Chapter 64 Don't be afraid of death, just do it

he knows. He already knew that...

Did he never find it strange? Why did I follow him, why did I deliberately appear by his side, from the beginning to the end, did he ever doubt me even for a moment?

Or because you like it, so you can ignore everything wrong? Unreasonable places can also be automatically rationalized?

I wanted to ask him to get up and ask him clearly, but seeing his calm face, looking like he was asleep, he couldn't bear to wake him up.

Leaning over to place a kiss on his forehead, I rubbed the end of his eyes with my lips over and over again.

Forget it, anyway, there will be more opportunities in the future, let's slowly dig out his secrets.

Ji Chenfeng's house has no air conditioning but only fans. Even if the doors and windows are open in summer, the heat is still unstoppable. Of course I'm happy that he treasures my clothes so much, but it's really inappropriate to have a bed of winter clothes in this weather. Besides...

He threw all the clothes around Ji Chenfeng on the bed into the closet. The tie on his hand couldn't be pulled, so he had to keep it.

With a helpless sigh, I lay down beside Ji Chenfeng, and regardless of the heat, I stuck to his back and wrapped my arms around him.

Besides, I'm already here, why does he have to carry a pile of clothes?

I woke up several times in the night, most of them were hot, and each time opened eyes and Ji Chenfeng's posture was different.

From holding him from the beginning, to being held by him later. I slept very hard, and sometimes struggled uncomfortably, but the more I moved, the heavier my limbs became, as if I was bound by a large net.

"It's so hot..." I muttered dissatisfied, briefly awake for a short while.

The meat wall in front of him made a soft "um" sound, but he didn't let go of his embrace at all, and even brought me into his arms.

The next morning, Xian Ji Chenfeng woke up, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw the hands clasping each other.

After a night of wandering, the tie has changed from being tightly held by Ji Chenfeng in his hand to being entangled between us like a tangled headphone cord. At first glance, it seemed like a red thread connecting me to him...

Thinking like this, he felt Ji Chenfeng's fingers move, as if he was about to wake up.

I subconsciously closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, secretly paying attention to his reaction.

He should have also seen our interlocked hands for the first time, and the muscles in the hands suddenly stiffened, and it took a while to relax.

The fingers are separated from me, and the tangled tie is pulled away bit by bit. The bed bounced, I quietly opened my eyes, and saw Ji Chenfeng sitting up, holding the tie in his hand, his expression was extremely dazed.

Obviously hidden, why does it appear by itself? Very easily, I could guess what he was thinking.

He tiptoed the tie back into the closet and tiptoed out of the bedroom. Ji Chenfeng didn't make a sound the whole time. The next second when the bedroom door closed, I couldn't help burying my face in the pillow and shivering with laughter.

It took five minutes for me to get out of bed and walk out of the bedroom pretending to be sleepy.

Ji Chenfeng was opening the refrigerator door, maybe he didn't expect me to get up so soon, he was stunned, quickly staggered his eyes, and turned his back in a panic.

"It's still early, you can sleep a little longer."

Watching with interest that the back of his neck gradually turned crimson, I crossed my arms around my chest, leaned against the wall and said, "I slept too much these two days, I can't sleep."

He kept the refrigerator door open. I don't know if he was in a panic of last night's memory loss. He didn't move for a long time until the refrigerator sounded an alarm. He turned his head and asked me, "Egg burrito...eat?"

"Eat, I'll eat whatever you do."

He took two eggs from the refrigerator and went into the kitchen without looking at me, as if I was afraid I would mention last night's events a second later.

Because his reaction was so interesting, I spent the whole morning in a mood of patience—suffering to hug him, patience to kiss him, patience to pounce on him.

After eating breakfast, he was in the living room while brushing his phone to digest food. Ji Chenfeng came out of the bedroom after changing his clothes, and put a key in front of me.

I went all the way up from his slender fingers and saw his black eyelashes hanging down.

"Is it not for me?" I laughed.

His eyelashes twitched and he straightened up: "It's best to rest before the injury is healed, and go wherever you want after the injury is healed."

Now, of course, I won't be stupid enough to ask him if he wants to drive me away. The key is given to me. Isn't it entirely up to me to decide whether to leave or not?

"Don't you have a headache after drinking so much alcohol last night? Why don't you take an extra half-day off?" After taking him to the door, I mentioned what happened last night for the first time.

"It's alright, it doesn't hurt." He squatted down with his back to me and put on his shoes, "Today is the night together, come back tomorrow morning, you don't have to wait for me."

"Is the workload so heavy all of a sudden?" He has to work 24 hours a day after taking two days off. That guy, Jian Xing, is too oppressive to his employees.

"You can rest at night when there is no emergency." Ji Chenfeng got up after putting on his shoes and opened the door.

The weak wind poured in from the outside, along with the noisy cicadas.

It is said that the male cicadas make noises, and the reason they display themselves so vigorously is only to attract female cicadas to mate with them.

It can be seen that if you want to mate, you must do your best to present the best to the person you like, or you will be robbed by the louder guy.

"Be careful on the road." I said goodbye to Ji Chenfeng.

Ji Chenfeng had already walked to the door, but suddenly stopped: "Did I...do anything strange yesterday?" After turning around halfway, he couldn't help but ask.

Strange things were not done, but lovely things were done a lot.

Seeing his concerned face, I deliberately avoided the question and didn't answer: "Why do you drink so much if you know that you are not good at drinking?"

"Because..." With an expression that was stopped by my question, he opened his mouth, only spit out two words and then got stuck.

I raised my eyebrows and motioned for him to continue.

"Because I brought up your matter." He sighed and seemed rather regretful, and at the end, he brought a hint of helplessness, "It's all because of you..."

I was fascinated by the love-hate emotions that appeared in his eyes. I was a little stunned for a while, but when I reacted, he had already pushed out the door.

I hurried to the door, only to see his figure disappear around the corner.

Because of the mention of me, I drank too much without realizing it. It seems that I really annoyed him.

In this world, there is no one who cares more about him than me.

The corners of my lips rose involuntarily, and I was in an unbelievably good mood. As I hummed a song, I closed the door to isolate the noisy cicadas again.

Organize the wardrobe, wash what should be washed, and hang what should be hung. Looking around the bedroom where the slap is bigger, I have a headache. It's too small, and it's full in one suitcase, so I don't feel like I can put too many things.

I still have several big boxes at Tang Bi'an's place, so I can't ask him to bring them in advance for everything I need in the future, right?

...

It seems that it is not impossible.

The clothes in the suitcase were neatly stacked according to Ji Chenfeng's habit, and stuffed into the drawer. The medicine box and other small items were placed in the living room cabinet. The last one was the red ring box with two rings.

Although don't know when can use it, it should be soon, have to find a place to put it properly.

I searched many places with the ring box, where I was afraid that Ji Chenfeng would find it. In desperation, I put it back in the suitcase again, and then stuffed the suitcase under the bed.

I never thought the night was so long. wanted to call Ji Chenfeng countless times, but was afraid that it would affect his work.

We only parted in the morning, but still think of him going crazy.

It's not that I haven't been alone before. At that time, I was happy and single, and now I can't sleep and miss Ji Chenfeng, it's like two souls in one body. If put together, I am afraid it will be a big fight, hit you to the death.

I finally fell asleep, and I heard a knock on the door in a daze. I got up from the bed in a jittery mood, and found that it was already bright.

Thinking it was Ji Chenfeng's return, I excitedly rolled over and got out of bed, staggered to the door, and opened the door... Because it was completely different from what I had imagined, I frowned and frowned very rudely, maybe even a little disgusted.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Tang Zhaoyue was wearing a dark gray professional dress and looked at me with a smile on her lips. Compared to my surprise, she seemed to have known that it would be me who opened the door.

I stepped back and watched her warily: "What are you doing here?"

She is Tang Bi'an's mother and Sang Zhengbai's cronie. I can trust Tang Bian, but I can't keep her guarded.

"Mr. Sang invited you to have morning tea together. He has something to say to you."

"We have cut off the relationship between father and son, what can we say?"

"There is still something to say." Tang Zhaoyue's attitude was respectful on the surface, but she was actually tough, "The car is waiting for you below, let's go down."

You probably know why Sang Zhengbai is looking for me. Except for Ji Chenfeng, his own son, don't do what he thinks.

I refused today. In the future, Sang Zhengbai will use many tricks to tie me to dinner. It is better to follow him honestly from the beginning and see what he has to say.

After thinking about it, I asked Tang Zhaoyue to wait at the door, entered the room, took care of myself a little, and changed my clothes. I tried to call Ji Chenfeng, but I didn't get through. I don't know if I didn't hear it on the road or for some other reason. In the end, I had to send him a text message, telling him that he would be back soon, so that he didn't have to worry.

Sang Zhengbai may only be free early in the morning, and the place for morning tea with me was chosen in the Cantonese-style teahouse near Zhengyi Building.

After passing through the huge aquarium, under the leadership of Tang Zhaoyue, I walked all the way to the depths of the building, and finally entered the box where only Sang Zhengbai was alone.

The box is splendid and resplendent, and at a glance through the window, there is a landmark building in the city not far away, framed by lattice windows, like a moving painting, decorating the room.

"Sit." Sang Zhengbai saw me standing at the door, so he tapped a spot opposite him.

When I was a father and son, I hated eating with him very much. I never thought that if I were not a father and son, I would still have to eat with him.

As soon as she sat down, Tang Zhaoyue picked up the teapot and poured me a cup of tea, then retreated to her usual position - behind Sang Zhengbai.

"What are you looking for?" I just took a sip of tea and didn't move my chopsticks.

"I came to you today because I want to make a deal with you." He picked up a shrimp dumpling and put it in his mouth, he paused for a moment, and then continued until he swallowed the food in his mouth, "As long as you leave Ji Chenfeng, the condition is Open as you like."

Sure enough, as expected, it was about Ji Chenfeng.

Looking at his aged face, it is a lie to say that there is no feeling in his heart. Anyone who encounters this kind of thing is probably going to be in a bad mood. However, these slight touches were not enough to affect my determination towards Ji Chenfeng - no one should try to snatch him away from me, not even Sang Zhengbai.

"You don't think it's because I lied beside him and confuses the public that he didn't go back to the Sang family to inherit the family business, right?" I said with a faint smile.

Sang Zhengbai let out a cold snort from his nose, as if saying, "Isn't it?"

"His ideal is to be an excellent veterinarian. Even without me, he will continue to be a veterinarian."

Sang Zhengbai took a sip of tea and said sarcastically, "Is there any way to make him find a job in Hong City? When he has nothing, he will naturally come back to me."

This idea cannot be said to be familiar, it can only be said to be exactly the same.It's not my father, why did he pass all the bad things to me.

I slumped backwards into the back of my chair and taught him the experience as a person who had come over: "Do it. If you are not afraid of death, do it and see if he will forgive you."