Chapter 47

Qi Ling's eyelashes trembled slightly, and suddenly a smile appeared, "Okay."

In the years of indulgence after liberation, each of his birthdays did not fall, and it was not the first time for Yu Ke to celebrate his birthday. The pure joy that he could never find when he grew up seemed to touch him again at this moment. arrive.

There is no need for bar reservations, loud voices, and all-night carnivals. The thrill of adrenaline secretion is strong, but the days are long.

Qi Ling made a very simple wish, he hoped that every day in the future would be the same as today.

Like today, the scope is very general. It can be said that want to celebrate birthday every day, and want to eat desserts. It can also be said that want to be treated carefully, and want to wake up every day and be surrounded by blessings.

I want Yu Ke to stay by his side all the time.

The jumping flame was blown out, and the headlight on the top of the forehead did not turn on. When Yu Ke was on the plane, he noticed that Qi Ling's eyes became more sensitive, so now a night light is turned on.

"What wish did you make?"

"It doesn't work." Qi Ling wasn't going to tell him, maybe it was about trust. Anyway, he didn't want to talk about it now, and he didn't need Yu Ke to help him see. If people's promises are useful, they will face danger to their lives if they don't fulfill them. He can also consider a bit.

Yu Ke no longer asked.

Qi Ling looked at the softly lit night light and suddenly said, "It's quite suitable for dinner now. If I don't hold it and blow it out, wouldn't it be a candlelight dinner today?"

He looked around again and commented based on his past experience: "I'm missing a bunch of flowers."

It's not that Yu Ke didn't think about buying flowers. He was thinking about surprises at the time, so he didn't mention it, but Qi Ling thinks it's good to be missing now.

"I owe it first, and make it up later."

After a short silence, Qi Ling suddenly laughed, "You have said two "later" tonight, so confident that we will have it?"

"As long as you don't leave." The timing and atmosphere seemed to be excellent, Yu Ke expressed his thoughts, and he also hoped that Qi Ling could make a promise.

Qi Ling didn't answer.

He said, "The dishes are getting cold, let's eat them."

"It's already cold, there's no shortage of time." At this time, Yu Ke hoped that there would be no such dishes, anyway, there was no heat at all.

While waiting for his answer, Qi Ling heard Yu Ke's meaning through these words, and he was well received when his sight was passed.

Yu Ke's pupils were as dark as the bottom of a pond, while Qi Ling was as pale as amber.

Qi Ling knew what Yu Ke wanted to hear, and he could easily make people happy, but he didn't want to say it, and it could be said that he couldn't say it.

The two remained silent for a while, Yu Ke knew when Qi Ling looked away that he wouldn't speak, and after a silent sigh, he said, "Then eat first."

It's gone and probably won't come back.

Qi Ling turned his head to turn on the headlights, and the ambiguous atmosphere brought by the dimness disappeared.

Qi Ling overestimated his eyes. He thought that after getting used to the night light, he could face more intense light, but he was stabbed to tears again.

The two sat down opposite each other, and Yu Ke wondered whether Qi Ling's bad face was because he was dissatisfied with his questioning just now, or simply because his eyes were uncomfortable.

Qi Ling took a few mouthfuls before putting down his chopsticks and stopped eating.

In this way, there is one more possibility, that is, it is disgusting that it is not delicious. Yu Ke was busy making cakes in the second half of the journey, and the dishes were still affected even if they were not packaged, which was slightly lower than Yu Ke's previous level.

The next words let Yu Ke know that he guessed all wrong.

"You said it was fine if I didn't leave, but it was you who left first."

Qi Ling was talking about when Yu Ke moved.

Yu Ke suddenly realized that Qi Ling was unwilling to answer the reason why he didn't want to make a promise. He was also uncomfortable with the separation back then, and objective factors did not allow it. Now it seems that Qi Ling is more reluctant to accept it than he is.

He is still haunted.

"I left a phone call for you." You never called.

"I memorized the numbers, and then I lost the note. The numbers I memorized were wrong." I've typed it countless times, but it's always been an empty number.

"The number hasn't been changed, just because I'm afraid you won't be able to contact me."

"But I didn't move, and you didn't come back once."

Qi Ling couldn't believe it. After so many years, didn't Yu Ke have a chance to go to City A, but he never came back to find him once. If it's really like what he said in his diary, if it really... likes him.

"Because you didn't call me, I thought you didn't want to contact me." Yu Ke sighed genuinely this time and said his thoughts, "I was thinking, maybe in your memory, I am an ordinary person. My playmate, every time there is a person to meet every time, and you eliminated me, so you don't look for me."

Yu Ke said that the smile on the corner of his mouth was self-deprecating, "Then I wouldn't dare to look for you."

At first, he was waiting for Qi Ling to contact him, but he never waited. Later, he thought about it, maybe Qi Ling didn't want to see him, so he was also afraid.

He was worried about being forgotten by Qi Ling and becoming a stranger. Standing in front of him, he needed to re-introduce himself. The memories of the past are only treasured by one person.

When he saw Qi Ling again, he didn't feel that his original idea was wrong. Qi Ling really changed a lot. Except for the facial features, even the natural scrolls were stretched out of sight.

Genes that are born at birth will change over time, let alone people.

Yu Ke thought he would be afraid to see Qi Ling's appearance changing too much, but in fact he didn't. Qi Ling approached at that time and talked to him about the past. After wandering for many days, the anxious duckweed found the root system. He found that no matter what Qi Ling became, his feelings would only be overwhelmed by the torrent, but they always existed.

"When you appeared in front of me again, I didn't feel that you didn't dare." Qi Ling gritted his teeth, his eyes might have been stabbed even more severely by the lights, and the water was even more light.

"Because I've changed so much that you don't even recognize me?"

"No." Yu Ke thought for a while, then leaned forward suddenly, "If you were upset when you were young, you would obviously hit someone directly."

Because it is useless to cry when being bullied, people who laugh at bullying will only take pleasure in it.

Qi Ling glanced at him sideways, the water light disappeared, and the corners of his mouth slowly twitched, "That's why you came over to be beaten."

"No," Yu Ke said, "I came to hide behind you."

Qi Ling fought a lot when he was a child, and he has gained experience. Because Zhao Qingyu is a single parent, many of their children who did not get good grades or even did not go to school would make fun of him for not having a father. Even if Qi Ling came to Qi's house at the age of seven, It was also five years old who fought with them for two years.

It was only the first time that Zhao Qingyu found out that Qi Ling learned to deceive after knowing that she would be worried.

Xiangyuan also helped him when he was bullied, so now he is obviously older than him, and he can still call him "brother".

But Yu Ke——

He never fought for him, "I have protected many people, but I don't remember you."

"Then how about me now?" Yu Ke said without question marks in a negotiating tone.

"No." Qi Ling leaned back, folded his right leg over his left, sitting elegantly and lazy, and said casually, "Look at my mood."

Yu Ke couldn't help laughing and couldn't bring a smile in his tone, "Don't sit like this."

Qi Ling understood what Yu Ke meant, "I won't overwhelm..."

Halfway through speaking, he stopped abruptly, but quickly put his legs down.

Second fetal movement.

Yu Ke also reacted, and decided to sit down beside him, put his hand on his abdomen to feel it, since Qi Ling noticed it for the first time, it took so long to usher in the second time.

Qi Ling didn't push the hand on his stomach away, the opportunity was rare, and he always felt that if one more person knew about it, he would earn it.

Although it was hard to conceive a life, Qi Ling gave up racing for him and stopped drinking and dancing all night.

But he didn't regret it.

It seems that life in the past was barren and scribbled, but after experiencing it personally, have more awe for life and a sense of happiness.

Yu Ke's hand reached out without a trace at this moment and wrapped it around Qi Ling's hand.

No resistance, acquiescence.

Qi Ling enjoyed a rare peaceful time.

He doesn't need to be mean and question why Yu Ke didn't come back to him in the first place.

Even with the explanation Yu Ke gave now, he was a little unwilling. Not willing to miss the time, and it's not one person's fault, it's both of them.

When Qi Ling blamed others, he would think about his own problems at the same time. Even if he said it was a question, the most uncomfortable thing for him was knowing that it also brought problems, but the consequences had already been caused, and he had no way to undo it.

I know it's abnormal for me to be paranoid, but Qi Ling doesn't know how to change it.

Even if Yu Ke has been with him now, he is wondering if it is because of the child.

After the child is born, Yu Ke will stay away from him again, no matter what objective reason or subjective action, or even take the child with him.

If he didn't even have children, Qi Ling probably wouldn't be able to repeat his previous life as if he didn't have it.

Just to avoid the worst, he rejected Yu Ke.

But now, his refusal doesn't seem to work, and Yu Ke has been attacking his defense line by layer. The layers of barriers that were once erected have been razed to the ground a lot, and now only the weakest layer is left, which is struggling to support.

It may collapse in the next second, or it may continue to rise high and never fall.

The risks of relying on others are high.

Qi Ling often chooses the most wrong method. He is now relying on his own children. He has no way to guarantee that the children will satisfy him, but he has no other choice. It has been decided that if you want to have it, you don't want to lose it again.

After dinner, Qi Ling went back to his room. He now sleeps at a fixed time every day.

However, he didn't sleep very well, and his back hurts. He is used to sleeping on his back, so he feels some pressure on his body.

What Qi Ling didn't know was that after Yu Ke confirmed that he was in, he called the secretary again.

"Go and find out what's going on with the current mistress of the Qi family."

"The specifics of what to do will wait until you find out."

Even though Qi Ling had already said that he had taught him a lesson, Yu Ke still had to check the final result himself to feel at ease. If Qi Ling was too soft-hearted before, he wouldn't mind putting some pressure on the Qi family.