His tone was so serious, as if I really had a huge source of stench on my body.

Doubt pinched the suit jacket and smelled it, the obvious scent of women's perfume. It should have been rubbed from Xu Xi in the morning. After a few hours of volatilization, it has changed from strong to elegant at first. Is that what the smell means?

dog nose.

"Oh, this." I explained with a smile, "I accidentally rubbed it. If you don't like it, shall I take off my coat?"

Ji Chenfeng looked at me for a long time and let go of his strength.

I straightened up, took off my blazer on the desk, and unbuttoned my shirt cuffs.

"Why... why did you suddenly appear again? Didn't you already refuse?"

The unbuttoning movement stopped slightly. reject? Does it mean that he is "rejecting" me by not contacting me or replying to messages in the past two days?

I was rejected? What a joke.

This guy... the personality distortion must have a degree. When I buried my head and licked me like a dog licking flesh and bone, I didn't see how reluctant he was. What, just after two days, did the self-esteem of being a gay break out?

"I didn't force you that day..."

"Because I rejected the letter of meeting, I thought you would never see me, but it suddenly appeared and pretended not to know me. That night was indeed my voluntary act of repaying my gratitude, treating you as a benefactor. It would be like that, but you seem to... just use me as a distraction when you're bored."

He stood up from the reclining chair and looked at me: "300,000 will be returned to you as soon as possible, please don't tease me again, Mr. Sang."

This is what Ji Chenfeng said to me, the longest paragraph, with his usual calm expression, and even his tone was the same as always without any fluctuations. However, this short statement of a hundred words was like an atomic bomb that fell from the sky, setting off a storm in my heart.

"How do you..." Why do you know about 300,000? Did Yan Shanhua say that? Didn't the woman say nothing and tell him nothing? And what the hell does that letter mean?

There are a lot of things to ask him, I am afraid that he knows 300,000 and also knows the secret of his life experience. But it was probably due to the fact that the brain received too much information at one time, and it became difficult to organize the language. He just grabbed his arm in vain, but couldn't spit out a word in his throat.

Can't.

I can't lose everything I have now.

Although it should be his, but it has been given to me, so it should be mine. How can someone who has paid nothing get everything? It will not be returned to him, absolutely not.

Holding his hand tighter and tighter, his chaotic brain began to be controlled by violent emotions, and he even thought about the possibility of attacking each other with a glass jar in the corner.

Anyway, Sang Zhengbai will handle it. Like I did three years ago, I have nothing to do...

"Dong Dong Dong!"

The hurried knock on the door interrupted my gradually out of control thoughts and brought me back to my senses.

"Doctor Ji, there's a little Teddy that's not doing well. Come and take a look."

Ji Chenfeng glanced at the closed door and replied, "Just come."

He pulled my hand away little by little. After the atomic bomb exploded, he didn't want to care about the casualties, didn't say anything, and strode out of the office.

The door opened and closed, and the room was silent. I sat leaning on the desk. In just a few seconds, not only my palms, but even my back was covered with cold sweat.

Damn, almost became a murderer.

"It's crazy..." Unable to bear, he covered his face, gritted his teeth and breathed, and was afraid until the fear faded and reason regained the upper hand.

Smooth out the folded cuffs, re-button, and put on the blazer. As if nothing had happened, I opened the door, walked through the hallway, and left the vet without looking back.

"What did you tell him?" I crumpled the ticket I just took off and clipped it to the wiper, I suppressed my anger and asked Yan Shanhua on the other end of the phone, "Why does he know that the 300,000 yuan was given by me? There is a letter, what letter?"

"I... I really didn't tell him anything about you." Yan Shanhua assured tremblingly, "I never mentioned your name."

The paper ball was clenched into my fist, and my arm was slammed against the car window. I roared: "Then why does he know it's me? Do you think Sang Zhengbai will let you go when you raise him? Mom's dreaming! Once I'm exposed, you have to die with me!"

"Xiao Nian, don't get excited, listen to me, I swear I never told him about you. That letter is like this, every time you pay back, Chenfeng will put a letter for you in the envelope. , I'm afraid you'll take it off every time you see it unhappy..."

But there was no response, and she was afraid that Ji Chenfeng would be suspicious. So every time I paid off the money, I would buy a greeting card from the gift shop downstairs in my apartment and ask the boss to write a random sentence and take it back. So he lied to Ji Chenfeng for three years.

"After the cochlear implant was successfully implanted, he always wanted to thank you in person. But I told him that you were my former customer, and I borrowed money not for anything else, but for the sake of the past, it is best not to disturb You. He believed it, and didn't mention it much after that. I thought he gave up, but a few months ago, he graduated and found an internship, and suddenly he wanted to see you in a letter..."

Of course, Yan Shanhua couldn't let him see me. In order to completely dispel Ji Chenfeng's thoughts, he returned the letter on the same day, and did not give him another greeting card as a placebo.

Afterwards, Ji Chenfeng seemed to have completely dispelled the idea of ​​seeing me, or was hit by a blow, and stopped writing to me, but just paid back the money honestly.

No wonder he said something I couldn't understand today, it really had nothing to do with me. This woman, why is she so smart?

"Where are the letters?" I asked.

"At...at home, I put it away, where only I know."

"Find time for me." I sternly warned Yan Shanhua, "Don't do any more unnecessary things. The only thing you have to do now is to shut up for me. Only when I get better can you get better."

After lost phone and sat in the car for a long time, the electronic cigarette could no longer relieve irritability, so drove to the bar used to go to.

Although it has not yet opened for business, because it is a big customer, time is no longer important. The boss personally entertained me, took out the wine that he had stored with him before, and poured the glasses for me.

It's hard to break a habit, but much easier to change it back.

The spirits entered the throat, and there was no feeling that it was difficult to swallow, and it fell into the stomach along the esophagus very smoothly, and the body soon warmed up.

I can't remember how it ended, nor how I got home. When I opened my eyes the next day, I was lying on the big bed in the apartment, with my phone on the head of the bed and my coat at the end of the bed, with a headache like an overripe watermelon—exploding anytime, anywhere.

There was a message from the bar owner on the phone, saying that the car was parked in the garage for me, the car key was on the coffee table, and a photo of the parking space was attached to the back.

The chat record with Ji Chenfeng is still from a few days ago, and it seems that he really doesn't intend to ignore me anymore.

Although I'm not a patient hunter, it's not that easy to escape from me...

Deliberately entering text in the chat box, changing and changing, deleting and adding, and finally consolidating into one sentence.

[I have no intention of teasing you towards you. 】

Stare at the words on the phone, repeat them over and over again, and make sure the tone should be sincere enough before sending it out.

Almost the next second, Tang Bi'an called.

When he picked up the phone, his tense and almost broken mind turned into anger at him: "Are you courting death?"

Tang Bi was quiet, and said timidly: "Master, did you forget that there is a farewell ceremony for Mr. Shi today? I will come to pick you up later, haven't you got up yet?"

I vaguely remember that it was like that.

Unbuttoning my shirt and getting out of bed, I walked to the bathroom: "I see, I'll go downstairs on time, don't call again." After that, I rudely hung up the phone.

"What's the matter with your face?" How much Sang Zhengbai disliked me, how tight his brows were.

Although I took a bath and sprayed on men's perfume that can definitely cover the smell of alcohol, but because of the long-term insomnia and the hangover, I am afraid that the only way to cover up my current Qingdai is with cosmetics.

"It's a little uncomfortable." I said with my eyes down.

"Uncomfortable?" Sang Zhengbai snorted in disbelief at all, "Since you are not feeling well, go back to rest after condolences, and you don't have to go to the fasting meal after that."

The nerves on one side of the brain throbbed, and a sharp pain followed. I was really uncomfortable, so even if I understood that he said this to prevent me from being ashamed in front of people, I didn't refute his proposal.

"Sang Zhengbai, Sang Nian and his son are here!"

While speaking, it was our turn to express condolences. Sang Zhengbai withdrew his gaze and strode into the auditorium.

I followed him, as I did when I was a child. The only difference may be that I'm not so eager to catch up with him.

The master of ceremonies handed the incense, and Sang Zhengbai and I bowed three times, then stepped forward and inserted the incense into the incense burner.

"My condolences and change, the old man is gone, you have to take care of your health." Sang Zhengbai held the hand of Shi's father and said a few words of comfort.

The Shi family are directly related to each other, no matter whether it is true or false, at least they look very sad.

I stood quietly behind Sang Zhengbai, imagining that I was a dog led by him - as long as I obey the master's arrangements obediently, everything else has nothing to do with me.

Looking calmly at the end of the Shi family's direct line, from just now, I could feel a gloomy gaze haunting me, blatantly slashing my flesh with its eyes, very unpleasant.

A young man dressed in white linen with a white cloth on his head met my gaze. The thick black eyebrows and thick lips are exactly the same as Mr. Shi in the photo, and you can tell they belong to the same family at a glance. His originally handsome face was completely destroyed by a long scar extending from the corner of his forehead to his cheekbones, making him look a bit hideous.

Oh, it turned out to be Shi Hao. I thought, who hates me so much.

Not afraid of the other party's sinister eyes, I hid behind Sang Zhengbai, and in front of the huge portrait of Mr. Shi, I silently spit out three words to his grandson.

"damn thing."