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Chapter 124
Chapter 124
"Chuyang..."
Yi Chuyang calmed down and looked at Xie Qingqi, his hands still tightly clasping the earphones on Xie Qingqi's ears.
He didn't look back at Li Yue, but said, "I don't want to talk to you in front of Qing Qi. We'll leave this matter to you in the future."
Yi Chuyang looked back at him slowly, "What else is difficult for him to hear, please finish it all at once."
"......"
Li Yue was directly blinded by Yi Chuyang's operation, and Xie Qingqi's temperament that strangers should not be approached, this life will only be soft in Yi Chuyang's hands.
He came back to his senses and couldn't help sighing, "During the two long years of treatment, I only realized with hindsight that Xie Qingqi couldn't let you go. Therefore, our results have achieved little. It's only when it comes to you that he's in a slightly better mental state."
Bipolar disorder...
Mania, depression, insomnia, pain...
Xie Qingqi, ah Xie Qingqi, how many things did you hide from me?
Yi Chuyang gently brushed away the broken hair in front of Xie Qingqi's forehead with his fingertips. In his blank eyes, Xie Qingqi slowly covered his eyes...
Xie Qingqi's eyes were suddenly dark, and he didn't dare to move.
Because neither can hear nor see.
He can't judge Yi Chuyang's mood now. He wonders if he is just worried or angry now?
A strong sense of unknown made Xie Qingqi uneasy, "Chu Yang...?"
After blocking Xie Qingqi's eyes, Yi Chuyang had so little time to breathe...
Xie Qingqi's long eyelashes unconsciously swept across Yi Chuyang's palm, itching.
It's so easy to be distracted, but because of his illness, Yi Chuyang's eyes are full of distress.
"Has his two years... been doing well?"
"very bad."
Li Yue also looked at Xie Qingqi with deep sadness in his eyes, "I'm sorry..."
"At that time, I always thought that he was just a very ordinary emotional hurt. It wasn't until the two of you really separated that I gradually realized...I was overthinking things too easily."
"During treatment, I discovered that he was not only suffering from manic depression, but also with very severe cognitive impairment."
"Cognitive impairment?"
Another unfamiliar word fell on Xie Qingqi, making Yi Chuyang feel infinite fear......
Xie Qingqi, how many crimes did he suffer alone?
"This may not even be Xie Qingqi, who came from this major, and he may not even notice it. He even thinks that he is in a good state."
Yi Chuyang was immediately anxious, "How could it become like this?"
"Abuse at an early age, learning first, no friends, broken family, etc."
"These are mainly because Xie Qingqi was instilled with some inappropriate values since he was a child, which caused him to have cognitive impairment problems."
"He makes self-sacrifice the norm."
"He can give up everything for anyone he thinks is important. When he was young, he could give up the right to be a child for his parents. When he grew up, he could also give up the career he likes for his brother. Now, he can also give up himself for you. When I was a child..."
"..."
Yi Chuyang is almost out of breath...
Xie Qingqi vaguely felt that something was wrong, he tore off his earphones, trying to break free from Yi Chuyang's restraint——
"Chuyang! You let me go!"
Before the words of the two were finished, Yi Chuyang had to appease Xie Qingqi.
Yi Chuyang hugged him, "Qingqi! Qingqi! You, wait a minute!"
"Can't wait!"
Xie Qingqi was completely sure that Li Yue said a lot of things that shouldn't be said!
He gave Li Yue a hard kick, "Li Yue! What the hell did you say!?"
Li Yue was at a loss for words, "I—"
"Qingqi! Qingqi!"
Xie Qingqi didn't listen to him at all, Yi Chuyang gritted his teeth, and his heart sank.
In front of Li Yue's face, he directly kissed him——
"..."
"..."
Xie Qingqi really quieted down...
Yi Chuyang said hoarsely in his ear: "Be good, be obedient. Soon...it will be all right...just take it for me, and bear with me a little longer. Okay? "
"..."
When Yi Chuyang's warm breath sprayed on Xie Qingqi's ear, it was itchy.
That magnetic voice made Xie Qingqi really feel that Yi Chuyang has grown up...
Learn to flirt with people...
Xie Qingqi didn't know whether he was possessed or not, but he nodded unexpectedly and said yes.
Yi Chuyang put the earphones on Xie Qingqi again, but no longer covered his eyes.
He said in Li Yue's shock: "Go ahead."
Li Yue was speechless, and said dumbly: "Ah? What? Oh. Where did I just say?"
Yi Chuyang sighed and reminded: "When I was young."
"Oh yes!" Li Yue suddenly remembered, "Since he was very young, he has been ready to sacrifice himself for the people he cares about at any time. He even thinks that he should do these things for granted. , if he does not have the role of sacrifice, he will have an attitude of self-doubt and will feel that he is a dispensable burden and burden."
Yi Chuyang was silent for a moment before asking, "So...what should I do?"
"While his current state is not bad, his depression has also improved." Li Jue swallowed under Xie Qingqi's warning eyes and said, "My suggestion is to start from the current supportive psychotherapy. , that is, the usual comforting encouragement, switched to cognitive behavioral therapy.”
"To put it simply, it is to correct from his self-perception and behavior. Let him have a clear perception and let him understand that he is an independent individual himself."
"He can live in this world without being attached to anyone. He doesn't need to please anyone and let him know that he is important. In terms of behavior, it is nothing more than the so-called self-sacrifice he used to have, and Ingratiating behavior that goes against the heart."
Speaking of this, Li Jie could finally take a breath, "You can weigh these aspects yourself and see if you can change his cognitive state."
Before leaving, Li Yue suddenly thought of something, and said, "Oh, yes, there is also his medicine. There will still be some side effects, so it is recommended that he take less of it. Until it expires is the best.”
"okay, I get it......."
......
Until then...
Yi Chuyang only knew that Xie Qingqi had to take medicine almost every night in the two years since he left him to fall asleep...
......
Xie Qingqi sent Li Yue out of the door. When he came back, he found that Yi Chuyang was still sitting on the sofa in the living room in a daze...
Because he had been wearing headphones and was blindfolded, Xie Qingqi didn't know what they said. Although he can also guess a rough idea, the strong uncertainty still makes him feel very uneasy...
He sat silently beside Yi Chuyang and said softly, "What are you thinking about?"
Yi Chuyang came back to his senses, hooked his lips and smiled and hugged the person in his arms——
Xie Qingqi was stunned for a while, and then tentatively hugged him back.
Yi Chuyang seemed to be coquettish, rubbing back and forth on Xie Qingqi's neck, and said lazily, "No."
Xie Qingqi is not an idiot either. After talking so much, how could he be okay?
Sure enough, he still asked the question in a side-by-side manner, "Really?"
Yi Chuyang smiled and nodded, "Well."
"..."
"..."
The two didn't speak, just hugged each other quietly...
......
It wasn't until it was getting late that Xie Qingqi asked, "Is there anything in the evening...?"
Yi Chuyang thought about it for a while, but in fact it was nothing, but Xie Qingqi asked, and he deliberately said: "Well... there are a lot of business affairs in the club to deal with."
"Oh."
Xie Qingqi's tone sounded very disappointed, but Yi Chuyang couldn't help laughing, "Okay, I won't tease you. It's not really important, it doesn't matter if I'm not here."
"real?"
Yi Chuyang raised his head slightly and took a sip on Xie Qingqi's side neck.
"Eh! You—"
Xie Qingqi consciously covered the position where he was kissed, and Yi Chuyang pulled his hand away, but did not let him block...
Exactly, a perfect strawberry print.
Yi Chuyang asked back, "What could be more important than you?"
Xie Qingqi brightened his eyes, but the next second it darkened again, "I think it's better, I don't want to..."
"Don't want what?"
Yi Chuyang's eyes have been following Xie Qingqi's emotions...
"What are you doing?" Xie Qingqi pushed Yi Chuyang gently, "Don't delay things because of me."
Xie Qingqi is now in a state of wanting to make trouble, but he feels that he should be sensible and not make trouble.
As soon as this little temper came up, it was exactly the same as it was two years ago.
It feels a bit back, but it's still not enough!
Yi Chuyang still hopes that he can do whatever he wants...
"You...what, what's wrong?"
Yi Chuyang didn't speak for a long time, Xie Qingqi suddenly became nervous again...
Yi Chuyang smiled, hugged him again, and said jokingly: "Oh, I'm just thinking...I'm not even married yet, so you're starting to be afraid that I won't be motivated?"
Xie Qingqi patted him lightly, then laughed and scolded: "When did you become so glib?"
"How can I have it?" Yi Chuyang expressed his grievance, "What I said, it was all the truth."
"..."
Xie Qingqi smiled but didn't answer, and instead asked carefully, "Since you said you're not in a hurry, then... do you want to have a meal together?"
Yi Chuyang let go of him, raised his eyebrows lightly, and asked, "Do you do it?"
"Um."
"......"
I don't know how Xie Qingqi's level is so embarrassed to nod his head?
"Then forget it."
Xie Qingqi was in a hurry and sat up on his knees on the sofa, "What?! Isn't the noodles I made delicious?! And sandwiches!"
Yi Chuyang held his hand, for fear that he would not be able to stabilize, "Don't move! What should I do if I fall?"
"......"
In terms of Xie Qingqi's cognition, the first problem is that he is too confident in his own cooking skills, right?
But in order not to undermine Xie Qingqi's self-confidence, Yi Chuyang had to say euphemistically: "You are so poor, you don't know how to rest. I'm still here, which round should you work on?" Said, Yi Chuyang I got up, "What do you want to eat?"
"It's all right." Xie Qingqi thought for a while, and then asked, "That...soy sauce chicken, is it okay?"
Yi Chuyang was stunned, nodded and said yes.
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