Chapter 19 So Good Why Don't You Go to Him

The toilet was silent for a while and I could hear needles falling. Although the statement was true, it still made my scalp tingle with embarrassment.

I have also watched some TV series with twists and turns with my ex-girlfriends before, and these TV series have incredible commonalities in certain plots. For example, once a woman is suspected of losing her virginity, she will tearfully pull her husband's arm and swear to him that she is the only man in her life. The lines are almost the same, and they are similar to what I just said.

The moment said it, began to regret it, and regretted to the extent that wanted to clear this memory, and would never think of it again in this life.

"So, is this your charity?"

Ji Chenfeng's reaction was completely unexpected when I felt my guts go green for having said shameful words. There is no joy or gratitude, and when he speaks, he maintains the same indifference, and even the angle of the cut is more tricky.

Ha, it's not an exaggeration to say "giving alms", all the things are innocuous to him, but why does it seem like it's just my problem? A beggar can also refuse the food that comes from him. If he feels uncomfortable from the beginning, why should he accept my "alms"? After all, don't you also enjoy it?

"You say that, I'm very sad, Doctor Ji."

Feeling that words alone might not be easy to coax today, I struggled, considering whether to give more "rewards" to save the relationship.

But after all, this is outside, or in Zheng Jieyuan's mother's company, if there are any strange rumors in life, it will only be worth the loss. Going too far is destined to be impossible. Obviously, I have only one choice left.

He stroked Ji Chenfeng's side face, inserted his fingers into his hair before he could react, pressed his head down and kissed it.

It's not a kiss that kisses lips with warmth, but a kiss full of desire and possession, with the tip of the tongue touching the other's teeth, exchanging saliva, biting his lips.

I closed my eyes and tried to imagine that she was a woman taller than me, but she was always pulled back to reality by the faint smell of tobacco in Ji Chenfeng's mouth and the hair that was too short and hard on her palms.

When I thought of kissing a man, my tongue started to stiffen, unable to continue entanglement with him smoothly. It seems that there are ants crawling on the body, starting from the touching lips, and quickly spreading to the whole body, causing the whole body to start to feel numb and painful, resulting in a severe allergic reaction.

I actually kissed a man. I actually stuck my tongue in a man's mouth. I'm actually eating a man's saliva.

If it is said that this is "giving alms", it is also the level of "feeding the tiger with one's body".

It's just a pretence, thought it would be good to fool him, but just as he was about to let go and retreat, he was restrained by a strong arm around his waist, making his upper body unable to move.

It was as if the explosives buried under the ice had finally been ignited, and the entire ice surface fell apart and could no longer remain calm. Ji Chenfeng kissed back eagerly, the breath between his nose was heavy and rapid.

Unlike any kiss I've ever experienced, the flexible tongue licks flatteringly over the gums and scrapes the palate, as if to reach the sensitive uvula deep in the throat, plunging in and out.

I opened my eyes in a little panic, struggled subconsciously, pushed against the other person's shoulder, and my heart was filled with the fear of being invaded and pierced.

Ji Chenfeng grabbed my wrist without even looking at it, and pulled me closer to him.

His heart was about to be hooked out of his mouth... He clearly didn't do any strenuous exercise, but it seemed a little difficult to breathe through his nose.

enough……

Don't go any further.

It's almost...about to be hypoxic.

"Strange, is it broken? Why is it locked?"

Across the door, the voice from behind Ji Chenfeng suddenly pulled me out of the dizzy lack of oxygen, and cold sweat covered the skin of the back of my neck and back without a break.

"Anyone?" The person who came patted the door and didn't walk away.

I turned my face away, avoiding Ji Chenfeng's kiss.

"Yes, someone..." Because of my disordered breathing, I spoke intermittently.

He made a low "hmm", and didn't intend to let go of me.

I'm crazy to allow him to continue.

"Don't..." Putting my hand on his lips, I showed weakness, "I'll wait... I'll have work later."

He didn't move any more, he was silent for a moment, the desire in his eyes lightened slightly, and he slowly let go of his arm.

"Okay." His lips were pressed against his fingers, and while he was speaking, all his breath fell on the pulp of his fingers, hot and damp.

Leaving his embrace, I turned around and took a few quick steps to the sink. In order to get rid of the oxygen-deprived trance as soon as possible, I bent down and washed my face with cold water.

The water flow, colder than the weather, hit the skin, and the cold was like a bayonet, straight into the brain.

I woke up instantly, put my hands on the table, and looked at the huge mirror in front of me.

Although my lips were still a little red and swollen, it was not obvious, except for the wet clothes and hair that made me look a little embarrassed, the rest was the same as usual.

"Aren't you angry?" I turned my eyes to Ji Chenfeng in the mirror.

"I'm not angry." He took out two paper towels from the paper machine fixed on the wall and handed them to me, talking nonsense without changing his face.

Not angry, what was that just now? Did you add too much vinegar to your lunch?

He took the tissue, wiped his hands, stared at Ji Chenfeng's rosier lips than usual, and suddenly remembered something very important.

"Wait..." I turned to look at him, "Don't you understand lip language? I'm flirting or cursing, you couldn't tell just now?"

Ji Chenfeng seemed to be stopped by my question, and was stunned for a moment before opening his mouth: "I..."

"Huh? Is there anyone?" The person at the door walked and came again, and a new voice sounded again, turning the doorknob to try to open the door.

Ji Chenfeng and I looked at the closed toilet door at the same time.

If I don't go out, the next time I'm afraid that the repairman will come to pick the door with a lock-picking tool.

"If you speak too fast, I can't understand." After replying to my question casually, Ji Chenfeng brushed past me and ran to open the door first.

The person outside gave him a strange look, and walked in, muttering, "What door is closed?"

"Hello Hello!"

The appearance is a bit familiar, it should be the staff in the studio.

Nodding perfunctorily, I threw the toilet paper into the wastebasket, and I walked out of the toilet.

Ji Chenfeng was waiting outside, saw me coming out, and went back to the studio with me.

Along the way, I explained to him what was going on in the break room—minus the violence and profanity, of course. He seemed to be really soothed by the kiss, and accepted my explanation in its entirety, without questioning it any further.

My threats were very useful, and Lu Sui finally put on that dress and finished filming.

"It's still you who is amazing." Looking at Lu Sui who was posing obediently in front of the camera despite his stiff expression, Cai Congcong secretly gave me a thumbs up.

At about six o'clock, Xin Hezi's secretary came down and said that a seat had been reserved in the restaurant.

"The restaurant is right next to the five-star hotel. You can bring someone there first, as soon as the meeting of President Xin is over," the secretary said.

Glancing at Ji Chenfeng, who was sitting in the lounge and slowly flipping through fashion magazines, I politely declined: "Tell President Xin, I happen to have a friend who came looking for me, so we won't have dinner together..."

"Since it's Mr. Sang's friend, let's go together. Mr. Xin has urged you to have dinner with you. The food is ready at the hotel, just wait for us to go." The secretary said quickly.

"Mr. Sang, let's go together, it would be more lively if you have one more person." Cai Congcong whispered in my ear, "It's not good for you to eat with President Xin if you are not at my level."

He frowned and thought for a moment, but didn't think of a better excuse. If it left like this and passed it on to Xu Xi's ears, perhaps she would be curious about who this "friend" was who could make me reject Xin Hezi's dinner.

Forget it, it's just a meal, and it's not directly taking him in front of Sang Zhengbai, what are you afraid of?

Pushing open the glass door, Ji Chenfeng raised his head when he heard the sound.

"Ok?"

I stopped in front of him and told him about the meal in a very apologetic tone.

"Have dinner with your colleague?" He closed the magazine and looked up at me with a stunned expression.

I sighed and said, "Co-workers are secondary, elders are the main. If it wasn't for elders, I would have refused."

Originally thought he might not be willing, and he was a little apprehensive, but he didn't expect him to stand up and put the magazine back on the magazine rack beside the sofa, expressing that he didn't mind having a meal together.

The troubles of the whole afternoon were easily resolved like this, and while the mood became happy, the impact of breaking through the defense line of the lips and tongues also diminished a lot.

If a kiss can make him so obedient, then this kiss is not a loss.

Although the hotel where we ate was not far from Xin Hezi's company and it was only a five-minute walk away, Cai Congcong and I still planned to drive there.

When he passed the only red light, he saw Ji Chenfeng unconsciously rubbing his left wrist, as if there was something there.

"What's wrong with your hand?" I asked directly.

Ji Chenfeng paused and looked down at his wrist.

"Is this? I got scratched accidentally." He eased his cuffs and lifted them up, revealing three bright red scratches on his wrists.

Although the blood scab has formed, but because the wound is relatively deep, at first glance it looks the same as the one just grabbed.

"It turns out that heartthrobs will also be arrested." I joked.

"As a veterinarian, you always have to encounter these things, just get used to it." He said, buttoning up his cuffs again, "I'm not a heartthrob. If I were a heartthrob, I wouldn't be bullied all the time when I was young. ."

I know all this, private detectives have already written all the details into the report. But the one sitting here is not Sang Nian, who has already learned his story by heart, but Sang Nian who is listening to this for the first time.

"Bullied? Are you?" I pretended to be curious. "You should have been quite big when you were young, so how could you be bullied?"

"In nature, disabled cubs are expelled from the group. I was also expelled from the group of human cubs because I wore a strange hearing aid and looked different from other children." Slowly, it seems that he has completely let go, without a trace of resentment towards the past, "Not only did they crowd me out and rob me of my things, but they also pushed me down and put me in the toilet."

"What a bunch of... little bastards." Swallowing the "bastard" back, I chose a more civilized swear word.

"But not everyone does. I have a... friend who lived near my house when I was a kid. Every time I was taken from my schoolbag, shoes, hearing aids, he would take it back for me. Thanks to him, saving I wasted a lot of money. Later, because everyone was afraid of him, they gradually stopped bullying me."

When my hand on the steering wheel tightened, I heard something was wrong.

What friend, isn't that his first man? Thinking that I don't know, I'm talking about my ex in front of me, and I'm embarrassed to say that I'm a philanderer?

Fuck, so good why not go to him and let him give you lollipops, damn gay!

The thought of being kissed by this man's mouth that has licked other people's mouth makes me sick to death.

I opened his scar with malice: "such a good friend, are you still in touch now?"

Ji Chenfeng fell silent, and did not speak again until the green light came on.

I should feel good about stinging him, that's what I thought at first.But somehow, he was really stinging, and I was starting to get annoyed again.

This nameless fire has been burning me, and it is stuffy wrapped in my chest, which makes me even lose interest in asking questions.

He drove the car under the rain porch of the hotel, and was about to get out of the car and let the hotel doorman help him park the car when Ji Chenfeng suddenly spoke after a long silence.

"He's tired of me, and he's tired of a life where he can't see the end day after day. Six years ago, since he left the country...he hasn't contacted me again." After speaking, he pushed open the door and got out of the car.