Chapter 121

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Yi Chuyang put the chicken soup on the table in the living room, "Surprise?"

"Yes." Xie Qingqi stared at him, not afraid that he would get angry, and said bluntly: "Because before, you would hardly look back."

Yi Chuyang paused, thinking about it, if he could turn around once in the past. Will they waste so much time between them?

But he didn't say it, and finally only said two words, "Eat."

Xie Qingqi couldn't understand what he was doing now. Now that he's gone, what would he do when he came back?

Naturally, he doesn't want anything from him.

Xie Qingqi put his arms around his chest and leaned against the door frame, "I don't want it."

Yi Chuyang got up and frowned at him, his body was so bad, how dare he not eat? !

"Are you going to eat or not!!!"

Xie Qingqi has always been soft and not hard. The more fierce Yi Chuyang is, the less Xie Qingqi will let him.

He said firmly: "I don't!"

"I'm leaving?"

Xie Qingqi was not used to him either, "Then let's go."

“…”

Yi Chuyang gritted his teeth,

'Fuck...it doesn't work? ! ’

Yi Chuyang clenched his fist tightly, then released it again...

He couldn't help sighing, and his tone was rarely soft, "Just take two bites, okay?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi glanced at him and said nothing.

Sitting on the sofa silently, he didn't give Yi Chuyang a good look.

Yi Chuyang was soaked all over, and he couldn't sit on the sofa.

I simply knelt on one knee on the ground and hurriedly untied the knot on the plastic bag. was afraid that the chicken soup would spill, so the tie was a little tight...

As he explained, he said to himself, "I came back to say: whether it's a laptop or a desktop, it's just the same string of code numbers. These days, when even the code has program errors, let alone people."

"As a human being, you will starve, you will get sick, and you will make mistakes." The knot was finally untied, and Yi Chuyang looked up at him, "Xie Qingqi, you are neither a laptop, nor is what I want. desktop."

Xie Qingqi's eyes seem to start to loosen...

Immediately afterwards, Yi Chuyang opened the lid, and Xie Qingqi's attention was immediately attracted by the fragrance...

"Granny Tang's chicken soup?!" Xie Qingqi was a little surprised, after all, he was not very close to there, "Did you buy it specially?"

Seeing that Xie Qingqi finally reacted, Yi Chuyang quickly struck while the iron was hot and said, "Qingqi, I was really too impulsive last night, I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

"I also admit that I am very jealous. I am jealous of all the people who have touched you in the past, even those who have just coveted you. I can't control myself, and I hope you are mine alone. "

“…”

Xie Qingqi moved his lips, but he couldn't say a single syllable...

Yi Chuyang then said: "I know this kind of thinking is wrong, so I won't do it in the future, and I won't be so excessive in the future. Unless you agree, I won't touch you again, trust me once, OK?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi's expression gradually eased a lot. He pursed his lips and said, "I don't blame you."

Seeing that Yi Chuyang was about to speak again, Xie Qingqi said first: "Men are visual animals, and they will always like to look good. As a man, I can understand this." Xie Qingqi looked at him and said what he was hiding in his heart, " But Chuyang, I will be 30 years old this year. No matter how good-looking the skin is, I can't keep it for a few years. I can't be so beautiful forever. "

Yi Chuyang immediately retorted, "You don't need to be beautiful all the time."

"When you're in your early thirties, I'll be forty years old." Xie Qingqi didn't pay attention to his words, and still said in his own way: "This face is like my bargaining chip. If I lose it, I don't know what else I can use. keep you."

"..."

Yi Chuyang was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time. He didn't know that Xie Qingqi would still care about this kind of thing.

"You can be crazy for me now, and you can also be more beautiful in the future." Xie Qingqi suddenly thought of his father's lover and couldn't help but feel lost, "Even, you don't need to be too beautiful, as long as you have a better character than me, There is also the possibility of replacing me."

“…”

Yi Chuyang held back for a long time, and then asked, "In your eyes, am I such a person?"

"I know you're not." Xie Qingqi looked into his eyes and said hurtfully, "What I'm afraid of is that you don't love me anymore, but you have to be responsible for me."

Yi Chuyang murmured, "I won't..."

"Yi Chuyang, I can't bear such an ending." Xie Qingqi 1 took a breath of cold air tremblingly, and then said, "Since it will be lost sooner or later, why waste each other's time? It's better to let go from the beginning."

"Can't......"

"I am also a self-aware person who knows what the hell I am like." He no longer looked into Yi Chuyang's eyes, "Unbearable, inferior, jealous, negative..."

"you are not!!"

"It seems that all the negative energy that can be spoken has gathered on me."

One second before Yi Chuyang broke out, Xie Qingqi pressed Yi Chuyang's shoulder and said softly: "Since I have owned it for a while, that's enough. Going down...I I'm afraid I'll give up."

"Then don't give it up!" Yi Chuyang grabbed his wrist, knelt on one knee on the ground, lowered his head, and said tremblingly, "Xie Qingqi, don't give up on me..."

"We broke up not because you were not good enough." Xie Qingqi said patiently, "but because you are too good and I am too bad, I will delay you."

"Who said that?!" Yi Chuyang raised his head suddenly, "Who the hell said you were a burden! Xie Qingqi... The reason why I am here today is because you want me to be like this!"

"Don't you want me to be a better person? I went to learn management, played hard, and learned to become mature. I worked so hard for you to get to where I am today, how can you say you don't want me now? "

After the storm...  

The world is in chaos, gradually returning to tranquility...

“…”

“…”

"Yi Chuyang, young people are ignorant. In the past, I was the one who pulled you forcibly." Xie Qingqi was really about to collapse, "Now, I let you go, and you... let me go. Okay? "

......

Yi Chuyang froze all over, he silently let go of his hand and avoided his eyes. He pushed the chicken soup on the table in front of Xie Qingqi, "Hurry up and drink the soup. It won't taste good when it's cold."

"..."

Xie Qingqi stopped talking and drank the still-hot chicken soup silently.

Yi Chuyang looked at him, smiled forcefully, and said half-jokingly, "I'm just looking at the cottage, and Zhuge Liang has invited them out. Why is it so difficult to come to you?"

His words seemed to hit Xie Qingqi's softest heart.

The wall that Xie Qingqi had built with great difficulty suddenly collapsed—

Xie Qingqi cried, tears falling into the soup one by one...

"Chuyang...don't be like this...I only have this bit of backbone left..."

"I beg you, don't crush me, okay?"

"I'm afraid I won't be able to take it anymore...I'm really...really dying..."

He was very aggrieved, like a child, wiping his tears indiscriminately,

"sorry......"

"Chuyang...I dare not..."

"I don't dare to like you anymore...I'm afraid..."

Yi Chuyang was looking at him almost with pleading eyes, "Then I like you, okay?"

"not good...."

Saying these two words, Xie Qingqi couldn't control his emotions even more...

"Okay, don't cry.... Don't cry..." Yi Chuyang took a few pieces of paper, wiped his tears, and said softly, "I won't force you. ."

A flash of pain suddenly flashed in Yi Chuyang's eyes, "We're not together anymore..."

"We're not together anymore..." He looked at him and said in a trembling voice, "We're not together anymore, okay?"

"You can do whatever you want, I will listen to you."

"So....you stop crying..."

"I can't stand it..."

Yi Chuyang took a deep breath, controlled his unstable emotions, and whispered: "Xie Qingqi, I don't care what you think, in my eyes, you are the best. In the future, I will accompany you, no matter what. In any capacity, I will be here."

"Are you stupid?"

"Okay." Yi Chuyang said with a smile: "Then I admit, to you, I am indeed a fool."

If you don't want to take the initiative, then I will come from now on, you can meet as you wish, and do what you want.

Xie Qingqi stretched out his hand, for some reason, he just... just wanted to touch Yi Chuyang's face.

Unexpectedly, Yi Chuyang avoided it subconsciously.

In Xie Qingqi's astonishment, he quickly explained: "Don't touch me, I have chills on my body. You are so bad now, you have to take good care of them."

Xie Qingqi flexed his fingers, "Then... go and change your clothes."

Yi Chuyang said, "I may not be able to wear your clothes."

"There are a few sets of your old clothes in the closet." Xie Qingqi didn't look at him when he spoke.

Yi Chuyang was just stunned for a moment, without asking more, nodded and said, "Okay."

.....

Yi Chuyang took off his soaked clothes, Xie Qingqi consciously wanted to avoid it, but he couldn't help but want to see...

It doesn't look good, but at a glance, the problem is found.

"What's wrong with your chest?"

Xie Qingqi asked, and Yi Chuyang noticed that his chest was red...

Because he was afraid that the chicken soup would be drenched in the rain, Yi Chuyang accidentally burned himself when he was protecting his chest.

"Oh, it's okay." Yi Chuyang quickly put on his clothes.

Xie Qingqi was stunned for a moment, and then he reacted, "Are you—"

Thinking of the last soup, when brought it back, it was also very hot...

Xie Qingqi's heart twitched hard, "Are you stupid?"

Yi Chuyang squatted beside him, tilted his head to tease him, "Do you feel bad for me?"

"Isn't it hot?" Xie Qingqi touched Yi Chuyang's heart through a thin T-shirt, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"That's weird!" Xie Qingqi didn't believe it at all, "I'll go find ointment for you."

Just as Xie Qingqi was about to get up, he was pulled back by Yi Chuyang, "Let's talk later, let me hold you for a while."

"Hugger for a while..."

"The next time I can hold you like this, I don't know when it will be."

“…”

Xie Qingqi didn't dare to speak or move.

"Xie Qingqi..." Yi Chuyang's tears were already in circles in his eyes, "I really... Really love you..."

The author has something to say:

Just two elementary school chickens pecking each other, you are fierce and I am fierce, you are soft and I am soft.