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    Chapter 52 Never touch me again

    Due to the relationship of the first lesson, I didn't teach too advanced content, and all I taught was some basic sign language, numbers, titles, you, me, him, etc. During the period, Ji Chenfeng will do some interactive questions, and ask everyone to complete the questions. There are seven people in the class. He ignored me from beginning to end, as if I suddenly became invisible in front of him.

    Standing on his chin and watching him interact with others, he was a little unhappy that he only looked at others, but it didn't matter when he thought about seeing him twice a week for the next few months.

    It's impossible for him to ignore me every time, but as long as he looks at me, with just one glance, there will be the second and third eyes. Take your time, I can definitely soften him again.

    After the class, I said goodbye to everyone. I, Ji Chenfeng, and Meng Xueyan went to the subway station together because they were on the same road.

    so annoying...

    She glanced at Meng Xueyan beside her, and then looked at Ji Chenfeng next to her. If there wasn't this woman, Ji Chenfeng and I would have left together. Will she be used as a light bulb every time after class?

    Gee, it's really annoying.

    "Does Teacher Ji live far from here?"

    "It's not too far, half an hour by subway."

    "Oh, my house is quite far from here, it takes an hour to travel, but my company is closer to here, about twenty minutes..."

    But there are benefits.

    "Where I live is five stops away from here, it's quite close." I said.

    It was during the chatting between her and Ji Chenfeng that I could step in casually and have a conversation with Ji Chenfeng indirectly, but he couldn't avoid me.

    It shows that there are still two minutes for the subway to enter the station. The time is relatively late, and there are not many people on the platform. We are scattered around in twos and threes, and we are not lined up too neatly. Meng Xueyan stood alone in the front, and Ji Chenfeng and I stood side by side in the back.

    "Mr. Ji, what do you do in your job? You look so patient, are you a teacher?"

    Meng Xueyan looked at Si Sven, very introverted, but she didn't expect to be able to chat. There is a sense of effort that "although I don't know what to talk about, I am more afraid of being extremely cold than awkward chats".

    "Veterinarian." Ji Chenfeng replied.

    "Wow, no wonder." Meng Xueyan didn't want to favor one over another, so she turned to me and asked, "What about Sang Nian you, what do you do?"

    "Me, I don't have a job right now, I'm unemployed at home."

    I generously admitted that I was unemployed, but I didn’t feel anything, but Meng Xueyan seemed a little uneasy when she heard it, as if she had accidentally mentioned my sadness.

    She nodded uneasily: "This, this... That's not bad, give yourself a long vacation."

    The subway slowly entered the station, interrupting our conversation.

    Even though the people in the carriage were no bigger than the evening rush hour, the seats were still limited. We gave Meng Xueyan the only vacant seat. Ji Chenfeng and I chose to stand alone against the car door.

    Pretending to be playing with his phone, he was actually secretly looking at Ji Chenfeng, his straight legs, his slender fingers, and the crow feather-like eyelashes when he lowered his eyes. Unlike me, the other party took out the sign language book in his backpack and read it carefully as soon as he got in the car. It seemed that he had already started preparing for the next class, and he completely ignored my meaning.

    After just two stops, when passing the stadium station, a large wave of fans who had just watched the game suddenly swarmed. Each face was painted with oil paint and dressed in uniform. They were excitedly chatting about the game that had just ended not long ago, not controlling their volume at all, and the whole car became crowded and noisy.

    I was pushed in front of Ji Chenfeng, or in other words, I was pushed in front of him voluntarily.

    Behind him is the hot sweat of the fans, and in front of him is the refreshing soap fragrance of Ji Chenfeng. I moved slightly closer to him, almost greedily breathing in the scent of his body.

    Suddenly something hard pressed against my chest, I looked down and saw that it was the sign language book Ji Chenfeng was reading earlier.

    Across the thick book, Ji Chenfeng pressed against me, frowned and said in a low voice, "You're too close."

    how? Does it feel too dirty to touch me directly with my hands, must I use a book to separate it?

    "But it's very crowded." With an innocent face, I squeezed over to him again without any thrust on my back.

    Ji Chenfeng's muscles tightened and he tried his best to resist, but I still found an opportunity to grab his arm and stick to his flesh.

    "Sorry, Teacher Ji." I apologized with a smile, showing no sincerity. The fingertips rubbed against the other's strong arm muscles, leaving a trail of ambiguous touches.

    The air conditioner in the car was fully turned on, but I didn't know if it was because I was crowded or if I was hot, I started to sweat.

    I stared at Ji Chenfeng, my heart pounding for the first time in three months to be so close to him.

    Missing strikes again. But I was clearly close to him.

    I miss him, miss him, kiss him...

    I leaned in and couldn't help wanting to kiss him in the public eye.

    He pushed me away in astonishment, opened the distance between the two, and his expression became annoyed: "Sang Nian!"

    I came back to my senses and found that there were already many people looking at us around.

    Relax and let Ji Chenfeng push me away. I didn't try to get closer, but Ji Chenfeng turned his face aside and didn't want to communicate with me anymore.

    When I got to the stop where I was supposed to get off, I didn't get off, and I still leaned against the door. In a few minutes, Ji Chenfeng was supposed to get off, and I followed him out of the car.

    Exit the platform, pass the gate, and go all the way to the Fly City in the middle of the night. I was far behind Ji Chenfeng, not far or near, I didn't approach him rashly, and always kept a proper distance.

    Walking up the steps one after the other, both of them were silent. The moonlight tonight is extraordinarily bright, and as long as you look up a little, you can see the huge full moon hanging high in the night sky in front of you. This also makes this dark long step less difficult to walk.

    Why get out of the car with him and go home with him? Actually I can't tell.

    It's just... want to stay with him a little longer, don't want to end tonight like this.

    Take him home, watch him come in, and then I'll go.

    "When are you going to follow me?" Ji Chenfeng stopped in front of him and reverberated on the long steps with a hoarse and cold tone.

    I couldn't help but stop and looked up at his back.

    "Have you seen those cards?"

    Ji Chenfeng turned around and said with a look that didn't understand what I was doing: "How about watching it, what about not watching it?"

    It doesn't seem like it can be.

    His eyes fell on Ji Chenfeng's right hand: "Where's your hand, okay?"

    He couldn't help wanting to touch it, but when his fingertips touched the back of the opponent's hand, Ji Chenfeng reacted violently to avoid it.

    "Don't touch me." He lowered his eyes, his emotions were surging inside, and his hatred was beyond words, "Never again, don't touch me."

    Slowly withdrew my hand, the bitter taste spread from the base of my tongue, I nodded and said, "Okay, I won't touch you."

    He gave me a deep look, turned and continued walking up.

    Looking at Ji Chenfeng's back, I took a deep breath and shouted loudly at him without any warning, "I'm sorry!"

    At this age, I can be said to be domineering or arrogant, except for a few times when I have to bow to Sang Zhengbai, other times I will always accept the apology and be the one who is flattered.

    And even if he was soft with Sang Zheng and said sorry, he didn't actually feel that he was wrong. For the first time, I am sincerely sorry for what I have said and done, and ask for forgiveness.

    Ji Chenfeng's pace didn't stop, and as if he had found a good way to deal with my constant bewitching, he once again used the "hear without hearing" method to remove his cochlear implant.

    I stood dumbfounded on the steps, my mind mixed for a moment.

    The person who once said that he liked any voice, now only hates mine.

    I don't know how to move forward, but I'm not willing to retreat like this. I can only stand in the same place like a fool, hoping that the miracle will happen again.

    But this time God didn't help me. Ji Chenfeng stepped up the stairs and quickly turned into the corridor in front of his house. He took out the key, opened the door, and entered the house. He never looked back at me from beginning to end.

    Sighing secretly, this road is a long way to go, and this is where to go. Rome wasn't built in a day, and chasing Ji Chenfeng can't be done in a day or two. Although lost, it is also expected.

    Turning around to leave, suddenly the old iron door behind him opened again with a "squeak". I looked back in astonishment and saw that inside the opened door, a familiar cardboard box was thrown out violently, and it was thrown on the ground like garbage.

    Then the door was closed again as if it had never been opened.

    I was stunned for a while, then walked up two steps, gradually accelerated my pace, and ran to the corridor. Panting anxiously, looking at the greeting cards scattered on the ground, some are amused, some are unbelievable.

    He actually used such a simple and rude method to reject my request for peace. It is said that people with a good temper are the worst when they get angry, and today is a lesson.

    Crouching down, straightening the cardboard box, I picked up the scattered greeting cards one by one.

    I used glue to seal it long ago, but now don't know if he has taken it apart and read a few more...

    The ground is covered with black dirt all year round, and a few envelopes were accidentally stained, and it couldn't be wiped off.

    After finishing everything, I stood up and raised my hand against the blue iron door with the cardboard box in between. The knuckles stopped a second before touching the door, hesitating, hesitating, and finally giving up.

    Forget it, people don't want it, why force it. Even if you put it in today, it might end up in the trash tomorrow.

    "I took the things... Good night." I don't know if he can hear it. After speaking to the silent door, I turned and left.

    It was late at night when I got home. I threw the cardboard box at the door, and I fell into the sofa. I didn't do anything, but I felt extremely tired.

    On the bright side, if he was really disgusted when he knew it was my card for him, he could have thrown away the cardboard box at that point. It has been kept until now, doesn't it prove... Is he still a little nostalgic for me?

    After a short rest, I got up and went into the bedroom, opened the safe, and took out the red ring box.

    Gently opening the velvet box, there were two silver rings in plain circles side by side. The original rings, one large and one small, have now been changed to about the same size.

    Touching the two rings, my heart is full of sadness.

    When will it be sent out? If it is Mrs. Sang's relic, Ji Chenfeng shouldn't lose it, but he should hate me even more for forcing him to accept the gift in this way.

    and many more. A sudden flash of inspiration, giving, gift, birthday... Does Ji Chenfeng still owe me a birthday wish?

    On his birthday last year, he said that quitting smoking was his promise to me, and besides that, I could ask for another birthday present.

    Smirked at the ring. The willows are dark and the flowers are bright in another village, this is really... the way of heaven is unparalleled.

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