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    Chapter 68 Don't Let Me Go Through This Again

    On the way to the hospital for examination, Xu Xi suddenly called. I couldn't speak, so I could only ask the medical staff to communicate with her.

    "Hello, yes, he can't answer the phone now... I'm a doctor from the Hongshi No. 3 Hospital. He just came out of the fire scene. He may have inhaled thick smoke and his health is a little bit sick. We won't know the details until the hospital does a detailed examination. You don't have to worry, there shouldn't be a big problem... No, no, he's still awake... Hello?" The medical staff said "hello" a few times, took the phone away, looked at it, and handed it back to me, " out of battery."

    There was no power at this time. I took the phone and tried to turn it back on, but nothing happened. It seems that I can only go to the hospital to find a way to recharge.

    The ambulance arrived at the Third Hong Kong Hospital in just ten minutes, and I was taken to the emergency room for treatment. After a series of examinations, the doctor diagnosed me as a moderate inhalation injury and asked me to stay in the hospital for observation.

    "The symptoms of moderate inhalation injury will not be obvious at first, and there may only be some irritating coughs at the beginning, but once it enters the peak period of tissue edema, airway obstruction may occur at any time, causing life-threatening."

    It's just a few puffs of cigarettes, do you want to exaggerate?

    For the doctor's words, I didn't take it to heart. I only took it seriously when he wanted to attract my attention as much as possible.

    I pointed to my throat, because I couldn't make a sound, so I could only communicate with each other through body language.

    "Glottis edema, usually three to four days after the injury, after the edema period has passed, the voice will slowly recover." Fortunately, the doctor can understand what I mean.

    Due to the arrival of several more wounded from the fire scene, the doctor ordered the nurse to give me oxygen, and then hurried to see other patients.

    "If you have trouble breathing, be sure to ring the bell, don't lie down for the past two days, just maintain the sitting position like this, understand?" The young nurse told me the precautions for the past few days, while putting on my clothes. Oxygen nasal cannula.

    Nodding, remembering her dead mobile phone, she turned around just as she was about to ask her if she could borrow a charging cable. Not paying attention to my body language at all, after pulling the curtains for me, she went to work on other things.

    "The place in Fly City is too unsafe, it will burn as soon as it catches fire."

    Across the curtain, there was a conversation beside the hospital bed.

    "I heard that this time the fire was caused by someone burning charcoal at home and setting the sheets on fire."

    "Burning charcoal in the summer? Suicide?"

    "I don't know, the people disappeared in the ambulance, and they were pulled directly to the morgue."

    "Hey, what's the problem? Suicide also affects others."

    It seems that the lungs are not so uncomfortable because of the oxygen inhalation. At the beginning of the booth, the palms clenched tightly, and the exposed skin was covered with black and gray, which caused the red velvet ring box to accidentally smear the smear. I blew it, but it didn't come off. I rubbed it on my pants, but it still didn't come off. I frowned in annoyance, and put it in my pants pocket.

    After unplugging the nasal cannula and coughing, I came to the nurse's desk, shook the dead mobile phone in my hand, and "asked" if it could be charged.

    "Let's charge it here."

    A charging cable was pulled out from under the table, and the nurse plugged my phone in. After waiting for a while, it finally turned on smoothly. I immediately sent messages to Ji Chenfeng and Xu Xi respectively, reporting that they were safe, but neither of them responded for a long time.

    Leaving the phone on the nurse's desk to charge, I went back to the hospital bed to continue taking oxygen.

    With nothing to do and really uncomfortable, I leaned my head against the head of the bed and closed my eyes to sleep. After an unknown period of time, I vaguely heard my name.

    "……Where is he."

    I opened my eyes, and the next second, Ji Chenfeng, who was pale and short of breath, opened the curtain and appeared in front of me.

    As if running a long way, his chest heaving violently, he slowly walked towards me.

    "Uncle Li told me that there was a fire at home. I couldn't find you when you turned off your mobile phone. I made a lot of calls. I found out that all the victims of the fire were sent here."

    Why such an expression? Am I not good to sit here?

    Because I can't speak, I can only tell him I'm fine through sign language, so that he doesn't have to worry.

    "Look, I was very prescient and learned sign language in advance."

    He thought that joking could ease Ji Chenfeng's mood, but he seemed to be shattered by my words, or by the picture of me using sign language.

    Sitting down on the stool by the bed, he stared at me for a long while, his chest heaving and not subduing, but intensifying.

    "Sang Nian..." He closed his eyes, suppressing some kind of surging emotions, but with little success.

    He had no choice but to bend over and cover his face.

    Breathing heavily, his entire body trembled, and the airflow rubbed his respiratory tract, making every breath he choked like an uncontrollable choking.

    "Don't let me go through this again." All the strong emotions finally turned into a very short sentence. Ji Chenfeng is not good at expressing pain, this is his limit.

    Not only the lungs, but also the heart began to throb.

    Shouldn't have gone back to get the ring. If he knew that Ji Chenfeng would be so worried about me, he would never go back.

    Isn't it just a pair of rings? Even if the significance is extraordinary, their fundamental function is to please Ji Chenfeng. If he's upset about it, what's the use of me asking for them?

    The palm hovered over Ji Chenfeng's head, hesitated for a while, and then dropped gently. The palm of his hand slid over the short and hard hair, all the way down, stroked the auricle lightly, and finally took his hand.

    He didn't resist, let me hold him, showing red but no tears in his eyes.

    Good thing didn't cry.

    "I'm sorry." He brought his hand to his lips, kissed his fingertips, and gestured with the other hand, trying to soothe his emotions as much as possible.

    He held my hand with his backhand, so tight that he felt pain. Ji Chenfeng did not express his fear further, but used a restrained and forbearing method to gain a sense of security from me.

    The thick eyelashes fell down, covering the thin red under the eyes, the breathing was even, the shaking stopped, and there was nothing on him except the roots of sweaty hair to see how he rushed to the emergency room anxiously to confirm mine. Safe.

    I want to kiss his eyes, feel the trembling of his eyeballs through the eyelids, stroke his eyelashes with his lips, trace the end of his red eyes with the tip of his tongue.

    The fragile Ji Chenfeng made me want to wrap it in a cloth and hide it in the nearest position to the centrifugal mouth, so that no one can see it.

    mine. I declare sovereignty in my heart.

    In order to monopolize him for a longer time, he will never die easily.

    I once prayed to the gods to let Ji Chenfeng see me again, even at the cost of half of my life. Now I regret it.

    People also need life.

    I will do many, many good things to make up for my renegade, I will become more religious than anyone, so...please don't take my life back.

    I pray to the gods again.

    I also want to stay with this person a little longer, and a little longer, until the hair turns white, the teeth fall out, and there are deep ravines on the face. I'm not greedy, I don't insist on a long life, as long as I have one more lifespan than Ji Chenfeng. In this way, he does not have to experience the death of a loved one again.

    Xu Xi was found when Ji Chenfeng was going through the hospitalization procedures.

    Stepping on high heels and wearing a high ponytail, he pulled open my curtains aggressively, and when he saw my embarrassed appearance, he came up and slapped me.

    It didn't hurt, but it still blew me away.

    I wanted to ask why she hit me, but she couldn't make a sound, so she could only complain with her eyes.

    "This is the second time for Sang Nian..." She pointed at me with her index finger, her eyes turned a little red, she said through gritted teeth, and two full tears came out of her eyes.

    Behind her, Ji Chenfeng happened to return to the emergency room with the receipt at this time. He was going to go to the nurse's desk, but when he saw Xu Xi's figure beside the hospital bed, he changed his direction and walked here.

    "Do you remember what I said when you killed yourself last time? I said I don't want you to scare me like this again. I only have one hope for you, that you must be healthy and happy."

    "I asked you to contact me about something, but I was kicked out by the landlord and had no place to live. I have to find out from Xiao Tang. Thinking that you have cheered up and can live a good life, are you burning charcoal again?"

    Xu Xi threw a fist on my arm with hatred: "If you live in a place like Fly City, you don't tell us, how did you suffer this kind of hardship since you were a child? Come to me if you don't have money, won't I help you? Is it? Can a company as big as me give you a bite to eat?"

    Without looking at Ji Chenfeng's expression, I desperately shook my head and blinked at Xu Xi to stop her from speaking. She failed to accept them all.

    "Have you stopped taking the medicine by yourself? I'll let you live with me, but you don't want it. This time even if you are tied up, you will live with me. I'll watch you take the medicine in person, do you hear me? Why are you shaking your head! "

    Why does she think I kill myself every time? Last time, it was easy to cause misunderstanding. This time, someone else burned charcoal. I was just a pond fish that was affected. Is this also on my head?

    "I heard Xiao Tang say that you want to get Chenfeng's forgiveness, but he doesn't accept it." After Xu Xi was excited, he sighed and lowered his voice, "It's normal to lose love, where can you find men? There are so many aunties, Several people have been interested in you before. As long as you nod, I will give you their contact information immediately."

    "Don't say it..." I breathed out with difficulty, the pain in my throat suddenly intensified, and I couldn't help coughing violently.

    Ji Chenfeng passed Xu Xi, and quickly stepped forward to pat me on the back.

    "Don't use your voice, tell me anything, and I'll repeat it."

    Xu Xi, who thought I was frustrated in love and wanted to commit suicide a second time, was shocked. She looked at Ji Chenfeng like a ghost, and even held back her tears.

    "Auntie." Seeing that I stopped coughing, Ji Chenfeng straightened up and nodded at Xu Xi.

    "You..." Xu Xi stared at me, then looked at Ji Chenfeng.

    "Sang Nian has been with me these days. He lives in Fly City because my home is in Fly City." Ji Chenfeng explained to her, "Also, this fire has nothing to do with Sang Nian, he was affected by it. ."

    Xu Xi had some contempt for Fly City in his words. After listening to Ji Chenfeng's words, his expression became embarrassed, and he realized that he had made a big oolong, and his face began to turn red.

    "I heard from the patient's family outside... Someone committed suicide by burning charcoal, set the house on fire, and was taken to the hospital by ambulance. I thought it was Xiao Nian." She gradually felt guilty, and the more she spoke, the more she spoke in a lower voice.

    "That person is already dead." Ji Chenfeng said lightly.

    Ever since I was conscious, Xu Xi has never been afraid of anyone. Even in the face of Sang Zhengbai, she is neither humble nor arrogant, and she will not lower her figure a bit. But she actually shrank in front of Ji Chenfeng today, showing an uneasy look on her face that she knew she was right.

    She rummaged through her bag to find the wet tissue, and Xu Xi hurriedly pressed the scented wet tissue to my face: "Really, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

    I almost laughed at her. Who gave me a slap as soon as I met, even if I could say it, would I have time to say it?

    When I wiped the place where I was beaten, she worked extra hard, wiping my face like cleaning a crime scene, as if she was afraid to leave evidence of her own crime.

    "He smoked thick smoke and can't speak now." Ji Chenfeng answered for me, maybe he couldn't bear to see Xu Xi treating my face like this, so he stretched out his hand to block her, and pulled out the gray-dyed strip from the other party's hand. The wet tissue was stuffed into my hand and said, "You wipe it yourself."

    "There's..." Xu Xi diligently handed over a whole pack of wet tissues.

    Angrily, she took the wet tissue from her hand. Even without words, she should be able to clearly feel my dislike for her from my expression.

    Xu Xi smiled shyly, opened her mouth to say something, but was interrupted by Ji Chenfeng.

    "I have something to ask you, can you take a step to speak?"

    The movement of wiping my cheeks stopped, I looked up at Ji Chenfeng, knowing that he was definitely going to ask Xu Xi about the details of my last "suicide", and quickly used my poor vocabulary to sign to him that it was all just a matter of time. Misunderstanding, I didn't kill myself.

    "It was an accident, I didn't mean it."

    When he saw it, he was unmoved, and went outside with Xu Xi.

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