Chapter 61 What is this?

"Both of us... are poor bastards, poor bastards no one likes..."

"It's not pitiful." The palm gently stroked the top of my hair, "Actually, I... have long recognized you. What I like is never your voice, no, I like it, far more than your voice. You How could no one like it?"

Ji Chenfeng's voice was close to his ears, with some joy and some sadness.

"...You obviously have so many likes from me."

When opened eyes, the room was very dark, with a small night light on the head of the bed.

That's what he said last time...

My thoughts were still in the dream, and after a brief period of confusion, as my consciousness became clear, I gradually remembered where I was—I was in Ji Chenfeng’s bedroom.

My body is still weak, heavier and hotter than usual, and I still have a low-grade fever.

He sat up clutching the gauze on his shoulders, the quilt slipped off his body, and there was nothing on his body except for a pair of underwear. I looked at this mysterious bedroom curiously to see what Ji Chenfeng was hiding, but I didn't find anything unusual.

The room is only eight or nine square meters. The one-meter-five iron frame bed is placed against the window. There is no bedside table at the head of the bed, and a small desk is used instead. There are some shelves nailed to the wall and many books are placed. Then there is the wardrobe. The simple log two-door style is too small to hold my clothes for a season.

The noise of the range hood accompanied by the aroma of the food came to the bedroom through the door. I opened the curtains and took a look. It was already dark outside, not to mention it was six or seven o'clock.

I slept all day...

Picking up the water glass on the desk, I found that the water was still warm. Ji Chenfeng didn't go to work today, did he ask for leave to take care of me?

Recalling last night, I covered my eyes in embarrassment.

"I won't quarrel with you again... Lock me up, put me in shackles, do whatever you want with me... I only need you... As long as you're alone..."

The body fluids in the body seemed to be rushing to drain out, the tears accumulated in the eye sockets, and the choked sobs fell from the end of the eyes and slipped into the temples.

Ji Chenfeng grabbed my wrist with his other hand and pulled my hand away without much effort.

My heart sank, and I curled up my fingers, thinking he meant refusal, but instead of throwing my hand away, it was stuffed back into the quilt.

He tucked the quilt for me again and said, "I just went out and poured a glass of water, and I'll be back soon. You can close your eyes and rest first. We'll talk about this when you're well."

I don't want to wait until the illness is healed. He won't talk like this when he is healed. But before I could say anything, his palms covered my eyes.

His eyes fell into darkness, and his ears were whispering softly.

"Good." He repeated over and over again, "Don't cry..."

I seem to have returned to my childhood, and all the suppressed grievances, tears, and pain are all vented tonight.

"I'm already very good..."

The palm of his hand trembled slightly, and Ji Chenfeng seemed to be smiling.

"Be nicer."

Be nicer what?

I still want to ask to understand, but the drowsy consciousness does not allow it. I couldn't hold back my sore eyes, I couldn't help closing it, and then I opened it again...

Unbelievable, I actually took Ji Chenfeng's hand and cried and told him not to drive me away? I'm so crazy.

I can only say that everything yesterday was a little bit beyond my tolerance threshold, plus being sick would have made a person extra vulnerable, and the two combined eventually led to my collapse.

I just did what all adults can do, and that's fine.

The sound of the range hood outside suddenly became silent, I regained my senses, put down the water glass, and hurriedly lay back again. After a while, the door was gently pushed open, and the aroma of the food became stronger.

The footsteps stopped by the bed, and after the other party put down something, he came over and touched my forehead.

The warm palm was pressed against my cheek, and my thumb rubbed the skin at the end of my eyes for a long time. I was a little puzzled at first, but then I suddenly realized that he should be touching my scar.

Sang Zhengbai used a metal pen holder to hit the corner of his eye before, and went to the hospital for several stitches. Because the absorbable thread is used, the scar left after healing is not obvious, and it is impossible to see it if you don't look carefully. Even I almost forgot that there was a scar here.

With his fingers off his cheeks, Ji Chenfeng shook my shoulders very lightly and said, "Sang Nian..."

Eyelashes trembled, I slowly opened my eyes, pretending to just wake up.

Ji Chenfeng helped me up, put the pillow on my back, and dragged the chair to sit by the bed.

"I cooked some porridge. You haven't eaten for a day. Go to sleep after eating." He picked up the small bowl on the desk, scooped up a spoonful of porridge to cool it, and handed it to my lips.

I didn't have any appetite at all, but because it was the porridge that Ji Chenfeng cooked for me, even if I couldn't eat it, I opened my mouth and swallowed it obediently.

After eating takeout for a few months, I tasted the familiar taste again, and my nose was slightly sour. I lowered my eyes, not daring to look at Ji Chenfeng again.

It's nice of him to be soft on me, but I don't want to show my vulnerable side all the time.

After I ate half the bowl, I couldn't eat the rest. Ji Chenfeng didn't force me to lie down, and went out with the porridge bowl and cup. After a few minutes, he came in again and put a cup of hot water on the desk.

Afraid that he would leave again, I grabbed the corner of his clothes when he turned around and kept him: "Don't leave..."

He didn't move, didn't speak, just stalemate for a moment, his body turned back, and he even compromised.

"Lie down in there."

Trying to suppress the excitement in my heart, I retracted my hand and carefully moved out of my original position.

Ji Chenfeng sat on the bed, leaning against the head of the bed, but did not lie down.

"Go to sleep." A hand covered my eyes and he urged me to sleep.

After finally sleeping on a bed, how could it be possible to sleep like this?

It's a pity that I'm all powerless and drowsy now, otherwise it would be too unreasonable to say nothing about such a good opportunity.

"Doesn't it matter if you didn't go to work today?" I asked after blinking.

"I took a day off."

"What if... I'm not well tomorrow?"

"One more day please."

He raised his hand and tried to touch the hand covering his eyes, his fingertips fell on the back of his hand, and he felt a little bit to hold it. He didn't reject it and let me touch it.

When closed eyes, this time not only nose was sour, but heart was also sour.

"I didn't know Lu Sui would be there yesterday... I didn't mean to..."

Ji Chenfeng's hand moved slightly, I was afraid that he was going to take it away, so I quickly clenched it tightly.

He didn't move any more, relaxed the strength in his hand and said, "Zheng Jieyuan called, and he told me all about it."

For a while, I don't know whether to scold Zheng Jieyuan for his big mouth or to thank him for his outstanding contribution to my love.

"...is he alright?"

Finally, I decided to digress.

"He didn't say much about himself, he just said that the car is with you and he will come to mention it when he has time."

available? Is he still with Shi Hao, otherwise how could he not be free?

Even though it was Zheng Jieyuan's own choice, I couldn't help worrying about him. After all, Shi Hao was too unconventional, and he didn't know what he would do. Let's take care of him by calling tomorrow...

"Does it hurt?"

For a moment, he thought that Ji Chenfeng was asking me if the wound hurts now, so he hurriedly said, "It's much better. If I don't move, it won't hurt."

Ji Chenfeng was quiet, and then said, "I'm asking, did it hurt yesterday?"

The word "no" came to his lips, remembering that he was in a less-than-second situation now, and that he was at risk of being driven away at any time, so he swallowed it again.

"Um..." I said, "It hurts."

I stayed by Ji Chenfeng's side all night, holding his arm, for fear that he would leave while I fell asleep.

The next morning, I woke up by myself before six o'clock.

Ji Chenfeng was still sleeping, lying quietly beside me, the cochlear implant on the auricle was not removed all night.

Staring at the black device like a bluetooth headset, I suddenly realized something was wrong.

No matter how thin the door panel is, if he falls asleep and doesn't wear a cochlear implant, how on earth would he find out about my abnormality? No matter how loud I cry because of the nightmare, he shouldn't hear it.

telepathy? Or, he hasn't had a cochlear implant since I moved in?

Cochlear implants are completely different from the human body's natural cochlear conduction. Ordinary people accept sound mainly through air conduction and bone conduction. The hearing system of the hearing-impaired who can be implanted with cochlear implants has been damaged. The sound can only be converted into codes by an external language processor to form electrical pulses to stimulate the auditory nerve, and then the brain Translate into various voices.

Ordinary people will only feel noisy when listening to the sound, but will not feel tired. But cochlear implanters are prone to hearing fatigue because they have to concentrate on listening to sound all the time, especially... unilateral cochlear implanters.

Thinking about it carefully, from knowing him to now, even if the cochlear implant is dead, he will try very hard to understand what I mean. It never happened once that I missed my request because I couldn't hear it.

I have many, many likes from him, so much that even if he knows I'm despicable and shameless, he still can't do anything with those likes that can't be consumed. And the biggest punishment he could think of for me was to stop receiving my voice.

I'm so stupid, why should I care what that idiot Zhou Yiyu said? What heroic complex, not what, what is it? As long as Ji Chenfeng likes me, does it matter whether he sees me as a hero or a dragon, a stone or a flower?

Wanting to remove the cochlear implant for Ji Chenfeng and give him a complete rest, his eyelashes trembled and he woke up leisurely when he didn't want his fingers to touch the instrument on his ear.

It was too late to pretend to be asleep, so I was caught by him.

"You're awake..." I had no choice but to withdraw my hand with a dry smile.

Maybe it's because he didn't take good rest in taking care of me in the past two days. His response was a little slow. After half a day, he was completely awake and sat up from the bed. The first thing I did was to take the ear thermometer on the table and take my temperature.

"37, the fever is almost gone." Putting the ear thermometer back on the table, he lifted the quilt, rubbed the back of his neck and got out of bed, "After breakfast, I'll show you the wound..."

"I want to take a shower." I sat up.

Opening the desk drawer, Ji Chenfeng took off the cochlear implant, took out the spare battery from the drawer, and replaced the device with insufficient power.

"No, your wound can't touch water yet."

Although I haven't showered for a day, it's so hot now and there's no air conditioner at home. I've sweated so much before, and I feel like I'm going to go rancid.

"But I want to take a bath..." When he put the cochlear implant back on, I launched my offensive again, "I'll be careful not to touch the wound. Please, Doctor Ji."

Ji Chenfeng heard the words and stood quietly in front of the desk for a long time. After struggling for a while, he sighed: "Then let's wash it at night."

I raised the corners of my lips, trying my best not to be so obvious.

After breakfast, Ji Chenfeng asked me to go back to the bedroom and continue to lie down, and when he finished cleaning up the kitchen, he came to change the gauze for me.

Done. My sense of taste may have been burnt out, I was eating salty porridge, but the sweetness in my mouth could not dissipate...

Obediently went back to the room and lay down, remembering that he hadn't taken medicine for two days, sat up again, sneaked into the living room, and opened his suitcase.

After taking two pills, he found that there was no water in the living room. He was about to go back to the bedroom when Ji Chenfeng's voice suddenly sounded.

"What are you looking for?"

With a shake of his hand, a pill fell to the ground. The little rose-red pills passed between my legs, just like giving birth to eyes, and rolled in the direction of Ji Chenfeng behind me.

I turned around in a hurry, and it was too late to step on it. The small pill rolled to Ji Chenfeng's feet, and he bent down and picked it up.

"What's this?" He sniffed the pill and looked at me with a frown.