Chapter 101

"..."

Ye Jing's face was very ugly, and even Yi Chuyang was stunned for a moment.

Since when has he been there?

When did this happen?

So... those words just now were all deliberately said by Xie Qingqi!

At this moment, Xie Qingqi suddenly approached from behind Yi Chuyang and whispered in his ear, "I'm not talking nonsense, can't you see it at all?"

"..."

Yi Chuyang tilted his head slightly and looked at him without saying a word.

Seeing his reaction, Xie Qingqi was a little surprised, "So, you really didn't see it at all?"

"..."

"I'm not the same." Xie Qingqi's eyes slowly turned to Ye Jing's face, whose face was already turning blue, and he said with a smile, "I knew from the first time I saw him that he likes you. . You say so? Coach, practice."

"..."

Ye Jing didn't speak, and Yi Chuyang really didn't want to hear Xie Qingqi go crazy, "Don't come again next time." Then he raised his feet and left.

Seeing the figures of the two leaving, Xie Qingqi's eyes gradually darkened...

...

In the garden of the AUW club,

Yi Chuyang rushed straight forward, and Ye Jing behind him suddenly stopped him, "Chuyang!"

Yi Chuyang stopped and turned around slowly to look at him, with an apologetic expression on his face, "I'm sorry, coach, for actually involving you in this kind of thing."

"..."

Ye Jing shook his head, bowed his head and remained silent.

"What's wrong?"

"That's... Have you ever thought about it..." Ye Jing raised his head to look at him, his eyes seemed to have changed...

"What he said may be true."

"What..." Yi Chuyang was completely stunned, "Coach, you—"

He originally thought it was Xie Qingqi's nonsense,

Because Ye Jing has always been a good teacher and friend in Yi Chuyang's eyes.

He even, never even thought in that direction, let alone had any thoughts about him in that direction.

"..."

"..."

In autumn, no insects can be heard anymore...

The two of them stood face to face, the distance between them was like an insurmountable gulf...

At first, he felt that he was much older than Yi Chuyang, which was inappropriate.

Later, when became a coach, didn't even dare to think about it.

Until the appearance of Xie Qingqi, this person the same age as him......

Ye Jing also thought about it, since Xie Qingqi can do it, why can't it be him?

"I see." Ye Jing pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly: "Actually, I've always known it, but I haven't given up yet, and now I can give up completely."

Seeing Ye Jing smiled again, Yi Chuyang felt very uncomfortable, "Sorry..."

"Don't be sorry." Ye Jing opened his arms. "Why don't you give me a hug. After tonight, just pretend this never happened. From now on, I'll be the coach and you'll be the ace."

Yi Chuyang smiled and hugged him.

Ye Jing also hugged him back, "If I will explain everything when I first meet, will I have a chance?"

"..."

No.

"If I met Xie Qingqi, would I still have a chance?"

“…”

Won't.

Without Xie Qingqi, Yi Chuyang might not like men at all.

But Yi Chuyang is really... really can't say it.

Because Ye Jing is really, really a very gentle person.

He will be considerate of everyone's feelings and will not embarrass anyone.

Such a person, how could Yi Chuyang be able to...

"If...if..."

"Yi Chuyang."

"Um?"

"My cowardice made me miss you..."

“…”

Ye Jing's words made Yi Chuyang unable to stay here, so he left first after finding an excuse.

When passing the parking lot, Yi Chuyang heard some unusual movements.

He couldn't help frowning, looking at the dark parking lot, "Who?"

“…”

"Coach?" Yi Chuyang took two steps to the place where the sound came from, "You—"

With a muffled sound—

Yi Chuyang felt a tingling pain in his neck, his eyes darkened, and he suddenly lost consciousness...

Xie Qingqi hugged him from the back, his eyes were soft and terrifying, he smiled slightly, and just looked at him little by little...

"Mom, I seem to... finally understand you a little..."

...

long long ago.....

Dad showed off his report card with great excitement, "You guys have a good look! Take a good look! Full marks! This is my son's!!"

At that time, Xie Qingqi just thought that it turned out... that he would be praised by his father only when he got full marks in the test.

But... how can he achieve full marks every time?

The pots and pans in the house crashed to the ground—

"Why! Why isn't this time the number one! Ah? Didn't you still number one last time?!" Dad slapped the young Xie Qingqi to the ground, pointed at his nose, and scolded him. , "Damn it! Fuck!! And the damn thing was overtaken by Li Guizi's ugly daughter, I think you are sincere, right?!" He said with another kick.

"......"

Dad gasped, "I'll feed you! I'll give you a drink! I didn't let you go out to work to earn money to support my son, and now you can't even read a book, so what's the use of asking you!!"

Xiaoqingqi felt aggrieved for a while, because his father didn't work at all. He was either drinking or playing cards every day, or beating him.

"It's not for you to raise it!"

The rebuttal he blurted out was met with a more severe beating...

"Stinky boy! Are you fucking courting death!?"

"Xie Qingqi! He is your father, what are you talking about! Can you talk to your father like this?!"

Xiao Qingqi stared blankly at his mother, who was standing opposite him, and his heart suddenly became half cold—

Dad grabbed Mom's neck and asked, "Damn it! Did you teach this?"

"No! Not really!"

Mom explained in the quarrel, retained in the scolding...

"..."

This farce finally ended when my mother gave my father a sum of money...  

'boom! ! ’

With the door slammed shut, Dad went to play cards again...

"..."

Xiao Qingqi's heart skipped a beat.

I couldn't hold back and started crying...

"Enough! Shut up! Don't cry!" Mom was about to be driven crazy, she squinted at the little green flag on the ground, and loudly accused: "It's all because of you! If it wasn't because of you, how could it be so? A lot of things happen! You are a broom star!!"

"Cry? Are you going to cry? Okay, cry! Go out and cry! Go out and cry! Don't cry in my house! Go out!!" Mom dragged Xie Qingqi out of the house, "I didn't support you, did you? I didn't support you, did I! Well, I bought everything in this house, and nothing belongs to you! Now, you can get out of here!"

......

Xiaoqingqi's back slammed into the wall of the corridor heavily, and slid to the ground like a mess of mud...

The adults who pass by will cast a surprised look, and then leave in a hurry...

No one wants to help him,

At that time, he had just started elementary school, and he was still too young, too young...

He didn't have the courage to run away from home because he would starve to death,

really...will starve...

So much so that Xie Qingqi couldn't help fantasizing when he recalled it later.

How good would it be if it really just went away at that time?

If you leave, there won't be so many things that happened later...

Maybe he will become a beggar begging along the street,

Maybe they will be sent to orphanages by well-meaning people,

may also be trafficked.

But at least, won't become a lunatic...

......

I do not know how long it has been.....

The door finally opened.

The bright lights in the house leaked out of the dim and damp corridor, reflecting on Xiao Qingqi's thin body.

"Will you still cry? Three! Two..."

Xiaoqingqi immediately shut up—

He bowed his head, bent his knees and hugged his legs, curled up in the corner of the corridor trembling.

He wanted to cry, but he never dared to speak out, because he was afraid that the door would be closed again.

......

in the room,

His mother rubbed the medicinal wine on him, apparently not yet calmed down, "Do you know how much I paid to maintain this family? Mom and Dad are already like this, can't you be a little more considerate? What's the trouble? ?! If you make trouble again, don't go back to this house!"

“…”

Xiao Qingqi bit her lip, forcing the pain not to open her mouth.

no pain...

It doesn't hurt at all...

Xie Qingqi, bear with it a little longer, the pain will soon be gone...

soon...  

"Mom and dad are doing this for your own good. Look at the ugly girl in the Li family. She is more obedient and well-behaved than you, and if her grades are better than you, how can you compare to others?"

"Starting from tomorrow, you are not allowed to go out to play and stay at home to study."

"You only have this face with me. At least you look more beautiful than that ugly girl, but you can still point to this face to eat in the future?"

"How nice would you be if you were a girl? My mother has a younger sister, who is just like you. She's a conscience!"

"With that good-looking face, I married a rich man and never came back."

"Also, don't talk about the fact that your father doesn't work. Mom's money belongs to Dad. It's all the same. Anyway, it doesn't cost you all in the end? Why doesn't it count as support?"

"And the money is enough. It doesn't matter if your father doesn't work."

In fact, Xiao Qingqi never knew where the money came from.

"Will the mother have no money?"

“…”

......

After a few years,

Mom, I'm not pretty anymore...

The face is always blue and purple, and the makeup time is getting longer and longer...

Every day, have to put a thick powder on face before going out to meet people.

And her explanation, every time, is the same.

"Your father is just in a bad mood. He just wants to let out his anger. After venting, he will still love us all the time."

Mother endured the pain on her face and smiled forcefully at Xiaoqingqi. don't know why, but it seemed that she was no longer as beautiful as before.

"Look, this is the new lipstick he bought for me, doesn't it look good? Is it okay for Mom to paint it on Qingqi?"

"Qing Qi is obedient. Dad doesn't usually do this, so you can't blame him, understand?"

Xie Qingqi's eyes became indifferent, and he said lightly: "Is that so?"

"Of course!"

"Is your mother out of money?"

"You are talking nonsense! How could I not!"

"..."

Not long after, my father really brought a woman back, and he was going to divorce his mother...

That woman doesn't look too young, and most importantly, she looks ordinary.

Even the current mother, Mingyan is much prettier than that woman.

Sure enough...beauty is useless.

"Don't you love me? Didn't you say you love me!"

"Fuck! Look at what you look like! Where's the look of the past?! Stinky, don't you know how dirty you are! And that bastard, I don't know if it's Lao Tzu's kind!"

"He is, he really is!"

"Even with your blood, that bastard is as dirty as you are!"

"..."

This scene accompanied Xie Qingqi to twelve years old,

During these long twelve years,

Xie Qingqi realized a truth, don't argue, don't resist, don't... think...

As long as you don't think about it, as long as you don't think about it...you won't be sad...

After the man left,

Xiao Qingqi looked at her mother who was slowly getting up from the ground, actually...not sad at all...

Mom smiled at him,

Xiaoqingqi can't help but feel numb in his back...

How on earth did she manage to laugh?

like a lunatic...