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    Chapter 54 I have nothing to give you

    Ji Chenfeng's house is the same as when I came before, but it is not the same.

    The layout has remained the same, and it is still a small and cramped apartment. The living room, which was unusually cluttered and could not be turned away, is now much cleaner and tidy.

    The walls seem to have been repainted and there is less mess.

    "You sleep here tonight." Ji Chenfeng pointed to an area of ​​the living room by the window.

    That is the place where Zeng Chenfeng sleeps. When I came here, there were always neat quilts stacked on the ground. It was the living room during the day and the bedroom at night. It is clean now. After Yan Shanhua passed away, Ji Chenfeng renovated the house and moved to the bedroom to sleep.

    "Okay, I'll make do with it for one night." I nodded and put the suitcase down horizontally against the wall. Immediately, it took up one-third of the living room.

    Ji Chenfeng asked me to wash up first, and then went into the bedroom. It seemed that he was going to get the quilt and pillow for me.

    I was hot and thirsty. When I saw a convenience store bag on the low table, the body of a large bottle of oolong tea was exposed. I couldn't help swallowing my saliva and sat down.

    When Ji Chenfeng came out again holding the sleeping gear, I had already drank half of the bottle.

    "Sorry, I'm too thirsty." Fingertips scratched the plastic bottle uneasily, I closed the lid again, and said, "I'll pay."

    Ji Chenfeng glanced at the oolong tea in my hand and didn't say much. He threw the bedding on the tatami, raised his chin at me and said, "Go take a shower."

    He walked to the bathroom with his clothes in hand, and when he opened the door, the sultry water vapor came in an instant.

    The entire bathroom is crowded, with showers, toilets, washbasins, water heaters, and washing machines. After so many things are squeezed into a small space, there is no room for extra things.

    On the wall next to the shower, there was a small ventilation window above the head, looking out into the dark night sky.

    A stream of warm water poured over your head, washing away all sweat, dust, and exhaustion.

    He spread the soap all over his body, and when he thought that this piece of soap was also wandering around Ji Chenfeng's body like this, his nose was sniffing the familiar breath, and he couldn't help but feel a little bit crazy.

    The neck, shoulders, back waist, thighs... The rough surface swept across the skin, causing unquenchable ripples in my heart.

    Pressing my forehead against the tile, I closed my eyes, my eyelashes trembled, imagining Ji Chenfeng's soothing effect, I held the soap that was relatively smooth just after I started using it, and pressed myself against it, just After a few minutes, he softened his knees with excitement.

    Looking down at the viscous liquid accompanied by foam on the white soap, the circles under the eyes and the cheeks began to get slightly hot.

    I haven't vented for a few months, do need to be so perverted, even Ji Chenfeng's soap is not spared...

    Quickly rinse off the soap and put it back in place. After taking a shower, I opened the shower curtain. It was only when I got dressed that I remembered that I forgot to bring a bath towel.

    I was planning to stay in a hotel, so I didn't bring any toiletries.

    Pushing the door open, I probed out, Ji Chenfeng was no longer in the living room, he should have gone back to the bedroom.

    "Mr. Ji, do you have any new towels or toothbrushes? I forgot to bring them." I called to the bedroom.

    After about a minute or so, the bedroom door was opened, Ji Chenfeng pursed his thin lips, came out with a towel and a new toothbrush in his hand, and handed them to me.

    The wet fingers accidentally slid across the palm of his hand, and he frowned, not showing too much disgust, but it was not very comfortable to watch.

    "Thank you." I smiled and thanked him.

    After I got dressed and walked out of the bathroom, I found that Ji Chenfeng had already made the bed for me.

    The low table was put away and leaned against the wall, the tatami was covered with soft cushions, and then a coarse-clothed mat, the thin blanket was neatly stacked at the end of the bed, and fluffy pillows were placed on the other end.

    Lie down and cover your head and face with a blanket.

    It's great, it's all the taste of Ji Chenfeng. Obviously the environment is so bad, but I feel it is better than any five-star hotel.

    Pulling off the blanket, he looked in the direction of the bedroom, across the door, I wonder if Ji Chenfeng is sleeping now, what is he doing when he is not asleep, is he thinking of me?

    Above the head, the old electric fan was whirling, and although the window was open, the room was still a little stuffy.

    Maybe it’s because of too much physical exertion today, or this place naturally has a magical power on my sleep. Not long after I touched the pillow, I was drowsy and closed my eyes little by little.

    When woke up the next day, it was past ten o'clock in the morning, and Ji Chenfeng was nowhere to be seen. It seemed that he had gone to work.

    In the morning, vaguely heard movement, but because was so sleepy, just turned over and continued to sleep without waking up at all.

    I thought he would drive me away, but I didn't expect to leave me alone at home.

    He swayed and got up to wash, opened the refrigerator, found milk and eggs in it, and found instant noodles in the cupboard.

    I threw milk, instant noodles and eggs into a pot. After they were cooked, ate the noodles with soup, finally filling empty stomach.

    Logically speaking, after the night passed, I slept and ate, it was time for me to go. But I finally came in, and I didn't know that the year of the monkey and the month of the horse would be able to come back, so I just stayed for one night, and I always felt a little pity.

    How did Ji Chenfeng treat me before?

    Wake me up every day, prepare three meals for me, tidy up my room, do laundry...

    Looking around, there is only so much space, it seems that I don't need to organize anything.

    He rolled up the thin blanket together with the bedding and stuffed it in the corner, tried to twist Ji Chenfeng's bedroom door, and found that it was locked.

    Is this protecting me?

    He pouted and entered the bathroom, but he didn't see Ji Chenfeng's dirty clothes, so he only washed his own.

    If he comes back and sees that someone has prepared food for him, he should be very happy, right?

    At least I'm happy when he treats me like that.

    Want to try cooking? I have made some western food by myself before, and the noodles can be cooked, and I don't think there is any problem.

    With blind confidence, I decided to cook and prepare a sumptuous dinner for Ji Chenfeng.

    Since there was no key left for me, I had to use a piece of paper to block the deadbolt and jam the main door from the outside. Anyway, Ji Chenfeng had locked his house, so even if a thief came, there was nothing to steal. Besides, which thief without long eyes would steal here...

    I searched for a large supermarket nearby and found that it is very far away, but a vegetable market can be reached within a five-minute walk.

    It’s not that I didn’t know about the existence of such a place before, but honestly, I didn’t expect it to have such a big impact on me for the first time. From the first second of stepping on the door of the vegetable market, three words kept repeating in my head - smelly, dirty, messy.

    The ground dripping with sewage was unstoppable, most of the stalls had an unpleasant smell, rotten vegetables and leaves were everywhere, and there were even internal organs left by the previous fish on the cutting board of the fish stall...

    Covering his mouth and nose, he bought the ingredients he needed while breathing carefully. The moment he walked out of the market, he took a deep breath, and in a trance, he could hear the victory BGM of his successful breakthrough.

    If there is hell, it's probably like this.

    One broccoli, one fried beef, one more fish, two meat and one vegetable plus a tomato egg soup should be enough.

    I found a detailed tutorial on the Internet, read it step by step, and read it several times. I was so familiar with every step. However, when I really got it, I still messed up and forgot all the steps.

    When frying the fish, the hot oil met the water, the whole thing exploded, and accidentally splashed on my hand, and blisters appeared in just two minutes.

    Facing the crucian carp stuck to the bottom of the pot and covering my hands, I sank my face and began to regret doing such a challenge.

    If I had known, I would have ordered takeout directly. Lie Ji Chenfeng did it himself. He couldn't eat it anyway, and I didn't need to work so hard.

    It's a pity that thought of it too late, so much has been done, how could it be possible to give up?

    Half an hour later, the last dish was on the table. So far, all the dishes are finished after a hard afternoon. They are the browned broccoli that has lost its emerald green, the fried beef that has been battered into a ball, and the braised fish with separated skin and flesh. The only thing that looks normal and perfect is probably the tomato egg soup. Even the rice, because of too much water, turned into something strange like a paste.

    But it may be the first time to cook, and the objective and rational part has completely disappeared. At that moment, my heart is filled with pride and self-satisfaction, and a ten-level filter is applied to a table of dishes.

    Am I pretty good at it? Not much worse than takeout.

    With anticipation and a little nervousness, I sat at the low table and waited for Ji Chenfeng to come home, from four to six, and from six to eight.

    The food lost its heat a little bit, and was put into the microwave again and again to reheat, and finally it became even more unappetizing than before.

    Glancing at the clock on the wall again, it was already half past eight. Did Ji Chenfeng wait for me like this before? It's so hard.

    Food can be heated, but the shelf life of "expectation" is very short. Once cooled, it means it expires, and eventually it loses its sweetness gradually, leaving only bitterness and sourness.

    Pick up chopsticks, pick up a piece of cold beef and put it in your mouth.

    It was so salty and bitter that I was too old to bite. I tried to swallow it with rice, but found that the soft and rotten rice with this beef tasted even more disgusting. I covered my mouth and rushed to the toilet and vomited it out.

    I tried to rinse mouth, trying to get rid of the strange smell in mouth, when heard the sound of the door being unlocked.

    Ji Chenfeng is back!

    After wiping off the water stains from my lips, I eagerly opened the bathroom door, just in line with Ji Chenfeng who opened the door and came in.

    He stood at the door, maintaining the action of opening the door, and frowned a little when he saw me, as if he didn't expect that I was still there.

    "Why haven't you left yet?"

    The smile on my lips froze, and I closed the bathroom door. I pressed my back against the door, wishing I could blend into the wall so that he wouldn't notice me.

    "I've cooked, do you want to eat some..."

    I dare not answer his words, for fear that his next sentence will tell me to leave quickly.

    "I've eaten it." He took off his shoes and stepped into the room. He glanced at the food I made on the low table. I don't know if I was shocked that I could make it like this, or I was disgusted that I was too embarrassed to eat it for him. Something, that look took a long time to see.

    "Oh, yes, it's almost eight o'clock, and I normally finish my meal long ago." Just me, the abnormal one, was waiting for him until now.

    Bend over to pick up the dishes on the low table, turn around and dump them all into the kitchen trash can.

    Ji Chenfeng watched silently from the side, until I picked up the rag and was about to start washing the dishes, he stopped from behind.

    "Okay, I'll come." Maybe he didn't like the way I was stumbling when I washed the dishes. With my shirt sleeves rolled up, he pushed me away from the sink, grabbed the rag in my hand, and cleaned it neatly. Pick up utensils.

    Just when I wanted to comfort myself again and analyze whether he still had feelings for me, Ji Chenfeng slapped me with words and told me to stop being sentimental.

    "If you think you can get back what belongs to you through me, you should get rid of this idea as soon as possible. I won't want everything from the Sang family. It's pointless for you to work hard on me. I have nothing to give you."

    With water dripping on my hands, I stood behind him and was stunned for a moment: "I'm not..."

    I hurriedly defended myself, but Ji Chenfeng didn't want to hear it at all, so he interrupted me: "I let you in, not because I still have nostalgia for you. It's because I promised your mother... that when you encounter difficulties Help you, that's all."

    He didn't react at first, and it took a while to realize who he meant by "mother".

    Yan Shanhua, let him help me?I am full of wonder.what is this?Togo?While she thought about correcting her mistakes and frankly committing crimes, she also thought that if I can't get along, at least I have Ji Chenfeng's backing.Thought it was quite thoughtful.

    I really...thank her.

    "So, what do you want to express?" I said with difficulty, feeling that what he was going to say next would make me less fond of listening.

    "You can stay here until you find a suitable house. But don't try to get close to me again," he turned his face slightly, and said the coldest words in the most ordinary tone, "My life is finally back on track., I don't want to disrupt my life because of you. After all, there is no place for you by my side. "

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