Chapter 56 Goldfish

Xu Jue got out of the car holding the jar of green glass beads, turned around and said to Xu Jue: "I'll go back and pack my things, you can pick me up in the afternoon, don't worry, I don't have much stuff, goodbye."

Xu Jue instructed a few more words, and hesitantly drove away after seeing Ye Rong entering the community.

When Ye Rong passed the trash can, without blinking, he threw the beads that Xu Jue had been looking for all morning into the non-recyclable bucket.

I opened the courier box downstairs, and after taking out the courier inside, found that there was still a letter under it.

Ye Rong took the courier and the letter upstairs with little interest, his legs were not completely complete, and the stairs were extremely difficult to climb.

After opening the door with his head down, he saw a pair of shoes at the door. Ye Sheng was standing next to the shoe cabinet in the entrance, wearing an apron and holding a soup bowl in his hand. He glanced at him and said, "Change your shoes."

Ye Rong's expression didn't change, he changed his shoes and walked in to ask him what he had for dinner.

Ye Sheng walked back to him: "I boiled some gruel, the weather is getting drier and drier, so you don't get angry again."

Ye Rong said yes, found scissors to open the courier, and asked Ye Sheng what he bought.

Ye Sheng put down the bowl and squatted down to help. He took out the fish tank oxygen pump and filter inside, as well as some bits and pieces of the bottom sand to simulate aquatic plants.

Ye Sheng replied to him: "Don't you like to keep fish? Without these fish, it's easy to die."

Ye Rong's calm expression was cracked, cold sweat broke out, and he said that it was too late, and suddenly stood up and looked for his two fish in panic.

The two fish in the glass fish tank on the coffee table had turned their stomachs and floated on the water. The house that had not been cleaned for a long time smelled of musty. Ye Rong was lying in front of the fish tank, watching through the water in the glass that everything had become distorted. Terrified, he stared at the rotting fish body and the fish eyes that were about to dislodge.

He turned around, there was still Ye Sheng's shadow at home, he was daydreaming again.

He couldn't even save two fish, so how could he save his Xiaosheng.

Sitting on the sofa with his body propped up, he thought aimlessly that he had something to do, and opened the letter that he brought back together.

Ye Rong was shocked to realize that this was actually a letter from Ye Sheng to him, and the date was the last time he left without saying goodbye.

It was so late in his hands.

Ye Rong, Zhan Xinjia, see words like face.

This is the fifth day away from you, I have to work very hard not to think about whether you have three meals a day on time, sleep at night without me reading poetry by your side, will you have headaches and insomnia, you will think a lot, you It's always so worrying, I don't know when it will be my head, but I guess the deadline should be a long time, probably when we are all old and I can really feel relieved the day I go into the coffin.

The scenery on the train is very good, cities, lakes, deserts, snow-capped mountains, the more scenery you see along the way, the more people will know where they belong.

I finally seldom dreamed of Meng Ru again, and the pain was completely exhausted. I thought more than once that if I hadn't helped her at that time, even if she had to endure the bullying for a while longer, it would be better than meeting me. Like you, if you hadn't been soft-hearted and picked up my almond cake, you wouldn't have been entangled by my broom star.

Forgiveness in this world is very precious. I never have the chance to hear Meng Ru's forgiveness again in my life. Unfortunately, my life does not belong to me.

As for you, you are my self-redemption and the long journey of my life. I have no ideals and no ambitions. It is freezing cold on the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain. I haven’t had time to ask for anything, but I have prayed for you, and I only ask that you have nothing for the rest of your life. Carefree and happy.

Guess when you read this letter it should be the end of my journey.

I also return to my heart like an arrow.

wait me back.

- Ye Sheng

A tear fell and soaked the letter paper. Ye Rong wiped it with her fingers, but the more she wiped it, the more wet it became, and the last words "wait for me to come back" were stuck.

He couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed the letter and covered his heart that was about to burst. He was like a baby who had just separated from his mother's body and had not learned to breathe. After being slapped hard, he finally cried.

Xiaosheng, my Xiaosheng, where have you been, you said that you would always be with me.

I have nothing left, even you have to leave me, Xiaosheng, Xiaosheng, why haven't you come back?

A heavy sadness filled his body, and after a long period of dizziness and tinnitus, everything was silent, and it was the hatred that was surging from the sky and covering the sky.

He suddenly got up from the ground and staggered into the bedroom, frantically taking out a glass jar full of red beads from the drawer.

"Green means a good mood, yellow means depression, white means an empty head, and black means bad luck recently."

"What about red?"

"Red...Red is the heart of a lunatic, unwilling, vicious, murderous, and hateful."

"It is immortal."

Ye Rong smiled contentedly, walked to the fish tank holding the glass jar, flipped his wrist and poured a jar full of bright and eerie red glass beads into the fish tank.

The stench of sewage splashed all over his body and he didn't care at all.

A bloody red firmly covered the goldfish's gradually decaying corpse.