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Chapter 31 I'll Leave You a Mark
Chapter 31 I'll Leave You a Mark
"Not long ago, she told me she had cancer..."
There are some things that can't be said to the friends and the object of play, because they are outsiders and passers-by. But the lover is different, he is involved in his life, he can tell everything about him. I think this is Ji Chenfeng's logic.
If I didn't give him a "name" tonight, he might consider me a benefactor, a creditor, an acquaintance, but not a lover in the future. He won't let me into his life again, he won't let me pry into his heart, and he won't allow me to do anything with him.
But now he opens his heart to me, and candidly talks about Yan Shanhua, about the things that have been bothering him all this time, perhaps to please this intimate relationship that has just been established.
Originally, I was flattered by him, so I should die proudly. This is simply the best reward for my hard work tonight. But...Fuck, why did Ji Chenfeng notice it? Realizing that he is not Yan Shanhua's son, that Yan Shanhua is not his biological mother? What went wrong and how did you let him know?
The body was completely unable to move due to soreness and panic. Just like the possum who fell into a state of suspended animation in the face of a crisis, he could only resign to his fate and wait for God's arrangement. Life and death were unpredictable.
"She told me to leave her alone, saying that I was just a child she adopted. Her child died as soon as she was born. She was afraid that her husband would blame her, so she found a baby boy abandoned by her parents and said it was her own child." Ji Morrowind didn't notice my strangeness, nor did he know that he was holding a sharp sword of Damocles in his hand, "Of course I don't believe her, I just thought she was ill, and I made it up if I didn't want to get involved. such a lie..."
According to Ji Chenfeng, it was not Yan Shanhua's idea that he asked me to borrow money.
Yan Shanhua De's lung adenocarcinoma, a malignant tumor, has developed to the middle and advanced stages and has brain metastases. The doctors in Hong Kong were of the same caliber, saying that surgery was impossible and suggested targeted drug therapy. However, most of the targeted drugs with good efficacy are imported, which are very expensive and cost tens of thousands of drugs every month. Yan Shanhua cleans the hospital during the day and helps food stalls at night. He only pays more than 4,000 yuan a month. Ji Chenfeng has just started an internship, and he has not paid off the 300,000 yuan he owes me. Where is the money left at home?
Moreover, even with the best targeted drugs, the median survival time of patients in the middle and late stages is only three years, and death is artificially delayed. After she understood it clearly, she told Ji Chenfeng about the matter, and made up a lie about her adoption, wanting Ji Chenfeng to leave her alone and let her die quietly.
She can calmly face the countdown of her life, but Ji Chenfeng can't. Although this woman is stupid and bad, she is not worthy of sympathy at all, but to Ji Chenfeng, she is the mother who raised him. The two depend on each other for life, and they are each other's last relatives in this world. Knowing that her close relative has such a serious illness, how could Ji Chenfeng's character not save her?
After asking me about the cost of the initial treatment, he immediately took Yan Shanhua to the Capital Hospital to seek new treatment possibilities. After tossing and turning for a week, I did a lot of inspections, but the final conclusion was not much different from the suggestions of the doctors in Hongshi City.
"That day... I remember doing a blood test. Before that, I never knew her blood type. When I found out she had type AB blood, I realized she was probably telling the truth. I'm type O. , she can't be my mother."
Things have become clearer here. It's not that Ji Chenfeng knows the truth, but that Yan Shanhua has wrapped a layer of lies under the lie.
After a false alarm, I suddenly relaxed, my icy limbs began to warm up, and my downed brain resumed operation.
Fortunately...the sword didn't fall. As long as Yan Shanhua keeps his secret, everything is easy to say.
"Why didn't my aunt tell me when she was ill?" With my elbows on the bed, I propped up my weak upper body, secretly rubbing the cold sweat off my palms, and started to talk, "I even drank her milk when I was a child, so if you think about it, She is also half my mother. She knew that she came to me for you three years ago, but now she doesn't know how to think for herself? As long as I know about this, I won't make you so tired these days."
Ji Chenfeng was leaning against the head of the bed, while I supported my elbows, just raised my upper body, and my lower body was still lying on the bed. There was a certain height difference between the two of them. He lowered his eyes and I raised my head. The eyes were facing each other for a moment, maybe because my acting was too good, Ji Chenfeng was deeply touched. He held my profile face in his palm, his fingertips dipped slightly into my hair, and he rubbed over a little bit, kissing me for the first time tonight.
It's so coaxing, just a few words and I'm so moved that I can't wait to stick to me. It's because it's so easy to trust others that you always meet scumbags.
But this kind of development, do you want to invite me to climb the mountain again? Forgive me, I don't want to go to the doctor for a split in the back.
I want to think like this, but can't always find the right time to retreat. He Ji Chenfeng's saliva seemed to have some strange chemical reaction, tongue against tongue, lips against lips, and they couldn't be separated no matter what.
"I have to go..." Ji Chenfeng whispered and kissed again.
The thumb rubbed the auricle, which soon became hot and bloodshot. Ji Chenfeng lightly bit my lower lip and sucked it gently. My arms began to tremble, and I couldn't hold it any longer. Only then did I regain my bloodskin's stamina.
I feel like I'm going to be deprived of oxygen again, my heart is beating so fast, my head is so dizzy, how long do I want to kiss sticky?
As if feeling something in his heart, Ji Chenfeng's eyelashes moved, and the next moment, the corner of my lips suddenly hurt.
"Hmm!" Conditionally pushed him away, turned his face to the side, and quickly tasted the salty liquid in his mouth, and licked the corner of his lips, a tingling pain.
Bitten and bleeding. What is this crazy?
The bad temper in the body is just around the corner. Before in the bubble house, while I was sleeping, it was enough to cover my body with teeth marks. Is it still awake and biting like this? He is obviously the same age as me, why is he still a dog?
"Sorry..." Ji Chenfeng hurriedly came over, broke my face, and carefully checked my injury, "I couldn't control it for a while."
Just like licking between animals, he gently licked the blood stains from the corners of my lips without any hesitation. The soft tip of the tongue swept across the wound, and while the stinging pain rose, the slight tingling quickly spread from that point.
Now that I've apologized, I can't lose my temper again, otherwise it will seem like I'm making a fuss...
The accumulated anger was licked away reluctantly, but no matter what, you should be warned when you do something wrong, right? Otherwise, the puppy will not learn the rules.
Back off a bit, I broke his hand and said, "Doctor Ji should be more careful with me, I have never let you bleed."
Ji Chenfeng knelt down on the bed and was stunned when he heard the words: "Okay, I will be careful in the future."
His lips were still stained with my blood, but they were not evenly stained. At first glance, he seemed to have been passionately kissed by a woman with red lips and ate a mouthful of chemicals.
"I'm really leaving." Fingertips touched my hair, ears, and jaw all the way. This time, Ji Chenfeng didn't want to talk or do anything, and immediately dropped to the ground after retracting his hand.
Taking his coat from the sofa beside him, he looked back at me and said, "Go to bed early."
After he finished speaking, he seemed to move towards me, but stopped in the next second, looked at me for a while, and finally sighed softly, turned his steps and walked towards the door.
Staring at the closed bedroom door, I twitched the corners of my mouth. If you want to kiss, just kiss, what are you sighing, what you said just now was not very harsh, right? This is wrong?
After waiting for a while, didn't hear the door closing outside.
Haven't left yet? Shouldn't... are you waiting for me? A strange feeling rose in my heart, as if it was stuffed with a lot of things, which made my emotions passively elevate. Realizing Ji Chenfeng's attachment, although the body is tired, I have to say that my heart is really... so refreshing.
Forget it, comforting a clingy puppy is also an obligation as a master.
With a light tsk, I endured the discomfort and got out of bed, and stopped Ji Chenfeng before he was about to leave the suite.
"and many more……"
It was so uncomfortable, felt muscles were being stretched loose, and every step would be involved in it, causing bursts of foreign body sensation. It seems that it has firmly remembered Ji Chenfeng's appearance, and it does not intend to forget it in this life.
When Ji Chenfeng saw me chasing after him, he closed the door for a while and then opened the door.
"What's wrong?"
I took a short break and said, "I will visit Auntie when I have time, so don't push yourself too hard." After hesitating, I reiterated my previous suggestion to him, "And work for me. I hope you can think about it carefully. In the current situation of my aunt, I can’t say that I have to go to the hospital every three days. Which job can ask for so much leave? Besides, targeted drugs cost hundreds of thousands a year, or 300,000. It’s not enough for Auntie to eat for two years, what should I do after that?”
The money will only become more and more insufficient. Even if he does not eat or drink, he will not be able to earn the huge sum of money left over to pay off my 500,000 in two years.
With his self-esteem, he would never ask me to borrow money again for the third time. So what is he going to do? Selling kidneys and blood to repay the mother's kindness? Is Yan Shanhua a match?
Seeing that Ji Chenfeng frowned this time, but was not obviously angry, I continued: "Doctor Ji, I want to help you, so..." I got stuck, I wasn't quite used to this new identity, "I want to help you..." The identity of a lover. Of course, I can also give you money directly, 200,000 a year, which is not a problem for me. But I respect you and know that you do not want to owe me too much, so this is what I can think of, the most suitable , is the most appropriate way.”
So, let go of your self-esteem and pride, be obediently locked by me, and become a dodder who lives with my breath. Obviously you can't leave me, why are you still running around?
"Doctor Ji, Chenfeng... Can you understand my painstaking efforts?"
When I called him "Morrowind", his eyelashes twitched visibly, and the center of his eyebrows stretched out.
"I'll think about it." He seemed to listen to me, "Thank you."
He stepped forward and hugged me, not a hug between lovers, but more like a friend or relative, without erotic elements.
After a few seconds, he let go of me, said goodbye to me again, and left.
I looked at his back until he disappeared at the end of the corridor, and the door closed.
That paragraph just now is probably the second unintended and hypocritical thing I have said since my high school graduation speech.
In the graduation speech, I told everyone that everyone will have a bright future, and everyone will have a bright future, but in fact, I know that many things are doomed and cannot be easily changed by themselves.
The sons of high-ranking officials and wealthy merchants can never have the same future as the sons of the masons, even if at some stage they will have the illusion of... almost equal.
The power of money accumulates from generation to generation, creating an insurmountable class. "As long as you work hard, you can also become a big man" is the biggest lie that adults give to young children.
After drinking and indulging in desire, I didn't wake up to the knock on the door like Zheng Jieyuan's life until the next day.
My brain was throbbing with pain, I was short of breath, and my body was very tired. It was a sign of lack of sleep that I had become accustomed to.
I opened the door with a gloomy face, but before I could scold, Zheng Jieyuan squeezed in.
"I didn't say a word when there were so many people yesterday. Do you know who gave me that stupid donkey thing?"
I got up and was out of breath, and replied "I don't know" very indifferently, threw the capsule into the capsule coffee machine, turned around and went to the bathroom to wash up.
"I know, I fucking recognized who wrote that stupid character at a glance!" Zheng Jieyuan followed, "It's Shi Hao, that bastard. He's sincere, every year on my birthday, I hate me, yes Isn't he sick?"
The bright red hair has been washed in the sun and the night, and now it has turned into a tender pink, which is very inconsistent with his ruffian-like image, and even a bit funny.
"I was the one who beat him three years ago. He didn't find fault with me when he came back, but instead gave you toys. Did he fall in love with you out of hatred? He haunts you so much." I deliberately disgusted Zheng Jieyuan.
Sure enough, he immediately hugged himself in disgust and shuddered.
"You fart!"
Squeeze the toothpaste on the toothbrush, but forgot the wound on the corner of mouth, and was scratched by the non-soft bristles of the toothbrush.
I twisted my facial features and touched the wound with my fingertips, and my mood instantly worsened.
"Hey? What's wrong with your mouth?" Zheng Jieyuan leaned against the pool and looked at me, with the desire for gossip gradually rising in his eyes, "Did you bring someone back to your room last night? This girl is very hot, so I'll leave a mark for you. Who, Do I know each other? Is it an internet celebrity or a star?"
Glancing at him through the reflection in the mirror, I sent him, "Doctor."
"Hey, angel in white, be energetic!"
Zheng Jieyuan's whole face lit up, and then he completely left Shi Hao behind, and concentrated on asking me to match him, saying that he also wanted to meet some beautiful angels in white.