Chapter 61

"What did you say?"

"I said" Lu Yuan repeated again, clutching the corner of his clothes with his hands, "You can just play around for the past three months."

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai with a pair of dark pupils, as if he didn't know what the other party was saying for a while.

just play...

This is more like a joke than ruthlessness. It seems that the past three months between the two of them is as ridiculous and absurd as a joke, and even the parties are reluctant to admit its existence.

This sentence hit Duan Yuxin hard, and his heart hurt as if it had been dug out.

When he was a child, Duan Yu often heard similar words. The young Duan Yu was burdened with the huge expectations and hopes of his family. The reputation was slowly digested internally.

There was a car accident in a national subject competition, but fortunately, the driver responded quickly at that time, and Duan Yu only suffered some skin trauma on his forehead.

Although the injury is minor, the psychological shadow cannot be swept away in a short time.

Because of the car accident, he did not reach the scene of the game but went to the hospital. At that time, his father rushed over after receiving the news.

It was the first time Duan Yu saw his father since his father went out to work for nearly five months. Duan Yu, who was only nine years old at the time, could no longer suppress his emotions when he saw his father, so he jumped into his father's arms and burst into tears. , In Duan Yu, it is rare to see the child's timidity and fragility.

Duan's father was also very anxious when he entered the door, but after seeing Duan Yu's injury, his emotions gradually calmed down.

Father Duan sat with Duan Yu for a while, but the father who hadn't been with the child for a long time soon became tired of the child's crying.

"It's enough to cry for a small injury."

Duan Yu, who was still crying because of panic, froze instantly.

There is always such an irresponsible father in the world. They rarely appear during the child's upbringing and growth, and they give little or no emotion, but when the child makes a mistake, they start to accuse them and say  , the whole article is full of trivial and tasteless truths, as if this can highlight their majesty as an unqualified father.

They have an instinctive affection for their children, but they are stingy and careless, noticing only when the child shines and taking credit for those successes.

Because I am your father, and I will have you.

"What does it look like crying, there is no one like you in the Duan family."

"Now when you encounter this little difficulty, what should you do when you start to back down? Let's see how you look now."

"Because of such a little injury, you are so cowardly that you don't compete. You know how to weigh the pros and cons. The guidance you gave to you before was wasted."

That day, Duan's father accompanied Duan Yu for a long time, but he never stopped talking in words. The too indifferent words destroyed Duan Yu's lack of emotion in his childhood.

And what's worse, he is surrounded by people like Duan Fu all the time.

"so so."

"It's just a small injury."

"Just a little setback."

"Others can why you can't."

"Don't be too proud of only getting these results."

Those indifferent words echoed in Duan Yu's mind as a grey part of his entire childhood.

But Lu Yuanbai's words just now made Duan Yuchen's still-stained memory slowly open a small box.

Lu Yuanbai's figure at this time overlapped with those people, and the man with a cold face suddenly stood up.

"Lu Yuanbai!" The man's neck burst with blue veins, he didn't believe what he heard at all, and now his patience has reached the extreme.

Lu Yuanbai looked up at him, his tone was slow,

"Mr. Duan, everyone is an adult, and there should be no loss in the interests of both of us in the past three months." Lu Yuanbai sighed lightly, "Of course I know that the feelings you have given in the past three months are also There must be, and I do the same, although I don't remember it now, but it doesn't mean that it didn't happen and we can be counted."

two clear...

A good two clear.

The man's face became more and more ugly after hearing Lu Yuanbai's words, and a pair of articulated hands unconsciously clenched into fists.

The two of them were still talking on the phone a few days ago, and the young voice on the phone said that he missed him and wanted to see him.

I thought it would be joy and beauty to see the two of them again after a month. Duan Yu even started to process a lot of work documents two weeks in advance so that he could spend a few more days with Lu Yuanbai and see him a few more times.

However, in the end, everything only ushered in the two clear words from the other side.

Duan Yu has never been so embarrassed as he is now.

Lu Yuanbai lowered his eyebrows: "Mr. Duan, you are also a smart person, and you should know that it is a good thing to stop your losses in time."

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai coldly, and there was no way between them.

"We can't be clear between us." Duan Yu looked dangerously like he wanted to eat Lu Yuanbai, "I don't like the way you address me now."

Lu Yuanbai: "Mr. Duan, I think you are wrong, I have always been like this."

Now he has never changed as before. What has changed is Lu Yuanbai who has no memory.

In the past five years of the marriage agreement, Lu Yuanbai has always called Duan Yu that way and never went too far. Compared with his wife in those few months, the title of Mr. Duan should be more familiar to Duan Yu.

But Duan Yu was very disgusted after hearing it.

It was obvious that the meaning of the words was not Lu Yuanbai, but Duan Yu. Now that Lu Yuanbai has no memory of the previous three months, it is perfectly reasonable to call him that.

After all, Duan Yu had no way to ask Lu Yuanbai, who had no memory at all, to accept his feelings.

That's despicable and selfish...but Duan Yu was never a good person.

"Lu Yuan is in vain for what you said."

The man's low and hoarse voice sounded in the empty ward, "In the agreement, you and I are of different classes, and now you use the three months that you have no memory in your mouth to settle with me, Lu Yuanbai..."

Duan Yu leaned down and approached the young man on the opposite side dangerously, "Are you looking down on yourself too much?"

Lu Yuanbai's heart throbbed suddenly, the man's sudden attack made him unable to help but lean back, and swallowed slightly.

It may be that the memory of these three months is a little too deep, and I have completely forgotten what a dangerous existence the man in front of him was.

When he agreed to get married at first, it was because he was desperate that he would bite the bullet and agree.

After all, there is a dead end in the back, and although there is a huge danger, he has nothing to be afraid of since he is already barefoot.

The big deal is that this broken life will be ruined along with it.

He also forgot since waking up today that he and Duan Yu were originally unequal.

Duan Yu looked down at Lu Yuanbai's tightly pursed lips, raised his hand and pinched Lu Yuanbai's chin to make him look directly at him.

The originally cold person was a little flustered at this time, a pair of peach eyes even dodged and dared not look at him.

A month ago, these eyes were still full of his shadow, as if they couldn't hold anyone else at all.

Duan Yu knew that Lu Yuanbai was afraid at this time. This was a small habit of Lu Yuanbai. When he was afraid and disturbed, he would blink a few times at a time, but it would return to normal after just a moment.

Duan Yu's icy fingers ran on Lu Yuanbai's lips with a punishment, forcing people to look at him, but his eyes did not meet Lu Yuanbai's eyes.

This was a kind of coercion, causing Lu Yuanbai's chest to burst with pain, and his breathing became a lot heavier for a while.

"You also mentioned interests before, and you should also know that I am a businessman." Duan Yu touched Lu Yuanbai's lips, "Never do business at a loss, everything is based on interests."

Later, Duan Yu narrowed the distance between the two again, Lu Yuanbai was forced to press on Duan Yu's shoulders, and Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai's fair and slender side neck.

The next moment, the man's hot breath was in his ears, and Lu Yuanbai shuddered and wanted to dodge back, but Duan Yu tightly wrapped Lu Yuanbai's waist and didn't give him this chance at all.

The man's voice was hoarse and dangerous, like a wolf about to prey on his prey, "You are my best interest now, why do you think I will let you go."

Lu Yuanbai's pupils opened slightly for a while, but he couldn't say a word.

It took a long time to say, "Mr. Duan, it's too despicable for you to persecute a person who has no emotional memory with you."

Duan Yu was not annoyed after hearing this. Compared with the previous sentence, it was just a joke.

Duan Yu let go of Lu Yuanbai's restraint and said indifferently: "Everything is based on interests."

"In Mr. Duan's eyes, feelings are also a kind of interest?"

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai's expression, he knew that the two had mixed interests from the beginning, these factors that could completely tarnish their emotions, and even the trouble of Lu Yuanbai after the amnesia was also Duan Yu's Lu Yuanbai at that time. see benefits.

Duan Yu admits his previous mistakes, but this is not a reason to question the relationship between the two.

The relationship between him and Lu Yuanbai has thrown away all the impurities from the outside world since the day he started seriously.

Lu Yuanbai felt uneasy in his heart, but his face was still as calm and calm as before, "If someday Duan Zong can't see the benefits he wants in me, would he not be as persistent as he is now?"

"Mr. Duan is just a mercenary person."

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai and laughed angrily for a while, "I didn't realize you could say that before."

Every word seems to be choking to death.

Lu Yuanbai also smiled, "Mr. Duan, there are a lot of unexpected places for me. You didn't find it because you didn't know me."

For a while, the ward fell into a dead silence, Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai coldly but was reluctant to say another cruel word to the other party.

His actions just now made the other party feel scared. He could feel Lu Yuanbai's fear just now. At that moment, he instantly regretted what he said to Lu Yuanbai. Unreasonable, but reluctant to kill him.

He had seen Lu Yuanbai's past experiences, and the other party's vigilance towards him was also out of self-protection.

Afraid that Lu Yuanbai would say something hurtful in the next moment, Duan Yu turned around and said, "I'll see you again in the afternoon."

He needs to be calm and calm now, the two of them are not suitable for the current state of getting along.

It shouldn't be like this between them.

Duan Yu originally thought that Lu Yuanbai would come over to hug him after he came over, say something sweet to him, and tell him about his thoughts for the past month, but now it is completely the opposite of what he thought.

Not to mention hugs, Lu Yuanbai doesn't want to give him a look now.

It shouldn't be like this between them.

Duan Yu turned around and took a step, wanting to calm down and regain some reason.

Just when the man was about to leave the ward, the young man's cold voice came from behind, "Mr. Duan, you won't be here in the afternoon."

After that, the thin lips were pursed tightly, and a pair of peach blossom eyes looked at the tall man in front of the door, and the tip of his nose was also slightly sour, "I won't use it in the future."

There was a faint trembling in Lu Yuanbai's voice, as if his heart was tightly gripped.

Duan Yu stopped and stood in front of the door, with Lu Yuanbai's indifferent words in his ears.

"Mr. Duan, I'm not an eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbai." Lu Yuanbai paused, "I don't love you."

Lu Yuanbai had just said the second half of the sentence, and the man walked out of the door first.

The man seemed to know what Lu Yuanbai was going to say, and he left before the words were finished with an escape that he didn't want to face.

He was afraid of hearing Lu Yuanbai say he didn't love him, so he left before the other party finished speaking.

It seems that this can be regarded as Lu Yuanbai did not say it, and this sentence does not exist.

The door was slammed against the door frame, making a loud noise.

It was the man's dissatisfaction and anger, but he didn't say a single word to Lu Yuanbai when he left.

Lu Yuanbai stared at the closed door for a long time, and then leaned on the sofa with some relief. The rainy day in summer rarely brought some coolness to the sweltering heat, but the clothes on Lu Yuanbai's back were covered with Sweaty.

The man did not come this afternoon.

It wasn't Duan Yu who came the next day, but a nurse. For the next three days, Duan Yu seemed to disappear completely in Lu Yuanbai's world and never appeared again.

After receiving the call from Lu Yuanbai, the agent Lin Mu began to coordinate work urgently in the studio, trying to arrange everything within two days so that he could fly to meet Lu Yuanbai.

In their eyes, Lu Yuanbai's recovery of memory is a major event.

Although the 18-year-old Lu Yuan is bright and sunny, he is innocent and very friendly and humane.

But what their employees and studios need is a calm, calm boss.

Twenty-five-year-old Lu Yuanbai is their career hope and their leader.

Obviously, the two need the twenty-five-year-old Lu Yuanbai more than they do.

However, due to the accident of Lu Yuanbai's injury while filming, and the work being transferred and handled in the studio before, the employees of the studio were very busy all the time, and Lin Mu couldn't leave it for a while.

It wasn't until three days later that Lin Mu arranged to get on the plane to the small county after finishing the assignment.

I was a little nervous when walked to the door where Lu Yuanbai was. After all, he had been following Lu Yuanbai's work before, and it was a long time since the two of them lost their memory.

For a while, couldn't tell whether was excited or apprehensive.

Lin Mu took a breath and pushed open the door, looking for Lu Yuanbai, who was sitting on the sofa watching TV news.

After Lin Mu came in, Lu Yuanbai looked away from the TV and glanced at Lin Mu lightly, "You are here."

The plain words made Lin Mu extraordinarily reassured and familiar.

The moment he saw Lu Yuanbai again, Lin Mu's burden seemed to relax a lot.

Lin Mu: "Brother Yuan."

Lu Yuanbai looked at him, and then smiled faintly on his cold face, not as bright as the scorching sun of eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbai, but as light as daffodils.

But this is not a kind of comfort to Lin Mu. Lu Yuanbai usually doesn't express much emotion to others, nor does he smile very much.

"You've worked so hard this time."

Lu Yuanbai's words were very light, and Lin Mu choked his throat when he heard it. He knew that the period in Lu Yuanbai's mouth was not the period when Lu Yuanbai was injured in recent days.

But Lu Yuanbai lost his memory for more than three months.

From the accidental car accident referred to by thousands of people until now, Lin Mu has been holding up all the responsibilities. Everyone can collapse, but he can't. When the studio employees are desperate, he can only suppress and endure everything.

All this is because their former far brother is gone.

At this time, seeing the familiar Lu Yuanbai, Lin Mu's whole heart calmed down.

Lu Yuanbai looked at him, the other party was much thinner than before the car accident, "I've filled you a lot of trouble during this time."

Lu Yuanbai remembered everything that happened in the past three months. He remembered that Lin Mu ran to work day and night, took him to rush to class for fitness and imparted a lot of knowledge and experience in the industry.

But Lu Yuanbai didn't plan to reveal to Lin Mu what he remembered for the past few months. It wasn't that he couldn't trust Lin Mu, but the fewer people who knew about it, the better.

Lin Mu shook his head sour in his heart, "Without Brother Yuan, you are not trouble."

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai got up and patted Lin Mu on the shoulder, "Good job."

Lin Mu's eyes became sore for a while.

Later, Lu Yuanbai's words subtly revealed that he didn't remember what he had remembered for the past three months, and Lin Mu was full of surprise when he found out.

But if you don't remember, you can't remember, it doesn't seem to affect anything.

After all, Lu Yuanbai's previous memory is now complete, and everything has returned to its original appearance.

Lin Mu looked at Lu Yuanbai's injury on the back of his head, "Brother Yuan has stopped filming at the crew now, and our studio has also contacted the crew. If we resume filming, we will ask Brother Yuan for his opinion. Participating in the filming of Director Zhang will not say anything."

After all, it was Lu Yuanbai who had an accident on the crew. Although it was an accident, it also caused harm to Lu Yuanbai's personal safety.

Even if Lu Yuanbai is no longer participating, it is reasonable. Director Zhang and Lu Yuanbai are also old friends. This time, really can't help Lu Yuanbai. If the other party no longer participates in the film, although the film will be put on hold, it will not be. To blame the road is far white.

Just like those fans who complained about Lu Yuanbai on the movie official blog, this time it was indeed Lu Yuanbai who was wronged and hurt.

"You tell Director Zhang that I will continue to shoot this film."

This time it was originally an unintentional accident, and Lu Yuanbai didn't mean to blame anyone.

But before Lin Mu could answer, he saw Lu Yuanbai's indifferent expression and continued: "But I also hope that the crew can pass the hardcore training of the two leading actors. the crew."

"Otherwise..." Lu Yuanbai, "Either change or stop shooting."

The substitution of Lu Yuan Baikou obviously did not refer to himself, but to the two leading actors.

He Lu Yuanbai didn't have the generosity he had when he was eighteen years old.

After hearing this, Lin Mu nodded, "I will contact Director Zhang later."

Lin Mu stayed until the evening, and Lu Yuanbai said, "It's not early, you can go back to the hotel to rest. My injury is recovering well now, and there is no inconvenience. I can be alone at night."

Lin Mu was obviously hesitant to hear, "Brother Yuan..."

Lu Yuanbai said coldly: "Even if you are here, you can't do anything, not to mention that there are nurses guarding outside the ward. It's a waste of time to go back here."

After hearing this, Lin Mu left with some embarrassment, "Brother Yuan, I will come back tomorrow morning."

Lu Yuanbai: "When you are free, I will call you again. If there is anything, I will call you."

Lin Mu now has a lot of things to negotiate face-to-face with the crew, and running on both ends would obviously be too much for him.

After hearing this, Lin Mu nodded and left.

In the evening, Lu Yuanbai was lying on the hospital bed and looking at the ceiling above his head. He was clearly sleepy and had a slight headache, but he closed his eyes but couldn't sleep.

Lu Yuanbai was insomnia, which was also his old problem.

Since Duan Yu left, Lu Yuanbai never fell asleep as peacefully as usual at night. He could only narrow for two or three hours a day, but as long as there was a sound, his brain would wake up instantly.

He had been taking sleeping pills to stabilize his sleep before, otherwise, even if Lu Yuanbai was an iron man, he would not be able to bear it if he was sometimes busy day and night like an actor.

Lu Yuanbai's thin body tossed and turned on the hospital bed. He had not been able to fall asleep normally for four days, which made his body, which had been working and resting regularly for several months, very uncomfortable.

The next morning, Lu Yuanbai went to the doctor's diagnosis room after changing the medicine with the help of the nurse.

"Mr. Lu, do you want me to prescribe some sleeping pills for you?"

Lu Yuanbai nodded.

After listening, the doctor asked carefully, "What happened to Mr. Lu's sleep?"

There is no such thing as sleeping pills in pharmacies, and hospitals will not prescribe them to patients easily.

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai said lightly, "I can't sleep at night these days, and I take naps during the day, but it doesn't take more than an hour."

The doctor recorded one by one after listening. Lu Yuanbai's hospitalization due to an accidental injury may leave a shadow. The doctor also specially sent people to a psychiatrist to come over.

After coming, the psychiatrist looked at Lu Yuanbai's situation and then brought Lu Yuanbai into the diagnosis room for one-on-one questioning.

"Has this kind of situation happened before, Mr. Lu?"

Lu Yuanbai nodded, "Yes."

"How long did the symptoms last?"

Lu Yuanbai was silent for a while, then his voice was indifferent, "It's been four or five years."

The doctor was very surprised when he heard it, "Have you prescribed sleeping pills at the local hospital before?"

"Have."

"Did you also rely on drugs to fall asleep during the previous period?"

Lu Yuanbai: "Yes."

"Was the diagnosis at the hospital psychological or pathological?"

"All." Lu Yuanbai paused and continued: "But psychology is the main body."

After listening, the doctor nodded, "Mr. Lu is such a sleeping pill that the hospital will not prescribe it to patients casually. After all, there are some safety hazards, so I need your real answer now to diagnose your current situation."

"What happened to you before?"