Chapter 45

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After turning off the piercing light in the room, Yi Chuyang turned on the small light by the bedside, but unfortunately the light was as dilapidated as the hotel.

The light is dim and dim, as if it will go out in the next second, and it is basically no different when it is turned on now than when it is not turned on.

But no matter what, it is much stronger than touching the dark.

The bed in the hotel was small and broken, after all, it was just a cheap single room.

It's really hard enough to squeeze two adult men out of a bed like this.

They could barely stand side by side, lying flat shoulder to shoulder.

The rain outside the window has stopped, and the wind has stopped...

......

Tick ​​tock tick tock...

The faucet in the bathroom is in disrepair for a long time, and now, the sound of water is coming out slowly...

Together with the raindrops left outside the window, they merged into a movement.

But it seems that because of this, the atmosphere between the two people is not so embarrassing.

It was already late at night, and neither of them had any intention of going to sleep.

Xie Qingqi looked a little uneasy, and would peek at Yi Chuyang almost every half a minute, but unfortunately Yi Chuyang didn't seem to notice, and there was no reaction from beginning to end.

If it were a normal day, Yi Chuyang would rather use the ground as the bed and the sky as the quilt, and would never squeeze Xie Qingqi on the same small broken bed, and still be so burdenless.

Yi Chuyang put his hands on the back of his head and stared at the ceiling for a long time. He seemed to be thinking about something, but he had nothing to think about.

What he should think about, what he shouldn't think about, when he took a bath, he had already thought about it all over and over.

If there is anything else to think about...

"Can we talk now?" Yi Chuyang suddenly asked without end.

"Huh?" Xie Qingqi hadn't reacted yet, and nodded slightly, looking at him with a straight face, "What?"

Yi Chuyang looked back from the ceiling, turned his head to look at Xie Qingqi, and then went down to his left hand, which was placed outside the quilt, "How did the injury on your hand come from? "

"Ah..." Xie Qingqi paused for a while, then raised his left hand to look at it, and suddenly felt a little funny and laughed.

"What are you laughing at?" Yi Chuyang frowned.

"It's nothing." Xie Qingqi still smiled, "Just thinking about it, I made predictions and speeches for many questions tonight. Besides, I suffered so many injuries today, and I thought you would ask today if you wanted to. thing."

"Why? Why do you keep staring at my hand?"

Xie Qingqi asked seriously, and Yi Chuyang was silent.

Yeah, why keep staring at this?

Yi Chuyang thought about it for a long time, and finally gave the answer, "Because it looks good."

Xie Qingqi paused for a moment, as if he had never expected this answer.

Xie Qingqi's hands are very slender, with well-defined joints, white and clean, and his complexion is even a little cold.

Usually he is also a person who pays great attention to appearance, and his nails will be very beautiful.

Such a beautiful pair of hands, not to mention the exaggeration that the ten fingers do not touch the spring water, but the injury left, even if it heals in the future, I am afraid that it will still leave scars that cannot be removed.

In fact, it's nothing. It's normal for a big man to have a few scars.

But don't know why, Yi Chuyang just felt it was a pity, it was really... a pity...

Xie Qingqi confessed, "I went crazy and made it myself."

At Xie Qingqi's words, Yi Chuyang did not show too much surprise, but just asked, "Is it a cigarette butt?"

"How did you know?" Xie Qingqi showed obvious surprise on his face.

"Because it's too obvious." Yi Chuyang turned his eyes back to his face, and it seemed that he had already guessed it.

"Obviously, I can't think of the second way to have this kind of wound." Yi Chuyang's words gradually became a little intriguing, "And this wound is very deep, it doesn't look like it. Once or twice."

"..."

Xie Qingqi pursed his lips tightly, and seemed a little guilty, and muttered as if he was afraid of being scolded, "I don't know, anyway... I've used up the whole pack of cigarettes anyway."

"Huh? How many?!" Yi Chuyang's ears were sharp, and as soon as he heard it, he immediately bounced off the bed and sat up, "Isn't that twenty?!"

Seeing how excited he was, Xie Qingqi tilted his head at him deliberately, thought about it, and then said nonchalantly, "...Maybe so."

"Fuck! Can't burn you to death?!" Yi Chuyang patted him across the quilt, "Are you being abused?"

abused? ? ?

which aspect?

Xie Qingqi was speechless by his own thoughts, and suddenly choked, "..."

"......"

"......"

The two looked at each other for a moment, then suddenly laughed at the same time.

The atmosphere is also much better than before.

Yi Chuyang smiled and asked, "Hey, does it hurt?"

After Xie Qingqi finished laughing, the whole person relaxed a lot, even without thinking, he directly stretched out his injured left hand in front of Yi Chuyang, and said with a smile, "Why don't you blow me a blow? Maybe it won't hurt anymore. "

I don't know if laughed so hard that brain was pumping, but Yi Chuyang actually bowed his head obediently and gave him a blow.

"......"

Xie Qingqi breathed for a while, and his expression suddenly became dark and unclear.

"Yi Chuyang..."

"Um?"

At the moment when the two of them looked at each other, Xie Qingqi felt that the string in his heart suddenly broke...

Taking advantage of the other party's defenselessness, Xie Qingqi kissed him without hesitation.

But because things happened so fast, Yi Chuyang, who was caught off guard, was still stunned in place.

When he reacted again, Xie Qingqi had already pressed him on the bed.

On the other hand, Xie Qingqi reluctantly let go of his lips because he had never been able to get a response from the other party.

He gasped lightly and lowered his head silently. It would be a lie to say that he was not disappointed, but now he knew that he would never be able to force Yi Chuyang.

He was just sad, the pain in his heart was so tormenting that he was almost out of breath...

Until the end, he just had the worst plan, and was powerless to put his forehead on Yi Chuyang's shoulder.

Whenever Yi Chuyang has a soapy fragrance, it seems to be very warm, like a warm sun...

Xie Qingqi's breathing became unstable, as if he had been holding back something, and his voice became a little hoarse and low, "What are you thinking?"

This kiss looks fierce, but it only stops.

It's like dealing with a treasure. He wants to express possession eagerly, but he is worried that he will not be able to grasp the scale and will accidentally cause half damage to the treasure.

Yi Chuyang was stunned for a moment, and the question of Xie Qingqi swirled in his mind...

What are you thinking?

To be honest, he didn't even know what he was thinking.

Maybe it's just too much thinking.

The first time he saw Xie Qingqi, the second time he saw Xie Qingqi, the third time, the fourth time... Until today, he saw the man sitting alone in the rain with a full Xie Qingqi with scars...

From the first encounter between the two, it seems that Yi Chuyang can be seen at every important node.

But Yi Chuyang knew very well that there was really not much about Xie Qingqi's life that he had participated in.

For some reason, he always felt like he was missing a lot...a lot...a lot...

In the past few years, how did Xie Qingqi come here?

Will he be as sad as he is?

But why?

From just now.... to now, no, to be precise, it should have been from the moment of the reunion, until now, Xie Qingqi seldom showed his sadness to him...

It's okay to not want to, after thinking about it all the way, Yi Chuyang's whole person is not well, and his heart is inexplicably a little flustered.

He asked, "What would you do if I didn't come today?"

This sentence seemed to hit Xie Qingqi's heart directly, he didn't say anything, instead he hugged Yi Chuyang tighter.

It seems that as long as he does this, he can hold Yi Chuyang firmly.

"What would you do?" Yi Chuyang asked again, as if he wanted to know the answer.

Unfortunately, Xie Qingqi didn't have an answer either, he could only answer: "...I don't know."

Maybe...will die in this rain.

Of course, Xie Qingqi didn't dare to say such words. Whatever the reason, it certainly sounds like a moral kidnapping.

"Xie Qingqi..."

"Um?"

Yi Chuyang took the man out of his shoulder, he held Xie Qingqi's face in both hands, and stared into his eyes.

After a while, Yi Chuyang's Adam's apple rolled slightly, his vocal cords trembled and asked: "If...I mean if, if I don't come today, will you come to me?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi lowered his eyes slightly, his lips were pursed to the point of turning white, but he remained silent.

The answer is already obvious.

Now think about it, without that call, would they...they would have...

Just thinking about it, Yi Chuyang panicked, "Then why don't you come?"

Yeah, why not come?

A painful look flashed through Xie Qingqi's eyes for a moment.

He murmured and looked after himself, like a child who did something wrong, "You said, you don't want to see me again... I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I go to you again, then You should hate me..."

Xie Qingqi said dumbly: "I don't want you to hate me, really, not at all..."

Yi Chuyang asked in a daze: "When will I..."

Immediately reacted,

Oh shit!

It seems that the usual cruel words are too much, and Xie Qingqi, a person with such a strong heart, is directly vulnerable...

Gee,

Let's talk less in the future, it is indeed a bit excessive.

"None of the things I said before... ah no, yes! I said it, but I... I mean... yes.... .Oh, what and what!?"

Yi Chuyang just wanted to say, those words before were not his original intention, why can't he understand?

"That's right, from that point of view at the time, I did mean that, but I—"

"..."

Xie Qingqi looked so wronged that he was about to cry.

Yi Chuyang waved his hands at a loss, "No, it's not you, don't cry first... I'm not..."

"Hold....."

Yi Chuyang gave up, gritted his teeth directly, raised his hand and clasped the back of his head, and kissed him with a strong purpose.

Now there is finally no need to explain, and he really can't explain it...