Chapter 30 Do you like everything I am?

Why in the end ask other people's opinions at such a time?

If you give the other party a choice and get angry because you are rejected, don't you cut off the possibility of saying "no" from the beginning? Too cunning, right?

Even though he didn't know that I didn't actually have a choice, he was still...how annoyed. Even if he wants to break through the final bottom line, he should pout his ass and beg me to "patronize", right?

Although he lacks interest in a man's body, if you let him lie there and just look at the back, it is not impossible to imagine him as a tall woman. Holding his nose and planting seeds in this wasteland, let him be filled with my breath and write my name from the inside out, from the body to the heart, this is the normal direction of our relationship, isn't it?

Not as it is now...as it is now...

"Nothing is ready, is it too... rushed?" I stood up with my elbows with a dry smile, trying to bargain with Ji Chenfeng, "Otherwise it's the same as last time?"

Ji Chenfeng leaned over, pressed his palm on my chest, and flexibly unbuttoned his shirt with his long fingers, as if he was not listening to me at all.

Seemingly gentle, but in fact irresistible.

I swallowed, feeling flustered by the unfamiliar side of Ji Chenfeng that I had never seen before. Holding his hand, I went down with a little force and pulled him away a little bit. When his dark pupils looked over, he quickly explained.

"I...I'm going to take a shower."

The ice in his eyes suddenly dissipated into a dense vapor, he dragged a low "um", kissed the corner of my lips, and backed away this time.

After closing the bathroom door, I immediately slid down the door and sat on the ground, wiped my still-hot face, and scratched my hair irritably.

Although I have imagined that I was "feeding the tiger with my body" before, I never thought of actually dedicating my body to the beast.

That would be too much. All the same-sex behavior that invades from the outside to the inside is too much. Kissing is already the limit, and other things are beyond my consideration.

For the first time, I reflected on whether it was a mistake to manipulate Ji Chenfeng with emotions. After all, he gave his emotions because he wanted to get what he needed from me. If I can't give, his feelings will fade and he will end up cursing me away like those women.

However, this way, am I not in a dilemma? Even if you don't want to, but in order not to give up your achievements, you have to give.

If there has been no sound of water, Ji Chenfeng may be suspicious. I got up and undressed and walked into the shower for the longest shower of my life.

Anyway, after drinking, why don't you just pretend to be dizzy? No matter how much you like men, you can't be interested in a "dead body", right?

Or... sacrifice your mouth? Looking at himself in the mirror, he glanced at his lips, which were extra red because he had just taken a shower. Suddenly, I felt that this was also a solution.

Gou Jian endured three years of humiliation before finally winning the trust of King Wu, and he became a generation of hegemons through hardships and hardships. Gou Jian can lick the gall to motivate himself, what is my licking a lollipop?

Curled up with his fingers, he was unable to start for a long time, as if the doorknob had just been licked by the tongue of flames, and still had a burning temperature. Taking a deep breath, I yanked the door open and asked in a natural tone, "Doctor Ji, do you want to take a bath too?"

Ji Chenfeng heard my voice, turned around from the standing French window, looked at me for a while, said nothing, and walked towards me.

As he approached, my heart beat faster and faster, and my back was against the door frame. For some reason, I couldn't even look at each other. I avoided Ji Chenfeng's gaze.

Soon, he stopped in front of me.

"Blow dry your hair and watch out for a cold."

The ends of his hair were twisted by his fingertips, and a faint smell of tobacco wafted through his nose. After Ji Chenfeng finished speaking, he wiped me into the bathroom.

I touched my dripping hair, and then I touched the position of my heart. Just now... it was so itchy. The heart seemed to have synaesthesia with the hair. It was the hair that was touched, but the tip of the heart seemed to be scratched by Ji Chenfeng's fingers.

Follow him back to the bathroom, take a blow dryer and blow your hair while watching him in the mirror.

The body covered with tight muscles is exposed, not the exaggerated bulge, nor the thinness that will fade away easily, everything is just right, as perfect as the marble statue of ancient Greece.

This is the first time I've seen his body in sufficient light. It can be said that this is a body that is very easy to be frustrated by the same sex, but it is also easy to be appreciated by the same sex.

Not long after Ji Chenfeng stepped into the shower, there was the sound of water.

Put down the hairdryer and look at yourself in the mirror. Silently reciting "try your hardest", I licked my lips, took off the bathrobe that I just put on, went outside the shower, grabbed the metal handle, and gently pushed it open a crack.

"Doctor Ji, can I come in?"

The sound of the water never ceased, and the difference between the inside and outside cold and heat formed a large amount of water vapor, which splashed onto my face hazy, causing me to squint unconsciously.

Without waiting for Ji Chenfeng's reply, I remembered later that he would remove the external part of the cochlear implant in the shower, of course he couldn't hear my voice.

Pushing the door a little bit further, even if he couldn't hear it, I still did it.

"Doctor Ji, I'm coming in..." Before he could finish speaking, a wet palm stretched out from the mist-shrouded shower room, grabbed my wrist, and pulled me in vigorously.

In the huge water vapor that made it difficult to breathe, the water falling from the shower, accompanied by Ji Chenfeng's kiss, intertwined and fell on the skin.

"I thought you didn't want to..."

The palm rested on the frosted glass partition, and the fingers were continuously stretched and tightened, leaving struggling handprints on the glass covered with water mist.

The voice couldn't help but come out, and I used my perseverance to swallow it back, even though Ji Chenfeng couldn't hear anything.

Damn, how could this be?

Because he couldn't hear it, he couldn't tell him his true intentions at all. Of course you can get away with force, but that's the end of the whole thing, right?

damn...fuck...fuck...

Unprecedentedly, I was swearing in my heart the whole time. Scolding Yan Shanhua and why she didn't take good care of Ji Chenfeng, making him a rubbish who couldn't hear anything. Scolding Lu Sui, why did he help me back to the room, when Ji Chenfeng bumped into him. I also scolded Zheng Jieyuan, why is their hotel bathroom so bad with exhaust ventilation, and the water is so hot, it's just... it's going to burn me to death!

With great difficulty, he pushed the glass door of the shower room open to let in fresh air, but Ji Chenfeng seemed to have misunderstood my intention. He hooked my waist with one hand, grabbed the metal doorknob with the other, and sealed the small space again. .

The flow of water took away the sweat and my physical strength.

I suspected that I was deprived of oxygen, and had no strength on my body, so I couldn't stop kneeling on the ground.

Ji Chenfeng hugged my waist, broke my face, and kissed me in the continuous sound of water, taking up my few organs that draw oxygen. Suddenly I became even more dizzy, my eyelashes, fingers, waist, and even my knees were shaking.

Nope, I'm really going to die...

Drunk and lack of oxygen, the consciousness became a little blurry after that. It's like having a very tired dream. I dreamed that I was climbing a snow-capped mountain that no one could conquer. Climbing all the way, the foot is full of glaciers and snow. When the body reaches the limit, every joint is in pain, the waist is not good, the legs are not good, and the heart is even more difficult to bear.

It's almost halfway through, except to continue, there is no way to say it's over. Therefore, could only drag tired body and go to the top of the mountain one step at a time in the constant swearing.

"Why does it have to grow so big? Why can't it be as small as other mountains?" He asked the mountain, but got no reply.

I feel like I'm going to vomit anytime, anywhere, my stomach is very uncomfortable, my heart is about to explode, so let's go here, please...

No one heard the silent prayer in my heart.

The voice that had been patient all the time, finally couldn't bear it anymore, and began to collapse and beg for mercy. Pray to the gods of Snow Mountain to make this trial come to an end soon.

However, after praying sincerely for a long time, after finding that it was completely useless, he began to curse again. Out of breath, he cursed, and the ending was dyed with a painful vibrato.

Damn fate, damn God, why would you force me to suffer like this? Seeing my embarrassment and humiliation, losing my dignity, are you happy?

The god just kept giving him the wind and snow, and he didn't care about the life or death of the climber.

The god is a deaf man who cannot hear ordinary sounds.

Finally, when I finally knelt down tremblingly on the top of the mountain, the huge and frantic joy hit me, and I couldn't help bending my body, so that I could be more perfectly integrated with this snow-capped mountain.

At first, when only knew swearing, wondered why some people would like this kind of movement. Now it seems to be understandable.

The wind and snow softened, like a lover's kiss, licking away the tears of excitement on my face.

Every inch of skin, every bone, has been turned into powder with the weather, and I can no longer find myself.

I seem to briefly... lose consciousness.

It was just dark in front of him, and when he woke up again, he was already on the bed.

Ji Chenfeng sat on the edge of the bed, put a cochlear implant on his ear again, and got dressed, looking at me worriedly: "Are you okay?"

I understand it, but still feel sick... feel like intestines are going to rot.

The back of his hand gently stroked my cheek, Ji Chenfeng asked again, "Would you like some water?"

He raised his weak hands, thinking that he would scold him for a second. But as soon as he opened his mouth, it turned into the same soft and powerless words without any deterrence.

"Doctor Ji, what am I... Do you like it?" Hooking Ji Chenfeng's neck, I asked with a confused feeling of drunkenness, "Do you like both the good and the bad?"

He gently let me hook him, leaned over to kiss my lips, and made a condoning "um" sound from his throat.

After warming, he fed me some water to replenish the lost body fluids, and then lay down beside me. However, it seems that there is no intention of staying.

I felt uncomfortable no matter how lay down, so just put hands on the side of face and lay on the bed.

I was drowsy, and I barely chatted with Ji Chenfeng with a slit in my eyes, and my voice was a little vague: "... Are my cats still alive?"

"Yeah." Ji Chenfeng fiddled with my hair, "I found a cat mother who just gave birth to be a nurse for them, and they are much older now."

"That's good……"

"Even if it's not its own child, it's taking good care of it."

I smiled: "After all, it's 'Mom'."

"Well, motherhood drives it... to accept other people's children." The fingertips paused, and after a long while, Ji Chenfeng's voice was uncertain, "Sang Nian, I don't seem to be... not my mother's child."

In an instant, the drowsiness disappeared, and the blood on his body seemed to congeal. My lips twitched, unable to raise my head, let alone drive my brain to analyze the current situation.