Chapter 99
byChapter 99
late at night,
in the bar,
Dim, noisy, chaotic,
Amidst the chaos of fish and dragons, there is unspeakable ambiguity and endless entanglement...
Xie Qingqi was leaning on the sofa lazily, not knowing how many glasses he had drank.
It's just that this gin and tonic wine is really tasteless the more drink it, no wonder Chu Yang...
His thoughts stopped abruptly—
Because he knew that he thought of something he shouldn't have thought.
Xie Qingqi squeezed the wine glass in his hand and drank it all at once...
A Yu brought a new cup and walked over with a smile, "Brother Qingqi, I haven't seen you for a long time, what have you been doing recently?"
Xie Qingqi put down the empty glass, took the wine glass in A Yu's hand, stared at A Yu with a blurred expression, suddenly sneered, leaned back on the sofa, and said without hesitation, "Just... do it... ."
A Yu was stunned for a moment, but he couldn't help but laugh, "As expected, it's Brother Qingqi, he just knows how to play, so when are you going to bring it out to meet?"
"you are not....."
Xie Qingqi paused for a while, as long as he thought of his and Yi Chuyang's death from the official announcement to the public tearing apart, it only took one and a half months.
He felt that this relationship was really ridiculous.
Besides, Yi Chuyang is not an entertainment star, and Xie Qingqi has hardly shown his face in front of the public, so the incident between the two of them together is not big enough for everyone to know.
He really didn't want to mention too much to outsiders, so he took a sip of wine, and then pursed his lips, a bit bitter in his mouth.
Xie Qingqi waved his hand and said, "Forget it, it's not important anyway."
A Yu was stunned for a second, "This is... is it going to be replaced?"
"..."
Seeing that he didn't speak, A Yu knew it in his heart, and said with a smile: "Oh, I thought it was a big deal. Say it earlier, it's rare that Brother Qingqi is so interested, I've been looking for a few good ones these days. Come here..." A Yu paused for a while, "Oh yes, I almost forgot, Rong Yu came back to China, and he came to me to ask you twice, does Brother Qingqi want to see him?"
Rong Yu.....
Xie Qingqi stared at the glass of gin and tonic that he had only drank in his hand. Under the stimulation of the cold fingertips and alcohol, his thoughts gradually became numb and slow...
'Da da da……'
Two years ago,
Ten p.m,
In a pile of tedious and heavy medical research, Xie Qingqi finally got off work a little earlier.
Because of the rest tomorrow, after get off work, Xie Qingqi did not go home directly, but went to the gay bar that he used to go to occasionally to drink.
After all, at the end of the year, changing majors brought him a lot of pressure. In addition to eating, sleeping, studying and working every day, it almost takes up more than 90% of his life.
Although he occasionally takes a day and a half of rest, Xie Qingqi never dared to let himself idle. Because once people are free, it is easy to think about things that are completely unnecessary.
Most of the people who come here have fun.
But Xie Qingqi was actually just trying to create an atmosphere, because he didn't want to go home, and he didn't want to face an empty house without any breath of life.
Because he is very afraid, afraid of living such a life, and even more afraid that he will suddenly be unable to bear it in one night...
At that time, there were quite a few friends he met in the bar.
"Brother Qingqi, I have a good one recently. Would you like to show it to you?"
"That's right, you said you've been here so many times, how come you've never seen you take one?"
Xie Qingqi smiled reluctantly, "I'm here to drink."
"Hey, Huadu City is so big, where can't you drink here? It has to be here?! To tell you the truth, there's not a single person who came here... just came out to drink."
"Or...you can't do it?"
"Hahaha....."
"..."
Those few people chatted more vigorously than the party Xie Qingqi,
"You got it, Brother Qingqi is a fierce one no matter how you look at it, who can hold him down?"
"That's right, hahaha..."
"..."
That day, he did take one with him.
A... juvenile.
Very clean and sunny...
Black hair, T-shirt...
But Xie Qingqi didn't take people home, but went to the hotel...
At that time, Xu was drinking too much. As soon as the door was closed, Xie Qingqi suddenly became impatient, and roughly wanted to pull open Rong Yu's T-shirt.
At that time, Rong Yu was just an adult.
Seeing the polite gentleman one second ago, the next second suddenly seems to be a different person.
He was really scared, "Brother...!"
! ! !
Xie Qingqi's mind flashed for a moment of clarity, and he suddenly felt a panic in his heart for no reason...
He suddenly pushed the person away. Due to the relative force, Xie Qingqi also took two steps backwards, and his back hit the cold wall.
"..."
Xie Qingqi took two breaths unsteadily,
crazy!
Just crazy! !
Hold.....
What the hell am I doing? !
Rong Yu was still a little nervous, so he cautiously approached and shouted, "Brother?"
Xie Qingqi looked up at him slowly, "Sorry..." He lowered his eyes again and said, "You go."
"what?"
"Want money?"
Rong Yu frowned immediately, "I didn't sell it."
"Oh, sorry."
Hearing his apology, Rong Yu's complexion was a little better, and then he became a little embarrassed, "Then...do you want to...?"
Xie Qingqi paused, and immediately realized what he wanted to say. He smiled bitterly and said, "Don't worry about me, you can go."
Rong Yu opened his mouth and wanted to say something, "But..."
Although Xie Qingqi drank a lot, he still had the ability to distinguish.
He didn't make any more detours, and said directly: "It's not because of you, so, I'm sorry... this is my problem."
"Let's go..."
Until the door is closed again, until everything is silent in the night, until... a long, long time later...
Xie Qingqi stood up silently and went into the bathroom to relieve himself...
Easy, early, yang...
He had tried thousands of times to get the name out of his mind, but never succeeded.
People...it's just so cheap, the more want to forget, but can't forget, and the more want to remember, but can't keep a single one...
...
...
When the warm water flowed over his face again, Xie Qingqi gradually recovered, and turned a little annoyed.
What the hell happened to him?
Why... still think of him...?
It's just at a time like this...
Does this mean he...
Xie Qingqi did not dare to let himself fall into it,
Because as long as he thinks of that parting letter, Xie Qingqi's involuntarily clenched fist will be released weakly again...
forget it,
so embarrassing...
The left and right is just a dewy relationship. Since people are afraid to avoid it, why does he have any reason to entangle the past?
Therefore, even for the so-called self-esteem, Xie Qingqi never went back to find Yi Chuyang.
there has never been……
In the two years that followed, Xie Qingqi had actually tried to find other people, but unfortunately, none of them could.
Because of this, he even once wondered if he didn't like men anymore?
But he would rather believe this than connect the common ground between those people.
Because they are so similar...
It was as if he was deliberately looking for it according to the model of that person.
........
"Brother Qingqi? Brother Qingqi?"
“…”
Xie Qingqi still didn't respond. Under the numbness of alcohol, people would always become crazier than before.
Like...he's thinking...
If not... just forget it...
It's already dirty enough anyway...
Anyway, Chu Yang he...will never like it again...
Anyway, he was alive, it was already hard enough,
Why...why do you need to guard yourself for such a person?
Why is this necessary?
Why is it necessary to do this over and over again...
Following the hypnosis and persuasion of himself, Xie Qingqi's eyes slowly looked not far away.
Suddenly, he was a little dazed, raised his hand, and pointed to a person in the corner, "He..."
A Yu looked in the direction of Xie Qingqi's finger, and immediately laughed, teasing: "Brother Qingqi, your eyes are really sharp, that guy is new here."
Then he added: "But I heard that he offended the person above him and was forced into a corner, so he came here to be an exam candidate. He is very proud."
"..." Xie Qingqi suffocated the wine in the glass, took a breath, and said calmly, "Just him."
......
AUW Club,
In the ace training room,
The first team is doing intensive training, preparing for the global finals that are more than a month away.
Yi Chuyang quickly manipulated the keyboard and neatly killed one who came to die.
From time to time, his eyes glanced to the other side, and he asked very vigilantly, "Pei Zhuang, how is the situation on the front left side?"
Pei Zhuang smiled lightly, "There are two idiots on the hillside, jumping up and down, do you really think others are blind?"
Although it doesn't matter what he says, Pei Zhuang is still very reliable, there is no doubt about that.
So, Yi Chuyang's eyes turned to the new team members on the other side, "Shen Xinghui, check the supplies."
Shen Xinghui quickly finished the check and counted, "It can last for about 40 minutes."
"Well, that's almost there."
The three of them squatted on the haystack like this, ready to outflank the enemy...
'Ding'
The screen of the mobile phone lit up, and Yi Chuyang glanced at it unconsciously,
Suddenly his eyes froze,
It's Xie Qingqi! ?
The two of them haven't been in contact for nearly half a month.
at this time
The enemy has entered their attack range.
Shen Xinghui asked, "Flay, do you want to go?"
Yi Chuyang retracted his gaze and stared at the computer screen motionless, trying his best to think about how to focus his attention, instead of being distracted to read those unimportant messages and text messages.
He took a deep breath and said, "Wait a little longer."
The mobile phone 'dengdengdeng' several times in a row, and in the corner of Yi Chuyang's light, there were all the mobile phones that kept their screens off and on again.
Shen Xinghui asked again, "What about now?"
“…”
Yi Chuyang held his breath, seized the opportunity, and then shouted in a deep voice: "Prepare, three, two, one, go!"
.....
After the game is over,
Xie Qingqi also stopped sending messages.
Taking advantage of the gap between the settlement of the previous round,
After hesitating for a second, Yi Chuyang chose to unlock the phone and open the screen.
The message is a few photos,
When opening the first one, Yi Chuyang's hand muscles suddenly tightened——
“…”
Relying on his remaining rationality, he did not crush the phone that he had just bought for less than two months.
In fact, these photos are not very clear, and with the dim light of the bar, it looks even more blurry...
But Yi Chuyang still used his understanding of him to see that the protagonist in the photo was Xie Qingqi.
There are more people beside him,
ever brilliant?
How did they get involved? !
Doesn't he know that Zeng Guangliang is not normal himself! ? Didn't he know that Zeng Guangliang had plans for him? !
Or....
Xie Qingqi acquiesced in all of this?
Xie Qingqi... What kind of attitude is it out of?
......
The opposite Pei Zhuang was impatient, "Hey! Flay, what are you doing? Why haven't you started yet?" But as soon as he looked up, seeing Yi Chuyang staring at the phone so engrossedly, he could guess something. , "Well... do you want to take a break?"
“…”
After a moment of silence, Yi Chuyang put the phone screen upside down on the table, put on the earphones again, and said without hesitation, "Continue!"
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