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    Chapter 88

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    Seeing that the sky had finally cleared up for a few hours, and now it was shrouded in dense dark clouds, the world suddenly became dark and lonely...

    On the eve of the storm,

    Everything in the world seems to have become dull and depressing...

    On the ground, the steam was steaming with waves of heat, burning the heart and lungs, making people breathless...

    Even the cicada chirping hiding in the shade of the tree let out a feeble cry,

    One after another, a distress signal was issued...

    "Well....."

    Xie Qingqi frowned. The moment he woke up, he felt that his chest was very heavy, as if he was almost out of breath...

    He half opened his eyes, and at first glance, he saw Yi Chuyang.

    He was sitting on the edge of the table in front of the window, with his head down, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he couldn't see the emotions on his face...

    'Boomboom'

    At this time, the wind was blowing violently outside the window, and in the dim world, it was impossible to tell whether it was light or darkness for a while...

    Xie Qingqi changed his posture and continued to lie down.

    I just feel so uncomfortable all over my body, like it's about to fall apart...

    In the past, as long as he moved, Yi Chuyang didn't know how nervous he would be.

    Today...why is something different?

    Could it be that they have already begun to enter the state of the old man and the old man?

    what the hell.....

    Regarding Yi Chuyang's inconsideration, Xie Qingqi's tone was angry, and he asked lazily, "What time is it now?"

    "It's almost twelve o'clock." Yi Chuyang replied.

    "So late?" Xie Qingqi was surprised for a moment, and even forgot Yi Chuyang's unusualness.

    He turned over, simply spread out his limbs, and lay flat on the bed.

    He couldn't help but sighed, "No, I can't... Why am I getting up later every day now?"

    "..."

    Seeing that Yi Chuyang didn't answer, Xie Qingqi didn't speak either.

    He raised a hand silently, Yi Chuyang looked at him without saying a word, hesitated for a moment, and finally got up slowly, walked over and pulled Xie Qingqi up.

    Seeing Yi Chuyang's reaction, Xie Qingqi couldn't hide his smile for a while, grabbed Yi Chuyang's hand, and sat up.

    Xie Qingqi, who sat up, propped his jaw with one hand, tilted his head and teased Yi Chuyang, "Tell me, who is to blame for my irregular work and rest?"

    Yi Chuyang let go of him silently, without even raising his eyelids, he said in a low-pressure and dull tone: "My fault."

    Immediately afterwards, he added: "But... it won't happen in the future."

    Xie Qingqi paused for a while, and finally realized that Yi Chuyang's state was not right. He unknowingly sat up straight, and said with concern: "Chuyang, what's the matter with you?"

    "Xie Qingqi." Yi Chuyang called him, and then slowly raised his eyes, his eyes were gloomy, revealing some self-evident determination, "Let's break up..."

    He finally... still spoke...

    The words he once thought he would never say to Xie Qingqi in his life.

    He once thought that as long as Xie Qingqi didn't let go first, they would be able to reach their last self.

    The ending he once thought he could never bear...

    But now, he still found out after all, when he really faced this matter.

    Everything turned out to be not as difficult and difficult as he imagined.

    He didn't feel pain, and even...inexplicably felt a sense of relief...

    It's like...he's finally free...

    Seeing the blood on Xie Qingqi's face, it all faded in that instant——

    Yi Chuyang was inexplicably happy,

    Under such an almost distorted morbid psychology, Yi Chuyang took revenge on Xie Qingqi from the bottom of his heart over and over again.

    Is he afraid?

    Xie Qingqi, it turns out that he is also afraid, right?

    It's good to be afraid...

    The heartache of two people is always deeper than the self-indulgence of him alone...

    I saw Xie Qingqi looked dazed and froze in place, unable to slow down for a long time...

    "You, you said...what?"

    Yi Chuyang looked into his eyes, but repeated it unmoved by him, "Let's break up."

    Xie Qingqi grabbed Yi Chuyang's hand in vain, and finally couldn't hide it anymore. The panic in his eyes, "What did you say...? Say it again..."

    The two looked at each other, and Yi Chuyang opened Xie Qingqi's hand little by little and held his hand, and repeated word by word extremely cruelly:

    "separate."

    "separate."

    "Understand?"

    "I said, break up."

    "Did you hear it clearly this time?"

    "..."

    Xie Qingqi laughed directly, without any confidence, "Break up? We've only been together for a few days?"

    Yi Chuyang let go of his wrist, like an outsider, stating the facts objectively, "It's been almost half a month."

    "Only two weeks!"

    Xie Qingqi couldn't control his emotions at all, he suddenly sat up from the bed, stared at Yi Chuyang in disbelief, and asked in a cold voice, "Are you tired of this?"

    "I'm afraid that you won't get tired of playing." Yi Chuyang raised his eyes in response to his hateful eyes, and said without changing his face: "And I can't play with you."

    Xie Qingqi suddenly bent his fingers, a bad premonition reverberated in his heart...

    "What do you mean?"

    Perhaps because he was really tired of dealing with his problems, Yi Chuyang finally sighed and waved his hand: "It's not interesting, that's it."

    Yi Chuyang turned around and walked out...

    After a few seconds,

    Seeing that he was really leaving, Xie Qingqi was completely confused...

    He immediately got up from the bed, rushed over with bare feet, and hugged Yi Chuyang from behind, "Don't! If you think there is something wrong with me, I'll change it! I can change it!" He trembled, almost crying, "Just...don't talk to me like that, okay?"

    "Xie Qingqi, do you think this is interesting?" Yi Chuyang easily broke free from his restraints, turned to look at him, and said indifferently, "You! I'm already tired of it."

    Xie Qingqi's eyes were empty, and he murmured repeatedly, "I'm tired of...?"

    "Yes! I'm tired of it." Yi Chuyang was really ready, and said without retreating at all: "I'm really tired of you being like this, so, be decent, just break up peacefully like this."

    "Then what do you like now!" Xie Qingqi pulled the corner of his shirt, almost in a pleading tone, "I can change it! No matter what type you like, I can—"

    "Fuck!! Xie Qingqi! Are you fucking sick?!"

    Yi Chuyang was immediately angry. In fact, he didn't expect Xie Qingqi to say such a thing, and he didn't expect him to become so angry because of it.

    "I said, I don't like you anymore! I don't like you anymore!!" Yi Chuyang was about to be mad, "How many times do you have to say this before you can understand it?!"

    "No..." Maybe frightened by Yi Chuyang's sudden roar, Xie Qingqi suddenly became a little at a loss, panicking like a child who did something wrong, "I, I just... ..I don't know, I don't know, why are you so sudden? You—how could you...did someone tell you something!?"

    “…”

    Yi Chuyang's face suddenly became even more ugly, and he said to him in a cold voice: "Xie Qingqi, have you always regarded me as a fool? Do you think that what you do in your daily life is all wrong with me? Can't you see it? Or how clever do you think those methods are? Make you think I won't find out no matter what?"

    Xie Qingqi wanted to explain, "I, it's not like this—"

    "You're like this!" Yi Chuyang said, "It used to be, it is now, and it won't change much in the future."

    Xie Qingqi moved his lips, but couldn't say a word.

    "Don't you like to play? Then you go, no one is stopping you anyway, and you don't need to have any psychological burden. However, it's better not to involve me, after all, it's too dirty..."

    "Dirty?" Xie Qingqi didn't come back to his senses at all, "Are you... thinking I'm dirty?"

    Yi Chuyang didn't speak, Xie Qingqi moved his lips and suddenly shouted, "Why...why do you say that about me?!"

    "Why?" It's better if you don't ask. This question directly touched Yi Chuyang's bottom line. He clamped Xie Qingqi's jaw, "Don't you know? What exactly do you mean to ask me? What? Master Xie, you are too noble, a brainless and unskilled person like me can't really hold you high."

    Xie Qingqi kept staring at him, unable to move his eyes, "But what you said..."

    Yi Chuyang was really about to be annoyed to death, "What did I say! Did I say it?!"

    "You said..." Xie Qingqi seemed to be touched by something, and the corners of his eyes suddenly turned red, "You will always love me..."

    "..."

    Yi Chuyang stared at him blankly...'

    'Xie Qingqi, seems to be crying...'

    ‘Why did he—why did he cry? ’

    'Is it me? ’

    'Did I make him cry? ’

    Yi Chuyang suddenly let out his strength, slowly let go of him, turned his head away and stopped looking at him, "I said...I will love you forever. But the premise is....you are me of."

    "I'm yours."

    "I want you to be mine alone!" Yi Chuyang was angry again, "Are you?!"

    Xie Qingqi was stunned by his roar, and he forgot to speak for a while, just listened to Yi Chuyang questioning him, "Xie Qingqi, I don't understand, sometimes I really don't understand, where are you from? How dare you? How dare you use my birthday as a password for your mobile phone, you are very brave."

    Xie Qingqi reacted, "Did you peek at my phone?!"

    "Yes." Yi Chuyang didn't deny it at all, "So Xie Qingqi, do you think I'm a fool? You don't even need to move your fingers to defend?"

    "What's his name?" Yi Chuyang thought for a while, "Ah... Xiao Ran. Am I right?"

    Hearing this name, Xie Qingqi's pupils shrank suddenly, "Have you seen him?"

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