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    Chapter 111

    ...

    Yi Chuyang walked down the narrow and dim building in a trance...

    It is the narrow road that Xie Qingqi has always walked through since he was a child.

    He could almost imagine...that the still young Xie Qingqi was sitting in front of the steps at the entrance of the stairs, and no one wanted to talk to him.

    How lonely would he be at that time?

    A person who has no friends and doesn't know how to be nice to others.

    Because he is afraid of losing, he is very likely to try to please others. As long as others are happy, maybe.... maybe they will not leave him again...

    "Hold....!"

    Yi Chuyang punched the mottled wall, which was as fragile as paper, with debris falling everywhere...

    What did he say to Xie Qingqi and what did he do? !

    And what was most unacceptable to him was that after so many insults and slanders, Xie Qingqi... still held on to him and refused to let go...

    It was Yi Chuyang who couldn't drive away no matter what,

    At that time, Xie Qingqi was really... how desperate...?

    The more he thought about it, the more flustered Yi Chuyang felt...

    If at that time, if at that time he did not look back! Is Xie Qingqi dead now?

    If Yi Chuyang only saw this after his death...

    So how should he handle himself?

    he does not know.

    It turns out that he too, almost...just a little....became a murderer.

    .....

    The sky outside was already foggy and dark, and the dimly lit street lamps in the hutong also lit up, and the wind suddenly became stronger...

    It was the end of autumn, and the weather was getting colder quickly. Yi Chuyang couldn't help wrapping his thin coat, and suddenly paused——

    He actually took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from his jacket pocket! ?

    When is this?

    Why is he not impressed at all?

    But... Coupled with this desolate scene, and this rotten mood, Yi Chuyang really wanted to have that one.

    With a cigarette between his fingers, he lit the fire several times, all of which were blown out by the wind...

    "Tsk!"

    Yi Chuyang turned around irritably, faced the wind with his back, and fought several times, but still failed.

    He was so angry that he threw the unlit cigarette in his hand to the corner. Looking at the broken cigarette on the ground, he silently put away the lighter, turned around in silence, and wanted to leave this ghost place...

    Unexpectedly, at a corner, Xie Qingqi.... actually appeared! ! !

    The two looked at each other and shook their heads at the same time...

    "You..." Xie Qingqi's dazed eyes seemed to hold a little hope, "Why are you here?"

    "I..." Yi Chuyang scratched his head and looked down at the shoes in embarrassment. For a while, he hadn't figured out how to speak, or, in other words, where should he start... ?

    Xie Qingqi's lips turned pale in an instant, and he murmured, "Did you... know something?"

    “…”

    Xie Qingqi asked again, "What do you know..."

    "I know it all!" Yi Chuyang met his eyes at once, took a breath, and said again: "Xie Qingqi, I know it all..."

    “…”

    Xie Qingqi clenched his fists secretly, perhaps out of shame and anger. He gritted his teeth and said angrily, "Yi Chuyang, who do you think you are? Why do you....why spy on my past?"

    "..."

    Yi Chuyang was silent for a moment, and only said, "I'm sorry."

    Besides, he really doesn't know what to say...

    "I'm sorry? Oh, what do you have to be sorry for me...?" Xie Qingqi tilted his head and sneered, nodded, and when he looked back, his eyes were already a little wet, "Yi Chuyang, are you treating everyone? It's all like this? I'm begging you, okay?! Please, put away your self-righteous understanding. At least, I don't want to see it at all."

    'Yi Chuyang, hold your breath...he's just...too scared. ’

    "Qingqi..."

    As soon as Yi Chuyang's hand touched him, he was immediately thrown away by Xie Qingqi——

    "Yi Chuyang! What are you doing!"

    "We have broken up! Break up!!"

    "I am alive or dead, what does it have to do with you?!" Xie Qingqi almost used a pleading tone, "Let me fend for itself..."

    "Qing Qi, don't do this."

    Yi Chuyang grabbed his arm again, Xie Qingqi struggled desperately...

    "let go!"

    "Xie Qingqi.... Xie Qingqi... Xie Qingqi! Look at me!!"

    "Do not...."

    The two were pulling hard...

    Yi Chuyang pulled him tightly, and he suddenly roared, "You look into my eyes!!"

    Xie Qingqi shook for a while, but still stubbornly lowered his head and refused to look at him, "I don't want..."

    "What do you want?"

    “…”

    "say!"

    "..."

    Yi Chuyang rolled his Adam's apple up and down. He bent down and tried to coax Xie Qingqi, "Xie Qingqi, you have to let me know... let me know what you don't want... OK?"

    Xie Qingqi twitched his lips and said word by word, "Don't...look at me..."

    He opened Yi Chuyang's hand bit by bit, "I don't want...don't you look at me..."

    "Qing Qi... Qing Qi... Look at me! Look at me..."

    "I don't want it!!!" Xie Qingqi was on the verge of collapse, "Why do you want to take care of me?"

    "Yi Chuyang...I beg you, I beg you...don't force me..."

    Xie Qingqi's appearance... It's really distressing...

    Yi Chuyang couldn't even bear to watch it again...

    He started directly, hugged Xie Qingqi tightly, and didn't want to let go for a moment...

    He tried to keep his voice soft and slow...

    "Xie Qingqi... I've read it all. Did you hear it? I said, your diary, I've read it bit by bit..."

    Xie Qingqi looked at the burning clouds in the sky, choked and said, "The day my parents died..."

    "I know."

    "I can't really perceive the world..."

    Yi Chuyang gradually tightened his arms, "I know."

    "And my aunt and the others..."

    "I know."

    "Shh-"

    Yi Chuyang said softly in his ear: "Don't say it, I know... I know it all."

    For someone as proud as Xie Qingqi, these past events have almost become his untouchable bottom line.

    In this world, except for himself, now, only Yi Chuyang knows...

    ...

    Yi Chuyang's cell phone keeps ringing...

    "cell phone."

    Xie Qingqi reminded him, but he didn't want to let go of Xie Qingqi, "Don't care."

    "Look at it..." Xie Qingqi said lightly, "It's been a long time."

    "Okay..." Yi Chuyang, "Don't be afraid and don't run, okay?"

    "..."

    Xie Qingqi didn't speak, and Yi Chuyang immediately became anxious, "You promise me."

    "Um...."

    It was not until Xie Qingqi agreed that Yi Chuyang released him with confidence.

    He glanced at his phone, paused involuntarily, took two steps not far away, and then answered the call, "Brother Zhen?"

    The phone is on,

    Qin Zhen was silent for a while, and then said lightly, "Why don't you pick up tomorrow?"

    Yi Chuyang scratched his hair irritably, and was really in no mood to talk to Qin Zhen, "Brother Zhen, what's the matter?"

    Qin Zhen replied calmly, "It's nothing, it's just an underground casino. Someone ran away. Jiang Yan asked me to tell you to be careful."

    "Running? What does this have to do with me?"

    "Because, he lost money because of you."

    "because I?"

    Yi Chuyang paused for a moment, and immediately reacted——

    He had also heard before that some people put the wins and losses of electronic competitions on the gambling table, and heard that the games are generally relatively large.

    "When did you run?"

    "It was probably early in the morning, and it was already noon when I found out. Jiang Yan is chasing him now, where are you now? It's better to be careful, these people are gambling with their lives, and they can do anything."

    "okay, I get it."

    Yi Chu just hung up the phone when he heard a faint voice behind him, "Do you really know?"

    ! ! !

    Yi Chuyang suddenly turned around,

    Xie Qingqi was being held by the neck of a person who looked very depressed at this time...

    Just as he was about to step up, the man immediately said vigilantly, "Don't move!"

    Yi Chuyang stopped immediately——

    Yi Chuyang tried to ask, "Who are you?!"

    The man hummed, "Who are you asking me?"

    "You..." Yi Chuyang was stunned for a moment, then suddenly shouted, "Pan Hao?!"

    "Hahaha!!"

    Pan Hao took off his hat and looked at Yi Chuyang, his eyes flashed for a moment, and he couldn't help sighing: "It really is an old classmate...you recognized it right away."

    "How did you become this..." Yi Chuyang stopped for a while, and immediately said what was in his mind, "You just came out of the casino?!"

    Pan Hao was not surprised at all, "It seems that the phone call just now has taught you a lot..."

    Yi Chuyang didn't answer and asked, "How do you know I'm here?"

    "AUW... Who doesn't know that the famous Yang God is the ace of AUW?"

    "So, you squat on me?"

    "did not expect?"

    "Indeed." Yi Chuyang went straight to the point, "Tell me, what do you want?"

    "What do I think!" Pan Hao was immediately excited, "Fuck! You already lost one fucking time, why can't you not lose one more time?!"

    "What the hell?" Yi Chuyang frowned, "If you win in the casino, you will lose. Since you have the ability to gamble, you must be prepared to lose. Who can win every time?"

    "I can do it." Pan Hao was quite confident. He suddenly smiled evilly and said, "I knew this was the case... I should have inserted this knife into your hand!"

    "What do you mean?"

    Before Pan Hao could answer, Xie Qingqi immediately said, "You pushed Chu Yang downstairs?!"

    "..."

    "Oh, you're quite smart, no wonder you're a scholar." Pan Hao was very excited, and even played tricks with him, "Unfortunately.... it's more than that..."

    Xie Qingqi scolded lowly, "Fuck!"

    "It's very exciting, senior. Does this hurt?"

    "But I advise you, don't move, after all swords have no eyes..."

    As he said that, he immediately brought the blade in his hand closer to Xie Qingqi's skin by an inch.

    At this time, Xie Qingqi's neck had begun to ooze blood...

    "Pan Hao!"

    Pan Hao immediately glanced at Yi Chuyang, "Is Yangshen in a hurry too?"

    Yi Chuyang didn't want to deal with him, so he asked at once, "What do you want? Money? How much do you want?"

    "Is this afraid?" Pan Hao was obviously not enjoying himself, "Aren't you the sun god? Will there be times when you are afraid?"

    Yi Chuyang clenched his fists tightly, gritted his teeth and asked, "What do you want...?"

    Pan Hao showed a successful smile, "Since you caused me to lose money, it shouldn't be too much for me to ask you for a hand, right?"

    Xie Qingqi immediately refuted it, "You might as well kill him like that!"

    "Senior, what are you in such a hurry to do? Whether his life is yours or his hands, it's not certain, do you think so? Yang Shen?"

    "..."

    Yi Chuyang was silent,

    'Yi Chuyang is really Yi Chuyang... How could he be threatened by others? ’

    In Xie Qingqi's eyes, did he always feel that I would not make sacrifices for him?

    ...

    Pan Hao got a little impatient, "Yangshen, have you made up your mind? No matter how hard you try, you won't be able to save your life."

    "it is good."

    When Yi Chu masculine raised his eyes, Xie Qingqi suddenly thumped in his heart——

    Pan Hao actually wanted to laugh, "Huh? What did you say? Say it again."

    Yi Chuyang said with a sullen face, "I said yes. Do you want your left hand or your right hand?"

    "That doesn't matter, anyway, if you waste one, your life is probably over."

    "..."

    Yi Chuyang directly stretched out his left hand, "Go ahead."

    "..."

    Xie Qingqi lowered his head and said to himself, "How can you..."

    Yi Chuyang looked lonely, "Qingqi..."

    "I do not accept!!"

    Xie Qingqi gritted his teeth and slashed directly at the blade—

    "Xie Qingqi—!!"

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