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Chapter 44
Chapter 44
Yi Chuyang's brain was buzzing all the time, and the ups and downs of his chest were also a little violent. For a while, he didn't know what to say, and finally Kankan just asked him, "Have you..."
Yi Chuyang slowly raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes burning like torches, "Have you blocked my mobile number?"
Obviously it's such an unmistakable thing, Yi Chuyang doesn't know why he has to make fun of himself and make things so straightforward and leave no room.
But he just wanted to ask, just... wanted to ask...
Xie Qingqi was stunned for a moment, and seemed to have noticed his strangeness. Yi Chuyang's words and Yi Chuyang's seriousness seemed to allow Xie Qingqi to play a joke on him.
Xie Qingqi pursed his lips, frowned, and answered him very seriously, "No."
"..."
Oh shit……
Yi Chuyang suddenly laughed and cried for a while.
I'm fucking... I'm fucking dreaming, right?
For a while, Yi Chuyang couldn't tell the difference between reality and dream. He actually... didn't know how to face all this...
Is it...
Are you going to tell him now, Yi Chuyang...the past three years of your pain, the three years of wandering, the three years of strangling the pain in your heart...
Is it all just a joke?
"What are you kidding?" Yi Chuyang's brows were knitted together, and his face looked very painful, "Fuck... my mother-"
Xie Qingqi was really startled by him, and immediately became nervous, but his voice was still very steady, "What the hell is going on?"
Yi Chuyang became very excited, he glanced at Xie Qingqi, his eyes were dull, and he was even thinking of giving up on himself,
Also, how could he understand his situation?
After all, in their hearts to each other, the other party is the one who first broke up ruthlessly.
and many more!
separate? !
Yi Chuyang was stunned, staring blankly at the ground, his mind wandered to the horizon of the cape with the thoughts for a long time...
He hesitated, and murmured like he was talking to himself, "I...how did I break up with you?"
"...SMS." Xie Qingqi answered him honestly.
"..."
Yi Chuyang suddenly thought of something, "Wait, wait..."
He staggered and wanted to get up, but when he got up, he only felt a momentary swirling...
In a trance, he seemed to hear Xie Qingqi constantly calling out his name.
It was just that his brain center seemed to be completely paralyzed, and he could no longer respond to Xie Qingqi's call.
Xie Qingqi was afraid that he would fall, so he quickly supported him.
Yi Chuyang's conditioned reflex immediately broke free from his support, and his eyes looked a little stunned.
"..."
"..."
The two were silent for a moment,
Yi Chu masculine wanted to explain, but his curled fingers finally hung down weakly, and he said with difficulty, "Yes, I'm sorry, that... I... I am a little... a little.... ."
Xie Qingqi stared blankly at the hand he had just been freed from, lowered his head, and just whispered, "It's okay."
Other than that, Xie Qingqi seemed to have nothing to say.
The two of them, always like this, seem to be forever separated from each other by an unbridgeable gulf...
You can't be a stranger, and you can't be a close person.
...
Suddenly, a flash of clarity flashed in Yi Chuyang's mind...
It seems... as if the answer has always been in his hands, but he never thought that he was about to catch it, he was about to catch it...
He stumbled, stumbled to the head of the bed, grabbed the old phone that he had thrown on the bedside table, and rushed straight into the bathroom.
The bathroom was filled with warm steam that Xie Qingqi had not completely dissipated after taking a shower. For a moment, Yi Chuyang felt that he was about to suffocate.
But he couldn't care about it anymore. In a panic, he picked up the hair dryer hanging on the wall, directly turned the wind speed to the maximum, and kept blowing the wind towards the mobile phone......
Try to evaporate all the water vapor in the phone.
......
After blowing for more than half an hour, he dared to stop.
Yi Chuyang casually threw the hair dryer on the table, pressed the switch on the phone with one hand, didn't dare to look at it, and kept praying silently in his heart...
please....please...please...
At the moment when the phone vibrated and turned on, Yi Chuyang seemed to really let out the breath in his chest.
It may also be because the nervousness was too much before, and the tense nerve in the brain suddenly relaxed. Suddenly, he felt a collapse on the soles of his feet. He supported the sink in time with one hand, and Xie Qingqi also felt that he stepped forward to support him.
After booting,
Yi Chuyang quickly opened the call log and looked at the mobile phone number that was almost engraved in his bones. His voice was still a little trembling and asked: "Is this your phone number?"
Xie Qingqi stared at the phone screen to confirm, and then replied without hesitation: "No."
Maybe he felt that he was too straightforward, so Xie Qingqi added, "Although the two numbers look very similar, one of the numbers was originally 8, and the number you dialed was dialed as 0. ."
"..."
Yi Chuyang didn't answer his words, just opened the blacklist of the mobile phone with trembling fingers, and another number appeared in it, and the 8 appeared, which was Xie Qingqi's number.
No wonder...no wonder he can't get through...
No wonder...no wonder he never picked up either....
Because the phone number in his mobile phone was saved by Xie Qingqi himself.
The two of them even spoke on the phone before Xie Qingqi left.
Therefore, Yi Chuyang never doubted that this number...was actually wrong.
Is he crazy? Or is the world crazy?
"Hahaha..." Yi Chuyang slumped in the bathroom, holding his head and repeating the same sentence in pain, "I'm crazy... I'm crazy... .."
"Shh-shh-"
Seeing this, Xie Qingqi immediately stepped forward and hugged him, gently following the tip of his hair, and whispered to comfort him, "Chu Yang...it's alright...it'll be alright, don't be afraid... ...don't be afraid...I'm here...I'm here..."
After a long while, Yi Chuyang suddenly became very sober, "I didn't write the letter of breaking up..."
Xie Qingqi's hand suddenly stopped, and then he continued to soothe him imperceptibly.
When Xie Qingqi was completely clear, Yi Chuyang kept explaining, "I really didn't write it... Your number was not blocked by me, neither was the wrong number! Damn it! Who is it?! Fuck! Who is it..."
The more Yi Chuyang thought about it, the more aggrieved he felt. He believed that he had never done anything inappropriate, nor had he ever bullied anyone.
But why?
Why would anyone do this to him?
Who is that person...? Why hate him so much...why hate him? Did he do something wrong? What did he do wrong?
after all……
In the past three years, because of this, how much have they... missed?
Yi Chuyang bowed slightly, put his forehead on Xie Qingqi's chest, gritted his teeth, and asked over and over again, "Who is it..."
"..."
In fact, Xie Qingqi's mood is not much calmer than Yi Chuyang's, but he is used to it, he is used to keeping everything in his heart, and he is used to bear everything alone.
And now, what he has to do is to appease Yi Chuyang, instead of sitting on the bathroom floor with him and crying. In that case, nothing can actually be solved.
But sometimes, when he thinks about it carefully, he thinks that he is too cold-blooded to maintain a calm state at all times?
"Take a shower first."
Xie Qingqi knelt on the ground, straightened his waist, and barely hugged Yi Chuyang, who was a little bigger than him, into his arms, "The night is long, we can talk slowly..."
...
in the quiet night,
The sound of the hair dryer rang in the room...
Yi Chuyang sat on the bed in a daze, as if he hadn't recovered from this whole thing...
He nodded slightly, letting Xie Qingqi, who was kneeling on the bed, use the hair dryer while gently stroking his hair with his fingers.
It's strange to say that when he first walked into this room, Yi Chuyang was still comforting Xie Qingqi, but now it's completely reversed.
Feeling that it was almost done, Yi Chuyang said, "That's enough."
Xie Qingqi didn't seem to hear much. After turning off the hair dryer, he looked forward and asked again, "What?"
Yi Chuyang smiled faintly, took the hair dryer from Xie Qingqi, and said, "I'll blow it for you too."
"……it is good."
Yi Chuyang put the cushion on the chair on the ground, and Xie Qingqi took advantage of the situation to sit on the cushion.
Yi Chuyang hooked his wet hair with his fingers, wrapping it around his fingertips, as if he couldn't play enough.
If it wasn't for Xie Qingqi's warning, Yi Chuyang might have been able to play all night.
...
For a long time afterwards, the two were silent, and it was not because they had nothing to say to each other.
On the contrary, there is too much to say between them. It's just that now, each other is enjoying the rare tranquility of this moment, and there is no need to say anything or explain anything.
No matter what it was, speaking again now, all the consolations seemed too light and insignificant.
At this moment, as long as they can feel each other's existence and lean on each other, it is enough.
No one wants to be the one who breaks the peace.
Besides, there are too many misunderstandings between them, so much that, even now, all the misunderstandings over the years have been resolved. But for a while, no one can immediately return to the previous state.
Because Yi Chuyang is no longer the ignorant high school student in the past, and Xie Qingqi is not the freshman college student who is not afraid of tigers.
What they missed seemed to be only time, but in fact, it was the obstacle that passed through the bottom layer of time. The most essential thing is the mad and uninhibited, dare to love and hate each other in the past.
Just like now, they will be very careful with each other, as if they are dealing with a treasure that has been lost for a long time and has been recovered through hard work.