Chapter 50

"You woke up earlier than usual today."

Yu Ke still wanted to clean up the mess, or make some moves to cover up, thinking that Qi Ling's eyes could see, and he had already seen clearly at that moment, so he didn't move.

Just sitting on the bay window, holding an unburned cigarette in his hand.

There is no ashtray in Qi Ling's house, and even Yu Ke has lived with him for so many months, and he has never seen one. Cigarette butts and ash are filled.

"I remember you told me you didn't smoke."

Seeing Qi Ling approaching, Yu Ke still took the can that resembled a weapon away.

"That's what I said." Yu Ke thought that since Qi Ling remembered it for so long, he remembered it a lot longer than he did.

"It's inevitable that there is something to hide, but now I don't have it." Yu Ke snuffed out the last half of the cigarette, Qi Ling watched him pinch, Yu Ke's fingers are very long and the knuckles are very large, the action of extinguishing the smoke seems to be because of the fingers This feature is magnified, and the action is very smooth, as if it had been rehearsed countless times, this time it is a stage performance.

"Why hide it? You know everything when you see me."

"It's a good impression." The first time they met, he also tried to play the role of a good brother next door. He didn't know what he looked like in Qi Ling's memories, so he just followed his own thoughts, "I found out later. Useless."

There are too many variables, and maintaining the original image will not benefit him at all. Qi Ling will kiss him close to him, but there is no possibility of development.

As if Qi Ling didn't hear it, he leaned against the wall beside Yu Ke and complained in a long tone, "It smells bad."

"The window is open." Yu Ke deliberately opened it as wide as possible, and the fresh morning air poured into the room without reservation. He could only smell the light moisture in the air, like the smell of evaporating snow, "and I Too long to smell it."

He was just an addiction before going to bed. After thinking about giving up one, he still hid in his room and closed the door to smoke. After burning out, he came out to wash, and somehow stopped at the door of Qi Ling's bedroom, feeling like he wanted to go in. impulse.

But he didn't put his hand on the doorknob in the end, and he didn't even try to see if Qi Ling had locked the door.

I originally wanted to go to bed, but I took a can of drinks from the refrigerator. They can't prepare wine at home now. Qi Ling likes to drink it. Although he also knows that drinking can't be tolerated, Yu Ke does not test his self-control. Drinks are all drinks.

After being stimulated by the cold carbonic acid, it is even more difficult to fall asleep.

At that time, the snow began to fall again, and it seemed to be heavier than during the day. Yu Ke stayed in the living room without turning on the lights, and sat like that all night.

"I watched them thicken a little bit." Yu Ke pointed to the outside.

Qi Ling looked out and knew that he was talking about snow, good-looking is good-looking, and it was covered in silver. The vitality he said yesterday was buried tightly.

"Don't change the subject." Qi Ling couldn't help but say that he didn't like Yu Ke. This skill is his forte. Yu Ke can see through it at a glance, "Why do you smoke so much."

Yu Ke really didn't want Qi Ling to ask this, "I can't sleep, I'm bored, I just do it when I'm not conscious."

"I'm carrying two packs of cigarettes with me?" If it's just one pack, it's too much, obviously it's over, "You can't wake up even if you go to get another cigarette?"

It stands to reason that it is his business whether Yu Ke wants to sleep or how he wants to smoke. Qi Ling has absolutely no need to ask, and he didn't waste the room. If he hadn't woken up an hour earlier today, he might not have known about it.

But he found out today, and he was caught and asked, Qi Ling still looked indifferent to him, "Forget it, it's up to you."

Love to talk.

When Qi Ling was about to leave, there was a pull on his sleeves. He turned his back to Yu Ke with a sly expression on his face for a moment, and then turned calm and indifferent, and seemed a little angry.

"doing what?"

It's not that Yu Ke didn't want to say it, but the reason was a little out of hand, but he didn't want Qi Ling to be angry.

He whispered, "You told me yesterday that you can share my last name, so you can't sleep."

Last night, my mind was full of this matter, and most of the cigarettes were consumed unknowingly just thinking about it.

Qi Ling was a little confused, "Because of this?"

He scolded quietly in his heart, scolding himself more, and shouldn't make up that reason, so Yu Ke obviously took it seriously, it would be better to let him weigh the food to eat.

Going back is not a good character, but Qi Ling has done it a lot, and now facing Yu Ke's affirmative answer, he can't even say "I'm joking".

Yesterday's comfort was very smooth, and he slept well at night. Now it's time to bear the price, and Qi Ling is rarely genuinely troubled.

This kind of negative emotion is very cumbersome, it can't solve the problem, and it will consume the mind in vain. Qi Ling has experienced this repeatedly in the ward. He thought that he could be immune to this kind of negativity, but now it seems that it is not enough.

Now annoying is a bit unique, not very aggressive, not like at the beginning that Yu Ke was going to grab a child with him, but an indescribable binding relationship.

The child is indeed the bond between them. If it is with Yu Ke's surname, then his relative's name will be written on his birth certificate in the future, and he will be in the same household registration book with Yu Ke.

No one can see the relationship between them, but there is an unbreakable bond connecting them, others will not know, only they know it.

It is impossible for Qi Ling and Yu Ke to stay in the same household registration book, unless Yu Ke's parents adopted him, but now he obviously does not meet the adoption requirements, even if the policy allows, the elders of the Yu family may not agree.

Qi Ling met Yu Ke at the Qi family's birthday banquet before, and naturally he also met his parents. Yu Ke's mother liked him very much at the beginning, and it was the same at that birthday banquet.

During the period when she was not aware of her pregnancy, Qi Ling often visited them and joined Yu Ke's mother's wonderful cooking.

There is no doubt that they liked and welcomed him in the past, as long as he did not lead their children astray.

Thinking of this level, Qi Ling suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, and his face was not obvious. Of course, he didn't think about this level before, but he had a clear conscience at that time, and he didn't think that Yu Ke became like this because of his reasons.

And things have developed to this point, no matter how confident Qi Ling is, he can't say that Yu Ke has nothing to do with him now.

Before, when he couldn't see, he could still deceive himself, but now he still let Yu Ke do things with peace of mind. In fact, it is not that he has to do this, and it is not impossible that Qi Ling wants to leave.

The reason for not leaving is that he does not want to leave.

What kind of trial is used as an excuse, but a layer of window paper is pasted, and no one but the parties can be deceived.

But Qi Ling's unintentional words yesterday, or the words that he subconsciously agreed with, caught this layer of paper by surprise.

Yu Ke first discovered and saw all the truth under the veil, which is what he has been pursuing, and then he told Qi Ling in this way, so that Qi Ling also discovered the true heart under the veil.

"Do you still have smoke?" Qi Ling asked suddenly.

Yu Ke didn't say anything against it first, but picked up the empty cigarette case thrown aside and handed it to him.

Qi Ling thought there was, but it turned out to be light and fluffy.

He threw the cigarette case back to Yu Ke, snapped it, and fell from his left chest to the bay window.

Qi Ling knew that he couldn't smoke, and Yu Ke also knew, but he didn't persuade him and handed over a hollow core.

No, no, no addiction, just unpleasant for no reason.

If you are upset, you can't lose your temper at others, others are innocent.

Qi Ling recited it a few times by himself, thinking to fuck it, is Yu Ke considered innocent? Is it... someone else?

As soon as he stepped on his legs, he stepped over Yu Ke's stretched legs blocking the road. There was a road beside him, so Qi Ling didn't want to go around.

In the past, he was very handsome, personable, and calm, but Qi Ling forgot that this time is different from the past.

During the process, he patted back Yu Ke's attempt to help, and finally succeeded in sitting next to him.

Qi Ling squeezed two packs of empty shells, "You want to smoke it yourself, if you don't have it, you can dig out a pack. I can't find it when I think about it?"

He doubted that Yu Ke was prepared, but he wouldn't take it out for him now.

He doesn't smoke when he takes it out, he just finds fault.

Yu Ke still persuaded, "It's not that you don't give it, you can't now."

"Why don't you say I can't do it, it's up to you."

Yu Ke: He just wanted to say no, and Qi Ling heard the temporary change.

"I really don't have it at home. I usually prepare a pack. Do you want to buy it now?"

Qi Ling stared at him, "Where to buy it."

I have to catch up with my own words, and I cracked and poured the beans, "Do you know what I want, just say go buy it, and I didn't make it clear if I bought the wrong one."

"What do you want."

In Qi Ling's mind, Yu Ke just broke the cigarette again, and said, "Don't stick it thinly, it will be broken once you break it. Forget it, I can't tell you."

He turned his head and said nothing.

Yu Ke is really helpless now, if Qi Ling hadn't woken up earlier, he would have left no trace.

"Then you go with me," he said.

If you just get up early, you can exercise, otherwise, you will spend a day on the sofa, and your bones will be gone. Yu Ke also called him before, but after pulling him up for three days, Qi Ling died on the fourth day. With all kinds of excuses, Yu Ke couldn't be cold to him, and finally let it go.

Qi Ling heard his words, "Okay."

He walked to the entrance first with his slippers, like a child playing a game, why do you have to fight for the first place?

Yu Ke made a silent evaluation and followed behind him.

Seeing that Qi Ling walked too quickly, and his vision seemed to be blocked by his abdomen, he directly kicked the shoes to be changed.

Qi Ling kicked it himself, of course he couldn't feel it. He looked left and right, but couldn't find it.

Yu Ke put everything in his eyes and walked over to pick it up.

Kneeling on one knee, the other palm is spread up, and the chin is slightly raised, "Do you want to help?"