Chapter 56

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When Yi Chuyang returned to his room, it was already five in the morning...

He walked slowly into the room, the bedside lamp was always on, with a lazy and soft light, reflected on the bed, roughly imitating the figure of the man...

As expected, Xie Qingqi fell asleep on his bed as they said before...

Yi Chuyang stared intently at the person on the bed, and closed the door silently with his backhand, so that the light outside the door would be too bright, and it would disturb his sweetheart if it leaked in...

The corner of Yi Chuyang's mouth unconsciously smiled, and he came closer to take a look...

Unexpectedly, Xie Qingqi fell asleep without taking off his glasses! ?

In fact, Yi Chuyang also thought that Xie Qingqi might wait for him to come back, but he didn't expect him to fall asleep directly...

Yi Chuyang bent slightly, took off Xie Qingqi's glasses carefully, and put them on the bedside table.

As if feeling dissatisfied again, he squatted by the bed and looked at him closely and carefully...

“…”

The more he looked, the more mixed flavors became in Yi Chuyang's heart...

To be honest, he really didn't feel very well.

He always felt like he couldn't give Xie Qingqi anything right now.

As his relative, Yi Chunuan always hated Xie Qingqi so much, and when they met, he was almost never polite to Xie Qingqi.

And what about himself?

Training day and night every day, it doesn't matter if Xie Qingqi doesn't have too much time.

Not only can't make any money, but the boss is still so virtuous.

He feels that the current self is like the one in the TV series, a poor man who has nothing but dreams.

In the past, he could still say that he was still so young, it was normal for him to pursue his dreams and suffer a little.

But don't know why, since the misunderstanding between Xie Qingqi and Xie Qingqi was resolved, Yi Chuyang always felt that the 'responsibility' in his heart was heavier.

Although Xie Qingqi doesn't look like he needs him to be raised, he can even raise him in turn.

But Yi Chuyang didn't want this, and didn't want Xie Qingqi to treat him as a child who didn't grow up.

This is also the first time for Yi Chuyang to be disappointed with himself...

He was very disappointed, disappointed that in the three years he lost Xie Qingqi, why didn't he grow to a level that could protect him?

He was very disappointed, disappointed that he always pulled Xie Qingqi desperately when he didn't have much ability.

Obviously he made the angel fall into the mortal world, but there is no way to keep the angel from being stained with dust...

Yi Chuyang leaned forward in a strange way, he stared at him, his heart trembled so much that he could hardly breathe...

"Xie Qingqi, do you know how much I love you?"

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Xie Qingqi's hair was slightly longer. After losing the restraint of his glasses, his soft and thick hair was scattered and covered his eyes.

Yi Chuyang gently lifted a small amount of hair, and rubbed it repeatedly between his fingers...

He is extremely stubborn, as if nothing needs to be changed at the moment, it's just like this, as long as this is the case, Yi Chuyang will never be bored.

......

After an unknown amount of time, Yi Chuyang sunk his fingers into Xie Qingqi's soft hair, and gently pushed the hair on his forehead to the back for him.

Xie Qingqi is handsome, sharp but not lacking in softness.

Good upbringing made him a rare gentleman.

Therefore, when he does something bad, he always gives people the feeling of a gentle scum.

But it is unavoidable that Xie Qingqi is alluring to Yi Chuyang at any time.

Can't touch it, it's addicting...

Yi Chuyang smiled bitterly, "But it's too late..."

I love you, even if I drink poison to quench my thirst, I am happy with it.

After staring at him for a while, Yi Chuyang stood up reluctantly...

He turned around, took out his pajamas from the closet, took off his clothes, and just put on.

"Aren't you going to take a shower?"

Hearing his voice, Yi Chuyang couldn't help but suddenly turned around to take a look

Xie Qingqi didn't know when he woke up! ! !

When did he... wake up? !

The top two buttons of the pajamas were forgotten to be fastened, so Yi Chuyang walked over like this. He knelt on one knee on the edge of the bed, kept his eyes on Xie Qingqi, and asked softly, "Did I wake you up? ?"

Xie Qingqi was drowsy, and even looked at him in a daze, just like he was woken up.

I saw him wearily closed his eyes, shook his head, and said hoarsely, "...No."

Then, he asked again, "Don't you want to take a bath? It will be more comfortable to sleep."

"I usually shower during the day."

As soon as Yi Chuyang finished explaining, he thought that Xie Qingqi might not have this habit.

After all, in Xie Qingqi's house before, they also took a bath at night.

"I'm going to take a shower." Yi Chuyang gently pulled a few strands of hair that fell back behind his ears for him, and then kissed his forehead lightly, "Go to sleep when you're sleepy."

Yi Chuyang stood up directly, and just as he was about to leave, Xie Qingqi suddenly grabbed Yi Chuyang's sleeve.

"What's wrong?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi buried his head and pulled him weakly, "Go to sleep, it's the same thing if you wake up and wash again."

Yi Chuyang paused for a moment, stared at him for a long time, and then said in a low voice, "...Okay."

Xie Qingqi turned over, moved to the side, and vacated the place where he had slept.

Yi Chuyang didn't hesitate, without saying a word, he got into the bed directly.

Because Xie Qingqi had slept before, the quilt was already very warm. Even with Xie Qingqi's warm body temperature and unique fragrance.

It smells good, smells good, and is reassuring...

The blanket on the other end was very cold, Xie Qingqi shivered from the cold, and then consciously drilled into Yi Chuyang, Yi Chuyang also consciously stretched out his arms and hugged him.

Yi Chuyang's chin rested on the top of Xie Qingqi's hair, he lowered his head and sniffed Xie Qingqi's hair, and then hugged him tighter.

It seems more reassuring.

Sure enough... No matter how warm the quilt is, how can it be compared to a Xie Qingqi?

Xie Qingqi buried his face in his arms, and then asked sullenly, "What time is it? Why did I fall asleep?"

Yi Chuyang stroked his hair and just said, "It's almost dawn."

"Has it all been resolved?" Xie Qingqi asked again.

Yi Chuyang answered very seriously: "Well, it's almost there."

"..."

"..."

The two suddenly fell silent...

After a while, Xie Qingqi said, "Just say what you want to say."

Yi Chuyang answered the question, "Aren't you sleepy?"

"No matter how tired you are, you are not tired."

Yi Chuyang's voice sounded very tired, which reminded Xie Qingqi of the past. He had also worked hard in the hospital, and sometimes he would stay up all night when he was busy. But Yi Chuyang's exhaustion doesn't even seem to be physical, but more like mental exhaustion...

"If you can't sleep, just talk, I'm listening," he said.

Yi Chuyang's breath was obviously unstable, but he still forcibly endured it and insisted: "Actually, it's nothing..."

His stubborn mouth was passed into Xie Qingqi's ears, and it seemed like coquettish and angry.

Xie Qingqi laughed, but he couldn't be happy. He comforted Yi Chuyang softly and insisted: "Tell me about it, it's just a bedtime story."

Yi Chuyang paused, then smiled and said, "How can anyone regard this as a bedtime story?"

"I..." Xie Qingqi said, "Just treat me as a coax, please."

Yi Chuyang couldn't hold back his smile, "What?"

Xie Qingqi didn't speak, just raised his head and looked up at him.

This look...why is there so little pity? !

Maybe Yi Chuyang was really defeated by him, he bowed his head and admitted defeat: "Okay, I know, I know."

Xie Qingqi kept staring at him, as if he really wanted to hear what he had to say.

Yi Chuyang was a little embarrassed, "Just... how do you say it?"

"Speak slowly..." Xie Qingqi smiled and said, "I'm listening."

"Just today... When Jiang Mingming asked me what to do, I really didn't think so. But they were all looking at me..."

"You know what? There seems to be several inches of light in their eyes, with a kind of...how to say it? It's like they are looking forward to a certain kind of hope...they seem to be Looking forward to what I can bring them, as if waiting for a savior..."

"But I know very well that I am not a savior at all."

"Qingqi... I have always wanted to protect something, whether it's the team or you. But in the end, it seems that I have been making you suffer..." Yi Chuyang was very He hugged him hollowly and helplessly, as if trying to grab something, "Will I make you think I'm useless?"

Xie Qingqi hugged him back and said softly, "I don't know the rest, but the only thing I can tell you is. With me, you are my savior."

“…”

For a moment, Yi Chuyang let out a 'puff' and laughed, "How can you be so comforting?"

Xie Qingqi also smiled, "Is it better?"

Yi Chuyang nodded, "Yes."

"You don't need to care what other people think, you are you, Yi Chuyang, Flay, Yang God, and the pride in the hearts of many people. You are not as bad as they say, even more than they say. Most come much better, much better, very much..."

"In my heart, you are irreplaceable."

Xie Qingqi didn't get a response for a long time, let go of him, only to find that Yi Chuyang had closed his eyes, but still held him tightly.

......

After a while, Xie Qingqi called him softly, "Yangyang?"

After a while, Yi Chuyang responded vaguely, "...Huh?"

"It's okay." Xie Qingqi smiled, "Go to sleep."

"Um....."

Maybe it was really too tired, Yi Chuyang fell asleep in a daze...

After confirming that he was really asleep, Xie Qingqi whispered, "Thank you for saving me."

He paused, then said, "Yi Chuyang, I know you love me. So..." He pursed his lips, but didn't say anything, and finally said, "Good night, baby."