Chapter 62 Not ugly

This is Deanixin, a compound preparation containing flupentixol hydrochloride and melitracen hydrochloride for the treatment of mild to moderate depression and anxiety.

"Vitamin," I said. "It's a multivitamin."

Ji Chenfeng's eyes stayed on my face for a long time, as if to discern the authenticity of my words.

He looked so carefully that my smile froze, and I couldn't help but feel nervous, and began to wonder if animals also use Delixin, otherwise why would he doubt my words.

Ji Chenfeng couldn't see anything on my face, and finally looked away.

"Vitamin..." He murmured softly, staring at the small pill in his hand, holding it without saying hello and sending it to his mouth.

"Don't!" I couldn't disguise any longer, so I stepped forward and knocked it out. The rose-red pill rolled from Ji Chenfeng's fingers and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Ji Chenfeng swept the direction in which the eye pills disappeared, and said lightly, "Isn't it a vitamin?"

"Can vitamins be eaten indiscriminately?" After saying that, I felt that there was something wrong with this statement.

Forget it, what about telling him, it's not a shameful problem.

I turned and headed back to the trunk, rummaging through the pillbox again, and digging out a new pill.

"It's an anxiety medication that can ease restlessness after abstinence from alcohol."

He got up and went back to the bedroom, picked up the water glass on the desk to take a sip of water, and then raised his head and threw the medicine into his mouth.

"You didn't drink alcohol before."

He Shui swallowed the medicine in his mouth, and I turned to look at Ji Chenfeng, who was following me, intending to carry out my usual trick—saying three points and concealing seven points.

"It's just one of the indications, I'm saying it casually. I don't drink alcohol, but I smoke. I was trying to quit smoking before, you know."

Ji Chenfeng was skeptical: "Quit smoking?"

"Yeah, I even quit e-cigarettes. I've been taking the medicine for three months now, and I can finish the course of treatment in three months." After moving a lot, my shoulders started to ache again. I lay back on the bed and stopped talking about this topic.

Ji Chenfeng didn't know if he believed it or not, but he believed it for a while, but he didn't ask again anyway. After a while, he came over with a medical kit and sat down beside the bed.

Opened the placket, he carefully removed the gauze for me, and carefully observed the healing of the wound.

"It's scabbed." He broke off an iodophor cotton swab and pressed it gently on my wound.

"Ugly?"

The wound was stimulated and tingled, and in order to distract me, I kept looking at Ji Chenfeng. From his thick black eyebrows, good-looking eyes, to his tall nose and thin lips.

How could someone look so good to me? A little more is not much, a little less is not a lot, everything is just right, as if it was made for me.

"It's not ugly." After all, he is a professional. Ji Chenfeng moved quickly and finished the disinfection work in a short while. "Usually, the clothes are covered, and others can't see it."

"But you can see it."

He could see the way I was naked.

Ji Chenfeng understood my subtext, and his hand on the gauze was heavy. I hissed and my body trembled.

"Sorry." His movements became softer.

I didn't care and continued: "My body is so ugly, there are scars everywhere, is there any way Doctor Ji can cure me?"

Ji Chenfeng kept his head down, focused on the work at hand, and didn't answer me. And I no longer have to measure.

It's really fun to tease him, but if it's too much, it's not worth the harm if he gets angry and kicks me out.

After the gauze was pasted and my buttons were tied one by one, he suddenly said, "It's not ugly."

His expression was so serious that it didn't seem to console me, but to reiterate his point—he didn't think my scar was ugly, nor my body.

want to kiss him. When can I kiss him? One day, two days? Can he let me kiss him when I'm fully healed?

I know I have to take it slow, I know I can't be impatient, and I want to go step by step, but living under the same roof with him every day is really unbearable. In particular, he always says things that get out of hand.

After packing up, he got up and prepared to leave: "I'm going to buy something, what do you want to bring?"

I thought about it and felt a little craving for watermelon, so I said, "buy a watermelon."

Ji Chenfeng nodded: "Got it."

I sent a message to Zheng Jieyuan, but he didn't reply, and only got a call in the afternoon.

"How are you?" I asked.

Zheng Jieyuan was a little sluggish: "Is it okay. How about you?"

"I'm fine too."

"Oh……"

"Bye."

"Wait wait!" Zheng Jieyuan stopped me.

I put the phone back to my ear and asked him what else was going on. He groaned for a while, as if he couldn't tell what he was about to talk about.

I was a little impatient by his hesitant appearance, and urged: "Don't tell me I'm hanging up again."

"Don't, I'm not organizing the language..." He struggled for a long time, but couldn't get to the point, "Actually... that... I asked casually, not that it was my own business. , just out of curiosity."

"Well, you said."

"If... that is, if two men are drunk, what's the matter, then the one who takes advantage needs to be responsible for the other?"

I was startled, sat up from the bed, and said calmly, "What was their relationship before, friend?"

"Uh... It's almost, it doesn't count." Zheng Jieyuan said in distress, "Strictly speaking, it's still a bit inappropriate."

"..."

"The one who takes advantage is still a straight man." He whispered, "It can't be said to be cheap, after all, straight men don't want to take advantage of him when they give him money."

"..."

Seeing that I hadn't responded for a long time, Zheng Jieyuan said puzzled: "Sang Nian? Say something."

I took a deep breath, regretting that I didn't hang up the phone immediately. I should have left him to fend for himself. curious? Who would be curious about such a specific question? He might as well say he has a friend.

"Are you sleeping with Shi Hao?"

This time, Zheng Jieyuan was silent.

"Wh...what!" He paused for a long time before stammering and denying, saying that it was definitely not him and Shi Hao, he would never like a man, let alone Shi Hao.

What a coincidence, I used to think that I couldn't love a man if I died.

But that doesn't matter anymore. Now the point is, why is he still alive?

With Shi Hao's arrogant temper, Zheng Jieyuan was taking advantage of it, or he was taking advantage of the bed. As soon as he woke up, he should have tied up Zheng Jieyuan and stuffed it into his suitcase. How could he be allowed to live until now?

"Got it, it's not you, it's someone else. Then tell me, why does a straight man think he's taking advantage? Is there any... hard evidence?"

"The two of us were drinking together the day before, but when I woke up, I realized that I had no clothes on... I mean, a straight man found himself without clothes, and then there was a man lying next to him, also without clothes. Straight men didn't feel their body I feel any discomfort, but the person next to me looks... very tired. I... straight man didn't dare to lift the quilt to take a closer look, only looked at the exposed upper body... There are a lot of hickeys and tooth marks on the back trace."

This evidence...isn't too ironic?

"Do you feel... I mean, did straight guys feel like they made the last step?"

Zheng Jieyuan's already sullen voice became even more sullen after I asked this question: "Ah... it's vague, it seems... it's refreshing."

I rubbed my temples and asked, "What's the other party's reaction?"

"I don't know, I sneaked away."

No wonder Shi Hao didn't kill him, and no wonder he was so quiet these days, daring to "hide his debts".

"What do you think now, Sang Nian?" He didn't realize the "slip of the tongue" he just made.

"Go find your dad, Hongshi can't hold you anymore." It's better to change your name, to be able to go abroad and go to the place where the Shi family can't reach.

Zheng Jieyuan was a little reluctant: "...Is there no other way?"

What else can be done? Do you want Shi Hao to beat him to death?

"Have."

Zheng Jieyuan was refreshed: "What?"

With my limited life experience, apart from running, there is probably only a more peaceful, simpler and more effective solution than this.

"pray."

Commonly known as "relying on fate".

Zheng Jieyuan sighed as long as a deflated ball when he heard the words, and hung up the phone without saying a word.

Walking out of the bedroom, the light in the kitchen was on, and there were sounds of pots and pans. Ji Chenfeng was cooking dinner.

Everything seemed to be back in our best days, only the house had changed and the cat and turtle were gone.

Xiaoxue and Juzi are living a fairy life at Xu Xi's place, and I don't know if they are willing to come back with me. With such a small home, can they get used to it?

It should be possible, I can, what can't they do.

Leaning in front of the kitchen, I admired Ji Chenfeng’s busy back for a while, and saw that there were a lot of ingredients on the cooking table, let alone four dishes, I asked with a smile, “There are so many dishes today, can two people finish it? ?"

Ji Chenfeng turned his face when he heard the voice, and said, "There are more than two people."

More than two people?

I stood up straight and asked in confusion, "Who else?"

Just then, there was a knock on the door, I glanced at Ji Chenfeng and walked towards the door: "I'll come."

The iron door was slowly pushed open, and the first thing that caught my eye was a white plastic bag.

"I brought you the waterproof sticker, you want this to do..." When the door was fully opened, I and Jian Xing outside the door looked at each other and were stunned for a while.

So this is the extra one, isn't it?

"...You are?" Jian Xing looked into the room suspiciously.

"He's a man." After speaking with a sullen face, I turned around and walked to the bedroom regardless of the other party's reaction.

However, it didn't take long before started to regret it.

Listening to the vague conversation outside the door, my thoughts always drifted past involuntarily. Want to know what they said, but don't want to stick to the door like a suspicious husband and eavesdrop on his wife's conversations with others. I stared at the door, as if with enough perseverance, it would eventually be burned to ashes by my eyes.

After sitting like this for half an hour, Ji Chenfeng knocked on the door and asked me to go out to eat.

I stood up all of a sudden and opened the door without any hesitation, so fast that even Ji Chenfeng outside the door didn't respond.

"Let's go, aren't you eating?" After I finished speaking, I walked towards the living room first.

The low table was set up again, and four dishes and three sets of tableware were crowded on the table. There was no more space, so that the wine bottle could only stay on the ground in grievance.

Consistent with the situation when I ate here for the first time, the table was a bit crowded for three people, not to mention three men over 1.8 meters tall this time.

Jian Xing and Ji Chenfeng sat opposite each other, and I sat in the middle.

"It's been a long time since we drank together. Have a good meal today..." Jian Xing poured beer into Ji Chenfeng's bowl, raised the bottle, and looked at me, "Brother, do you want to drink?"

I blocked my bowl, and before I opened my mouth, Ji Chenfeng answered for me, "He doesn't drink."

"Okay, let's drink it together." Jian Xing filled his bowl with that.

I thought that since Zheng Jieyuan's phone call, nothing would shake my heart on this day. It turns out I was wrong.

Jian Xing not only sent waterproof stickers, but also Ji Chenfeng's secret. It made me realize for the first time that my understanding of Ji Chenfeng was not comprehensive.