Chapter 63: Like It Too Much

The conversation between Jian Xing and Ji Chenfeng mostly focuses on the pet hospital and past student life. I can only listen and it's hard to get in. In addition, those who don't drink are always faster than those who drink. They haven't finished a bottle of wine, and I have finished the meal.

"Go take a shower." Ji Chenfeng handed me the bag that Jian Xing brought, "There is a waterproof sticker in it, you can stick it yourself."

Although I always regard Jian Xing as an imaginary enemy, I myself know that such suspicions are meaningless.

It is impossible for me to be by Ji Chenfeng's side all the time to obstruct his normal communication with others, and it is even more impossible for me to engage in his work like before. I have to accept that he has other friends in this world, other ties. I am still a big tree that he can rely on at any time, but he is not a dodder, and he does not need to live around me.

After taking the bag, I took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom. After taking off my shirt, I found it difficult to apply the waterproof tape with one hand.

Oh, that's not going to work.

"Chenfeng, can you come in? I can't put one hand on it." My head stuck out of the bathroom, and I apologetically interrupted the conversation between Ji Chenfeng and Jian Xing.

"Wait a minute." Ji Chenfeng greeted Jian Xing, got up and walked towards me.

I took a waterproof sticker and sat on the washing machine. When he came in, I gave him the waterproof sticker.

"Because I want to take a shower, did you specially ask him to deliver waterproof stickers?" I asked softly, looking at the slightly open bathroom door.

"Yeah." Ji Chenfeng tore off the cover film and carefully covered my wound with a square waterproof patch, "General pharmacies can't buy this."

As he got closer, he could smell the faint smell of alcohol on his body. Wanting him to drink less, the words came to his lips, and suddenly remembered the surprising performance of his drunkenness last time, he hesitated for a moment, but he swallowed the words out of selfishness.

It's good to be drunk, maybe I can take advantage of it when I'm drunk.

"Okay, just peel it off after washing." Ji Chenfeng asked me to call him again after I finished the post, and then went out.

I can't wait to wash all the things I didn't wash yesterday. I stayed in the bathroom for a long time. After washing, I went out to get dressed, and found that Ji Chenfeng and the others had removed all the dishes on the table and replaced them with watermelons.

"You quit smoking? Didn't you learn to smoke..." Jian Xing held a packet of shredded squid in his hand, and while talking, he took a root out of it and chewed it in his mouth.

I wiped my hair and sat beside them, Jane moved the squid shreds in her hand toward me, I thanked him, and took two from them.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"Let's talk about quitting smoking." Jian Xing said, "I said that my lungs are not good now, and I smoke. This man said quitting. I said it was so easy to quit smoking. He said he quit. I remember I gave it back at school. He handed him a cigarette, and he said at that time that he didn't smoke, but after a few years, not only did he learn to smoke, but he even gave up." In his tone, there was a sense of "the world is getting worse, and people's hearts are not ancient, even Ji Chenfeng can't do it." I've learned badly".

After eating the shredded squid, I took the watermelon on the table and nibbled it, and I was a little surprised to hear that.

So Ji Chenfeng didn't smoke before?

On my birthday last year, I remember asking him who he learned smoking from. He said he learned it from a special person. At the time, he thought it was Zhou Yiyu, but after thinking about it carefully, he didn’t seem to have seen Zhou Yiyu smoking, nor did he smell it on him. Smell of smoke.

If not Zhou Jiyu, who is this "special person"? When did someone unexpectedly appear?

"Because Sang Nian doesn't like it."

Spitting out the watermelon seeds, I heard Ji Chenfeng's slightly hoarse dragging voice, and I looked towards him. He rested his cheek with one hand, and his face was not drunk. When he noticed that I was looking at him, he raised his eyelids slightly and looked at me.

It was impossible for him to look at me with such a look when he was awake, with a vague provocation, as if... seducing me.

"He always does this. If he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it." He looked back, touched Jian Xing's glass, and drank the wine in one gulp.

"It's alright if I like you." Jian Xing lifted his cup and raised his head to drink it.

Just as he was about to reach for the bottle of wine, I stopped him: "I'll come." After that, I refilled a glass for each of them.

At first, I could listen to them chatting while eating watermelon, interjecting from time to time, but then I might run out of energy and start to feel sleepy unconsciously.

When are you going to drink?

Yawning, I was lying next to Ji Chenfeng. I just wanted to close my eyes and take a nap, but I accidentally fell asleep. It was not known how long it took to wake up again, and Jian Xing was finally leaving.

"You look good, you didn't tell me in advance that you were reconciled, I was shocked today..." Jian Xing stood up and whispered in a drunken voice.

"No reconciliation." Ji Chenfeng followed and got up.

I remained motionless and continued to pretend to be asleep.

"Isn't it reconciled yet?" Jian Xing walked towards the door, "You're almost there, obviously you don't like it..."

Quietly opening a crack, Ji Chenfeng sent Jian Xing to the door: "It's not enough."

Not enough for what?

Jian Xing said goodbye and left, Ji Chenfeng locked the door and walked back, I immediately closed my eyes.

The sound of the collision between the plate and the wine glass sounded in his ears, and Ji Chenfeng cleaned up the table. After a while, the footsteps disappeared, and the sound of water came from the kitchen.

This time I opened my eyes completely and sat up from the ground.

He can wash the dishes and clean the table, isn't he drunk? No, he looked a little drunk when I came out of the shower...

Just thinking about it, a sound of glassware breaking came from the kitchen. I was startled, got up to check, and found that Ji Chenfeng slipped and broke a cup on the ground.

He wanted to pick up the pieces, but after a few tries, his hand missed the target.

"Don't pick it up, I'll come, you can stay outside." I grabbed his wrist, gently pulled him off the ground, and pushed him out of the kitchen.

He was very cooperative the whole time, not saying a word. When I finished disposing of the glass shards and washed the dishes in the sink, I went out to take a look, and he actually fell asleep on the low table.

Naturally, it is impossible to leave him alone to sleep like this all night. I walked over and nudged his shoulder, trying to wake him up.

"Doctor Ji, Ji Chenfeng, went in and fell asleep..."

He frowned and opened his eyes slightly dazedly. Although he was reluctant, he stood up obediently under my coaxing.

It can be seen that it is not the first time for him to drink with Jian Xing. The strange thing is that Jian Xing doesn't seem to know that his alcohol intake is actually very light.

I used to think it was amazing, how could someone be so indistinctly drunk? No quarrels, no fuss, easy conversations, and even don't forget to clean up the wine bottle you've finished drinking.

If I hadn't had experience, I might have been deceived by him too.

"You have to take a shower before you can sleep." Freeing my support, he suddenly turned around and walked towards the bathroom.

I hurriedly followed: "Let me help you..."

Not because he wanted to take advantage, but mainly because he was afraid that he would fall and cause an accident.

"Bang!" Ji Chenfeng turned a deaf ear and stopped me directly outside the bathroom.

Staring at the closed wooden door in front of me, I twisted the handle and found that the other party was still locked.

After a while, the sound of water came from inside. After listening to the door for a while, I was sure that there was no problem. I turned around and went into the bedroom to get him clean clothes.

There is only one wardrobe in total, which is easy to find. Ji Chenfeng's drawers are just like his people, neat and organized, socks and underwear are placed in different categories, T-shirts are neatly folded, and they are even placed in colors from light to dark.

Open the second drawer, this layer is full of pants, also stacked according to color and texture, neat and pleasing to the eye.

I developed a strong interest in Ji Chenfeng's wardrobe, and then opened the top door.

The sight in the closet was a bit unexpected to me. It looks a lot messier than the order of the first two drawers.

The coat and coat that should have been hanging on the hanger were tucked in the corner, the scarf was entangled around it, the shirt was wrinkled like a pickle, and the dark red tie fell off the moment I opened the cabinet door, like a dying long tongue.

Pinch the tie and pass it to the tip of the nose to sniff it, smelling a faint smell of mint tobacco.

It's summer now, but these clothes look like winter, why haven't they been washed for so long?

And... I pulled out the tie and put it under the light to take a closer look. Why does this tie look familiar?

Ties, shirts, coats, scarves, all of which I dug out of the closet and threw them on the bed. After careful identification and recall, it was finally determined that these were my clothes.

It would be a lie to say not to be shocked. For so many years, I have been taken care of by others. I don’t know how many coats and ties I have, and new ones will be delivered every season anyway. If I hadn't found these things in Ji Chenfeng's closet today, I might never remember having them in my life.

Could this be the secret in Ji Chenfeng's bedroom?

Some people, on the surface, tell me to leave quickly, don't disturb his life, but they keep hiding my clothes behind the scenes...

He stuffed Ji Chenfeng's things back as they were, took clean house clothes and underwear and took them to the bathroom. Knowing that he couldn't hear, he kept waiting outside the door.

Ten minutes later, Ji Chenfeng opened the bathroom door dripping with water, and I hurried up to give him the clothes. He looked at me for a long time before taking the clothes from my hand and slammed the door shut again.

When he came out again, he was dressed and fitted with a cochlear implant. After taking a bath, he seemed to be even more drunk, he ignored the conversation with him, and went back to the bedroom with his back against the wall.

Watching him carefully, followed him into the bedroom. Thinking he would lie down and sleep like a good baby, he opened the closet, took out my clothes one by one, and spread them on the bed.

All the clothes formed a circle, he admired his masterpiece for a while, then raised his legs and stepped into this "circle", while lying down, he held the corner of my tie in his hand and put it on the end of his nose, Curled up like a baby.

I tried to pull the tie out of his hand, and just moved, he closed his eyes tightly, frowning even tighter.

Like a bird building a nest, he fills his bed with my clothes and sleeps peacefully in my scent.

Obviously like it too much. What Jian Xing said when he left flashed in his mind. thought it was his joking statement, but it turned out that really liked it.

Fingers stroked Ji Chenfeng's face, and his mood gradually turned from joy at the beginning to sorrow. The joy is that he likes me so much, and the sadness is that he likes me like this.

If I were a cheerful guy like Zheng Jieyuan, he might not have to work so hard.

But as of now, it will not be given to others. Nobody wants to take him unless I die.

"Why do you say 'not enough'? Is there anything I'm not doing enough?"

Ji Chenfeng half-opened his eyes, looking straight ahead without focus. I just asked casually, not expecting to wake him up. I didn't expect him to answer properly, after all, he was so drunk. Unexpectedly, after being silent for a few seconds, he gave the answer in a decent manner.

"Not afraid enough..."

Fear? Cheng Tao smashed my car window before and was caught by him on the spot. I wanted to forget it, but he insisted on sending the person to the police station, on the grounds that if he could not make the other person afraid, he would go too far and eventually lose his life. Control, evolved into the cancer of the city.

So Ji Chenfeng now thinks that the punishment for me is not enough, not enough for me to learn enough lessons, right?

In the end how can I let him know, I am afraid of death, it is impossible for me to do anything too much in my life, and there will be no more small flames.

"Then... Who did you learn smoking from?" I pinched his earlobe, and asked another puzzle in my heart.

Ji Chenfeng was stunned for a longer time this time, and put the tie in his hand closer to his nose, burying half of his face in it.

"Sang Nian." After speaking vaguely, he closed his eyes again.

This is the answer I never expected.

I?Did he learn to smoke from me?What, how is it possible, I only talked to him last year, and he should have only seen me once in front of the hospital bed... Right?

Wait, I think of another possibility.

What if he found out early in the morning that I was stalking him?

Subway stations, cafes... I thought I was hiding it well, but in fact he had seen everything in his eyes.

This can explain why since the reunion, he has always been convinced that I am following him, and he has also been very indifferent to my investigation of the people around him.

Because in his opinion, I have a long history and a bad track record. I did this three years ago, and he noticed it, of course, he would not be surprised anymore.