Chapter 102

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‘tick tock tick tock…’

The house was dead silent, only the sound of the ancient clock hanging on the wall, slowly crawling forward...

Looking in the mirror, the bruised mother was putting on lipstick.

In fact, the tube of lipstick had already been used up, and she was still in the twigs and leaves, stubbornly wanting to cut out some more to use.

When she looked up, she seemed to have noticed Xiao Qingqi, and her mother smiled and said, "Qing Qi... There is some money under the mattress, you can go to Granny Tang's to buy a bowl of chicken soup to drink. "

Xie Qingqi looked at her trembling hands and asked, "What about you?"

"Me?" Mom smiled again, "Mom wants to be with Dad."

"At, one, up..."

Xiao Qingqi whispered several times, and suddenly there was a wave in his eyes, "Is it worth it? Is it really necessary?"

Mom didn't answer.

Xiao Qingqi slowly raised his head and asked in a murmur, "What about me?"

"You?" Mom smiled. "You should find another home."

"Home? Isn't this place?"

"This is Dad and Mom's home."

"Then... will I still have a home?"

"......can you?"

......

Tommy's shop,

With the sound of a siren, a man rushed in with a rolling and crawling...

"Hey! Xie Qingqi! You, your home, your home..."

"I know." Xie Qingqi drank the soup expressionlessly.

"Blast! Big bang!"

The man looked at him in horror, but Xie Qingqi did not respond.

The person who came was completely stupid, "Crazy, madman... madman!"

night,

Xie Qingqi used the remaining money to stay overnight in the Sanwu Hotel in a remote alley.

The next day, a woman came, very beautiful, even more beautiful than my mother.

She claimed to be his aunt.

At that time, Xie Qingqi knew for the first time.

It turned out that my mother stole the family's money and eloped here with my father.

She said she was going to take him home now...

go home.....

home?

But that's the home of my brother and his parents, not Xie Qingqi's...

......

in the funeral home,

Xie Qingqi held a particularly heavy urn in his hand, because there were two people inside...

He didn't expect that his mother, who loved beauty all his life, would choose to leave in such a tragic way.

When the gas exploded, the two of them happened to be hugging each other.

The pieces are scattered all over the place and can't be separated anymore...

After the whole ceremony, Xie Qingqi did not shed a single tear.

He actually wanted to cry, but it seemed...he couldn't cry.

‘Mom, they call me cold-blooded and call me crazy. ’

'I'm actually kind of happy, maybe... what they said was right. ’

'I've become a lunatic too...'

......

Yi Chuyang woke up in a strange and shabby place, and suddenly there was a tingling pain in the back of his neck, as if he had fallen asleep.

"hiss"

"you're awake?"

I saw Xie Qingqi holding a fruit plate and standing at the door looking at him with a half-smile.

Yi Chuyang was startled and immediately sat up—

"Good morning, it looks like you have a good rest."

Yi Chuyang quickly scanned the room.

The room was very dilapidated, and the entire wall was black, as if it had been burned by a fire.

The walls were covered with old and yellowed certificates of honor after being burned, and it was completely impossible to see who the owner of the certificate was.

Beneath the certificate is an equally dilapidated single-person desk, the four corners of which have been peeled off.

On the back of the chair in front of the desk is Xie Qingqi's coat. Although it is only a woolen coat, if you compare it with the whole room, it looks extremely inconsistent...

Yi Chuyang had probably never seen such a dilapidated place in his life.

Xie Qingqi walked in with a smile, "Don't bother, it's just the two of us here."

Hearing the sound, Yi Chuyang squinted at him, "What the hell is this place?"

Xie Qingqi elbowed his elbows, put down the fruit plate, and covered his emotions without a trace...

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Yi Chuyang suddenly became vigilant and asked, "Xie Qingqi, what are you trying to do?"

"Huh?" Xie Qingqi turned to look at him, and said with a smile on his face, "What do I want to do, isn't it clear enough now?"

Yi Chuyang narrowed his eyes, "Are you crazy?"

"How did you know?" Xie Qingqi took two steps forward, put his hands on the footboard of the bed, and replied in a good mood, "I am indeed a lunatic."

"..."

Xie Qingqi turned and took out a pack of cigarettes from the pocket of his coat. As soon as he took out one, his hand paused, and he turned his head and asked, "Do you want it?"

Yi Chuyang refused to answer, and Xie Qingqi didn't care either. He leaned his back against the desk, sat down on his own, took a sip, and asked calmly, "Has Ye Jing confessed to you?"

"..." Yi Chuyang didn't answer him directly, "Didn't you already see it?"

Otherwise, why would he be tied up?

"So, are you going to be with him now?"

Yi Chuyang glanced at him lightly, then smiled: "Does this have anything to do with you?!"

Xie Qingqi was stunned for a while, then directly extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and said solemnly: "Do you admit it?"

Yi Chuyang raised his eyebrows, but didn't say anything.

Can you force him to say no?

Xie Qingqi rushed forward with a single step, grabbed Yi Chuyang's hair, and said angrily, "You fucking admit it!!"

"Let go." Yi Chuyang pulled his face down immediately, "I'm calling you a fucking—"

Xie Qingqi kissed him without hesitation, his knuckled fingers pressed down on the back of Yi Chuyang's neck, deepening the kiss.

.....

Xie Qingqi let go of him and took a breath, "I'll give you two choices."

"..."

"The first one, do it with me, and then we'll leave here together. You said that you don't care about my past, so take today as the standard. For the past twenty-seven years, don't bother or try to explore me. The past. Walk out of this door, I, Xie Qingqi, are yours for the rest of my life."

"Second, there is a fruit knife in the fruit bowl..."

Yi Chuyang couldn't help sneering, "What? If I don't agree to the first one, I will kill me?"

"No." Xie Qingqi shook his head, "The door is right there, you can leave at any time."

That's all said and done, what are you waiting for?

Yi Chuyang got up and wanted to leave, Xie Qingqi immediately said, "But I will stop you."

"The desperate kind!"

Yi Chuyang's footsteps stopped immediately.

Xie Qingqi looked at his back, his voice trembling, "Second, there is a fruit knife in the fruit bowl and a suicide note in the drawer."

Yi Chuyang turned around and looked at him uncertainly, "What do you mean?"

"Kill me." Xie Qingqi said, "The police will find what I prepared. With me, you will be fine."

"You fucking...are you crazy!!"

Yi Chuyang was completely unaware that his voice was shaking...

Now this... I'm afraid this is the real Xie Qingqi, right?

Xie Qingqi went directly and hugged him, Yi Chuyang seemed to...can't move at all...

"You choose, or shall I choose for you?"

"Don't choose! I don't choose either!!"

crazy! Simply insane! !

"You... lunatic..."

"From the moment you didn't want me, I've been crazy." Xie Qingqi suddenly hugged Yi Chuyang tighter, "I thought I loved you as much as I did three years ago. Unfortunately, I was wrong. Three years ago, I loved you more. Three years ago, I could bear not to look for you." Xie Qingqi's voice gradually became choked, "But I can't do it now... I will die. Chuyang, did you hear me? I'm going to die, I'm really going to die! You might as well just kill me now..."

“…”

Yi Chuyang seemed to be stuck in his throat, opened his mouth several times, and then said: "Xie Qingqi, calm down first."

"I've always been calm." Xie Qingqi frantically looked like a lunatic, "I'm just too calm..."

"But I remember, I wasn't like this before. Chu Yang... I wasn't like this before, I really wasn't like this before! You know..." Xie Qingqi kept staring at him like this, It seems that he wants to seek a certain affirmation in his eyes, "You know, right?"

"If you're really angry, hit me, beat me, or just kill me!" With hope in Xie Qingqi's eyes, he was completely mad, "Is this enough to relieve my anger?"

Yi Chuyang's scalp was numb from his appearance.

Xie Qingqi hugged him again, his whole face buried in Yi Chuyang's shoulder, "Don't be angry with me again, okay?"

"..."

Seeing Yi Chuyang's unwillingness to respond, Xie Qingqi immediately became angry, "You clearly said that you love me, why don't you love me now that you don't love me?"

Xie Qingqi grabbed his neck and his whole arm was shaking, "You keep saying that you love me! In a blink of an eye, it's unclear to Ye Jing. Yi Chuyang, you really just care about me and Xiao Ran. Is it? Or is it just an excuse for you to get rid of me?"

Xie Qingqi's expression sank, "It's really... an excellent reason."

"Think about it, which one do you choose?"

Xie Qingqi loosened his neck and turned to stroke Yi Chuyang's face.

"Don't worry, at the club, I have already asked for a good leave for you." He smiled gently, "You have time, think slowly..."

Yi Chuyang stared into his eyes and said, "Xie Qingqi, don't make me hate you!"

"Hate me?" Xie Qingqi laughed immediately, "Hahahaha..."

Suddenly, he stopped laughing, and replied seriously, "Please, hate me more."