Chapter 123

'click'

Li Yue closed the door, and Xie Qingqi also consciously sat down on the relaxation chair.

Li Jue casually played a piece of soothing music, and tried to keep the sound as low as possible...

This will not only allow Xie Qingqi to concentrate more, so that it will not affect Yi Chuyang in the living room outside the door, and listen to the conversation between them with the earphones prepared in advance.

Li Yue usually asked first, "How are you feeling today?"

Xie Qingqi looked at the ceiling, the melodious music rang in his ears, he slowly closed his eyes, couldn't help but tickled the corners of his mouth, smiled and said, "Very good."

Even if he wasn't looking at him, Li Jue could sense the joy in Xie Qingqi's heart from the tone of Xie Qingqi's voice.

Li Yue was also sincerely happy for him, and couldn't help but tease: "It seems that this night has been very helpful to you."

Li Yue took the medical record book, sat on the small stool beside Xie Qingqi, and asked the first question as usual, "Who is Yi Chuyang to you?"

"..."

Yi Chuyang, who was wearing headphones outside the door, couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect that the first question would be asked of him.

Li Yue glanced at the door with a half-smile but not a smile, and said inside and out: "Xie Qingqi, I urge you to answer honestly."

This time, Xie Qingqi did not hesitate and said directly, "My life."

"Ha ha ha ha......"

Li Yue laughed outright, obviously satisfied with the answer, and he was so happy that no one could make fun of it, "Oh my God...it's been two years, Xie Qingqi. I've been asking the same question for two years. You're finally...willing to tell the truth."

"..."

But Yi Chuyang outside the door couldn't laugh at all...

Yes, two years.

In the past two years, how did Xie Qingqi view their relationship?

In the past two years, how did Xie Qingqi come here alone?

Yi Chuyang wanted to know, because he missed too much...

They are always missing and hurting each other...

"Then, now I'll give you and Yi..." Li Yue coughed lightly and said deliberately, "You and your life, let's give a score. Out of 10 points, how would you rate it?"

"He's ten points, I..." Xie Qingqi hesitated, "Three points."

Li Yue was not surprised by his answer, but asked more, "Are you sure?"

"Hmm. Sure."

"The difference is so big, can you tell me what you think is the difference between you and him?"

“…”

Yi Chuyang listened to all his elaboration word by word...

What Xie Qingqi said, in the final analysis, was nothing more than feeling that he was not good enough.

But Yi Chuyang didn't know about Xie Qingqi, who was always proud and confident.

After a few years, why did it become like this? !

He's obviously... he's such a proud person...

The more he thought about it, the more Yi Chuyang's heart was struck by some sharp awl, and the pain made him breathless...

who is it?

Who is it? !

Turn Xie Qingqi into this? !

Yi Chuyang was suddenly in a trance for a moment, and said blankly: "Is it me...?"

Is it me... who made him like this? !

......

The treatment time of less than two hours was fast for Xie Qingqi.

But for Yi Chuyang, who was experiencing it for the first time outside the door, it seemed extremely difficult.

Xie Qingqi sat up from the relaxing chair, without looking at Li Yue, he just said, "Li Yue, you should know what to say and what not to say?"

"Huh?!" Li Yue was stunned for a moment, but he didn't think much of it, and asked directly, "You want to hide it from him?"

“…”

Yi Chuyang clasped the earphone tightly with one hand. He also wanted to know, what was Xie Qingqi thinking?

"I just don't want him to worry." Xie Qingqi narrowed his eyes slightly, "After all, it's been so many years, how can it be cured by cure?"

Li Yue retorted: "Then if you don't talk about treatment, you can be cured?"

"..."

"Mental illness is not the same as physical illness." Li Yue has said this many times, "As an outstanding graduate of this major, you should be very clear about it. A disease like yours can be cured. It’s easy to say, but it’s hard to say. The main thing is to see how you think, understand?”

"Hiding it from him, for you, there will be no harm but no benefit."

"But it's good for him." Xie Qingqi suddenly looked up into his eyes, "Isn't it?"

"You..." Li Yue was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "Xie Qingqi, ah Xie Qingqi, you really...don't disappoint at all."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it."

"thanks."

......

As soon as Li Jue came out of it, Yi Chuyang stood up with a rub-

Yi Chuyang's height really startled Li Yue, "No! I said...don't get excited! Those who didn't know thought you were going to hit me."

"......"

Yi Chuyang also realized that he might be too anxious, and said in a hurry: "I'm sorry."

Li Yue quickly waved his hand, "Oh, it's alright. If it wasn't for Xie Qingqi, I think I wouldn't have heard you say these two words in my life, right?"

Li Yue didn't want to go around the corner, "Let's get down to business."

"he....."

Yi Chuyang couldn't help but glanced into the physiotherapy room, Li Yue immediately understood, "I brought him headphones and he is listening to music."

But this method definitely won't last long, Li Yue adjusted his state and hurriedly said, "I'll try to speak as quickly as possible."

Yi Chuyang asked knowingly, "Aren't you going to hide it from me for him?"

"When did I say that I would hide it from you for him?" Li Yue sophistry: "What I said is that I will take care of myself. My measure is that I will tell you everything."

Yi Chuyang laughed immediately, nodded and said, "Okay."

Li Jie said straight to the point: "His disease is academically called manic depression."

Yi Chuyang read it twice in his mouth, "manic depression..."

Li Yue nodded, "Actually, to put it bluntly, it is the repeated overlap of mania and depression."

"When he is sick, he is sometimes excited, sometimes decadent, and easily moody. You should pay a little attention to his state when he is sick."

"Then..." Yi Chuyang said the question in his heart, "Under what circumstances would it induce his disease?"

"That's a lot." Li Yan said: "Behavior, emotions, and even seasonal issues are all possible."

"For example, it is winter, and he is very prone to depression. In addition, his mind is more sensitive than ordinary people, and he is more likely to collapse, cry, be negative, and be negative. These are all manifestations of depression."

"If he can cry, it's still good, you just need to coax him more. If he doesn't respond no matter what you say, and shows he doesn't care when he lives, then it will be troublesome."

"..."

Now that I think about it, Xie Qingqi has indeed shown that kind of indifference before, as if everything in the world has nothing to do with him, and he doesn't even care whether he is alive or dead... .

Yi Chuyang immediately made an assumption: "What would happen if this happened?"

"That shows that his heart is establishing an indestructible protective layer for himself, completely isolating him from the outside world."

"In this case, as long as he does not perceive the world, as long as he does not empathize with anyone. Then, everyone and things in this world are no different to him. Since he cannot feel love, And no one can hurt him."

"When I first started treating him a few years ago. He was in this state almost every day, and he couldn't get over it. It was even accompanied by severe insomnia. Not being able to sleep would only make him more broken down."

"So, he fell into an endless cycle of collapse, insomnia, the more collapse, the more insomnia..."

"Then... how did he survive?"

"To be honest, I don't know." Li Jue lowered his head and said, "Generally, under such circumstances, it is difficult for someone to persevere. That's why I said that in his seemingly fragile and collapsed state, there is still a strong of the heart."

'Do not.....'

A strong hunch was telling him that Xie Qingqi didn't fully tell the truth...

"Are you finished talking?"

Xie Qingqi came out with the earphones he took off hanging from his neck.

"Well, it's almost time."

Saying that, Xie Qingqi sat directly beside Yi Chuyang...

Li Yue was stunned for a moment, "Tsk! The most important thing has not been said, how come out, forget it, don't care! ’

"I'm not afraid to offend you."

"Um?"

Yi Chuyang looked at Li Yue with incomprehension.

"Actually, before you reconciled, I didn't believe that there would be any possibility between you. So," Li Yue took a deep breath and said without stopping, "I once gave Xie Qingqi several possibilities for confrontation. There were plans to improve his condition, but none of them worked out in the end."

Xie Qingqi's expression froze, and he immediately shouted, "Li Yue!! What are you talking about?!"

"what?"

Yi Chuyang hasn't figured out the situation yet.

"Xie Qingqi, I'm sorry." Li Yue looked like he was going to give up. "But I still have to say it! If I don't say it, I guess you won't say it in your life."

Yi Chuyang's heart beat suddenly a little faster, "What plan?"

"ONS, and... give up on you."

Yi Chuyang's eyes were stagnant, and he seemed to think of something——

"Rong Yu?"

"I arranged it."

"Then two years of separation?"

"That's what I suggested."

"Fuck...you fucking—!!"

Yi Chuyang immediately burst into flames and grabbed Li Yue by the collar.

"Chuyang!" Xie Qingqi tried to stop, "Let go!"

"......"

Yi Chuyang didn't listen.

Li Yue took advantage of Yi Chuyang's still not fully attacked, and said directly: "I do this, just from a doctor's point of view, to consider my patients."

"What the hell are you..." Unexpectedly, his words directly touched Yi Chuyang's Ni scale, "How dare you say it!!"

Li Yue retorted: "With your current situation, separate! Isn't it the best choice?!"

"Li Yue! That's enough!"

Xie Qingqi was really afraid that if he continued, Yi Chuyang was about to start.

"Blue flag."

"Varied"

Before Xie Qingqi could react, Yi Chuyang hung Xie Qingqi around his neck and brought him up again.

Even in order to prevent falling, Yi Chuyang's two hands kept pressing on it.

"......"

Xie Qingqi couldn't hear the conversation between them, he just... just looked at Yi Chuyang's frown.

There is a vague worry on it, and can't get down for a long time...

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