Chapter 117

"......"

I feel that no matter what Xie Qingqi says now, Yi Chuyang feels very uncomfortable.

He came here today because he didn't want to see Xie Qingqi like this.

Such him is not the Xie Qingqi who was once guarded by Yi Chuyang as his life.

Although Yi Chuyang would be jealous, he was jealous of everyone who came and went by Xie Qingqi's side.

But compared to this, he is more afraid that he will have a bad life...

And, blame it all on yourself.

If two years ago, they didn't let go; if six years ago, they didn't make a difference; if he was ten years older than Xie Qingqi, if he could tear apart the sky and hug Xie Qingqi when he was young——

Will all this be different?

But none of these Xie Qingqi knew,

He was even a little scared, afraid of Yi Chuyang who fell into such contemplation...

Afraid of Yi Chuyang's decision at a certain moment,

It will drive Xie Qingqi, the whole person, into the abyss that is beyond redemption——

"I just talked about me, not about you." Xie Qingqi's throat tightened and he asked cautiously, "What about you? How have you been in the past two years? Do you have someone you like?"

"I?"

Yi Chuyang paused, thinking about his life in the past two years, it was really boring.

"I'm quite busy. I'm too busy to learn management, to lead the team, to play games, too busy to sleep..."

"That's how it is..."

Xie Qingqi nodded, not knowing what kind of answer he wanted to get?

What's the use of asking?

No matter who Yi Chuyang will be in the future, it will never be Xie Qingqi's...

Seeing that Xie Qingqi was in a low mood, Yi Chuyang asked, "What are you thinking about?"

"Oh no, nothing..." Xie Qingqi immediately changed the subject, "What about Shen and Shen Xinghui? How is he?"

"Shen Xinghui?"

Yi Chuyang paused, not expecting Xie Qingqi to suddenly mention Shen Xinghui.

Is it possible that he still thinks that he and he can still make a pair?

"Shen Xinghui has a partner." Yi Chuyang simply finished it all at once, "As for the coach, you don't need to ask. As early as that night two years ago, I had already rejected him."

When Yi Chuyang said these words, he just hoped to get other reactions from Xie Qingqi.

Just a little, even just a little...

"Ah...Is that so?" Xie Qingqi nodded indifferently, "That's a pity."

"Do you feel pity?"

"It's really a pity..."

"Actually, their conditions are really good." Xie Qingqi said seriously: "It's also a good match for you."

Yi Chuyang gritted his teeth, barely revealing two words, "Really?"

Xie Qingqi lowered his head and concealed the sadness in his eyes without leaving any traces. Then he raised his voice and said, "There must be some good things around you now. I think you should try more."

"..."

Yi Chuyang stared at him without saying a word, staring at Xie Qingqi's heart...

"You want me to try more?"

Yi Chuyang walked over, and every step he took towards him seemed to be walking on Xie Qingqi's heart...

He pressed him coldly, "Do you really think that?"

“…”

Xie Qingqi lowered his head and refused to answer...

Yi Chuyang stared at Xie Qingqi, silent for a while, then he suddenly sighed, "Answer me!"

"What do you want to see? See me with someone else?"

"Then what else do you want to hear? Hear me living with someone else? I marry someone else? And then, with everyone's blessing, grow old together?"

"Say it! Why didn't you say it?!"

"Tell me, what else do you want to see? I'll satisfy you, okay?" Yi Chuyang pressed him, "Tell me! What the hell do you want from me?!!"

"What can I do!!!"

Xie Qingqi raised his head sharply and stared at Yi Chuyang's eyes, "What can I do?"

He repeated the question given by Yi Chuyang and sneered, "Okay, now you tell me, if you want to be with someone else, what can I do? What the hell can I do?! You tell me! What the hell am I supposed to think now?!!"

"..."

"..."

Both were gasping for breath...

After slowly calming down, Xie Qingqi gradually realized that he... seems to have crossed the line again.

His eyes began to evade, "Yes, I'm sorry."

"Thank you Qingqi!"

Yi Chuyang clenched his fists to the point of trembling, and said angrily, "What the hell are you apologizing here now!?"

"Don't you fucking have no boyfriend?!" Why do you keep avoiding me? Why do you have to push me out! ? "Yi Chuyang couldn't bear it any longer, he grabbed his shoulder roughly and forced him to look at himself, "You don't like me at all, I don't believe it! Xie Qingqi, did you hear that? I do not believe! ! "

The emotions in Yi Chuyang's eyes fluctuated, and even his breathing was trembling, "Could it be that in your eyes, I can't even compare to them?"

Hearing this, Xie Qingqi's heart seemed to be scratched by some sharp weapon.

He forced himself to stay awake, he looked into Yi Chuyang's eyes, only one syllable appeared from his lips and teeth, "Yes..."

Yi Chuyang's breathing stagnated, "You said....what?"

Xie Qingqi's heart sank,

Little by little, he broke Yi Chuyang's hand off his shoulder, as if he wanted to peel off his heart from his body...

"Yi Chuyang, with you. Except quarrels are quarrels, too tired...I can't feel any happiness."

Yi Chuyang asked back: "Then you are very happy with them?"

"I'm happy when I do it with them."

Xie Qingqi reluctantly twitched the corner of his mouth, "What's wrong? Are you not convinced? Want to prove yourself?"

"If you don't talk about feelings, I can do it with you." Saying that, Xie Qingqi's hand had already put his hand on Yi Chuyang's shoulder.

“…”

"It's just right, it's been loosened anyway, and even the foreplay has been saved." Xie Qingqi suddenly hooked his neck and deliberately rubbed against him, "How about it? Come directly?"

With a cold face, Yi Chuyang took the hand that hooked him and peeled it off his body, "Do you do the same to them?"

Xie Qingqi clearly felt it...

Yi Chuyang...really angry...

The force that squeezed his wrist was extremely strong, and the bones were compressed and painful...

Xie Qingqi rolled his Adam's apple, gritted his teeth and endured the pain, sucking in the slightest cold breath, and deliberately exclaimed: "Who is going to go? What's the difference between you and them?"

“…”

......

Yi Chuyang rushed out of the door in a fit of anger—

At this moment, Li Jue just walked in, and without raising his eyes, he shouted, "I said! Didn't I ask you to call me, didn't you...?"

Looking at the angry Yi Chuyang, he couldn't help but be stunned, pointed at Yi Chuyang and stammered: "You, you!"

“…”

Here comes the door...  

Yi Chuyang looked back at Xie Qingqi behind him, gritted his teeth and resisted the attack on the spot, beating his 'sweet man'.

He ignored Li Yue's shoulder and rushed out——

"..."

Looking at the lonely door, and the figure of the man who has long disappeared...

Xie Qingqi suddenly felt short of breath...

"You really... deserve better." Xie Qingqi narrowed his eyes slightly, "at least... better than me."

Li Yue hadn't realized what was going on, and was speechless, "You, did you really go looking for him?!"

Looking up again, Xie Qingqi's eyes were indifferent and indifferent, "Go away!!!"

"I—" Li Jue suddenly choked, "I'm not at a loss?! Who am I provoking?!"

'Boom-'

Xie Qingqi slammed the door shut, leaned his back against the door, and listened to Li Yue's rambling voice outside the door, he gradually... collapsed to the ground...

Trembling all over, he covered his face with his hands,

‘Now, should he hate me to death? ’

'But that's fine, that's fine...'

'This is...the best...'

He clearly wanted to laugh, but unknowingly cried...

Crying harder than ever...

......

Unconsciously, Yi Chuyang went to the unfinished building again...

Looking at the scene in front of him, he irritably grabbed a handful of his hair, "What a fucking!!"

"Every day, it's so damn bad luck!!"

"This love, who the fuck likes to talk about it!" Said, Yi Chuyang kicked the pile of small broken stones on the ground fiercely

"Never mind that dog thing, I'm a fucking dog!!"

......

When Yi Chuyang was walking back, he passed by Granny Tang's shop, but he didn't expect it was still open! !

He glanced at the time, it was afternoon...

Granny Tang squinted her eyes and seemed to notice him, "The soup is already sold out, come back tomorrow."

Yi Chuyang looked at her silently, Granny Tang... She seems to be much older than she looked two years ago...

Walking slowly, and taking two more steps, Yi Chuyang was afraid that she would fall.

"What is mother-in-law going to do?" Yi Chuyang went over and helped her sit down, "I'll help you."

"Then talk to me."

Yi Chuyang paused, didn't speak, just nodded.

"How are you and your partner?"

Yi Chuyang was startled for a moment, "Mother Tang, remember me?!"

shouldn't be...

How could she possibly remember? !

There are so many people coming and going in this store every day, but Yi Chuyang has only seen her once, and it was two years ago!!

"Of course, after all...you're the only kid who made me an exception."

Yi Chuyang was stunned, "It turns out to be like this..."

Thinking about it now, buying soup here two years ago seems like a node between Yi Chuyang and Xie Qingqi.

One step forward is endless quarrel, and the next step is endless love.

They are connected, and they go back and forth...

Both mutually exclusive and mutually attached.

But it has been stuck there and can't get through.

Until they lose patience with each other and get bored with each other...